“I lied.” My hand continues to pump his length. “I was drawn to you, you were gorgeous sure, but it was something else and I couldn’t explain it at the time. Now I know it was fate stepping in. When I was watching you run around hanging up decorations for your brother’s surprise party, I was in awe of you. The way you moved, your smile, your charm. I noticed it all and couldn’t get enough. How I was feeling about a complete stranger freaked me out. My gut was telling me to talk to you, but I had just left my old life behind and I wasn’t ready for that yet. Add in my inexperience and that was the perfect cocktail for me to push you away. I’m so grateful you didn’t give up on me.”
“I had no choice baby. Like you said… it was fate.”
Then he slides inside me and a moan releases from my mouth. As he makes love to me again I decide this is exactly where I’m supposed to be. Looking him in the eye, I try to show him with every movement of my hips and every whimper of his name just how much he means to me.
“I love you Jayden Cage.”
“I love you too, baby.”
Chapter 29
Georgie
Ash is in the corner talking to mom. Hopefully everything’s going okay. They’ve been slowly trying to repair their relationship since the first time they got together. I see no signs of tears so it’s definitely a step in the right direction.
My heart broke when I heard the hurt in Ashlyn’s voice when she talked to her. Telling her how she felt growing up without a mother. Her whole life she thought her parents gave her up due to drugs. Then she was kidnapped by Gwen, one of our father’s wives, and brought to the compound. I don’t blame her for being skeptical.
Our family is slowly repairing itself as each day passes. Mom’s found a job in town and her and Judy have become fast friends. I love that our families get along.
Once the last guest leaves the bar, I laugh at Jayden’s reaction. I’m glad this will be a pleasant surprise for him. And pleasant is an understatement.
“Who the fuck makes the guests of honor clean up their own party?” Jay grumbles as he surveys the damage.
I laugh to myself over his reaction. This morning I asked if I could have some private time with Jay after the party. The engagement party he planned before we even got engaged. Is he perfect or what? And cocky too.
After flipping the lock on the front door, I saunter over to the bar where Jayden is seated. This is the perfect engagement present to him. It doesn’t fulfill all the requirements, but I hope it’s enough. As I step behind the bar I pour a horrible glass of beer, half foam, and slide it in front of him. He looks up with humor all over his face.
“You ordered a beer, right sir?”
“I believe I did Miss. Thank you.” He takes a swig and when he puts the glass down laughter erupts from my mouth when I see foam all over his face.
“I’ll be over here taking care of a few customers.” I place my hand over his on the bar. “Let me know if you need anything.” His eyes light up with mischief.
With my back to him, my hands fumble with some booze bottles before making my way back over to the other side of the bar. He’s good. I don’t see him anywhere. As I’m making another round warmth creeps up my leg as his hand starts massaging my inner thigh. Just like in his fantasy. I can feel myself getting wet already.
My eyes travel the room as I try to push my anxiousness aside. Anyone can make out my form from the street even though the lights are dim. This is what I was comfortable with for now. Doing this in a full bar was not an option, just the thought gave me hives.
A moan slips between my lips when Jayden slips his fingers inside my panties. I’m wearing a dress so he doesn’t have to worry about restrictions.
“Place your hands on the bar and look at the front door.” Without hesitation, I do as I’m told and jump when a person walks by.
“Relax.” He commands.
The fabric of my lace thong slips down my legs and then I’m stepping out of it. Jayden’s tongue starts working its way up my inner thigh before he plants a kiss on the most sensitive part. He disappears for a moment then I’m being pushed over the bar top as he licks me from behind.
“Oh god.”
“No baby, your fiancé.” He growls before diving back in.
The sensation of him eagerly lapping me up and looking from window to window has me so close already. Feeling his single finger probing my ass sets me off.
“Ahhhhhh.” I yell as I double over on the bar top and ride out my orgasm as he expertly slays me with his tongue.
“Fuck gorgeous, that was better than my fantasy.” He kisses his way up my spine before I feel him press himself against my backside.
“Seriously. That was awesome.” I’m still a bit breathless and shaky. When I go to pull my dress down Jayden halts me.
“We’re not done yet.” Is growled into my ear as I hear his belt unbuckling and his pants dropping to the floor. His cock probes my ass as I once again look from window to window, sure someone’s peeping in on us.
All thoughts leave my mind as he pushes inside of me in one motion. We both groan in sheer ecstasy. Jayden grips my jaw and turns my head so he can kiss me while he begins thrusting. His tongue moves in sync with his hips making my arousal burst through the roof.
He picks up his pace, starts pounding me from behind and I yell out his name. His hands find my breasts as he starts massaging them. Plucking at my already pebbled nipples spurs on the start of my orgasm.
“I’m gonna come!”
“Fuck yes you are.” His fingers slink down and work my clit. Spots are about to cloud my vision when I see it. A shadow behind one of the windows off to the side. I’m not sure how long they’ve been there and it’s on the tip of my tongue to yell at them to go away, but I don’t. My mind is telling me to duck and hide but I can’t. I stare at their form until my orgasm blasts through me and I call out Jayden’s name over and over.
“Holy shit, yes squeeze my cock. Grind that tight pussy on me baby.” My hands work their way back to either side of his ass pulling him harder and harder to me.
“Fuck me harder!” I scream.
“Oh fuck Georgie. Oh fuck…” His movements become frenzied as he releases inside me. Once, twice, three more times.
“Did you see her?” He whispers before licking the shell of my ear.
I nod my head unable to speak. Adrenaline is pumping through my body making me feel invincible. Like I can do anything.
“Let’s clean you up and get out of here. There’s some things I’d like to do to my fiancé without eyes watching.”
I can’t freaking wait!
Chapter 30
Jayden
(Six months later)
It’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I’m talking about my bride, walking down the beach towards me in a beautiful white dress. I haven’t seen her since last night and I want to run up to her and pull her into my arms. Fuck it!
I step away from my brothers and the JP with one mission on my mind. Holding my girl. Everyone laughs when I stop in front of Georgie, lift the veil from her face and crash my mouth to hers. She’s just as eager as I am letting me know she missed me too. When I pull back, I give her one last sweet smooch on the lips and resume my spot. I laugh when I realize she hasn’t moved from where I left her.
She slightly shakes her head, smiles and brings her fingers to her lips. She’s remembering our kiss and its driving me wild. Damn, I can’t get a boner standing in front of everyone. I’ll never live it down. I take a couple soothing breaths and calm my dick down before looking back towards Georgie. She continues her journey down the aisle towards me and when she reaches me, I hold her hands as she stands across from me.
“Can’t say that’s ever happened before.” The Justice of the Peace states causing everyone to laugh. I just shrug my shoulders not feeling one ounce of remorse. I’ll never be ashamed of kissing Georgie.
As we go through our vows and I stare at my beautiful bride, I’m over taken
by emotions. Especially when she recites her vows. I can’t believe she’s telling me how lucky she is to have found me when I’m the lucky one. I thank god everyday Georgie was brought into my life. She saved me from a life of loneliness I thought I was content with.
As I go through my vows and promise to always love her and give her good loving, I have to stop and wipe a few stray tears from her face. The love I’m feeling is overwhelming and I think to myself there’s no way it could possibly change. How much I love her today will be how much I love her when we’re 80, if not more.
We exchange rings and before I know it, we’re making out in front of our families as I bend and grab her ass. There are hoots and hollers causing me to reach my hand in the sky for an enthusiastic fist pump. I really am the luckiest man in the world.
This is my life and I’m ready for it. As long as I have my woman by my side and the sweet baby growing in her belly, I’ll be the happiest bastard around. That’s right, in just three short months we’ll be welcoming our baby boy into the world.
I hope he’s just like me with a bit of his mama’s good looks. But whatever comes our way, I have my Sunshine and she’ll always have her fighter.
Epilogue
Sophie
“Gabriel, listen to mamma and get your cute little booty over here right now.”
“I don’t wanna.” He wines as most four-year old’s do.
“Nana’s expecting us soon, we have to get going. Come put your pants on sweetie.”
Finally, he complies and walks at the worlds slowest pace towards me. After he’s dressed and wiped free of the juice mustache on his lips, we head for my car. My eyes roam around the yard of our new house. It’s not what some people would describe as much, but it’s ours. Me and my sons. I worked damn hard to get where I am right now and I’m proud of our little house.
When my mom called me a few months back talking about a gorgeous Victorian style house she bought I knew what was coming. She asked us to move back and help her turn it into a B & B. I graduated from college with a degree in business management so it made sense to give it a go. I had a great job living back home in Texas again and was able to save up enough for a down payment on our little dream home. Everything fell into place easily like it was meant to be.
“Let’s go sweet boy.”
“Mama, do we have to go see Nana today? She smells funny.” I buckle him in the back seat of my car and smile.
“She doesn’t smell funny, that’s just how old people smell sweetie.”
“I’m never getting old.” He mumbles making me laugh.
We pull into the parking lot of the local grocery store. It’s weird being here again. I didn’t live here long, but it felt like home. After transferring colleges my Sophomore year, I haven’t been back. My plan was to never step foot here again, but sometimes life throws a curve ball your way.
Gabe starts singing the song on the radio. “Do you want to stop and pick up a snack to bring bud?”
“Chocolate cake!” He bounces in his booster seat.
“I don’t know kiddo, didn’t you say you hated chocolate?” His face falls and it takes everything to try and keep a straight face.
“No mama! I love chocolate, it’s my favorite!”
“Oh, well if it’s your favorite I supposed we can get some.” I laugh.
We exit my 02’ Ford Focus and walk hand in hand to the store. It’s a wonder this thing’s still kicking it after our long road trip from Texas to Massachusetts. A drive I will never be repeating in my life.
I reach down and hoist him in the air under his arm pits and sit him in a carriage. After buckling him, we go on the hunt for some chocolate cake. As we get to the bakery section Gabe freaks over this giant triple chocolate cake covered with strawberry’s. Where he loves chocolate, he’d happily offer me up as tribute for a bowl of strawberries.
After placing it in the carriage I decide to grab a few muffins for the week. Blueberry for me and surprise, chocolate chip for my boy.
I grab a few more things before heading to the checkout line. While waiting I try to keep my eyes off the gossip magazines and fail miserably like I usually do. There he is in all his glory. Kyle “The Killer” Cage drunk off his ass exiting some night club with his flavor of the week on his arm and her hand in his pants.
“What a pig.”
“Hey now, don’t go knocking my baby bro.” I know that voice and cringe as I turn around to face him.
“Soph?”
“In the flesh J baby.”
“No way! How have you been, it’s… it’s been a long ass time.” He pulls me into a brief hug.
“It has. I’ve been good, great even. Just moved back into town to help mom with the new venture.”
“Josh said something about your mom contacting him for some reno work. That’s awesome! Glad to have you back.”
“It’s not like I was here that long. I moved up when you guys did.” I laugh, then remember Gabe. Shit!
“You know what I mean. You’ve always been with us.” He peaks over my shoulder. “Who do we have here?”
“My son.” I don’t move. He can’t see him, I’ve dreaded this moment since I moved back.
Jay looks around me and starts talking to him. It’s not until Gabe actually looks up at him that Jay’s eyes bulge out and he looks at me with extreme confusion on his face.
“So, how old is he Soph?”
“He turns five in a few months.” I shouldn’t be worried, he doesn’t know anything.
“We’ll have to get the kids together. Josh and Zander have five combined and I have a very rambunctious three-year-old and one on the way.”
“Oh wow. It’s weird, isn’t it? Us all grown up with kids?”
“Somethings weird, that’s for sure.” He levels me with his gaze then looks back to my boy.
“Hey buddy, what’s your name?”
“Gabriel.” He answers and if I was worried he knew before I’m certain now.
“Gabriel…” He looks at me and mouths what the fuck.
I shrug my shoulders and quickly pay for all my stuff while avoiding eye contact with Jay. My saving grace is the fact that he has to pay for a whole cart of groceries so I’m able to make a quick exit before he leaves the store. That doesn’t mean he doesn’t try to stop me.
“Hey, hold up Soph…”
“I have to be somewhere.” I push my cart like I’m on Super Market Sweep and get the hell out of there.
After putting the cake on the front seat and Gabe in the back, we exit the parking lot. A few minutes down the road I pull off on a side street. “Mama just needs a minute baby.”
When I look in my rearview mirror he’s bopping along to the song not a care in the world.
Not a care in the world… just like his Daddy.
I shake my head slowly and take a deep breath. The one and only Kyle Cage, prized fighter and MMA’s bad boy may not have a care in the world right now, but that’s all about to change.
With another calming breath, I pull the car back onto the road and head towards my mom’s.
“Step right up ladies and gentleman,” I chuckle sarcastically. “Kyle ‘Reckless’ Cage better get ready for the fight of his life.”
The End
(CONTINUE ON FOR A SPECIAL ANNOUNCEMENT)
Acknowledgements
Thank you so much for reading CHAOS! Jayden was built up a lot in people’s minds and I really hope I did him justice. Hopefully you loved him just as much as I did.
I sound like a broken record, but my books wouldn’t be what they are without my beta’s. They are all so kick ass and amazing at what they do. Karen, Julie, Tanya, Stacey and Jen. I appreciate all the work you ladies put in for me.
Lisa Reads, once again you nailed the shit out of my cover and every one of my teasers. You rock! Everyone should check out The Book Teaser Pleaser. She’s amazing!
The Sinful Street Team. You ladies seriously kick ass. Thank you so much for getting my name out there and
helping during release. Love you girls!
I have to throw another thanks out there to Tanya, Stacey and Karen. Hell, I’ll throw my brother Chris in there too. You guys are always there when I need to talk storylines or if I’m hung up on something. XOXO
Bloggers. All the shares and posts made for me are much appreciated and in no way taken for granted. I appreciate every single one of you!
Lastly, I want to thank everyone in my life that throws out a one liner that ends up in my books. That’s how “By the skin of my grundle” came to life. (Credit to Timbo Banana Beans)
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