“I think such things should be left to the cottage, don’t you, Ryder?”
“Let’s stop a moment. What is that bush over there? Yes, that one with the wispy yellow leaves?”
He took her glass from her, saw her stiffen slightly, then ease, as relaxed as could be, when he set both glasses on a stone bench. And he knew, simply knew, that she was memorizing that her glass was the one on the left. Well, it wouldn’t matter. When she turned away from him, he slipped the packet of powder from his pocket and quickly poured the contents into her glass, stirring it with his finger.
“It’s a yellow poui tree, actually, it’s just very small as yet.”
She turned and waved him forward. “You see, the flowers are in clusters. They’re quite delicate and won’t last long, perhaps only another week.”
He admired the yellow poui tree.
When he turned back, she was already at the stone bench and she’d picked up her glass. She was obviously taking no chances. As he’d assured Emile, she wasn’t stupid.
He picked up his own and raised it in a toast. “To our evening. You gave me great pleasure. I trust we will spend another together very soon.”
“Yes,” she said and clicked her glass to his. She sipped it, found it remarkably delicious, and drank deep.
“Finish it off, Sophia, and if you like, we’ll stroll about a bit more.”
His rum punch went onto the ground and hers went straight down her throat.
Ryder said, “You have beautiful breasts, but I’ve already told you that. However, I remember last night that your breasts seemed even larger. Isn’t that curious? I suppose it must have been my lust, my fevered urgency for you that made me imagine such a strange thing.”
“Perhaps.”
“Why do you say perhaps?”
“You’d drunk a bit more than you should have, but you seemed to enjoy it very much. I didn’t wish to take away from your enjoyment.”
“It was very kind of you.”
She kept walking. Why wouldn’t he simply collapse ? He’d drunk two glasses, surely it was enough. Uncle Theo had made it stronger tonight. But he sounded chirpy as a blue jay and his step was light and bouncy. She hated him and herself. If it weren’t for Jeremy, why she’d ... she didn’t know really what she would do.
Ryder stopped and turned to face her. “I’d like to kiss you, Sophia. Odd, but I can’t remember kissing you at all last night, except of course just a few forays before you pushed me away so you could strip off that scarlet whore’s gown for me. It’s odd, for kissing is something I much enjoy. Why didn’t we kiss, Sophia?”
“You wanted me quickly. As you said, there was fevered urgency. There was no time.”
“Now there is.” He kissed her and she let him. She tried to force herself to kiss him back but she couldn’t. She was a fraud and a cheat and she was very, very afraid of this man. Ryder was well aware that she was letting him touch her, not reacting, suffering him. It was enraging, but he wasn’t overly surprised and oddly enough his anger soon stilled.
He gently pushed her away, holding her in the circle of his arms. “How do you feel, Miss Stanton-Greville ?”
She looked up at him. “Why so formal, Ryder? After all, you are now my lover. None other, just you, and you will remain my lover, won’t you?”
“Oh yes. You’re marvelous. If I close my eyes, why I can see you taking me into your mouth, I can feel your tongue on me, the warmth of you. Yes, you gave me great pleasure. Tell me though, Sophia, isn’t there something I can give you? Something you would like to have? I had thought to bring you a piece of jewelry but I didn’t have time to go to Montego Bay. What would you like, sweetheart?”
Yes, she thought, bitterness filling her, he had to pay the whore. She wished she could tell him Dahlia’s name and send him to her; let her get the gift. But no.
“Well,” she said slowly, giving him a dazzling smile, “perhaps there is something I would enjoy.”
“Yes? Just tell me and it’s yours. A bauble, perhaps ? A diamond or a ruby? Of course I want you again, tonight.”
She didn’t tell him. She sighed softly and fell against him, quite unconscious.
Well, hell, Ryder thought, as he lifted her. She’d succumbed more quickly than he’d expected. He gently laid her out of sight in the midst of colorful jasmine bushes, smoothed down her skirt, and rose. He gave her a small salute.
And he thought, as he walked quickly back to the veranda, now it’s your turn, Uncle Theo. I suspect you’ll be fairly easy, you old bastard.
And Theo Burgess was remarkably easy. There was only one old slave to see him when he carried Theo over his shoulder, quite unconscious, to his bed.
Sophie woke slowly. She felt strangely suspended, somehow separate from herself. Her head felt light, her thoughts scattered and vague. She felt slightly dizzy. It was morning, the sun was shining through the window.
But that couldn’t be possible. The morning sun didn’t shine in her window.
She forced herself to sit up in bed. She shook her head, wondering at the strangeness of how she felt. She felt somehow drunk but surely that was odd.
She swung her legs over the side of the bed. It wasn’t her bed. She realized then that she was perfectly naked.
She cried out. She stared blankly around her. She was in the cottage, quite alone. She simply sat there, tugging the sheet over herself, staring at the far wall. What had happened?
Ryder Sherbrooke had happened. Somehow he’d discovered what she and Uncle Theo had done to him. And he’d gotten revenge.
She wondered if he’d taken her as Dahlia had taken him two nights before. How did one tell? She rose slowly, dropping the sheet. The room was warm and she felt perspiration on her brow from the heat of the room, and from the heat of her fear.
What had he done to her?
She looked down at herself. She looked the same. She remembered long ago that Uncle Theo had assured her that she’d remain a virgin. But how could one tell if a female was a virgin or not? She hadn’t asked him. She didn’t know
What to do?
Sophie saw her clothing lying neatly over the back of a wicker chair. They were the same clothes she’d worn the night before. He’d brought her here to the cottage and stripped her to her skin. It was beyond embarrassing. She had to know what he’d done to her. She had to find out what he knew.
She thought of Uncle Theo and blanched. Then, of course, she realized what must have happened. Ryder had drugged her, then Uncle Theo. He’d done a fine job of it. He’d paid them back in kind.
She dressed quickly and combed her hair, tying it at her nape with the same ribbon she’d used the night before. She looked at herself in the mirror. Did she look different? Was that how one knew that one wasn’t a virgin anymore?
She looked pale, nothing more that she could see. She had to know She left the cottage and walked quickly back to Camille Hall.
Uncle Theo wasn’t there. A slave told her that the massa hadn’t come down yet.
She realized then that it was only seven o’clock in the morning. But she couldn’t wait. She called for Opal to be saddled.
CHAPTER 6
RYDER WAS ALONE on the front veranda drinking a cup of coffee. It was still very early, but he knew, deep down, that she would come and very soon. She wouldn’t be able not to. She would have to know what he’d done to her and he couldn’t wait to tell her.
When he saw Opal cantering up the drive, he smiled in anticipation, both his body and his mind becoming instantly more alert. He didn’t rise, merely sat back and watched her ride closer and closer.
Sophie dismounted and tethered Opal to one of the black-painted iron posts. She was shaking. That would never do. She wiped her hands on her skirt and forced her shoulders back.
She walked up onto the veranda and simply looked down at him. She hadn’t expected him to rise as a gentleman should in the presence of a lady and, indeed, he didn’t. After all, she was about the furthest thing from a lady
that breathed.
Ryder smiled up at her, a predator’s smile, a quite evil smile really. “Good morning, Sophia. You haven’t changed your clothes, I see. You couldn’t wait to see me again, then? Would you like some breakfast ? Coffee, perhaps? You must keep your strength up, particularly after your exertions last night.”
He was going to toy with her. Very well then, she wasn’t an inexperienced twit when it came to men. She’d well learned most of their vagaries during the past year, their little conceits, their need to dominate and rule. She smiled back at him and tossed her head. “I should like some coffee, thank you.”
“Do sit down.”
She waited for him to return, her mind working feverishly, but blank of ideas. When he handed her the cup, she took it and sipped it slowly, all the while watching him take the wicker chair opposite her. He leaned back, as indolent as a lizard warming himself in the sun, and crossed his arms over his chest. He leaned the chair back on its hind legs. She wished it would tip over and he would cosh himself on his damned head.
“It’s very early for a visit,” he remarked to the wisteria that was spilling wildly over the railing of the veranda.
“Yes,” she said, “very early indeed, yet you are up and dressed, almost as if you were waiting for someone to arrive. It will be hot today.”
“It’s hot every day. Did you wish to speak to me about something in particular? Or perhaps you wanted to see Samuel, who’s so besotted with you he nauseates me with his endless effusions? Or perhaps Emile, your childhood friend whom you now ignore?”
“You.”
He gave her a lazy nod, then fell silent. The silence stretched long between them.
“Well?” he asked at last. “It’s not that I have something urgent to do, it’s just that I do bore rather easily. You are pushing the limits, Sophia.”
“What did you do to me?”
“I beg your pardon?” An eyebrow shot up a good inch. He was pleased with the utterly sincere puzzlement in his voice.
“Damn you, don’t play with me further. Please, did you take me to the cottage?”
“Yes.”
“Did you take off my clothes?”
“Yes. I also folded them neatly for you. I am a man of orderly habits.”
“Did you ... that is to say, did you become intimate with me?”
“Do you mean did I become intimate with you before I folded your clothes neatly? Or after?”
She said nothing, merely stared at him. He shrugged, looked at her breasts, and smiled. “Become intimate, Miss Stanton-Greville? Why in heaven’s name wouldn’t I have taken you, or, as you so quaintly put it—become intimate with you? Isn’t that the whole purpose of having a lover? Your body is mine, you told me that quite clearly. I don’t particularly like females in my bed who are more unconscious than not, but parting your legs and coming into you did indeed serve my purpose ... my purpose as your lover, naturally. You did arch your back just a little bit. No, unfortunately, I don’t think you enjoyed it, even though you did moan once or twice.” He struck a thoughtful pose. “But wait, I recall you moaned when I kissed your breasts, or perhaps it was when I was caressing your buttocks and I turned you on your stomach. You certainly didn’t scream as you did the other night, though. Of course, you were in no shape to ride me, so it was I who did the mounting and the riding. You’re quite soft, Sophia, and very giving. You gave me some measure of enjoyment. Last night, of course, I was full-witted and felt every shred of feeling to be felt from plowing your belly.” He was just getting into the full swing of his splendid monologue when she jumped to her feet and yelled at him, “Damn you, stop it! Just stop it! You forced me, you raped me! You’re an animal!”
“Forced you,” Ryder said blankly. “An animal? Surely not, Sophia. I’m your lover.”
“You drugged me! You took me when I was unconscious. You’re no lover, you’re a perfidious bastard! I hate you!”
He laughed then, a full, deep, rich laugh that made her skin crawl. God, she wanted to hit him, to hurl something heavy at his head, to kick him. She couldn’t stop herself. She rushed from her chair and at him, her hands fisted. It took a lot of strength, but she managed to push his chair backward, sending him sprawling. Unfortunately she didn’t move back quickly enough. Ryder caught her ankle and jerked her down over him. He held her wrists so she couldn’t strike him.
He looked up at her face, flushed with fury, at her breasts, heaving up and down, and said, happy as a vicar at a wedding, “How passionate you are, Sophia. Perhaps next time you can be as full-witted as I was this time and we can speak together while we make love. It will enhance your enjoyment, and mine as well, I hope, not that I’m complaining all that much.”
She struggled and he was well aware of her body pressing onto his. She was truly enraged, quite unaware that her belly was grinding against him. He was hard; surely she felt him. But he had her firmly held. He merely waited until she realized she couldn’t hurt him. But she struggled a good three minutes more. Finally, her voice low and mean, she said, “Let me go, damn you to hell.”
“You know, Sophia, no woman has ever attacked me before with evil intent. Attacked me with laughter and sexual intent, certainly, for I much enjoy playful women and many of them seem to know it. But this violence? I’m uncertain of the rules here. Should I hold you another five minutes to be certain you’re well tamed?”
She felt rage and fear. Tears were burning her eyes. She had no more words. She simply shook her head.
Ryder saw the tears but he knew she wouldn’t let them fall. “If I release you, will you try to do me in again?”
She shook her head again, and he guessed she was now really beyond words. He had won. Quite simply he’d demolished her. She deserved it. He released her wrists. She rolled to her side and was on her feet in an instant, staring down at him.
Ryder rose slowly. He set his chair back in its place, then motioned for her to be seated again.
It was as if it had never happened, she thought numbly, for the first words out of his mouth after he’d sat down again were, “Drugged you? That is what you said, isn’t it? What a novel idea. What a grotesque thought. Who ever would think of something so perfidious as drugging? Why, that lacks all honor, all honesty. The deceit of such an act boggles the mind. Goodness, it’s very early in the morning for such jests, but since I have nothing urgent to do, as I told you, and you certainly aren’t boring me now, why, do continue spinning your fairy tales.”
“I was a vir—” Her voice fell like a stone off a cliff. Good God, telling him she was a virgin would make him howl with laughter. She shook her head, trying to get hold of herself. He knew about the drugging; she’d been almost certain. “You drugged me. You must have put something in my rum punch. And then you took advantage of me.” The words weren’t what she would have liked to have said but there was nothing else in her mind. They were the ineffectual words of an outraged maiden. She also realized that if more words were to come out of her mouth, they wouldn’t be the right words either and he would only laugh all the more at her.
“Did I tell you that my very first afternoon in Montego Bay I heard you had three lovers? I heard descriptions of the three men in question. Why, Oliver Susson even came in and was needled mercilessly about you, all envy of course. Now, unless you took all these gentlemen in strange and exotic ways, then it’s impossible that you’ve been a virgin for a very long time. Ah, yes, don’t look so surprised, Sophia, and please don’t protest. There are few words I know well that begin with ‘vir.’ I am relieved that you stopped yourself before you finished out that truly ludicrous lie. Virgin ... another deceit that boggles the mind.”
“No,” she said, defeated. “I won’t lie.” But she was thinking, I didn’t feel any different this morning. I even looked in the mirror. I looked just the same, yet he says he took me and knew I wasn’t a virgin. She didn’t understand this, but she remained silent. Evidently a man couldn’t tell whether or not a woman had been touched. Evident
ly a man had to take a woman’s word for her innocence. Given her reputation, her word was worthless and she knew it, so that was that. She was about as innocent as any harlot in Montego Bay. She saw he was grinning at her, and that grin was filled with triumph and satisfaction and more than a dollop of malice.
“Please, Ryder, please tell me the truth. What do you know? How did you find out? What do you want? I admit it’s over now, I know that even if Uncle Theo doesn’t yet, but, please, oh God, please—” She stopped. What was she prepared to ask him anyway ? There was nothing she could do now to prevent him from doing precisely what he wanted to do. She could hear his laughter if she attempted to tell him about Jeremy. Slowly, feeling as numb as a slept-upon arm, she rose from the chair. She stared at him blindly, turned, grabbing up her skirts, and ran down the front steps of the veranda.
He called after her, his voice loud and carrying, “It was your breasts that did you in, Miss Stanton-Greville. From that I deduced you must have drugged me. You see, it wasn’t all that remarkable of me to have figured it out. Yes, indeed, a woman’s breasts are hers alone, not to be pawned off on another. The other breasts were nice really, but much too large. No, I prefer yours.”
She didn’t turn but he would have sworn that her entire body jerked at his words.
Ryder watched her run away. He let her go. He didn’t say another word. So she’d wanted to protest that she was a virgin. He shook his head at that nonsense. Even though another woman had bedded him, he still doubted very strongly that Sophia was as innocent as she looked now, as she’d looked the previous night, in that mussed girlish muslin gown, her face washed clean of cosmetics. No, it was highly unlikely. She’d led him on, teased him expertly, enticed him, let him fondle her breasts as would an experienced courtesan, setting the pace unless he managed to knock her off guard.
He watched her gallop her mare full tilt down Kimberly Hall’s drive. He watched her until she disappeared from his sight.
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