To Love and Obey

by Vera Roberts

  “Yes, Master,” Zerrin nodded.

  “Good girl,” He kneeled down and began to give her the most intense oral pleasure she ever had. He held her thighs steady as His tongue played with her pearl, bouncing it on the tip and softly nibbling on it.

  Several times she was close to orgasm and her Master wouldn’t let her. “No,” He ordered as He felt her thighs shake. “No. You’ll cum when I tell you to.”

  Zerrin squeezed her eyes shut as she tried to contain her impending orgasm. Her body was tightly coiled as her Master lapped up her smooth slickness. He inserted a finger, caressing her G-spot and Zerrin though she was going to fall off the chair.

  She wasn’t much of a screamer in bed, but she was pretty sure at that moment, it sounded like Nick was performing an exorcism on her. Maybe he was. Maybe her Master was getting rid of the bad of her life—her childhood, her graduate studies, and her unfortunate encounter with the other “Dom.”

  “Master…” Zerrin breathed. “…Master, please?”

  “No.” Nick circled Zerrin’s swollen clit with a finger. “Not until I want you to.”

  Zerrin swallowed again as she felt her pussy contract. Her Master was testing her with orgasm denial. He was testing her willpower, her obedience, her ability to follow His instruction. She breathed hard, hoping it would somehow stave off the impending orgasm. “Ooh, Master…” she shrieked. “…can I please cum?”

  “Yes,” Nick allowed.

  Zerrin’s fists coiled up into tight balls as the orgasm washed all over her body. Her body exploded with pleasure as she floated so high. Her Master touched on all of her senses, and it was only the first night.

  Ten

  Zerrin rolled over to look at her boyfriend. He was sleeping soundly, the moonlight gently kissing his face as his chest rose up and down in a peaceful movement. It was only midnight and they had made love several times already. She briefly recalled the last time they made love, and that time, Master turned her out.

  ****

  Nick untied Zerrin and guided her upstairs to another locked room she hadn’t noticed before. Nick took out a key and opened the door, revealing a dungeon-type room. A large four-poster bed was in the center of the room, which was icy cold. Nick turned on the light and the candelabras lit on the walls. Zerrin waited patiently in a corner as she watched Nick get out a large bar with rope dangling from the ends. She saw that he also took out a gag ball and another vibrator.

  “Get on the bed,” He quietly ordered and Zerrin followed His direction. She sat calmly on the bed with her legs crossed when her Master approached her. “Turn around and bend over.”

  Zerrin turned around on the bed and bent over. She felt her Master’s hands pulling her closer to the edge of the bed. She suddenly felt a blindfold on her eyes and worry crept up Zerrin’s spine. She had never been blindfolded before and it was a new sensation to her. It was different from her eyes just being closed shut. It was complete darkness and she was reliant on her other senses to take over. What was Nick planning to do with her?

  She soon got her answer: Zerrin felt her legs spread apart and ankles bound together with rope and tied to the edge of the bed. She tried to move her legs; it was no use. She was firmly stuck. “Master?”

  “Be quiet,” He ordered, “you’ll speak when you’re spoken to. Is that clear?”

  Nick’s dominating voice made Zerrin more aroused. “Yes, Master.”

  Nick walked over to a drawer and pulled out baby oil and a paddle. He then walked back over to Zerrin and poured some baby oil on her ass, spreading it with His hands. “Beautiful,” He admired at the finished product. He took the paddle and gently tapped it on Zerrin’s ass, letting her know which implement He chose to use.

  Zerrin nodded in acceptance and before she could brace herself for the impact, her Master surprised her. Smack! She gasped at feeling. The paddle was lightly padded but it was a different sensation. It didn’t hurt as much as she thought it would, but she would still have to get used to it.

  Smack! Another swat caught Zerrin by surprise and she relished the feeling. Her cheeks stung just a little, but it was a good pain. Smack! The last swat turned her on and turned her out. A soft moan escaped her lips and she wanted more…she craved more. She wanted to be spanked again and again. She wanted Master inside her, filling her with His thick cock.

  “Does tesoro mio want more?” Her Master asked.

  “Yes, Master.” Zerrin nodded.

  Nick swatted her ass a few more times, turning her chocolate brown cheeks a dark, rosy pink. He then tossed the paddle aside and grabbed some salve. He poured the cool liquid on her ass, gently spreading it with His fingers. “To help you come down,” He cooed.

  Zerrin clenched the bed sheets tighter as Nick took her from one high to the next. Oh, how she was already sprung on Him and it was only the second night! His hands were methodical, gently kneading into her flesh and massaging her cheeks.

  “Lay your head down and give Me your hands,” He ordered.

  Zerrin did what she was told and wondered what was going to happen next. What was Master going to do to her? She felt rope tied around her wrists and held still at the small of her back by Master’s hand. She then heard a soft buzzing noise from the vibrator. “Be still,” Nick ordered.

  He placed the vibrator on Zerrin’s clit and she squirmed in anticipation. “I say be still,” He removed the vibrator and turned it off, “you do it again and I’ll stop.”

  Zerrin let out a frustrated sigh and stilled her body. “Yes, Master.”

  “Let’s get one thing clear right now: I own this body. I own this pussy.” Nick’s voice was low and commanded attention. “If you want to pleasure yourself, you need My permission. Does My pet understand this?”

  “Yes, Master,” she answered.

  “Good girl,” Nick turned on the vibrator again. He rolled it over Zerrin’s swollen nub, knowing it ached her to not move. “I need to get this pussy nice and ready for Me to fuck it.” He gripped her wrists tighter as He moved the vibrator more on her clit. “Nice and ready.”

  Zerrin curled her feet and breathed hard. She didn’t know if she was allowed to moan, if it was a distraction. But her body couldn’t control the feelings Nick created in her. Soft murmurs escaped her lips as her pussy convulsed in pleasure. She became slick with desire and her clit anxiously throbbed, begging for her Master’s tongue.

  Her body tightly wound in pleasure and small yelps escaped Zerrin’s mouth, making Nick smile. “Ooh, tesoro is almost ready, aren’t you?” He rolled the vibrator more on her clit. “Are you ready to cum?”

  Zerrin let out a gasp and licked her lips. She was conflicted—she wanted the sweet torture to end but she didn’t want it to stop. “Master, I want…I want to cum,” she breathed.

  Nick carefully watched Zerrin’s reaction. Her body heaved up and down and her feet were curled like a ballerina’s. He knew she didn’t have much longer to hold on, but He wanted her to beg for it. “Ask Me to,” He spoke quietly.

  Another frustrated sigh left Zerrin’s mouth. Is He serious? She felt she had been led to the finish line, only to be told she wasn’t allowed to pass it. She swallowed her pride and frustration. “Master, can I please cum?”

  “Yes,” He replied.

  Zerrin’s body trembled as the orgasm coursed through her body, soft whimpers and moans filling the room. She rested her head on the bed, drained by the experience and needing to decompress. A moment’s rest would she get, however. Nick surprised Zerrin by undoing the rope. “On your back now,” He ordered.

  Zerrin laid down on her back and Nick tied her wrists to the bed frame. He nestled Himself between her thighs and entered her. “Master…” she cried out.

  “Shh, tesoro…” Nick slowly glided in and out of her. He kneeled on the bed and gathered her legs, resting her feet on His shoulders. Her pussy deliciously wrapped around His cock and He was already addicted to her. “Take it…take it…” He then moved faster inside her. “Take it…”<
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  “Fuck!” Zerrin gasped. Her muscles tightening around Nick’s cock with each thrust He made. Soon, small flutters began inside her pussy—making her throb and tremble. “Master…”

  “You know what you need to do…” Nick continued to thrust inside her.

  Zerrin swallowed again and licked her lips. “Master, can I please cum?”

  “No.”

  No? No? Zerrin gasped. She had been expecting a yes like last time. She expected her Master would gift her the orgasm, letting her have that wonderful release. Instead, she was in the middle of a torture session. “Master, please?”

  “No,” He replied again.

  She couldn’t believe it. She couldn’t understand why He wouldn’t let her orgasm after she willingly obeyed Him. “Master, please?” she begged.

  “No,” He continued to thrust harder inside her, “you need to learn obedience and know that you can’t always get everything you want.”

  “Oh fuck,” she squealed, followed by more soft moans and cries. For a long while, the only sounds that could be heard in that room were Zerrin’s moans and the slapping of their bodies. The feeling was torturous, and Zerrin needed that release. “Please, Master…can I cum?”

  “Look at me, Zerrin,” He continued to move inside her, “look at Me.”

  Zerrin forced her eyes open and locked them with her Master. That moment it was about them. Their bodies becoming one. A Dom and His submissive. Two lovers and partners in academia and life. She read His eyes, how intense and serious they were and how they promised to not hurt her and only to trust Him. He read her eyes, how vulnerable she was and they welcomed the opportunity to explore and be nurtured.

  “Do you understand I own your body now?” He asked.

  “Yes!”

  “You understand I own your pussy now and I’m the only one allowed to touch it, not even you?”

  “Yes!”

  “Will you follow everything I say, no questions asked?”

  “Yes!”

  “You can cum now,” He allowed.

  Zerrin screamed as a gush of her sweet nectar coated Nick’s cock, her body convulsing in pleasure. Hearing Zerrin orgasm again encouraged Nick to reach his own climax, his body stiffening as He came inside her. He took a moment to collect his thoughts before he pulled out and disposed of the condom in a nearby trashcan. “Remain still,” He ordered her before he left.

  Zerrin felt her chest heave up and down. The cool air in Nick’s home hit her sweat-covered body, causing small goosebumps to appear. It felt as if Nick had unlocked a door to a hidden passageway in Zerrin’s soul that even she wasn’t aware of. The discipline, the obedience…the wanting to serve, the need to fulfill her Master’s wishes and desires. The denial of climax and the gift of it. It felt as if Zerrin had gone from several extremes in just a short time, and they just barely tapped the surface.

  Nick returned a short time later and undid Zerrin’s wrists from the headboard. He gently massaged them. “Come with Me,” He held out a hand.

  Zerrin grabbed Nick’s hand and followed him to another room in his home—his bedroom.

  ****

  “You’re awake,” Nick’s voice cut through the darkness.

  Zerrin turned over to face him. The moonlight crept into his bedroom, and she could see a light smile on his face. His blue eyes sparkled in the moonlight. “I was reminiscing.”

  “About?”

  “Tonight.” She let out a small sigh. “About everything that happened.”

  “And how does that make you feel?” He asked.

  Zerrin carefully thought for a moment. “Enlightened.”

  “Oh?” Nick propped himself up with an arm. “Do tell.”

  “There are a lot of things I want to explore and discover,” Zerrin felt like a different person already, “I know there’s more to a D/s relationship than just sex; it’s a partnership. I’m curious about it. I want to know more.”

  “I’m glad you do,” Nick caressed Zerrin’s face. “It’s going to be challenging, though. It won’t be easy, and I’ll intentionally test you on every level to see if this is what you really want.”

  “I really want this, Master,” she nodded, “I want this more than anything.”

  “Good,” Nick grinned, “we’ll start your full training tomorrow morning.” He reached over and grabbed another condom out of his bedside drawer. He handed it to Zerrin, who pulled back the sheets and saw her Master’s cock hardened and ready for her. She tore open the condom and slipped it on him before he climbed on top of her again, his cock teasing her entrance. “But for now, let’s continue what we started earlier…”

  Eleven

  Dear Diary,

  The last few weeks have been simply amazing.

  After my last entry, I submitted my written assignment. Then a short time later, Master surprised me by getting me out of bed.

  He led me to a room in his home that I wasn’t aware of at first. I guess it’s his playroom. It’s where he keeps all the BDSM stuff. He had me get on my hands and knees and he spanked me with a paddle. It was a different feeling from his hand and I actually prefer it, to be honest. He then used a vibrator on me and I must’ve woken up the neighbors. There was no way I could have kept quiet.

  Then we had sex a few times. Actually, no. We had sex once where we did it on the couch after I gave him a strip tease. That was hot. Then he tied me up to the headboard. But the last time, though…we made love. There were no restraints, no bondages, nothing. It was just us, our bodies and the moonlight. He kissed me all over my body, paying special attention to my breasts and the back of my neck and thighs. He’s already figured out my “spots.”

  And the way he made love to me…my God! His dick is just so thick and long. We held hands, looked into each other’s eyes, and moved together as if our bodies were created specifically for one another. Then afterward, he asked me if I was okay, if I needed anything, if I was warm enough. I don’t know if he had done that with his past girlfriends and submissives, but it felt like he was giving me just a little extra treatment.

  Since then, we have set days and times when I fully submit to Him. One day during the weekend and a couple of days during the week. Master doesn’t realize this, but I continue serving Him even when He doesn’t ask me to. I finally got used to doing yoga to the point where I’m addicted to it. I still have my occasional cheeseburger, though I cook at home a lot more now. I don’t even like to drink soda anymore. And I’ve already lost ten pounds! I can finally say I fit a size 12 without lying about it. My goal is to be a size 8. I’m working on it.

  Master has really transformed my life in so many ways. I feel like I was lost before I met Him and now I’m found. Is it too soon to fall in love?

  Zerrin closed her journal entry and smiled at the memory. There was something magical about the new bond between her and Nick. She hoped she wasn’t reading too much into it. She quickly put on her sneakers. She had fifty push-ups to do.

  ****

  Breathe. Breathe through your nose. Concentrate on the wall. Focus on the air surrounding you. Breathe. Breathe through your nose.

  Zerrin was holding steady in the Warrior II pose in the middle of the living room. Her arms were extended on both sides while her feet were spread apart and her right knee slightly bent over her foot. She looked over her right pinky and focused on the wall full of artwork. It was the only thing she could focus on.

  Her thighs were burning and her arms were felt like they were being stretched from limb to limb. She had been in the position for only thirty seconds, but it already felt like a lifetime. Her Master had told her she was going to hold the pose for one full minute.

  Sixty long seconds. Zerrin had enough after fifteen and she had another forty-five to go.

  “This position builds stamina and strength,” Nick spoke quietly as he walked around Zerrin, lifting her arms ever so slightly and examining her pose. “In fact all of yoga strengthens you from the inside out.”

  Zerrin
wasn’t allowed to talk. Instead she kept her focus on the wall ahead of her as she listened to her Master.

  “Remember, every single task and assignment you do is simply for your benefit only, not Mine,” Nick glanced over Zerrin’s body. “You may release the pose.”

  Zerrin gently eased her arms down and stepped her feet inward so she could do Mountain Pose. “Release,” Nick quietly ordered and Zerrin complied, “now do Warrior II in the other side.”

  Zerrin released a deep breath and spread her feet again. She turned her left foot out, her right foot in and lifted her arms to shoulder height. She once again looked over her pinky finger and focused on the outside view of New York. It was bright and sunny outside, perfect weather to go out and enjoy it, instead of being stuck inside doing another exhausting and painful yoga pose.

  “This pose is also teaching you focus and discipline. I know it’s uncomfortable, but eventually you’ll get used to it,” Nick walked around Zerrin and adjusted her arms accordingly. He watched her intently, with his chin resting on a thumb. He concentrated on her eyes and saw how she was struggling to remain steady and focus on the outside view. But he remained hopeful and knew that eventually she would be able to do that pose with no conflicts. “Release your arms.”

  Zerrin released her arms. She turned her feet in and stepped them together. She was breathing hard through her nose and her chest heaved up and down. She knew somehow during all of that, it would be worth it at the very end. It reminded her of what her grandmother used to tell her, “You don’t have a rainbow unless you go through the storm first.”

  “Kneel with your head down and eyes on the floor. You will remain like that until I further instruct you.” Nick ordered.

  Zerrin retrieved her special kneeling pillow and placed it on the floor. She then knelt on it with her head and eyes downcast. Within a short time, she had come to like kneeling on the floor, waiting for His next direction and being near Him at His feet. She was never on the floor very long and hoped maybe one day, Master would extend her time there. She could mediate and focus on pleasing Him and her perfecting her role as a submissive.