Chaos (Bound by Cage #3)

by Brittany Crowley

  “You’re on a date with Jayden. Nobody is judging you right now.” I wish I could convince myself it’s true.

  After calming myself down, I try to put everything back in the bag exactly the way I found it. Not a hard feat seeing as it’s just an open bag with no rhyme or reason. Getting back to the table proves to be harder because I need to hold the murse behind my back which makes me look like… I’m hiding something behind my back.

  “Whatcha got back there?” Jayden enquires. At least he seems more upbeat upon my return.

  “Um… toilet paper?”

  “Toilet paper? Are you out? We could have stopped at the store on the drive back to your house.” Of course, he’d say that making me look like an idiot. Who the heck steals TP from a restaurant?

  I’m not surprised he’s talking about driving me home after that fiasco. He called me adorable and I kicked him in the nuts. Not exactly second date material.

  I sit down and stealthily slide the purse under the table. I stare down at my dessert that I no longer have the stomach for and think over the last 90 minutes. This date made me realize that I like Jayden, a whole lot.

  “Hey, what’s the matter?” He leans across the table and tips my chin up so he can meet my eyes.

  “Nothing. I’m not hungry anymore. Can we go?”

  “Of course, but don’t let what just happened affect anything. That was fucking hot, well, until you kicked me in the Chicksickle.” He smiles.

  I nod my head knowing he must be lying. I massaged his penis with my feet and then kicked him. How many dates can he say did that? Probably me, myself and I. Inexperienced Georgie strikes again.

  Ten minutes later we’re on the road back to my house in silence. He’s tried striking up a conversation a few times but I’m just wallowing in my own embarrassment. Maybe I’m not ready to date? I’ll forever be the weird cult girl that kicks guys in the nuts. I sigh.

  “That’s it.” He quickly pulls off to the side of the road and exits the car.

  My door is quickly opened and Jayden reaches in unbuckling and pulling me from the car. I squeak as I’m grabbed and pushed up against the car door. He drives some sort of SUV and my back is flush with its tall form.

  “Knock it off.” He leans in and places his lips next to my ear. “Easing you into all of this is hard, so fucking hard. You have no idea what you do to me or how much I want you. There are things about me I won’t share yet because I don’t wanna scare you away. But just know what happened back there at the restaurant, fuck Georgie, that’s my thing.” He moans. “I thrive off that shit, it gets me off like nothing else.”

  I try to swallow past the dryness in my throat. What does that even mean?

  “I know we need to take baby steps, but… can I touch you? I need to touch you Sunshine.”

  Well hello tingle. It’s back in full swing and it’s crazy, but I want Jayden to touch me. Even if my minds screaming at me, I know I want this. I don’t even know if he means there, but I’m a second from climbing him like a tree and rubbing myself on his hip like a cat in heat.

  I nod my head.

  “Give me the words, Georgie.” He growls.

  “Touch me.” I whisper.

  His mouth crashes to mine catching me off guard. Jayden bit my lip earlier in the car and it drove me crazy. I bite his bottom lip and suck it into my mouth hoping it has the same effect on him.

  He groans. “Fuck, you’re going to be the death of me. You’re perfect, made for me.”

  His lips return to mine and I get lost in the kiss. I certainly didn’t experience anything like this in the cult. And on that thought his tongue plunges into the depths of my mouth.

  I moan like some common hooker. But I can’t stop myself, the way he’s making me feel is taking over my entire body. His tongue massages my own as I suck his into my mouth. He’s losing control as he grips my hips and pulls them forward into his own. He’s significantly taller than me so I feel his hard length in the middle of my stomach.

  He pulls back. “I never realized how tiny you are.” He cups my ass and lifts me into the air. My legs find their way around his waist as he starts devouring my mouth again.

  Just when I thought it couldn’t possible get any better, I feel him at my center grinding into me. I rip my mouth away from his unable to breathe.

  “Jayden…” I moan.

  “You like that? Oh baby, you haven’t seen anything yet.” One hand slowly slides up my body and cups my breast. I arch my back throwing myself up against the SUV.

  I feel a sharp sting and look down to see him biting my breast over my tank. Holy heck that’s hot.

  “I need... I need…”

  “I know what you need, but you’re not ready for this. Let’s head back to your house.” He places one last kiss to my breast all while keeping eye contact. As he slowly slides me down his body I whine, not wanting this night to end.

  “Did I do something wrong?” I question.

  “Hell no. I’m not about to spread you wide open and devour you whole on the side of the fucking road. You’re not ready for that… yet.” He winks at me.

  And just like that, all doubt fades away.

  My body’s on fire. Little does he know I’m so freaking ready.

  Chapter 8

  Jayden

  After cutting the engine, we exit my car and meet at the front steps of her house. Not wanting the night to be over I gesture with my arm for her to take a seat.

  “Let’s chat.”

  “Chat?”

  “Yes, chat. Who is Georgie? I want to know everything about you.”

  “What do you want to know? I’m pretty boring.”

  There’s something I’ve wanted to ask her about for the past few months. It may be taboo or frowned upon as a topic of conversation on our first date, but I need to know how it was.

  “Talk to me about the cult. What it was like, how it was.”

  She laughs. “That isn’t even close to what I thought you were going to ask me. Where do I begin?” She looks a little nervous and I don’t want her to feel uncomfortable around me. When I throw my arm around her shoulders, she leans into me a little.

  “Wherever you want gorgeous.”

  “Alright. I grew up polygamist, you must know what that is. Numerous wives. One husband.” She takes a deep breath and I pull her closer. “For the most part, these types of people can be harmless. But in my case, there was a guy that got a big head and branched off starting his own religion of sorts based off of polygamy. The compound they called it. Most of the people in the community never left the land. That was the case for me up until I escaped for a brief few weeks. Oh, and now. Mr. Caldwell was the most current leader after Mr. Sumner died. Every generation or so they have a ceremony when a round of babies are born. A Commitment Circle. You see, the members could only have babies during certain times. Twice a year you had a month to conceive and if you failed you were punished. My parents were lucky enough to have me and Ash filling their quota and duty as they called it. Every couple was expected to produce two children so the compound would never fade out. Gwen was unable to have children. After numerous years of trying to get pregnant, and being punished because she couldn’t, they deemed her infertile and she became an outsider. Between Ash being taken away by Gran and being unable to carry a child, she was treated terribly. I’d almost feel bad for her if she didn’t treat me so terribly.”

  “What did she do?” I try to get her to continue on.

  “Name calling mostly. She didn’t start getting physical with me until I became a teenager. Most of the time my real mom would step in and protect me, but that just made her do it when she wasn’t around. I remember the fights they used to get into over me and for some reason, my dad always sided with Gwen. I remember the look of devastation on my mother’s face. So anyways, our family was kind of like what you call a black sheep. Because of that punishments were devastating and we got the crap end of the stick numerous times.”

  “All that be
cause Ashlyn was taken away from your parents? Why did they care so much?”

  “You know Ashlyn was supposed to marry Mr. Caldwell, right?” I nod my head. “That was predetermined at the Commitment Circle. The same one that he was chosen as the future leader of the group. By law, he wasn’t supposed to date or even look at another woman other than Ash. And he waited the entire time. Even when the elders ruled that he could find another wife when they lost hope that Ashlyn would be brought back. No, he was on my parents to try and find her every second of the day. That’s why they pursued her whereabouts so hard. Gwen was constantly telling me I’d never be as special as Ashlyn. That I was worthless to the compound.”

  “I really wish you didn’t have to go through all of that baby.”

  “I know.” She whispers.

  “You don’t seem to hold a lot of resentment towards your mom.”

  “Because I don’t.” She sighs. “It kills me that she’s in prison, she doesn’t belong there. Let’s talk more about this some other time.”

  “Whatever you want pretty girl.”

  We sit there on her stairs for a while before she places her hand on my thigh. It’s an innocent touch, but the dicktater is none too pleased that I haven’t made a move yet. He’s not used to being celibate and he’s letting me know by shoving himself up against the zipper of my pants. Painfully.

  I turn her head towards me and place a kiss to the corner of her mouth, then the other before locking them on her lips. Kissing Georgie is a different feeling for me. I can’t get enough. As my tongue slides in her mouth she grips my shirt into her fists trying to pull me closer.

  And my dick grows even more when I hear her whimper quietly. He’d happily live balls deep in a warm muff forever and ever if he could. Warmly snug as a bug in a rug right up in the ol’ banana basket. I wouldn’t mind that either, although I’m sure Georgie might have a problem with it. Especially on our first date. But I’m desperate for something.

  When she was rubbing me under the table earlier, I almost came in my damn pants like a prepubescent teen. Fuck, I’m so hard right now just thinking about it. The thrill of being in public and adding the fact that I haven’t had any action in weeks is really throwing off my stamina. I think I need to up my masturbation game before I embarrass myself.

  I pull her onto my lap and when I feel the warm heat coming off her my self-control almost takes a vacation. If I don’t get a taste of that sweet valley between her thighs, I may die. Keel over and go full on rigor mortis as I sit here. Having her pinned up against my car on the side of the road almost had me embarrassing myself once again. I can’t remember ever feeling so on edge over a girl.

  “It’s your call Sunshine.” She pulls back and looks deep in thought. Hopefully thoughts of me touching her, fuck I hope she wants it as bad as I do.

  “What do you mean?”

  “I’m going to be honest and very blunt. If I come in, I plan on owning you… with my mouth. I’m going to get all up in there and I don’t plan on stopping until you call out my name for a good few hours.”

  Her mouth’s moving but no words are escaping. My girls speechless.

  “Um… you see. I’ve never… The thing is…”

  “Baby, I know you’ve never been with anyone before. Just knowing I’ll be the first to taste your pussy, shit I’m so fucking hard.” I lean back and rub my aching balls. “They hurt, they physically ache babe. But that’s all I want to do. I need you to ride my face.”

  “I’m sorry?”

  She’s adorable and now it’s time to get this show on the road. I pull her up with me as I stand and lead her to the front door. When she gets out her keys her hands are visibly shaking.

  “Georgie?”

  But she won’t look at me. I don’t want her to be scared of me or what’s to come. Maybe I laid it on a little thick, but I’m a say it like you mean it guy. Filtering my thoughts has never been a strong suit for me and clearly my whole I need to taste you now speech freaked her the fuck out.

  Placing my hands on either side of her face, I lean down and plant a chaste kiss to her lips. “You aren’t ready for this beautiful. So, to finish your first date experience, this is me kissing you goodnight and wishing you sweet dreams.”

  “But you said…”

  “It doesn’t matter what I said. I can wait and I will. For however long it takes. You know what I realized tonight?”

  She shakes her head no.

  “You’re worth it. So whether it be a month or a year, the balls in your court baby. I’m at your mercy and for once in my life, I’m set on being with one woman. Don’t tell my brothers though, they’ll never let me live it down.” I laugh. “We’re going at your speed, whatever you choose.”

  “Thank you.” She whispers.

  I lean forward and plant a sweet kiss on her lips. “Goodnight Sunshine. Have sweet dreams, I know I will.”

  And with that I kiss her hand and leave in the direction of my car hoping that I fulfilled every wish she had for a first date. I find myself wanting to make all of her firsts memorable.

  This girl. She does something to me and I can’t say I don’t hate it. Even if my dick hates me.

  Chapter 9

  Jayden

  What a night. I’ve wined and dined the shit outta my girl and we’re pulling back up to her house after a fan-fucking-tastic day. It’s been two weeks since our first date and we’ve seen each other almost every day. If this is the beginning of a relationship sign me up! That’s right, Jayden Cage is a short breath away from asking a woman to be his girlfriend. Who would have thought?

  Getting out of my car and walking her to her door like so many nights before, something feels different. I don’t know if it’s something in the air or Georgie looking at me like I’m a piece of chocolate cake, but it’s definitely something.

  She pulls out her keys and I’m about to say goodnight when she gives me a look. The look. I have to blink rapidly to make sure my eyes aren’t betraying me.

  “Do you wanna come in?” She looks up shyly beneath her lashes and my dick presses harshly against the zipper of my pants in the blink of an eye.

  “Are you sure?”

  “Yes.” There it is. No hesitation, no reservations. All I see is confidence and lust.

  “Okay. Lead the way gorgeous.”

  Georgie opens the door and we step through the front door.

  “Vic?” Georgie yells out.

  “Fuck, if I knew you were inviting me in I would have taken you back to my place.” I mumble.

  “I don’t think he’s home.”

  She barely has that sentence out of her mouth before I lift her up over my shoulder and squeeze her ass.

  “JAY!” She shrieks.

  “Not now Sunshine, I’m starving.”

  “We just ate.” She states and I can hear the confusion in her voice.

  “Not the type of food I’m talking about babe.”

  We get to her room and I throw her on the bed before pouncing. I hold my body over hers with my forearms and go to town on that sweet mouth of hers. I’ve realized making out is a lost art that people take for granted. At least I know I did. Not jumping in the sack right away has actually been a blessing. I’ve gotten to know Georgie beyond physical attraction and I can’t get enough of her mouth.

  One of my hands slowly caresses down her body until it comes to a stop cupping her pussy. It feels warm and perfect, even through the fabric of her dress. I groan anticipating how it’ll taste. I’m thinking it’ll be as sweet and pure as my girl is.

  “More…” She moans.

  Slowly inching the hem of her dress up, I revel in the feel of her silky skin under my fingertips. The bite of pain I feel from my dick trying to rip through my pants almost has me weeping. Slow down buddy.

  When I come to her panties, I push them bitches to the side and slide my fingers into her sweet spot. Soaked. My girl is drenched just from a couple touches.

  “Fuck, tell me I can have a taste.” />
  “Taste me Jayden, do whatever you need to do and get this ache to go away. It only happens when I’m with you.”

  A growl deep in my chest erupts. Fuck, I feel like a caveman. I lower my head and run my tongue up the length of her glistening pussy.

  “Ahhhhh.” She yells and I feel like a man’s man right now. My girls a screamer and I’ve barely started.

  I notice she clamps her hand over her mouth trying to quiet herself down. “Don’t.” I’m breathing heavy as I lift my head up to look her in the eye. “Do. Not. Restrain. Yourself. Scream for me baby.”

  I dive into her folds with abandon. I’m eating her like I’m a man on death row and she’s my last meal. This has to be everything for her, special even. Another memory that I need to make sure she’ll remember for the rest of her life.

  “Damn you taste sweet, I can’t get enough.” I shake my head as my tongue attacks her clit.

  I’ve never wanted to make someone feel so good in my life, it’s like my primal instincts are kicking in and I need to make sure she’s satisfied. The hell with satisfied. I’m not stopping until she forgets her own fucking name.

  “Oh, oh, Jayden right there. What are you doing to me?” She moans.

  “Relax and let go Sunshine. I’ve only just started.” I bite her clit as she unravels.

  I lap up her juices and beg for more, I need more. When she calms down and her body stops trembling, I decide to up the ante.

  My fingers work their way through her wetness and find her entrance. Starting slow, I sink a finger inside her as I start working her clit with my tongue again. Her moans urge me on and I add a second finger. Her hips are bucking as she rides my hand. She’s a natural. Knowing exactly what she wants and taking it from me.

  Within minutes she’s calling out my name while riding my face and erupting in my mouth. I’m addicted, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to stop. But Georgie has other plans.