A Kingpin's Dream 2: Forever Ain't Enough

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by Briana Crosby


  “Damn y’all, I feel like a saint. Ramses and I have been good. We really haven’t argued at all,” Persia smiled.

  “Maybe because y’all have sex every damn hour,” I teased.

  “I’m sure you and Adonis do to.”

  “We haven’t had sex in days, I’m so damn frustrated it don’t make no sense.”

  “Turk and I ain’t even talking right now so you know how I feel,” Miracle announced.

  “We gone get through this Miracle, our men love us. It’s just a bump in the road. Turk will be back boo, trust and believe.”

  “I hope so, Kenneth keeps asking me about him and I don’t know what to say. I hope everything works out for us in the end but for right now, I’m going to be working and focusing on school and my son, if he never realizes that he lost something great then that’s his fault. I’m not about to force him to see my worth when I already know it. I have to go pick up Kenneth from my Mom’s house ladies, I will text you both later,” she said as she stood up.

  “How is Clara? We haven’t heard from her at all since we met up at Barbra’s house.” Persia asked.

  “Girl she is out of the country with her boyfriend, they went to Europe. She’ll be back for Thanksgiving.”

  “OK, mama getting her groove back I see.” I said standing up. We all hugged each other. Persia walked Miracle to the door and soon returned to the living room.

  “Help me take these plates to the kitchen Bri,” Persia said as she grabbed some of the plates that sat on the table. I grabbed the rest and followed her into the kitchen. I placed them in the sink and wobbled over to the kitchen chair. We heard the front door close and in walked Ramses. My heart started racing because I swear I thought he was Adonis at first.

  “Wassup sis, what’s good baby?” He greeted Persia and kissed her as he palmed her ass then walked over and gave me a hug.

  “Hey brother, if you don’t mind I’m going to stay over here for a couple days.” He grabbed a beer out of the fridge and looked at me as if I was crazy.

  “Adonis know this Briana? You know how that mothafucka crazy.” Ramses warned.

  “He knows,” I lied. Persia looked at me sideways as she placed the dishes into the dish washer. I didn’t mean to lie but it slipped out. I didn’t want Ramses telling me to go back home. Plus I didn’t want to go back home to a nigga that claimed he needed space.

  “Aight sis, don’t say I didn’t warn you though,” he said before he left the kitchen. As soon as the coast was clear Persia was on my ass.

  “Bitch why you lie, now if Adonis show up and show out on your ass then it’s gone be your fault. You better tell him that I didn’t know about this shit too.” she warned.

  “Do you really think I’m gone rat you out when you with a crazy nigga too? Calm down P, I got this.”

  “I trust your word, now take your ass to bed because we have a long shopping day ahead of us tomorrow. I’m excited about my nephews.”

  “Their asses are about to add to the craziness, hell my ass probably gone go crazy if they act like Adonis,” I laughed. I got up and kissed Persia’s cheek as I headed upstairs to the guest bedroom that I was going to be occupying for the next couple of days. I laid my pajama short set out earlier because I knew that I would take a bath before I went to bed. I walked into the bathroom and began to run my bath water. I added my favorite strawberry scented bubble bath to the water and let it fill up. Once it was done I stripped down until I had nothing on. I grabbed a hair tie off of the bathroom counter and pulled my hair up into a ponytail. I played some Neo Soul on my iPhone and got into the bathtub. The warm water felt soothing on my skin as my body sunk lower into the bath. I closed my eyes and rested my head on a towel.

  ADONIS

  “Briana!!! Where you at baby,” I said as I searched through the house with some roses and strawberries in my hand. The house was dark which was unusual because she always kept the lights on until I made it home. I walked into our room to see that it was pitch black. The bed wasn’t even messed up. I placed the strawberries and roses down on the bed and pulled out my phone to call her. The phone rang several times before she answered the phone.

  “Where you at ma?”

  “Just like you said you needed a break from me, I need a break from you,” she said hanging up. I was about to launch my phone at the wall but I decided against it because I needed to make a couple calls. I see she didn’t listen the first fucking time because here she was gone again. I was vexed. I dialed Ramses number so that he could help me look for Briana, next I was hitting up Turk because I was determined to find her ass tonight. I paced back and forth as the phone rang. “Speak mothafucka,” Ramses answered.

  “Nigga, Briana fucking left again yo, she gone make me kill her ass!” I roared.

  “Mothafucka calm down, she over here. She told me you knew she was taking a break but judging by your tone you didn’t.” He laughed.

  “I’m coming over there now bruh.”

  “Aight nigga, just don’t be too loud, Persia sleep.”

  I hung up the phone as I literally ran down the stairs and out of the door. I’m now starting to realize that Briana probably liked seeing Wolf more than Adonis. Shit, she had to or she wouldn’t have done all of this shit. Ramses only lived a few blocks from me so the drive didn’t take long at all. As I neared his house I could see her car parked in the driveway. I pulled up across the street and used the key I had to Ramses crib to get in.

  BRIANA

  The sounds of Persia moaning affected my sleep. Hell, I couldn’t sleep anyway because I already missed Adonis. Even though we were fighting right now, throughout the night he would still hold me and rub my stomach. It was comforting and I often fell asleep quickly. I removed the covers off of my body and sat up in bed. I slipped on my house shoes and grabbed my robe off of the small couch and tied it as I made my way down stairs. I was thirsty so I figured a cold glass of water and possibly a small snack would help ease my insomnia. I retrieved a plastic cup out of the cabinet and walked towards the refrigerator to get some ice. I opened the freezer door and placed a couple of ice cubes in the cup as I hummed my favorite Beyoncé song.

  “BRIANA!”

  I instantly dropped the cup filled with ice and slowly turned around. I knew it was him because I knew his voice from anywhere. He was standing in the door way staring at me with the coldest glare in his eyes. Instead of saying anything I bent down as much as I could and started picking up the ice. I soon regretted it because he immediately ran over to me and lifted me up off of the ground. His hand gripped my neck as he stared at me. “WHAT THE FUCK I TELL YOU ABOUT TRYING TO LEAVE ME BRIANA!” he boomed.

  “YOU AIN’T LEARN SHIT FROM LAST TIME I SEE, GO UPSTAIRS AND GRAB YOU’RE SHIT SO WE CAN GO THE FUCK HOME!”

  “Nigga bye, I heard your ass on the phone earlier talking about you needed a break and you regretted fucking with me so I’m giving your dumb ass a break now. Get the fuck out my face Adonis because I’m not coming home so you can miss me with that bullshit.” I said turning back around.

  “Briana, you got to the count of fucking three to walk outside so you can get in that fucking car,” he said as he began counting. As soon as he said three I took off as fast as I could and began running upstairs. “BRIANA!” he boomed from downstairs. The way he said my name just scared the fuck out of me. I figured if I could make it to my room so that I could lock the door I would be safe. I doubt he’ll kick in Ramses doors, so in my head I was good. My stomach was big as hell and I immediately started losing my breath. By the time I hit the first step I felt like passing out, obviously I wasn’t running fast enough because he was on my tail with a look of death in his eyes. I made it to my room and tried locking the door but he placed his foot in between so that I wouldn’t be able to close it. “Adonis please just leave me alone!” I yelled. I realized that I was way too weak and closing the door when his strong manly arms was pushing it open was a lost cause. I gave up the fight that quickly and he barged in.


  “YOU MAKING ME RUN AFTER YOU BRIANA?!” He roared. “GET YOUR SHIT SO THAT WE CAN FUCKING GO!” He continued. I didn’t hesitate as I grabbed the bag full of my belongings and my car keys that sat on the vanity. He grabbed me by the back of my neck and guided me downstairs.

  “You gone mess around and really get fucked up Briana, mark my fucking words. I told you I’m not the type of nigga to play these fucking games with. You want to see me get fucking crazy ma? I’m gone show yo ass crazy.” He boomed. He opened the front door and guided me to the car. He grabbed my bag from me and walked to the back to put it in the trunk. I saw this as another opportunity to escape. I still had my car keys in my hand. I basically ran over to my car as I pressed the button several times trying to unlock it as fast as I could. I had forgotten that unlocking the car also made a chirping noise. I was positive that Adonis new that sound anywhere so I knew I was caught once again. I heard the trunk of Adonis’s car close. My ass was dead ass scared as I finally opened the car and got in. I locked the doors and tried to stick the key into the ignition. I looked out the window and didn’t see him. My hands were shaking so bad that I was struggling to stick the key in. I looked up again and I still didn’t see him, so I stopped.

  All of a sudden he banged on the driver’s side of the window and was pulling on the handle with force trying to get me out of the car. “OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR BRIANA!” He boomed. Believe it or not my ass felt safe as hell on the inside of the car. I wasn’t opening shit. He suddenly stopped and walked back to his car. I saw him open the driver’s door and reach into the glove compartment. He pulled out something black and as I looked closer I realized that it was a gun.

  “BRIANA, YOU BETTER GET THE FUCK OUT OF THE CAR MA, THIS YOU’RE LAST FUCKING WARNING!”

  I stood frozen with fear as I realized just how crazy my fiancé was. He pointed the gun in my direction with a crazed look on his face. I wondered if Ramses had any neighbors because as loud as Adonis was no one came outside or peeked out of their window to see what was going on. It was quiet as a church mouse. I sat there frozen in my seat as I looked at him. I wasn’t getting out of this car and he needed to realize that. I let the seat back so that I was more comfortable and stared at him as she shot me another death glare. I saw him laughing as he raised the gun. POW! He fired one shot into my front tire. The car immediately sunk on one side. My heart was beating out of my fucking chest as I realized that he was more than determined to get me out of this car. “Adonis stop!” I yelled. He laughed again as he walked over to the passenger side. POW! He shot again. The car sunk again. “GET THE FUCK OUT THE CAR BRIANA, YOU THINK A NIGGA PLAYING WITH YOU?” He boomed.

  I said nothing as I watched him walk to the back. POW! POW! He shot out both of the back tires and I was at a loss of words. I tried swallowing the knot in my throat but was unable to. He walked back to the driver’s side as he began pulling on the handle again. “GET THE FUCK OUT BEFORE I SHOOT A WINDOW AND PHYSICALLY DRAG YOU OUT!” He said with the gun still in his hand.I sat there frozen. I wanted to show him that I wasn’t afraid. Well, I was more than afraid but I didn’t want to give him the satisfaction of knowing that. I looked at him with pleading eyes. This car was my baby, he had gotten it for me and now he was tearig it up because he wasn’t getting his way. He had fucked up all of my tires and now he was threatening to shoot my windows out too? If he did that shit then I really wasn’t getting out of this car now. Or atleast I tried to convince myself I wasn’t. I heard him laugh one more time before he began kicking my back window with his foot. “ADONIS, STOP YOU’RE MESSING UP MY CAR,” I yelled. Maybe I should have kept my mouth closed because it furiated him even more for some reason that I only thought about the car right now. All of a sudden the window shattered. He stuck his hand in the car and locked the back door. He was half way in the car as he strong tattooed arms reached the front unlocking the front door. Seeing him in this state scared the shit out of me but I would be lying if I said I wasn’t raining water falls down in that area. With his gun in his hand he opened the door and grabbed me by the hair. “Adonis wait, I have to get my keys,” I said. He said nothing. The only thing I could here was his heavy breathing. The vain that always showed itself when he was angry adorned his forehead followed by another one I didn’t even knew existed. He looked at me with a crazed look in his eyes. I felt defeated. He won, and it wasn’t like I could go anywhere. I grabbed my keys off the floor and unlocked the door. I stepped out with tears running down my face. Once again he grabbed the back of my neck and guided me to the passenger side of his car. He opened the door and I got in. He placed the gun on the hood of the car and buckled me in himself. Once I was secure he walked over to the driver’s side and immediately got in. He ran his hand over his face as he stared straight ahead. “You fucking got me ma, shit is insane,” he spoke as he shook his head and started the car.

  PERSIA

  I watched the whole scene before me as Ramses kissed on my neck. I wanted to go outside so that I could save Briana from Adonis’s crazy ass but Ramses wouldn’t let me. He said that it wasn’t my business in the first place. The scary thing about it was, he was calm about the whole situation. I literally thought Adonis was about to shoot Briana every time I heard a gunshot go off. “Your brother is crazy,” I said as I watched them pull off. “That nigga in love, when you in love you do crazy shit,” he said as his hands rubbed my belly. We were in the middle of making love but as soon as I heard the yelling coming from down stairs I told Ramses to stop. Of course he was pissed but I wanted to make sure my best friend was ok. “You would do that to me Ramses,” I asked hoping he would say no. But since he made me kill Ivan I doubted that would be his answer. Killing Ivan still haunted me till this day because it was something I never thought I would have to do. Briana told me I would get over it, but right now I couldn’t. It just didn’t sit well with me knowing I had taken someone’s life. That was for Ramses to do, not me. “If you ever try to run away from me, watch what the fuck I do,” he said slapping my ass. “Now come back to bed.” He continued. I followed him and stood by the bed. I watched him as he laid on his back. His hand disappeared under the covers. He suddenly pulled his dick out and motioned for me to come to him with his fingers. I got into the bed and crawled over to him as I watched him stroke his dick. I kissed the head and slowly sucked on the tip. His eyes slowly rolled to the back of his head as I grabbed the base of his dick with my hand. My head bobbed up and down rapidly as his dick disappeared in and out of my mouth. I would stop, kiss the head and began sucking it again. He grabbed a fistful of my hair as he groaned my name. “Damn ma, what you doing to a nigga?” He said as his pulled on my hair tighter. I knew he was on the verge of coming. My hands massaged his balls as I continued to work my magic.

  “Fuck ma, you got to stop.” He said as he lifted up. “Lay down,” he demanded. I did as I was told. He looked at me with lust in his eyes as he sucked on both of my nipples. His tongue flicked over each one as he never took his eyes off of me. “Oh Ramses baby,” I moaned as I closed my eyes. My nipples were extra sensitive due to this pregnancy, so the sensation that shot through my body was amazing. He quickly parted my legs and ate me out for what seemed like forever until he came back up and kissed me passionately. His strong tattooed arms held his body up as I guided his thick, massive dick to my opening. I slowly slid it in and we both released a moan of pleasure. He began working my body from every way imaginable. His thrusts were gentle yet forceful. Ramses moved methodically with a rhythm that made me climb walls. He had me in positions I never thought a pregnant woman could do. I was screaming and clawing at his back as we shared long slow passionate kisses. “Fuck P!” He yelled. I had orgasmed multiple times so I knew he was next. His strokes became deeper and he pounded in and out of me forcefully. I squeezed my pussy muscles around his dick and I felt the head swell inside of me. “FUCK!” He yelled as he released. He looked at me and smiled before he stuck his tongue in my mouth. He pulled out and laid beside me, I
turned over so that I was now facing him. My head rested on his chest as his hands roamed over my large belly.

  ADONIS

  I watched Briana sleep. Her chest slowly rised up and down as a slight snore escaped her mouth. I laughed to myself because Briana didn’t snore. When we made it home I took her ass right up stairs and fucked her something serious. I took out all my frustrations out on her pussy. She wasn’t complaining because her ass was screaming my name like she never did before. Once we were done I fell asleep with her in my arms, but was awakened by the ringing of my phone. It was Brandon calling me to tell me that they still hadn’t found Kenya or Melissa. It was like this bitch had disappeared again. Shit had me on edge because Briana was pregnant, so she couldn’t really defend herself. My main goal was to catch these hoes before they tried to do some more shit. In just one week these bitches had keyed my car, sent flowers to my job, wrote on the side of my building, etc. These hoes was nagging the fuck out of a nigga. It was time both of their asses got handled and with niggas coming from out of town to handle it, I’m sure it would only be a matter of time. I got tired of watching Briana sleep so I joined her. My hands traveled up her legs to her stomach and I began to rub it as I kissed her neck. “Baby,” she moaned softly. Her moans were always so fucking sexy to me. I kissed on her neck some more and rubbed her pussy a little bit. “Baby. Baby noooo.” She moaned again. I laughed and kissed her one last time before I drifted off to sleep.

  KENYA

  When I woke up I decided that today would be the day Melissa and I put our plan in motion. Since Juan and Keith disappeared it was just Melissa and I. Something had told me that something happened to them for being affiliated with me. Which meant I didn’t have to kill them in the end like I planned to. It was every man for themselves from the jump in my eyes. Melissa was going to end up dead as well when I no longer needed her. She was starting to obsess over Adonis which was pissing me off. She sent some fucking flowers up to his club like a crazed bitch. I’m sure he thought it was me but it wasn’t. I was the bitch who keyed his car. If you wanted a reaction out of him you had to do big shit. I was on my way home when Shalia sent me that text saying she was at some function with him that night. I instantly got mad and tricked her into sending me the address. Once I pulled it up on my GPS, I showed up and showed out. I keyed his car and Melissa and I kissed all over it. I added the kiss marks to get under Briana’s skin. Hopefully that bitch saw it. Since then I haven’t talked to Shalia, every time I tried calling her she sent me straight to voicemail. I was gone have to deal with that bitch later but for now I had to kill Briana. It was the 13th of November, so the Chicago air was cold. Melissa and I sat outside of Adonis’s house in a rental car that I had purchased. Word on the street was Adonis was looking for Keith’s car because I had driven it over to his club so that we could vandalize his building. That day I obviously wasn’t thinking because I’m sure a nigga like Adonis had that place jam packed with cameras everywhere. I’m sure he saw the car clear as day and had people searching for it so I was smart enough to get a rental. It was a clever idea because we watched Adonis pull out of the gate of this home. He was probably on his way to a meeting so that he could continue the search for Melissa and me, never realizing that we were right up under his nose. He drove passed us and he as looked as sexy as ever, I loved this man with all my heart and it was time for him to become mine. It was now or never at this point. Once he was down the road I started the car and drove up a little bit, parking right in front of the house. All Melissa and I had to do was wait for Briana to come out so that we could put our plan in motion. I grabbed my binoculars from the back of the car and rolled down my window. I looked through them for a brief moment and instantly got pissed because I couldn’t see shit. I threw them back to the back of the car and folded my arms across my chest.

 

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