1993 - In the Place of Fallen Leaves

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by Tim Pears


  From up there on the tops I could see, off to my left, Mike Howard spreading silage on his pasture, and down in the village mother plucking a chicken in the yard, covered in its feathers, as if she herself were a moulting angel; I could see all too clearly fields littered with farmers’ trash; discarded plastic fertilizer bags, orange nylon string, unused ends of mesh fencing and coils of barbed wire. Grandfather pottered about the meadow next to the barn, gathering up the rubbish like an impatient beachcomber, grabbing things with anger but also a little guilt, since his grandsons were no more careless than he’d been, it was just that in his day things were made out of canvas and twine, which rotted into the earth.

  I could see Douglas Westcott in the distance lifting rams out of hedges that they’d caught their horns in trying to escape, convinced the next pasture must be better than this one, and Tom hanging a gate over in grandfather’s land by the rectory, surrounded by bales of black hay, like giant sheep pellets, scattered by the new combine that Ian had bought in time for the harvest. I could see Maria, too, hanging up a newcomer family’s washing in another breezeless morning, and they were all unable to stop themselves from reforming the daily, useless optimism that today might be different. It never was. The sun assumed its fierce midday throne by eight o’clock, to further torment the village, and fast burned off the mist and the dew, the mere memory of which, later in the day, was enough to make a person’s mouth water.

  §

  The granite works gave out face-masks and initiated a four-day week because of the lingering cloud of dust that clogged even the office workers’ lungs. Milk curdled in the churn and was refused by the collecting lorries. Men were sucked into the discomfort of their own flesh and stayed at home, where they sat swatting mosquitoes on their sweaty skin and suffered with their wives the awful sounds of dry wood, robbed of all its sap, splitting as heat opened the grain, and of starlings thudding against window-panes.

  §

  The starlings appeared in the village one evening as darkness fell, choosing the yew tree in the churchyard to tumble into out of the sky at dusk, like a pack of black cards sprinkled from the heavens. They made us think that grandmother might have been right after all when she said that time was changing direction, it had run out of momentum up the spiral and was falling back down again, because the starlings were like a reminder of the newcomers’ disastrous barbecue back in June, to which they’d invited each other; a pile of newspapers awaiting the dustman caught fire and a scattered flock of charred pieces of paper rose into the sky and dirtied sheets drying on clothes-lines, spread a fine film of black dust in all the rooms in all the houses of the village, and ruined Granny Sims’ six-monthly perm.

  For some days the newcomers had stayed indoors, and when they had to go out they tiptoed around the village like unwelcome guests, and drove their silent cars off to work. Things turned right around, though, after the early harvest, because that was the time for Ian to do the job he enjoyed more than any other, the one he was best at, the one job he knew he could do better than Tom: burning the stubble of the cornfields. Ian subscribed to all the farming magazines, listened to the radio programmes over his early morning cup of tea, and sought advice from fertilizer salesmen and agricultural engineers for ways of improving our yield of cows and crops. But whenever anyone suggested that burning stubble was old-fashioned and wasteful, it was better to turn it over or dig it up or leave it be, then he folded the magazine or switched off the radio, saying: “Come on Tom, us better be gettin’ down to work afore ‘tis time to stop,” and Tom would have to gulp down his tea and stumble out after his brother into the semi-darkness of dawn.

  Ian looked forward all year to that season, and when it came he took his time, to his grandfather’s dismay and his brother’s annoyance, since there was still a back-breaking load of other things to do before they could relax, and celebrate the harvest festival. But Ian wouldn’t be hurried, and in the end they left him to it, as they did every year, grandfather telling him: “Don’t you worry, bay, us’ll take care of the sheep-dipping ourselves, you take yer time, you must be an artist or somethin’ I suppose, us’ll collect up the hay on ours own. ‘Ow the ‘eck did us get all this land anyway, ‘twas better when the farm was small.”

  Ian took no notice of them, because he knew you couldn’t rush it if you wanted to do it properly, and that was the only way he wanted to do it; other farmers just lit up some chaff in a corner of a field according to which way the wind was blowing, and left the flames to drift across of their own accord. But Ian spent all day preparing lines of hay around the edges of the field, in order to burn from the outside in: if he judged it correctly the fire would speed towards the centre at an accelerating pace and combust with a bang in the middle of the field, and it was all over in an instant. He would prepare all the fields during the day and rush around setting light to them at dusk, because that was when it was most dramatic, and what he aimed for was to have them explode as close together as possible.

  That summer the stubble was so dry Ian was glad to see grandfather leave, because he was worried a spark from his pipe might set it alight before he was ready. He worked all day making his lines of hay, and studying the dimensions of the fields, their contours, and the barely perceptible breezes. He didn’t really trust anyone else to help him but he knew he couldn’t do everything himself, so when the time came he got me to lend a hand.

  §

  We ran along the hedges with torches, and the stubble crackled and flamed. He never paused then, because there was no time for error: he decided where to start and we circled the field with fire, leapt into his van, and tore off to the next one. There were six in all, and we managed to cover each of them before the first one combusted and boomed around the Valley, while we lay spreadeagled by the van, drenched in sweat and panting like dogs. Then another one exploded, and another, like the big guns of an almighty battle, making Corporal Alcock’s heart stop with nostalgic terror, Jane’s dad wake up thinking he was late for work on the night shift at the quarry, grandfather curse and bite his lip, and Douglas Westcott remember the earthquake that surprised him in Mexico City.

  They made the Rector climb through the skylight with his cigarettes and gin and tonic, to stand on the roof of the rectory and watch the sun go down crimson behind a patchwork of golden fields, scorched and smouldering with orange flame and drifting clouds of smoke, crackling and blowing. He thought it was the most beautiful thing he’d ever seen, and for some reason he couldn’t quite work out it made him contemplate his own death. He went back down to his study and took out his Bible, and found the passage that was nagging at him, in The Wisdom of Solomon:

  As gold in the furnace hath he tried them, and received them as a burnt offering.

  And in the time of their visitation they shall shine, and run to and fro like sparks among the stubble.

  He scribbled it on a scrap of paper, which he absent-mindedly handed to me a couple of days later, when I asked him for a bookmark.

  §

  The next morning it was the newcomers’ turn to wake up with the black soot of burnt stubble on the carpets and furniture in their houses, and across the metallic paintwork of their saloon cars. With the communal energy of outsiders they visited us on a rota basis to complain to grandfather at such an unsociable habit, they wrote letters to the Mid-Devon Advertiser and the Exeter Express and Echo pointing out the safety hazards of this antiquated rural practice, and they organized a petition protesting at the damage done to the ozone layer, which they gave to the Rector, as their local councillor, to hand in to Teignbridge District Council. He listened to their resentment, took the petition from them, returned to his study, tore it up and threw it in his waste-paper basket.

  §

  On Thursday a parcel of books was delivered with my name on it by a conscientious headmaster who’d taken an oath that forbade him to strike. The family all volunteered to help with my postponed education, but in the end they all made excuses except Ian, who laid th
em out on the kitchen table but then just stared at the pages of the mathematics book in disbelief. After what seemed like hours he closed it and gave it me back, saying: “They don’t know what they’s lettin’ theirselves in for.”

  The only person who was any help was Johnathan, who’d spent two weeks of every summer in France, and down at the quarry pool he tested me in my first attempts to learn the vocabulary of another language.

  “Concentrate!” he urged me. “Surely you want to read L’Etranger in the original.”

  “Lay who?” I asked.

  Johnathan raised both his eyebrows at once, and sighed. “Albert Camus. He played in goal for the Algerian national team. One of the g-g-greats, Alison. Really!”

  I began to wonder whether the Comprehensive in Newton Abbot that I’d passed by for years, whenever we went in for a Saturday shop, was anything more than a façade whose pretence was kept up by everybody older than me, and was as much of a mirage as when schools had been the impossible dream of rural philanthropists: grandmother, whose memory had been sharpening as if to compensate for the muddiness of her sight, told me that at this rate our own children would have to end up teaching us, just like her mother-in-law who had taught her illiterate parents after the village school was built. Her father became such a scholard that he spoilt his ballot paper in the next election by signing his initials, instead of the X that he assumed was merely intended to represent the mark of an uneducated man. Grandmother suggested that one of the newcomer women start up a dame school at home, and she reminded the Rector, when he came to give her sick communion now that she could no longer hobble to the services, of one of his predecessors who’d taught children in the church in a previous epoch. But the Rector declined her proposal: “I may be a priest, Mrs Freemantle,” he told her, “and we’ll doubtless be the last workers in the country to form our own union, but I’m no strike breaker.”

  He tried to explain how reasonable the teachers’ demands were, and how, what’s more, every child should receive an equal education paid for out of income taxes, ‘because education’s not something the rich should be able to buy, surely, Mrs Freemantle, like a swimming pool or an expensive toy for their children, free and equal education’s the measure of a civilized society and the way things are going if that woman carries on, the poor will have to pay for their own pencils and rubbers, and we’ll be back to before the Second World War’.

  Grandmother was unimpressed. She considered cruelty to children unforgivable, and refusing to teach them in order to demand higher wages she thought the lowest form of blackmail. She said that if she believed in capital punishment she’d recommend that they were shot, but since she didn’t then she thought they should be banished from the kingdom, a humane punishment that she regretted had fallen into disuse.

  The Rector realized the futility of arguing with her. As an afterthought he told her how, soon after his arrival in the village, he’d been invited to become a governor of the Primary School in Chudleigh: back then there was still a grammar school in Newton Abbot and a secondary modern in Kingsteignton, and Chudleigh Primary held the record, in the county of Devon, of eight years without a single pass in the eleven-plus exam. The Rector did two things: he accepted a place on the Board of Governors, and he also bowed to his wife’s demands that they send their children to schools in Exeter, because he didn’t feel able to insist that their children’s education be hostage to his principles.

  Grandmother cackled with delight: “You’s a good man, Rector, a good man. But your head spends most of its time in the clouds.”

  §

  Unaware, as the world ground creaking to a halt, that the past was catching us up, and with it people’s long since discarded memories, we lived a carefree existence. The younger kids in dark skirts spun cartwheels on the Brown, like dwarf nuns pleading for respite from the sun’s divine punishment, or chased after a shrinking football, repeatedly punctured by Nan Dyer’s mad terrier, which the boys had to repair by soldering it with matches. Some of the older ones, though, those with obstinate parents reluctant to submit to the sun’s tyranny, were still assigned futile tasks: they planted a patchwork of tiny vegetable plots along the bank of the trickling stream until the day its last drops evaporated before their very eyes; they were then given improbable dowsing rods cut from hawthorn by old Martin the hedge-layer, and despatched in the vague direction of supposed sites of ancient wells. When I told grandmother she said she was sure she could remember coming across maps showing their locations, and she directed me to chests of drawers unopened in a generation. But there were no maps at their bottoms, only brittle sheets of old newspaper that crumbled to the touch.

  Bigger boys accompanied their fathers to dying woods around the edge of the parish, because people were agreeing with grandmother that history is a spiral, and just like in 1976 the summer was so long it was burning up autumn altogether and would again be immediately followed by a harsh winter, and so the insistent hum that droned throughout those months was augmented for a while by the whine of chainsaws, cutting down the copses and spinneys that anyway, when you thought about it, only took up valuable space on arable land. They ripped up everything with their chainsaws: beech and ash, birch and elder, everything, that is, except oak, whose wood’s no good for burning. The oaks were left and the ground ploughed up around them, sad, solitary trees in an emptying landscape of dusty soil.

  TEN

  Mirror

  All along the Teign river beyond the quarry pool, willows stood along the far bank. You couldn’t imagine how they got there, they looked so out of place, but one of the Viscounts’ gardeners must have planted them, hundreds of years ago. By now they were old and stunted creatures, with varicose barks, twisted and splitting, rubbed against by generations of cows; their branches drooped sadly over the water.

  The river was so dried up that on Friday morning Johnathan and I played jumping games across it, and when other children came down he hid in the cradles of the willow trees, watching.

  Back at the pool we dislodged the widowman heron from his rock jutting out over the water; he retreated to a pile of granite rubble and regarded us mournfully, while sometimes one of the grown-ups, Maria in her red scarf or Yvonne, Jane’s tall, skinny mum, with her fruit-picking basket, kept an eye on us through the telescope up on the cliff, as we dived into the black water.

  If we screwed up our eyes, though, we could see that they’d soon lifted the telescope away from us, to gaze upon the long and slender waterfall that had been the 9th Viscount Teignmouth’s lifelong dream and celebrated achievement. It was fed by a leat built to the Viscount’s precise specifications by a dozen infantry veterans of Wellington’s victorious army at Quatre-Bras who, sensing the furious revenge imminent at Waterloo, deserted camp and made their way home to London, which they reached at the same time as the news of Napoleon’s final defeat.

  They fled together to the spongy margin of Dartmoor, where the engineering Viscount found them lurking in his pine woods and offered them work in his great enterprise. His and Johnathan’s ancestor, the very first Viscount, had been a cabin boy with Sir Francis Drake, and the 9th Viscount was a follower of the great engineer.

  The deserters worked like Trojans building that leat which began at a spring below the volcanic extrusion of heaped boulders of Houndtor and was directed across open heather, over the sloping granite past Manaton, through the combes behind Hennock and finally into the familial acres of pine forest. Using skills of dam building, irrigation and hydrography learned in the universities of Europe but improved upon by the obsessive neuropathy of a gifted aristocrat, the Viscount worked out a precisely detailed route whose falls harnessed energy sufficient to drive water up succeeding rises, and it wasn’t until two generations later that an itinerant cartographer ingratiated himself with the then 11th Viscount by proving that the leat rose across its entirety by a height of twenty feet, for the engineering Viscount’s route had been so complicated, with its ups and downs and unders and overs and
around the corners, that it had fooled even gravity.

  But apart from this unintentional miracle the waterfall was a failure, with not even the wit of an authentic folly; for the 9th Viscount had actually intended that the water should supply the house, if needs be, as a precaution against drought, such as that suffered in 1750 when footmen expired on their carriages and the water-closets all clogged up, so that breezes carried across the Valley odours of aristocratic excrement, stirring in the peasants of our village at their decimated harvest forgotten rumours of equality spread by those Levellers who had passed nearby in their flight to exile in Cornwall. But by an ironic hydrological error the power generated by the long gush of the cascade was insufficient to push the water back up under the terraced lawns to the house.

  Furthermore, the 9th Viscount had imagined the spectacle created by narrowing the final flow of water from the leat through a carefully moulded clay funnel would emerge as a fluid representation of knowledge and art and manners, as the inevitable impulse of refinement inherent in civilization, broadening imperceptibly but unerringly during the progress of its own momentum. Instead it only made immature youths pee in their pants, and farmers’ wives sometimes went to the beech tree on the pretext of checking on the swimmers or gathering blackberries thereabouts but really to watch through the telescope as the sun, filtering intermittently through illusive cirrus clouds, made the slender cataract seem to weave and ripple in its ineluctable glissade, and although the sight itself, in the silent isolation of the lens, was no more than an abstract display of light and movement, the women felt themselves gliding above the sawdust of an urban dance-floor, rustic unease blurred by Norman Calvados, waltzing in the arms of a tall, slender mute whose joints were made not of bone but of honey.

 

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