by Penny Jordan
'Am I boring you?' Philippe enquired in mock reproof.
Danielle hid a small smile. In point of fact she was very interested in what he was telling her, but she sensed that even had she not been, Philippe's ego would never have allowed him to believe that she was anything other than flattered by his attentions.
'Not at all.' she told him calmly. 'Please go on.'
'There is still the best to come. When Hassan's 1 wife realised that her husband was not to become the ruler of Qu'Har she divorced him—Oh yes, Muslim women have that right under the law of the Koran, although very few of them invoke it. Without a wealthy and powerful family to support them divorced women can have a pretty unpleasant life, but then by all accounts Miriam had never wanted to marry Hassan in the first place. She favoured his elder brother. Hassan refused to take the extra wives the Koran allows him. He knew by then that there would never be any children and told my father that the prospect of running establishments for three quarrelling women appalled him. In addition to giving him absolute control of the oil revenues, Hassan's father also had it written into his will, and witnessed by all his family, that Hassan should be the one to choose his own successor—from among the family, of course; to do otherwise would be unthinkable, but apart from that one proviso Hassan has complete freedom of choice, and until his marriage to your mother it was widely accepted that that choice would be Jourdan, whose own position in the family is somewhat tenuous.'
Although his face was expressionless, from the tone of his voice Danielle gathered that Philippe was somewhat at odds with Jourdan, and wondered why. And then another thought struck her. Was this Jourdan the reason why her stepfather had never taken them to Qu'Har or brought any members of his family home? Her resentment against the unknown Jourdan increased. How dared he force a rift between her stepfather and the rest of his family, and for what reason? She knew that many Arabs despised those of their own race who married outside it, but from what Philippe had just told her this Jourdan was in no position to despise his uncle; and certainly not to the extent of promoting a family quarrel.
'Of course none of the family were pleased about the marriage,' Philippe continued. 'After all, Hassan is an extremely wealthy and powerful man, and although it is taken for granted—not without a certain amount of resentment—that Jourdan should inherit Hassan's position and power, the thought of that wealth being shared by yet more foreigners was more than the family could bear.'
Danielle's brain seized on just two words of Philippe's speech, which she repeated disbeliev-ingly. 'More foreigners?'
Didn't you know?' Philippe asked, plainly en-joying himself. 'Jourdan himself is of mixed blood. In fact he owes his position and acceptance in the family entirely to Hassan. He is the son of Hassan's youngest brother, who was at university in Paris during his youth. It was there that he met Jourdan's mother, and Jourdan himself was conceived, although regrettably without the benefit of marriage. No one in the family knew about the affair or the child, until Saud was killed in a street brawl. Hassan went to Paris to sort out his affairs and discovered that he was living with Jeannette. When he realised that she was carrying Saud's child, he offered her money in return for full legal rights to the baby when it was born.
'Jeannette agreed, and after Jourdan's birth, Hassan took the baby back to Qu'Har with him. It was believed within the family that he intended to bring Jourdan up as the son he himself could never have, and certainly until he went to school Jourdan lived in Hassan's household . . .'
Danielle's feeling of injustice that her stepfather should be treated so ungratefully by a child h had by all accounts rescued from the gutter overwhelmed her feelings of pity for the small baby so cavalierly deserted by its mother. How could this Jourdan, who had obviously been like a son to her stepfather, now ignore him, and why was Jourdan never mentioned by her father?
As though he sensed the direction of her thoughts, Philippe started to supply the answers to her questions, but before he could say more than a couple of words her stepfather and Monsieur Sancerre stood up, and Monsieur Sancerre called Philippe over to join their discussion.
'These men!' Madame Sancerre said with a smile when Philippe had gone. 'But there can be no doubt, petite, that Philippe prefers your company to that of his father and the Sheikh.' When Danielle demurred Madame chided her. 'Oh, come, cherie,' she protested, 'you are a very attractive young girl. It cannot have escaped your notice that Philippe finds you attractive?'
CHAPTER TWO
These words were repeated, although in a somewhat different vein, the following day when' Danielle's stepfather was discussing the events of the previous evening.
'Philippe is pleasant enough,' Danielle agreed sedately, 'but I suspect that he finds all girls who are reasonably pretty, "attractive".' She made a slight moue and her stepfather laughed, ruffling her hair.
'And as a definitely more than "reasonably, pretty" girl, you disdain his attentions, is that it?'
He was in a very expansive mood and it struck Danielle that he was relieved that she did not find Philippe attractive. Why? she wondered, and then smiled. .Of course, Hassan made no secret of the fact that he liked having her at home and had no doubt feared that she might have taken Philippe's attentions too seriously.
'He is an entertaining companion, nothing more,' she assured him, darting him a glance and wondering if now was the time to mention something which had begun to trouble her lately. She had no wish to hurt her stepfather's feelings, but it was time that he and her mother realised that she was old enough to make her own decisions, run her own life. 'You can't continue to vet all my boy-friends, you know.' she teased, taking a chance that he would take the comment in the spirit in which it was made. 'I'm grown up now!'
The look he gave her was that of a man and not a father, and Danielle flushed defensively as it encompassed her high taut breasts and slender body, before returning to dwell speculatively on her flushed cheeks and sparkling eyes.
'So you are,' he agreed gravely, his voice suddenly serious as he added, 'You know that your happiness is my prime concern, don't you,
Danielle?'
When she nodded, he smiled. 'So then there is no need for us to quarrel, is there?'
Weakly agreeing, Danielle was left with the definite sensation that she had been outmanoeuvred.
Her stepfather would have to face up to the fact that she could not live at home for ever, she decided later in the afternoon, preparing for a shopping trip with two friends from finishing school. One of them was training to be a model and the other was a dancer and had just obtained a contract to appear in a West End show. Danielle envied them their free and easy life style, although she was honest enough to admit to herself that the casual procession of men in and out of the lives of some of her friends was not for her. She enjoyed going out with boys and liked them as friends, but somehow she found herself shying away from the thought of a full-blooded affair, even, a little to her own surprise, viewing the idea of such intimacy with a certain amount of distaste. Could she be frigid? She tried to analyse her own instinctive objection to the use of the word, which immediately decried her innate sense of fem-ininity. She would just have to accept that as far as sex was concerned she was a late developer she decided humorously as she discarded the expensive clothes in her wardrobe in favour of a thin tee-shirt and clinging jeans; either that or she was too romantic, for certainly the thought of sex for sex's sake did nothing for her, and as far as she could ascertain, for her, love must certainly precede the intimacies which other girls had described to her in giggled whispers.
Her friends were an entertaining duo; although coming from relatively wealthy families, they cheerfully searched markets for second-hand clothes of the twenties and thirties, and both, like Danielle herself, were dressed in the ubiquitous jeans and tee-shirts when they met her at the appointed rendezvous. Both girls were full of what they were doing and their plans for the future, and as they described the flat they were
sharing and the carefree life they were leading Danielle felt quite envious.
At last Corinne, the dancer, asked her what her plans were for the future, and when told Corinne raised her eyebrows a little.
'A restaurant of your own? That's rather ambitious of you, isn't it? I always had the impression that you were one of those girls who would marry early. In fact I'm surprised you aren't engaged already, especially in view of your background.'
When Danielle looked puzzled she explained lightly, 'Your stepfather, Dan. Don't tell me he doesn't have some eligible man waiting in the wings for you. I mean, in the Middle East the arranged marriage is still very much the thing, isn't it, especially among the wealthy upper classes? A friend of mine was involved with one of them several months ago. She's a girl who's in the show with me, and it's taken her simply ages to get over him. Apparently some of these men are really dynamite, if you're prepared to accept that you'll never be anything to them but something on the side.'
Danielle grimaced, not liking Corinne's expression, descriptive though it was.
'He loaded Vanessa down with jewels and expensive clothes,' Corinne continued, unaware of Danielle's distaste, 'but when it came to the crunch—marriage,' she elucidated when Danielle looked puzzled, 'he told her quite categorically that there was simply no way he was going to marry her. Apparently there was some dutiful little bride already lined up waiting for him. Vanessa was simply furious, and she told him so, but he just laughed at her, apparently. Told her she'd been paid well for the pleasure her body afforded him, but it was over.'
At least she got something out of it,' Linda observed cynically. 'You hear some pretty unpleasant tales about what can happen to girls who get involved with Muslims in my business. The days are gone when rich Arabs were swept off their feet by fair skin and blonde hair. They've realised that everything has its price, and as everyone ought to know by now, when it comes to bartering they're impossible to beat. Still, if a girl's sensible she can still do quite well—jewellery, holidays, clothes that sort of thing.'
Feeling faintly sickened, Danielle said it was time for her to leave. It was hard to know who offended her innate sense of chastity most—the girl who so cynically sold her body for jewels, or the man who bought it. On balance she thought the man, because he was using the woman for nothing more than momentary satisfaction and thus completely debasing the very foundations of a mutually caring relationship between the two sexes.
'Oh, Vanessa didn't do too badly out of it in that respect,' Corinne agreed carelessly, 'but according to her this Jourdan was quite something, and what she really had in mind was marriage.'
Jourdan! The moment she heard the name Danielle went hot and cold all over. Perhaps it was silly of her to leap immediately to the conclusion that the 'Jourdan' Corinne spoke of was her stepfather's nephew, and yet surely there could not be two wealthy Arabs with that same unusual name.
'Are you okay, Dan?' Corinne asked her with some concern. 'You've gone quite pale.'
'I'm fine,' she lied, collecting her bag and standing up. 'But I ought to be going. I promised my parents I'd be in for dinner tonight.' It was a lie, but all at once it had become imperative to learn more about her stepfather's family, and the only person she could ask was her mother, or failing that, her stepfather himself. On the way home she wondered why she had never thought to question the lack of contact with her stepfather's relatives before; perhaps because she had been away at school so much, so involved in her own life and her own contentment.
She broached the subject over coffee after dinner. Her parents employed a live-in couple, Mr and Mrs Bennett, who acted as chauffeur and' cook respectively, and once Mrs Bennett had
removed the remains of their meal and they had retired to the drawing room, Danielle merely waited until her mother had poured the rich, sweet coffee her stepfather adored before asking her questions.
'Danielle!' her mother protested when Danielle asked why it was that they had no contact with her stepfather's family.
'No, Helen, she is right to ask,' her husband responded, smiling at Danielle. 'In fact I am surprised that she has not done so before now.'
'I think I was probably too immature, too wrapped up in my own affairs,' Danielle admitted honestly.
'So, and what has prompted this sudden maturity?' Sheikh Hassan queried, his eyes suddenly sharpening. 'Could it have been Philippe Sancerre?'
'Partially,' Danielle admitted, mindful of her stepfather's business relationship with Philippe's family and not wishing to prejudice it by making him angry with Philippe. 'But I think that living at home as I'm doing now has made me realise how isolated we are.'
'Well, I can tell you the main reason,' Danielle's mother began. 'Ahmed's family did not approve of his marriage to me. Oh, they were quite within their rights,' she added before Danielle could object. 'After all, what did they know of me? Your stepfather has had to give up a great deal to be with us, Danny.'
The reversion to her baby name made Danielle smile a little, her own eyes misting over as she saw the tears in her mother's as she turned to her husband.
'My family were wilfully and blindly prejudiced,' he said softly. 'And never for a moment doubt that I have not treasured every second of my life with you, Helen.' His free arm came out to encircle Danielle. 'The happiness the two of you have brought to my life has enriched it like rain to the parched desert.'
'And now we shall be even happier,' Danielle's mother said with a smile. She turned to Danielle. 'Hassan's family want a reconciliation.'
'Even Jourdan?' Danielle could not resist saying a little bitterly.
Her stepfather's protective arm dropped and it seemed to her that her parents exchanged a look which excluded her totally; a look which made her blood run cold with a nameless fear.
'What do you know of Jourdan?' her stepfather asked her quietly.
'Only that he didn't want you to marry my mother; that he considers women to be animated toys designed specifically for his pleasure, and that when he's finished with them he throws them aside like so many unwanted empty cartons.'
'Jourdan is of the desert,' her stepfather said, without making any attempt to deny her words. 'He has its strength and endurance, and perhaps a little of its cruelty, but there is another side to him. No man can live as the hawk for all his life; there comes a time always when he needs the softness of the dove; when even the fiercest heart cries out for the tranquillity of the oasis. In Jourdan, it is true that this side is well hidden. I will not ask where you learned so much of my nephew,' Sheikh Hassan added, 'for I believe I already know the answer. It is not always wise to
allow the hawk and the sparrow to grow up together, for the sparrow will always seek to taint the nobility of his fellow, knowing its lack in himself.'
'Philippe is not a sparrow,' Danielle protested, shocked by the cynical twist of her stepfather's lips.
'No? Were you aware that his father had approached me for your hand in marriage on Philippe's behalf?'
Even as she absorbed the formally old-fashioned words Danielle's shocked face betrayed that she had not.
'Danielle.' Her stepfather's arm round her shoulders comforted her distress. 'You must not blame him too much. Philippe is a young man with expensive tastes, and as the daughter of an extremely wealthy man—and a very, very beautiful daughter, of course, Philippe has the sybarite's love of beauty as well as wealth—a man who already has business connections with his father, what could be more natural than that his practical French mind should turn towards marriage?'
'I thought he liked me? Danielle murmured bleakly. 'I had no idea . . .'
'But you did not love him? There had been no intimacy between you?'
Danielle heard her mother's small protest above the sharpness in her stepfather's voice and regained enough of her normal calm independence to say sardonically,
'Fortunately, no.' She turned to her mother with a bleak smile. 'How lucky you've been, darling. Two men have
loved you—if all the men I meet are going to turn out like Philippe and Jourdan, I doubt if I'll ever find one to love me.'
'Jourdan? Why do you mention him?' her stepfather demanded, while Danielle was still trying to come to terms with her own admission to herself. She did want someone to love her, and to love them in return. She was obviously not as independent as she thought, and not for the first time she wished that her parents' care of her had not been quite so protective. She might feel just the same as other girls her age, but in many ways she was not, and she was forced to admit that her view of love had probably been too coloured by her stepfather's obvious adoration of her mother. She knew that he was probably unique among his own race, but she was now beginning to wonder if he was not also unique among men in general.