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by Jerome Gold




  The Burg and Other Seattle Scenes

  Mostly True Stories

  Books by Jerome Gold

  FICTION

  The Moral Life of Soldiers

  Sergeant Dickinson (originally titled The Negligence of Death)

  Prisoners

  The Prisoner’s Son

  The Inquisitor

  Of Great Spaces (with Les Galloway)

  POETRY

  Stillness

  NONFICTION

  The Burg and Other Seattle Scenes

  Paranoia & Heartbreak: Fifteen Years in a Juvenile Facility

  How I Learned that I Could Push the Button

  Obscure in the Shade of the Giants: Publishing Lives Volume II

  Publishing Lives Volume I: Interviews with Independent Book Publishers

  Hurricanes (editor)

  The Burg and Other Seattle Scenes

  Mostly True Stories

  Jerome Gold

  Copyright © 2007, 2012 Jerome Gold. All rights reserved.

  Cover photograph by Willa Gold.

  ISBN 978-1-936364-05-3

  “Icarus” and “Monday Morning in Early September” were previously

  published by Friday’s Egg Calendar Company. Thank you, Bob

  Schlosser.

  Black Heron Press

  Post Office Box 13396

  Mill Creek, Washington 98082

  www.blackheronpress.com

  Contents

  The Burg

  Notes from Under the Floorboards of a Great Pretty Good Large University

  The Woman Behind the Counter

  What I’ve Learned About Men

  Constance

  Icarus

  Monday Morning in Early September

  Reagan Years

  A Night at the IHOP

  Arf

  The Burg

  On Thursday, December 14, 2006, a gale struck western Washington State. A million people were without power for a few hours to two weeks. The gale’s most powerful gusts reached hurricane speeds. In Seattle, winds were recorded at 69 miles per hour.

  On Friday when I came by I saw that a tree had fallen on Burgermaster’s roof near the southwest corner. Handwritten signs were taped to the doors, informing customers that the restaurant had limited power and was closed. I thought I saw someone inside, and there seemed to be dim lights, perhaps from candles, but the doors were clearly locked. It was the only building in the area without power and I thought it odd that the gale the day before had singled out the Burg.

  As I stood beside my car, trying to decide what to do next, a couple of other cars pulled into the lot. People got out, went to the front door, and read the sign. Then they peered inside and drew back. They looked at me, then back at the building, then simply stopped moving.

  There was a new Starbucks on my way home and I decided to give it a try. Ordinarily I do not much care for Starbucks. My problem is its atmosphere. There is a kind of anxiety that I associate with young, ambitious executives, or executive wannabes, or unemployed executives that seems to permeate every Starbucks I’ve been in. The staff are generally nice enough, but Starbucks is not for me. On this occasion, however, I could think of no other place to go that was close, and I chanced it. The staff were nice, but I was right—it was not a place for me.

  Each day for the next five, I cruised the parking lot at Burgermaster. Each time, I saw people reading the signs on the doors, and others wandering as though stranded or confused. Each day, it seemed to me, less light emanated from the restaurant and it grew smaller, as though the weight of the roof were slowly compressing the walls. I wondered if it had been abandoned.

  One day, shopping for peanut butter, vitamin C, and other essentials at Safeway, the Burg’s immediate neighbor to the west, I ran into Sandi, my friend Roy’s partner. Roy had been moping on the couch at her house, she said. “Don’t you have to be somewhere?” she said she asked him. But he didn’t.

  After Safeway, I went to Third Place Books in Lake Forest Park, where I saw Bob, a physics teacher, grading papers as he does at Burgermaster. I had wondered where everyone had dispersed to. At least two of us had found our way north to Third Place.

  Third Place Books gets its name from Ray Oldenburg’s idea (in The Great Good Place) that a person needs a place, one neither his home nor his work location, where he can be among people he chooses to be among, where he can speak openly about subjects that interest him and listen to others’ opinions over something to eat or drink. Third Place is an agreeable place, but it is not the place it wanted to be. Instead, it is a combination of things: bookstore; food court; community center; a place, on some nights, for musical entertainment. It is for youngish families. It is loud, not with the passion of discussion, but with the boisterousness or discontent of children and the clatter of dishes and, on some nights, with the music. In the food court I feel that I should not linger, nor, if a band is playing, even speak for fear of distracting those who are there to be entertained.

  The Burg is what Third Place Books wanted to be. It does not have live music. While it occasionally hosts vintage or classic car shows, or Mustang or Volkswagen shows, and allows a number of charities to use a portion of its parking lot as a car wash, these events are outdoors and can be ignored, if you choose to ignore them. There is not another place in Seattle like the Burg, with its good soups, its spaciousness and light, its mediocre coffee and free refills. In the Burg you can stay as long as you like and no one will hurry to take your dishes away, though its regulars, unless we are eating, are careful to take our ease only between meal times or after the dinner rush. The staff will leave you to yourself if you are reading or writing (I have written all or parts of several books and a dissertation at a booth in the Burg), although another regular may want to have a conversation.

  Except at meal times, the Burg is not a place for families, although you do find some older couples among the regulars. Moms and dads want to eat and get their kids out of there and over to their next activity as soon as they can. You sometimes see students from the University of Washington at the Burg, but it is not the draw that the Barnes and Noble in University Village and the QFC café section are for them. In the afternoon and later in the evening, the Burg is for the middle-aged and older, those who own at least some of their time and who prefer to place themselves apart from the crowd.

  Among the people I’ve met or seen there regularly are a composer; a retired Boeing engineer; two retired professors; a retired teacher; a woman who lived off her investments; a man who works the occasional job so as to support his reading habit; a man who is a poet as well as a passionate and systematic reader; Wes Wehr, the artist and botanical illustrator who loved the grilled crab-and-Swiss-cheese sandwiches the Burg has offered for more than twenty-five years; David Willson, a novelist, teacher and librarian at a nearby community college who wanted to take a photo of me eating a hamburger with a knife and fork; Kirby Olson, a professor of literature and philosophy and, now, a novelist who wrote me recently from Delhi, New York that “I want to envision you sitting in the Burgermaster, reading a book;” a tutor who meets and teaches her charges in the booth behind the one I most like to sit in; a woman with muscular dystrophy brought in by her husband; a real estate broker for whom the Burg and his car compose his office; a writer and illustrator of children’s books; a nurse putting herself through law school; a renowned minister and columnist for one of the local newspapers; Pat, a skilled poet who had studied with Theodore Roethke but who wrote only when depressed and eventually committed suicide; and George, her lover who determined to destroy himself by increments after learning of her death.

  The Burg’s regulars are individuals. Except for the
few couples, most of us prefer to occupy a booth or table alone, though we visit one another freely. My friend Roy always sits at the far corner of a raised section of tables, provided no one in his or her ignorance has ensconced himself or herself there ahead of him. But no one should: the management has set a small plaque in the rail behind this table announcing that it is reserved for Roy between eight and ten a.m., and again between five and seven p.m. Should another person be sitting there when Roy comes in, he will sit nearby, waiting for the person to leave, upon which departure he will move in immediately. (Lest the reader see this behavior as unique to Roy, I note that the physics teacher prefers to grade his students’ papers in the same booth by the window every afternoon. I, too, have my favorite booth which happens to be across the aisle from Roy’s table, and I feel a little distressed when I come in and find it inhabited by someone else.)

  At his table, Roy will read poetry or Proust, perhaps Saramago. I recently recommended Schnitzler to him but I don’t know if he’s read him yet, or, indeed, if he will. At his table, Roy holds court. Men and women of all ages will come over to say hello or to chat for a few minutes. People who want to see him know to look for him at his reserved table in the morning or the evening.

  For the past several weeks he has been involved in renovating a house, so has often come in later in the evening. He has even skipped some days completely. Someone will come in, go up to Roy’s empty table, ask me, “Where’s Roy?” then leave, often before I can answer. One man stood before the table when someone else was eating there, and told him: “You’re not Roy.” A woman saw that no one was sitting at his table, walked over to it as if he might suddenly appear if only she got closer, started to say something to me, then went to another part of the restaurant where another woman was waiting for her. Just before they left, she started for the table again, again looked at me, then walked outside with her companion. Some of us regulars are so regular as to be counted among the Burg’s attractions.

  In Missoula, Montana there used to be a place called Eddie’s Club. It catered to the old-timers—those who had worked for the Burlington Northern in the Thirties and the Forest Service in the Forties and who lived now in the residential hotels in the center of town—as well as to university students, smoke jumpers, writers and artists and just about anybody who wanted to sit and talk or drink or make a little trouble. In a way, the Burg reminds me of Eddie’s, but without the drinking and with a lot less trouble. Perhaps it is the light. For a bar, especially, Eddie’s was exceptionally well lighted, with banks of fluorescent tubing providing such an intensity of illumination that you could not find a shadow in the place except under the pool tables.

  The Burg does not use fluorescence, but if light is the stuff of vitality, it has both in common with Eddie’s, the Burg relying on overhead lamps at night and the lamps in concert with an echelon of broad, west-facing windows during the day. These two sources of light are sufficient to read or write by, and the softer light is less conducive, I think, to a sneak punch to the back of the head than the lighting at Eddie’s was.

  Eddie’s sustained loyalty among its patrons, as the Burg does, and had photographs of the oldest of them in a row on the wall facing the bar. These were not snapshots or even storefront studio photos, but were taken by Lee Nye, a photographer who might have gained a national reputation had he been willing to leave Montana for New York or Los Angeles. When one of the old-timers died, the bartender stuck a gold star on the glass fronting his photograph. In Eddie’s, you lived in the moment as you contemplated eternity.

  I do not recommend the Burg photograph its older patrons, or award a star to each of the departed. Eddie’s was in Montana, a rural state where death either by violence or natural cause is acknowledged. The Burg is in Seattle where, like most of the country, we try to deny death’s inevitability. But we have suffered our losses. The retired Boeing engineer died of heart failure a few years ago, as did Wes Wehr. Cancer took another retiree. In his obituary, his family noted that he enjoyed his daily visit to Burgermaster until shortly before he died. Another retiree succumbed to cancer not long ago, but her daughter and grandson still drop in occasionally. I learned only recently that the woman with muscular dystrophy had died.

  Others have simply disappeared. I do not know what became of the composer. Some died when it was not their time. There were Pat and George, and not long ago, there was a young man, not a patron but a former counterman, remembered for his extraordinary smile, who was shot to death.

  Life, as we know, is the more precious for its transitoriness. The land Burgermaster is built on is owned by Safeway. Several years ago, the Burg’s owner informed his employees that Safeway had raised the rent, beginning January first of the coming year, and that the Burg would close on December 31. This particular restaurant was the flagship of a small chain—it had opened almost half a century before—but he told his staff that he would not keep it open in order to lose money. Safeway was adamant. One of the staff told some of us regulars and the next I knew, there were copies of a petition beside the cash registers, beseeching Safeway not to kill our beloved Burg, that it was a needed part of our community. (For some of us, I am sure it was at or near the very center.) Among ourselves, some of us spoke of a boycott, but I do not believe any tone of threat found its way into the petition’s introductory narrative. Safeway backed off and the Burg has remained open, its lease each year extended for one more.

  It opened again, after the gale, on Tuesday, December 19, at five p.m. I wasn’t there. The sign on the door earlier in the day said it would reopen at six-thirty Wednesday morning. I could see that the lights were on and there were staff working inside and I was heartened. But I had told myself I would not go by more than once a day and, because I did not return that day, I missed its reopening.

  On Wednesday, seeing me approach the counter, Laura asked: “Chicken noodle?”

  “A bowl,” I said. “And coffee. Are you glad to be back at work?”

  “Indeed, I am,” she said. And as I lifted the tray to take it to my booth, she said, as she said every time, “Be careful. It’s hot.”

  Roy sat across the aisle from me. “Good morning, Roy,” I said, although it was mid-afternoon. It is a thing between us, my saying good morning to him when it is not morning. He laughs every time.

  We talked about the Burg’s having been closed and how surprised we both were to discover how integral to our lives it had become. In the year of the petition, I had signed it out of a sense of solidarity, but had not thought of myself as relying on the Burg’s existence for my sense of completeness. Either I had not been as dependent then as I have since become, or I did not know myself as well then as I do now. The Burg’s closure left a hole in my day that I could not fill. I remember Roy once asking me, “If this place ever closed, where would you go?” I had no idea then and I do not have one today.

  “I really missed this place,” Roy said now.

  After a while my wife came in and pointed out a balloon sculpture nestled beside a poinsettia in a pot on top of the pie case. It was about three feet high, purple and yellow and red balloons in the shape of a cartoonish human figure. Lettered on the three uppermost balloons were these words: “Missed U,” “Power Up,” “Welcome Back.” It had been sent to the Burg anonymously.

  Notes from Under the Floorboards of a Great Pretty Good Large University

  When I was in graduate school I worked for a time for University Housing. The University of Washington owned an apartment building at the corner of 15th and 40th Northeast called the Commodore-Duchess. I don’t remember the details of the story of how the building got its name, but originally there were two buildings. And there was something about two brothers, one of which owned the Commodore, the other the Duchess, and they had a falling-out. Then they became brotherly again, and to symbolize their rapprochement, they joined the two buildings with brick so that they became the Commodore-Duchess.

  But I may be remembering wrongly. It might have been
that the two brothers had a falling-out and never reconciled, and the buildings were joined only after the university acquired the property. Or possibly after one brother died, the other felt so bad that, after somehow acquiring his dead brother’s property, he joined the two buildings to symbolize the union brought by death. Or perhaps the one brother simply acquired his dead brother’s building and connected it to his own in order to manage it more easily; maybe the connection of that building to his symbolized his ultimate dominance over his brother. He may even have gloated that his brother had surrendered to death before he himself had.

  But all of this is by the by. It has nothing to do with my days on “the roach patrol.” Roach patrolling was the first job I got when I went to work for the university. I was given a caulking gun, several tubes of caulk, some rags, a bucket and a flatbed cart to wheel the stuff from apartment to apartment. In each apartment I caulked the cracks and seams in the walls of the kitchen and bathroom. Sometimes I worked with a partner, sometimes I worked alone. Mostly I worked alone. In the Commodore-Duchess were more than one hundred apartments and I caulked almost all of them over a period of about seven months.

  It didn’t do any good. The roaches still came out of the walls into the apartments through the cracks and holes I couldn’t see to fill with caulk. It was an old building and while the structure was sound, the walls where the pipes came through and under the sinks and inside the cabinets were like sieves.

  Once a month an exterminator came out and fumigated a portion of the building. One month it would be floors one through four of the Commodore, the next it would be five through seven of the Duchess. A clerk who worked at the small grocery where I bought my coffee across the alley from the building told me that he always knew when we were fumigating because the roaches would cross the alley and come into his store on those days. After two or three days they would cross the alley the other way and go back into the Commodore-Duchess.

 

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