by Tara Sivec
"I probably should have told you this sooner, Claire. I'm kinda seeing Sue Zammond. You know, that woman who runs the travel agency over on Short Avenue? So, yeah. I'm seeing her," George said, shuffling his feet.
"Good for you, George," Carter told him as I gave him a quick hug in congratulations. My dad hadn’t dated anyone seriously since my mom left. By the look on his face, I’d say things with Sue just might be heading in that direction and I was happy for him.
Carter, George and Drew walked over to the front counter to help out a few customers while the girls and I stood back and watched.
"I am so in love with Drew," Jenny said with a sigh. "I just can't look at him without thinking about his orgasm face."
"Jesus, Jenny! Over share," Liz complained.
"So you guys are really serious, huh?" I asked her, trying not to dry heave thinking about the words Drew and orgasm face all in one sentence.
She nodded her head and smiled.
"We are! He's taking me to Chicago next week to meet his parents. I'm so excited! I've never been to the Windy Cindy," she said happily.
Liz opened her mouth and I quickly covered it with my hand.
"Don't. Just…don't," I told her.
Drew came up behind Jenny then and wrapped his arms around her waist, leaning down to kiss her cheek.
"Excuse me, I was wondering if you had someplace I could put my boner?"
Jenny giggled and Liz gagged.
"So Liz, have you and Jim set a wedding date yet?" Drew asked, keeping his arms firmly around Jenny.
"As a matter of fact we did. So you guys all better keep your calendars wide open for the next couple of months. There will be meetings and discussions and appointments and fittings," she said as she ticked the items off on her fingers. "Oh and Claire, we want Gavin to be our ring bearer."
I looked at her like she was insane.
"Have you met my son?" I asked her.
She just laughed at me.
Poor, confused Liz. She'll find out soon enough. Like when she's standing at the back of the church on the most important day of her life and my son runs down the aisle at full speed in front of her, chucking the pillow at her grandma's head and calling Jim's uncle a dirty nut sack.
"Liz, how do you feel about facial hair for the wedding?" Drew asked seriously as he ran his fingers down his chin.
"Don't even think about having a soul patch at my wedding, Drew. No douche-tags allowed," she replied.
Liz turned her attention in my direction. "Speaking of the future, what's next for Claire and Carter?"
What's next? What isn't next is the better question. So much was changing. Jesus, so much already HAD changed.
I watched Carter walk towards me with Gavin in his arms, tickling him and making him giggle. I took a few deep breaths and calmed down. Everyone I loved was standing here in this room, in my store, happy and healthy. Carter walked to my side and draped his arm around my waist, reminding me that no matter what came my way, I wouldn't have to face it alone. I had my friends, I had my family and I had Carter.
Next week I was putting my house on the market. It freaked me out just a little. I became a mother in that house. I learned how to love another human being more than my own life in that house. But it was time to say good-bye and move on to bigger and better things. In a few months we would begin our future together and handle whatever life threw our way. I knew we would have hard times. I knew we would have a lot of adjusting to do as we learned how to live with each other, but I also knew we would do whatever it took to make it work.
I met a boy at a frat party, beat him at beer pong and let him take my virginity and give me a baby in return. Not a fair trade, but one I wouldn't change for the world.
I turned towards Carter and wrapped both of my arms around his waist and stood on my tip toes to kiss Gavin's cheek while our friends chatted behind us with my dad.
"Hey Gavin, guess what? Daddy and I have something to tell you."
Carter looked down at me with a surprised look. We agreed to wait until the time was closer to tell Gavin, but I couldn't hold it in anymore. I didn't care if he drove me insane asking if it was time yet. I was happy and excited and I wanted my little man to feel it too.
I waited for Carter to give me the go-ahead to continue. I mouthed the words "I love you" to him and tried not to cry. This man was everything I had ever dreamed of and more. And he was all mine.
He nodded his head in agreement and his lips formed an "I love you" back to me.
I reached up and smoothed Gavin's hair off of his forehead, letting my fingers trail down his cheeks and over his sweet dimples.
"We're going to sell our house and then you and I are going to live in Daddy's house with him," I explained.
Gavin stared at me for a few minutes and then shifted his focus to Carter.
"Really?" he asked.
Carter nodded his head, "Really, buddy."
Gavin looked back at me and smiled, opening his mouth to hopefully tell us how happy he was.
"HOLY SHIT!"