'I didn't really look at it. I looked to see that it was there, that's all.'
'What color was it?'
'Dark.'
'Terrific. Two door? Four door?'
'I didn't notice.'
'New? Old? What make?'
'It was a late-model car,' he said. 'American. Not a foreign car. As far as the make, when I was a kid they all looked different. Now every car's the same.'
'He's right,' Durkin said.
'Except American Motors,' he said. 'A Gremlin, a Pacer, those you can tell. The rest all look the same.'
'And this wasn't a Gremlin or a Pacer.'
'No.'
'Was it a sedan? A hatchback?'
'I'll tell you the truth,' the man said. 'All I noticed is it was a car. It says on the card, the make and model, the plate number.'
'You're talking about the registration card?'
'Yeah. They have to fill all that in.'
The card was on the desk, a sheet of clear acetate over it to preserve prints until the lab boys had their shot at it. Name: Martin Albert Ricone. Address: 211 Gilford Way. City: Fort Smith, Arkansas. Make of Auto: Chevrolet. Year: 1980. Model: Sedan. Color: Black. License No.: LJK-914. Signature: M. A. RICONE.
'Looks like the same hand,' I told Durkin. 'But who can tell with printing?'
'The experts can say. Same as they can tell you if he had the same light touch with the machete. Guy likes forts, you notice? Fort Wayne, Indiana and Fort Smith, Arkansas.'
'A subtle pattern begins to emerge,' Garfein said.
'Ricone,' Durkin said. 'Must be Italian.'
'M. A. Ricone sounds like the guy who invented the radio.'
'That's Marconi,' Durkin said.
'Well, that's close. This guy's Macaroni. Stuck a feather in his hat and called it Macaroni.'
'Stuck a feather up his ass,' Durkin said.
'Maybe he stuck it up Cookie's ass and maybe it wasn't a feather. Martin Albert Ricone, that's a fancy alias. What did he use last time?'
'Charles Owen Jones,' I said.
'Oh, he likes middle names. He's a cute fucker, isn't he?'
'Very cute,' Durkin said.
'The cute ones, the really cute ones, usually everything means something. Like Jones is slang, it means a habit. You know, like a heroin jones. Like a junkie says he's got a hundred-dollar jones, that's what his habit costs him per day.'
'I'm really glad you explained that for me,' Durkin said.
'Just trying to be helpful.'
' 'Cause I only got fourteen years in, I never had any contact yet with smack addicts.'
'So be a smart fuck,' Garfein said.
'The license plate go anywhere?'
'It's gonna go the same place as the name and address. I got a call in to Arkansas Motor Vehicles but it's a waste of time. A place like this, even the legitimate guests make up the plate number. They don't park in front of the window when they sign in so our guy here can't check. Not that he would anyway, would you?'
'There's no law says I have to check,' the man said.
'They use false names, too. Funny our boy used Jones at the Galaxy and Ricone here. They must get a lot of Joneses here, along with the usual run of Smiths and Browns. You get a lot of Smiths?'
'There's no law says I'm supposed to check ID,' the man said.
'Or wedding rings, huh?'
'Or wedding rings or marriage licenses or anything. Consenting adults, the hell, it's none of my business.'
'Maybe Ricone means something in Italian,' Garfein suggested.
'Now you're thinking,' Durkin said. He asked the manager if he had an Italian dictionary. The man stared at him, baffled. 'And they call this place a motel,' he said, shaking his head. 'There's probably no Gideon Bibles, either.'
'Most of the rooms have them.'
'Jesus, really? Right next to the television with the X-rated movies, right? Conveniently located near the waterbed.'
'Only two of the units have waterbeds,' the poor bastard said. 'There's an extra charge for a waterbed.'
'Good thing our Mr. Ricone's a cheap prick,' Garfein said. 'Cookie'da wound up underwater.'
'Tell me about this guy,' Durkin said. 'Describe him again.'
'I told you - '
'You're gonna get to tell this again and again. How tall was he?'
'Tall.'
'My height? Shorter? Taller?'
'I - '
'What was he wearing? He have a hat on? He wearing a tie?'
'It's hard to remember.'
'He walks in the door, asks you for a room. Now he's filling out the card. Pays you in cash. What do you get for a room like that, incidentally?'
'Twenty-eight dollars.'
'That's not such a bad deal. I suppose the porn movies are extra.'
'It's coin-operated.'
'Handy. Twenty-eight's fair, and it's a good deal for you if you can flip the room a few times a night. How'd he pay you?'
'I told you. Cash.'
'I mean what kind of bills? What'd he give you, a pair of fifteens?'
'A pair of - '
'He give you a twenty and a ten?'
'I think it was two twenties.'
'And you gave him twelve bucks back? Wait, there must have been tax, right?'
'It's twenty-nine forty with the tax.'
'And he gave you forty bucks and you gave him the change.'
Something registered. 'He gave me two twenties and forty cents in change,' the man said. 'And I gave him a ten and a one.'
'See? You remember the transaction.'
'Yeah, I do. Sort of.'
'Now tell me what he looked like. He white?'
'Yeah, sure. White.'
'Heavy? Thin?'
'Thin but not too thin. On the thin side.'
'Beard?'
'No.'
'Moustache?'
'Maybe. I don't know.'
'There was something about him, though, something that stuck in your memory.'
'What?'
'That's what we're trying to get, John. That what they call you? John?'
'Mostly it's Jack.'
'Okay, Jack. You're doin' fine now. What about his hair?'
'I didn't pay attention to his hair.'
'Sure you did. He bent over to sign in and you saw the top of his head, remember?'
'I don't - '
'Full head of hair?'
'I don't - '
'They'll sit him down with one of our artists,' Durkin said, 'and he'll come up with something. And when this fucking psycho ripper steps on his cock one of these days, when we catch him in the act or on his way out the door, he'll look as much like the police artist's sketch as I look like Sara fucking Blaustein. She looked like a woman, didn't she?'
'Mostly she looked dead.'
'I know. Meat in a butcher's window.' We were in his car, driving over the bumpy surface of the Queensboro Bridge. The sky was starting to lighten up already. I was beyond tiredness by now, with the ragged edges of my emotions perilously close to the surface. I could feel my own vulnerability; the smallest thing could nudge me to tears or laughter.
'You gotta wonder what it would be like,' he said.
'What?'
'Picking up somebody who looked like that. On the street or in a bar, whatever. Then you get her someplace and she takes her clothes off and surprise. I mean, how do you react?'
'I don't know.'
' 'Course if she already had the operation, you could go with her and never know. Her hands didn't look so big to me. There's women with big hands and men with little hands, far as that goes.'
'Uh-huh.'
'She had a couple rings on, speaking of her hands. You happen to notice?'
'I noticed.'
'One on each hand, she had.'
'So?'
'So he didn't take 'em.'
'Why would he take her rings?'
'You were saying he took Dakkinen's.'
I didn't say anything.
Gently he said,
'Matt, you don't still think Dakkinen got killed for a reason?'
I felt rage swelling up within me, bulging like an aneurysm in a blood vessel. I sat there trying to will it away.
'And don't tell me about the towels. He's a ripper, he's a cute fucking psycho who makes plans and plays by his own private rules. He's not the first case like that to come along.'
'I got warned off the case, Joe. I got very professionally warned off the case.'
'So? She got killed by a psycho and there could still be something about her life that some friends of hers don't want to come out in the open. Maybe she had a boyfriend and he's a married guy, just like you figured, and even if what she died of was scarlet fucking fever he wouldn't want you poking around in the ashes.'
I gave myself the Miranda warning. You have the right to remain silent, I told myself, and exercised the right.
'Unless you figure Dakkinen and Blaustein are tied together. Long-lost sisters, say. Excuse me, brother and sister. Or maybe they were brothers, maybe Dakkinen had her operation a few years ago. Tall for a girl, wasn't she?'
'Maybe Cookie was a smokescreen,' I said.
'How's that?'
I went on talking in spite of myself. 'Maybe he killed her to take the heat off,' I said. 'Make it look like a train of random murders. To hide his motive for killing Dakkinen.'
'To take the heat off. What heat, for Christ's sake?'
'I don't know.'
'There's been no fucking heat. There will be now. Nothing turns the fucking press on like a series of random killings. The readers eat it up, they pour it on their corn flakes. Anything gives 'em a chance to run a sidebar on the original Jack the Ripper, those editors go crazy for it. You talk about heat, there'll be enough heat now to scorch his ass for him.'
'I suppose.'
'You know what you are, Scudder? You're stubborn.'
'Maybe.'
'Your problem is you work private and you only carry one case at a time. I got so much shit on my desk it's a pleasure when I get to let go of something, but with you it's just the opposite. You want to hang onto it as long as you can.'
'Is that what it is?'
'I don't know. It sounds like it.' He took one hand off the wheel, tapped me on the forearm. 'I don't mean to bust balls,' he said. 'I see something like that, somebody chopped up like that, I try to clamp a lid on it and it comes out in other directions. You did a lot of good work.'
'Did I?'
'No question. There were things we missed. It might give us a little jump on the psycho, some of the stuff you came up with. Who knows?'
Not I. All I knew was how tired I was.
He fell silent as we drove across town. In front of my hotel he braked to a stop and said, 'What Garfein said there. Maybe Ricone means something in Italian.'
'It won't be hard to check.'
'Oh, of course not. Everything should be that easy to run down. No, we'll check, and you know what we'll find? It'll turn out it means Jones.'
I went upstairs and got out of my clothes and into bed. Ten minutes later I got up again. I felt unclean and my scalp itched. I stood under a too-hot shower and scrubbed myself raw. I got out of the shower, told myself it didn't make any sense to shave before going to bed, then lathered up and shaved anyway. When I was done I put a robe on and sat down on the edge of my bed, then moved to the chair.
They tell you not to let yourself get too hungry, too angry, too lonely or too tired. Any of the four can put you off balance and turn you in the direction of a drink. It seemed to me that I'd touched all four bases, I'd boxed that particular compass in the course of the day and night. Oddly enough, I didn't feel the urge for a drink.
I got the gun from my coat pocket, I started to return it to the dresser drawer, then changed my mind and sat in the chair again, turning the gun in my hands.
When was the last time I'd fired a gun?
I didn't really have to think very hard. It had been that night in Washington Heights when I chased two holdup men into the street, shot them down and killed that little girl in the process. In the time I remained on the force after that incident, I never had occasion to draw my service revolver, let alone discharge it. And I certainly hadn't fired a gun since I left the force.
And tonight I'd been unable to do it. Because something clued me that the car I was aiming at held drunken kids instead of assassins? Because some subtle intuitive perception made me wait until I was certain what I was shooting at?
No. I couldn't make myself believe that.
I had frozen. If instead of a kid with a whiskey bottle I'd seen a thug with a tommy gun, I wouldn't have been any more capable of squeezing the trigger. My finger'd been paralyzed.
I broke the gun, shook the bullets out of the cylinder, closed it up again. I pointed the empty weapon at the wastebasket across the room and squeezed the trigger a couple of times. The click the hammer made as it fell upon an empty chamber was surprisingly loud and sharp in my little room.
I aimed at the mirror over the dresser. Click!
Proved nothing. It was empty, I knew it was empty. I could take the thing to a pistol range, load it and fire at targets, and that wouldn't prove anything either.
It bothered me that I'd been unable to fire the gun. And yet I was grateful it had happened that way, because otherwise I'd have emptied the gun into that car of kids, probably killed a few of them, and what would that have done to my peace of mind? Tired as I was, I went a few hard rounds with that particular conundrum. I was glad I hadn't shot anyone and frightened of the implications of not shooting, and my mind went around and around, chasing its tail.
I took off the robe, got into bed, and couldn't even begin to loosen up. I got dressed again in street clothes, used the back end of a nail file as a screwdriver, and took the revolver apart for cleaning. I put its parts in one pocket, and in another I stowed the four live cartridges along with the two knives I'd taken from the mugger.
It was morning and the sky was bright. I walked over to Ninth Avenue and up to Fifty-eighth Street, where I dropped both knives into a sewer grating. I crossed the street and walked to another grating and stood near it with my hands in my pockets, one holding the four cartridges, the other touching the pieces of the disassembled revolver.
Why carry a gun you're not going to shoot? Why own a gun you can't carry?
I stopped in a deli on the way back to the hotel. The customer ahead of me bought two six-packs of Old English 800 Malt Liquor. I picked out four candy bars and paid for them, ate one as I walked and the other three in my room. Then I took the revolver's parts from my pocket and put them back together again. I loaded four of the six chambers and put the gun in the dresser drawer.
I got into bed, told myself I'd stay there whether I could sleep or not, and smiled at the thought as I felt myself drifting off.
TWENTY-NINE
The telephone woke me. I fought my way out of sleep like an underwater swimmer coming up for air. I sat up, blinking and trying to catch my breath. The phone was still ringing and I couldn't figure out what was making that damned sound. Then I caught on and answered it.
It was Chance. 'Just saw the paper,' he said. 'What do you figure? That the same guy as got Kim?'
'Give me a minute,' I said.
'You asleep?'
'I'm awake now.'
'Then you don't know what I'm talkin' about. There was another killing, this time in Queens, some sex-change streetwalker cut to ribbons.'
'I know.'
'How do you know if you been sleeping?'
'I was out there last night.'
'Out there in Queens?'
He sounded impressed. 'Out there on Queens Boulevard,' I told him. 'With a couple of cops. It was the same killer.'
'You sure of that?'
'They didn't have the scientific evidence sorted out when I was there. But yes, I'm sure of it.'
He thought about it. 'Then Kim was just unlucky,' he said. 'Just in the wrong place at the wrong time.'
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'Just maybe?'
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