“Stay awake, sweetheart. They won’t be long. It’s Christmas tomorrow.”
“That’s what George told me. Did they have the Christmas procession with all the lanterns at Oxford Castle?”
I look at Dale Hadley, who nods.
Piper yells excitedly. “Hey, I’ve just seen something. Lights. I can see lights flashing. It’s a car!”
“Stay on the phone, Piper.”
“I’M HERE! I’M HERE!” she yells. “They’ve seen me. They’re slowing down. Tell Daddy I’ll see him soon.”
“Don’t hang up… Piper?”
I’m listening to dead air.
Dale Hadley is in tears. He hugs Ruiz and he hugs me and then he hugs Ruiz again. He’s like a man who’s been given a second chance, who wants to stop people in the street and say how wonderful it is to be alive.
“They’ll take her to the hospital first,” I tell him. “They’ll want to make sure she’s all right.”
“Can we go there?”
“Of course, but first we stop at the police station.”
44
Julianne calls. She’s at home with the girls. I can hear them laughing in the background, Charlie tickling Emma, Christmas carols on the stereo.
“Where are you?” she says. “We’re waiting.”
“I’m truly sorry—but I won’t make it tonight.”
I don’t have to see her face to gauge her reaction. It doesn’t take words or sighs or a sullen silence. I know I’ve disappointed her. It’s what she expected.
Rain zigzags off the windscreen, trembling at the edges of the glass. “Piper Hadley is alive,” I say. “The police have found her. She’s on her way to hospital.”
“So you’re the white knight again?”
“It’s not like that.”
In the silence that follows, Julianne chastises herself for being unreasonable. “I’m sorry. That was a terrible thing for me to say. Forgive me.”
“Of course.”
There is another long pause. I can picture her standing in the living room, biting on the corner of her lip. She’s stronger than I am, surer of her place in the world, less burdened without me. I guess that makes her happier.
“I’ll save you some dinner just in case you make it down. And I’ll leave the key in the usual place.”
“Thank you.”
“I’m really happy about Piper Hadley. What a wonderful Christmas present for her family.”
“Yes, it is.”
The Range Rover pulls into a parking spot. Abingdon Police Station is lit up like a spaceship with an angled turret that looks like a flying saucer has crashed into the roof and become stuck there.
From the moment I step through the door, I sense something is wrong. The incident room is deserted. Drury isn’t in his office. A dozen people are crowded around the doorway of the control room. Pushing between shoulders, I make my way to the front. Dale Hadley follows me.
DCI Drury’s voice comes over the two-way. Angry. Frustrated.
“OK, I want to go through this again. Mobile units, I want call signs, exact locations and personnel. Who picked up Piper Hadley? Which cars were on the road?”
One by one, the cars respond. DS Casey is using colored circles to represent each vehicle on a map of the area.
Drury’s voice again.
“So what you’re telling me is that not one of you has Piper Hadley?”
There is silence.
“I want roadblocks. Seal off the area. I want vehicles stopped and searched. Farmhouses, barns, outhouses, garden sheds—I want them all searched.”
Dale Hadley looks from face to face. “We heard her. She saw headlights.”
“It wasn’t one of our vehicles,” says DS Casey.
“Piper saw flashing lights?”
“She saw lights flashing through the trees,” I say, “which is not the same thing.”
Dale Hadley pauses, his mouth opens. No sound emerges. He’s locked in a terrible wordless commune with himself. His legs buckle. Someone helps him to a seat.
“Where’s Drury now?” I ask Casey.
“On his way back.” He turns to Mr. Hadley. “I want to reassure you, sir, that we’re doing everything we can to find your daughter. We know her last location. We have sealed off the area. We’re also tracing the phone she was using. Previous calls. The positions. We’ll unlock the history. Find out where she was held.”
Hollow words. Dale Hadley has heard them before, the reassurances and guarantees. Less than two hours ago, he rediscovered his daughter. Twenty minutes ago, he thought she was safe. Now she’s been snatched away again and he won’t accept excuses or promises.
“I will get a family liaison officer to take Mr. Hadley home,” says Casey.
“No, I want to stay.”
“We’ll keep you informed, sir.”
“What if she calls me again? I should be here.”
DS Casey gives in grudgingly.
“You’ll have to allow us to do our jobs, Mr. Hadley. It’s important we move quickly.”
“Ruiz can look after him,” I say. “He knows how it works.”
DCI Drury arrives alone. The rest of his team have stayed at the scene, manning roadblocks and searching the surrounding fields. Several officers bring him up to speed. Drury is staring blankly at the floor. Something has gone horribly wrong. He can’t explain how or why. He wants today over again or at least a second chance. He goes into his office, motioning me to follow.
Opening a bottom drawer, he produces a bottle of whisky, cracking the seal and pouring himself a slug in a coffee mug. He swallows it and squeezes his eyes shut as the liquor scalds his tongue and the warmth explodes in his empty stomach.
He raises the bottle.
“No thanks.”
He pours another shot and screws on the lid, replacing the bottle in the drawer.
“How?” he mutters. “It was a private road. There can’t be more than twenty cars a day. A member of the public would have called us by now. So who picked her up?”
“He must have been following her.”
Drury rests his elbows on his desk, pressing his thumb pads into his eyes.
“The mobile phone that Piper used was purchased from a Vodafone shop in south London eighteen months ago. It was registered to a Trevor Bryant, an alias used by a local drug dealer called Eddie Marsh. We raided some of Eddie’s properties a few months back.”
“Where is Eddie Marsh now?”
“He jumped bail. In Marbella according to his ex-girlfriend.”
“Does Marsh have any history of sexual offences?”
“No.”
“What about links with the men you’ve charged with assault?”
“We’re looking.” Drury changes tack. “Emily Martinez isn’t answering her phone and her father didn’t show up at work today. What can you tell me about him?”
“He matches the psychological profile.”
“I can’t base an arrest on a profile.”
“He has the intellect, the experience, the knowledge and the motive.”
“Still not hard evidence.”
“You’ll find it. You’ll match his DNA to the farmhouse or you’ll find his fingerprints.”
The DCI looks rueful. “It’s easy to have faith when you don’t have to wear the failure.”
There’s a knock on the door. DS Casey appears. “Phone call, boss.”
Drury picks up.
“Where?… Who owns the property?… You’re sure? Check again.” Strange bright fragments of possibility are firing in his mind. “Is there a caretaker?… Yeah… OK, contact him… I’m on my way.”
He looks up at me.
“We’ve found where he kept the girls.”
45
On the journey south to Culham we pass through two police checkpoints patrolled by officers in reflective vests, waving motorists to the side of the road. Car boots are searched. Trucks. Trailers. Caravans.
Drury flashes his badge. A glowing wand waves
us through. Less than half a mile further on we turn off onto an unmarked road that is guarded by a single-bar gate counterweighted with a metal block, padlocked in place. A wooden notice reads: PRIVATE ROAD—NO ACCESS.
Continuing along a muddy track, weaving between potholes, the road almost disappears in places, surrendering to the undergrowth. Other vehicles have forged a path. We come to a line of parked police cars and a white van. The doors open and two police dogs bound out, sniffing at tires and trees.
Ahead of us, an abandoned factory or warehouse is partially illuminated by headlights. Most of the buildings are single-story although exhaust stacks and flues suggest larger structures might lie below ground. The surrounding chain-link fence has collapsed in places under the weight of dead vines and trees felled by past storms.
The main gate cants drunkenly on wooden posts that have rotted to crumbling stumps. Immediately beyond, the road disappears beneath a mass of tangled brambles and spindly vines, grown to shoulder-height in places. A path has been hacked through the foliage.
Torches swing from building to building, lighting up small sections. Graffiti stains some of the more prominent walls, but the evidence is aged and faded. Windows are boarded up or broken. Doors are sealed or gape blackly open.
“It was abandoned in the eighties,” says Drury. “Before that it was an emergency relocation site for the government—some sort of shelter in case the Ruskies launched a missile strike on the Harwell reactors. There were half a dozen complexes like this one.”
The DCI shines a torch on a wall of rock that rises almost vertically above the compound.
“The whole site was once a quarry. They mined the rock for track ballast when they built the Great Western Railway. The main line is less than a hundred yards to the west of here.”
“Who looks after it now?” I ask.
“It’s administered by the Atomic Energy Authority, which means it’s under the jurisdiction of the CNC.”
“The CNC?”
“The Civil Nuclear Constabulary: it’s a security force that protects nuclear installations. They don’t know if they’re soldiers or make-believe coppers.” Drury motions ahead to a small group of detectives. Among them is a uniformed man, not a police officer, who is trying to look like one of the lads.
“This is Sergeant Moretti,” says Drury. “He has the keys.”
I glance at the surfeit of broken doors, but don’t comment.
Moretti stands to attention, sucking in his stomach. Pale as a plucked chicken, he has the word POLICE stitched into the breast pocket of his waterproof jacket.
“How often is this site patrolled?” asks the DCI.
“It’s not on any regular routes.”
“What does that mean?”
“The place hasn’t been used for thirty years.”
Drury blows air from his nose. “Really?”
White surgical gloves are distributed and the DCI follows Moretti through the first door. Lights are triggered. Most of the bulbs are broken, but enough shine unsteadily to reveal a large room littered with torn fittings and collapsed heating ducts.
“Why is the power still connected?” asks Drury.
“Can’t tell you, sir,” answers Moretti. “Above my pay grade.”
A metal trough along one wall has a sign above it that reads: USE GLOVES AND EYE PROTECTION. Nearby, a control panel has a row of red and green buttons. The wiring has been ripped out.
A rusting staircase turns back on itself and rises to the upper floor, fifteen feet above. Beneath the stairs an old boiler has been wedged sideways, partially concealing a door. Moretti goes first, pulling aside two drums that slosh with unknown liquids.
The second room is smaller, with a table, two chairs, a double bed, a bath and a wood-fired boiler or stove. Someone has doused every hard surface with bleach or some other chemical cleaner. The caustic stench hooks at the back of my throat and tries to scald my lungs.
It’s the same smell I remember from the farmhouse where the Heymans died.
“What’s upstairs?” asks Drury.
“More of the same,” says Moretti.
“Show me.”
The rattling metal staircase pulls more plaster from the walls. I stay behind with DS Casey, walking the room again. The old-fashioned bathtub was lifted into place using a block and tackle. The ropes have left marks on the overhead pipes. A razor rests on the rim of the tub. The nearest shelf holds bottles of toiletries.
The iron-sprung bed has been stripped of bedding and a quarter-inch thick chain is looped around one metal leg. At the opposite end of the chain is a leather cuff, sweat-stained and secured by a padlock. It can be adjusted to fit around a person’s wrist or neck.
Beside the bed there is a wooden trunk with a curved lid. Using a fountain pen, I lever it open. The trunk looks empty at first glance, but then I spy a thin piece of black fabric hooked on the corner of a loose hinge; a g-string with a lace edging.
DS Casey opens a plastic evidence bag and I drop the lingerie inside.
The bedding was thrown into the corner and set on fire. Crouching beside the charred mess, I use the pen to lift a tacky section of the fabric. The remnants include a scorched corner of a pizza box and a foil takeaway container. Something else catches my eye—a small molded plastic figure, less than an inch high. A stationmaster dressed in a blue waistcoat holding a flag.
“I need another evidence bag,” I say.
“What is that?”
“A collector’s piece.”
Straightening up, I gaze around again, bothered by something that I can’t quite quantify. I look across the room. Anyone coming into the main building could easily have found the door beneath the stairs. And this second chamber isn’t particularly secure or soundproof. The bed has only one manacle yet there were two captives. He couldn’t watch both girls constantly. How did he control them?
Natasha had pre-mortem scratches on her hips. Dr. Leece speculated that she might have squeezed through a narrow opening like a window. This place has none.
“Did you notice the pipes on the walls outside?” I ask.
Casey shakes his head.
Crossing the room, I push aside several boxes and find an empty metal storage cabinet. There are scratches in the concrete where the cabinet has been dragged across the floor.
“Here, help me lift this.”
Casey takes one side and we pull the cabinet away from the wall, exposing a trapdoor with a rope handle. On my knees, I pull it open, levering it backwards on stiff hinges. The room below is a dark pit.
“Lend me your torch.”
Crouching over the hole, I direct the beam. Dust motes reflect in the light as the dungeon is revealed piece by piece, like a jigsaw created in hell. Two bunks. A table. Chairs. Shelves. A sink. Magazines. A saucepan. A bedpan. Thin gray blankets. Scattered clothes.
The ladder only reaches halfway to the ceiling. The lone window is high on the wall above the sink. Sealed. It doesn’t seem big enough for a person to squeeze through.
The torch beam continues moving. I notice a poster of Brighton Pier and a collage, made of cut-up pictures torn from magazines. Cans of food are stacked on the shelves. A jar of teabags is resting near the gas ring burner.
When I’m sure the basement is empty, I pull away, desperate to be outside, to be away from here.
The rain has started up again and I don’t have an umbrella. I walk away from the buildings, climb the embankment and look down from the top of the quarry. Standing there, with my head bowed, arms hanging, I let the rain run over my scalp and into my eyebrows and down my face. I have never adored nature. I can appreciate its beauty, but I’m indifferent to its vagaries. Nature can do some appalling things, but it always endures and remains unmoved by human suffering.
Below me, men and women in blue overalls are moving into the compound, following a path cut through the brambles. They’re looking for blood, ballistics, fingerprints and body fluids—the remnants of death, the signs of life.
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Piper was here. She ran from him, but he tracked her down. What will he do now? Unless this man has developed a special bond with Piper, unless she’s become indispensable to his fantasies, she will be expendable, another loose end to be tied up.
Gazing into the sky, I search forlornly for a star through the thick cloud cover. Two thousand years ago, according to the Bible, three wise men followed a star and found a savior lying in a manger. I don’t believe in miracles, but Piper Hadley needs one tonight.
The headlights were blinding me at first.
It was only when the driver’s door opened and he moved forward into the light that I knew he had found me. I lost control. The wetness ran down my legs and filled my shoes.
I couldn’t run. I couldn’t cry out. I had nothing left. He took my hand and led me to the car. He put tape around my hands and feet and made me swallow two small white pills.
Gentle as a lamb, I let him lift me into the boot. He put tape on my mouth and pulled a sack over my head. I coughed into the dust, struggling to breathe. Then I closed my eyes and went to sleep.
I have a vague recollection of the car stopping and George talking to someone, but then the car was moving again and I slept, not expecting to wake up.
And now I’m here, lying in a lovely bed, wearing clean pajamas. It’s the same attic room that Tash and I first came to after he took us. The furniture hasn’t changed, but he doesn’t have the black and white TV any more. Maybe he threw it away.
I don’t remember how he got me up the stairs. And I haven’t moved since I woke up. Exhaustion keeps me pressed to these white sheets like an insect pinned to a piece of cardboard. I once visited the Natural History Museum in London on a school excursion. We were taken to the Entomology Department where there were 140,000 wooden drawers with 28 million specimens. I didn’t know there were that many different insects in the world. I don’t like bugs, but I don’t squash them anymore.
I’m so tired. I just want to sleep. George can do what he likes. I don’t care anymore.
Sometime later, I wake with the memory of having screamed, but the sound has dissipated and the room is full of dark shadows.
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