by Dan Ames
Her mind ran free, loosened by the change from the one-note orbit sander to this instrument of the gods.
As she played, she thought about how she enjoyed every aspect of building guitars. From the beginning design stages, to selecting the raw materials, to the painstaking construction, and all the way through the finishing touches. Each instrument was a unique endeavor, with its own moments of sheer beauty.
At the thought of her craft, a sense of sadness rose within her. The guitar on her table would be the last one she would build for quite some time.
A new chapter was beginning, one that in the deepest, most secret part of her heart, she’d dreamed would one day come true.
Her fingers finished playing the tune with a strong downstroke, and the chord reverberated, its beautiful sound echoing through the shop.
And then she heard the gentle sound of a foot scraping the ground behind her. She turned, peering into the darkness.
The man charged at her with astonishing speed. She got no more than a quick glimpse of his face—a face she may have seen before. His hands were raised over his head. She had just enough time to recognize the heavy hammer she sometimes used to tap a chisel along the rough edges of a plank of wood. It was in his hands, raised high, coming toward her.
She ducked her head, and then, in the final act of her life, she put her arms around the guitar and leaned over it, trying to protect it.
Jesse Barre never felt the crushing blow that caved in her skull and drove her from her stool onto the floor.
Her blood pooled on the concrete, the flakes of sawdust soaking up the crimson liquid.
The guitar remained safe, still cradled in her arms.
Chapter Three
“So here’s the hook,” Nate said.
We were in a booth at the Village Grill, a little Greek diner smack dab in the middle of Grosse Pointe proper. It had big, overstuffed booths, low lighting conditions, and a bar with a brass rail and a big-screen TV. The perfect lunch spot for two guys who thought arugula was an island somewhere near the Caribbean.
Nate Becker was the only full-time reporter for the Grosse Pointe Times and a friend from way back. We’d known each other since he was a chubby little kid who got picked on all the time and I was his defender. Unless the wind happened to be blowing the other way and I was one of the kids picking on him. You know how kids are. We were no different.
Now we were both grownups, sort of, and he was doing a piece on me, John Rockne, Grosse Pointe’s very own private investigator. It was part of a monthly feature on local businesses. Last week it was the lady caterer whose van was decorated like a giant swordfish.
Prestigious company indeed.
I hadn’t really done anything to deserve the attention, but the business district of Grosse Pointe isn’t very big—sooner or later, it’s just your turn.
“Hook?” I said.
“Yeah, you know, the angle of the story. The unique approach that intrigues the reader.”
“What was your hook for the swordfish lady?”
“I didn’t need one for her. She was interesting.”
“Thanks,” I said. “So let’s hear it.”
Nate spread his hands like he was serving me a platter of caviar. “You’re the PI who doesn’t just fight crime, you fight clichés,” he said.
I rolled my eyes and signaled the waitress. She came over, a cute girl in her twenties wearing the unfortunate decision of a pierced tongue. I made a mental note to floss after lunch. I ordered two Cokes. Diet for me, regular for Nate.
“What?” he said. “It’s a perfect hook.”
I recognized the look in Nate’s eye. It meant he had just gotten in a fresh load of bullshit, and he needed to spew.
“Cliché fighter?” I said.
He nodded as the waitress set our Cokes down on the table. “You’re not some shady bum with a checkered past,” he said. “A half-criminal who has more in common with the thugs he chases than he does with the rest of us on the right side of the law.”
“Jesus Christ, you’re full of it,” I said.
“Work with me, dumb ass,” he said. “You went to college, got a degree in criminology . . .”
“. . . and a minor in psychology. . .”
“. . . worked as a cop to learn the ropes, then worked for a big PI firm before getting your own license.”
I actually appreciated Nate’s effort. Most of it was true. The problem was he had conveniently edited out a certain bad spot in my career. For Nate, the problem was twofold. One, I was his friend, and he didn’t want to dredge up bad memories. And two, the story had been told already. Many, many times.
So Nate would skip it altogether. I guess that’s the beauty of editing.
“You don’t carry a gun,” he said. He was on a roll, and I didn’t want to stop him.
“Just a Nikon.”
“You’re definitely not a tall, dark, and handsome, Mickey Spillane-type ladies man.”
I just shook my head at that one. “You’ve got a real nose for the truth,” I said.
“What?” he said. “You didn’t get your hands on a pair of tits until the dairy farm field trip our senior year of high school.”
He had a point there, the bastard.
“The fact that you’re married is less about you and more about the unceasing generosity of women.”
“Glad you’re not pulling any punches,” I said. “I think I’ll go back to my office and hang myself.”
Our food arrived. A turkey on rye for me. A Double Boss Burger with an extra large order of fries for Nate. Food was his way to deal with stress. Three years ago, his first child, a boy, had been born without a pulmonary artery. A small oversight on the ultrasound technician’s part. After many operations, the little guy was doing fine, but there was still a certain amount of concern about him. Nate, at five feet eight inches, had always been a little chunky. Now he weighed nearly three hundred fifty pounds.
“Plus, you’re not some lone wolf, like PIs are supposed to be,” he continued. “You know, the guy haunted by some lost love, or grieving over the unfortunate death of his young wife. You’re a family man with two young girls.” Nate doused his fries with salt and took a huge bite from his Boss Burger.
“And don’t forget,” I said. “No one’s firebombed my house or framed me as a presidential assassin.”
Nate nodded. He knew everything there was to know about me. This interview was really just an excuse to get together for lunch, which we do every week anyway, but because of the story, it was being paid for by the paper.
“Here’s a thought,” I said. “This may sound kind of crazy—but do you think you can actually work in a few positive things—you know, stuff that might actually be good for business?”
“Won’t that be false advertising?” he said through a mouth full of fries.
“Good point,” I said. “Stick with your ‘ugly and dull’ angle. Customers will be beating down my door.”
“The truth shall set you free,” he said.
“Okay, I like the whole ‘Average Joe’ approach,” I said. “As long as you don’t make me sound like I’m light in the loafers.”
“So you want me to lie.”
“I’m just a normal guy trying to do a good job for his customers. I’m fair, honest, and reliable.”
“Fucking boring as a box of rocks,” Nate said.
I was going to give him a shot back, but he’d already tucked into the Boss Burger. I knew that he was so into his meal there was no doubt about whether or not he was listening. It didn’t matter. He’d do a good story on me.
And since the paper was buying, I ordered another Diet Coke.
Cliché fighter, my ass.
Chapter Four
He stood outside my office door, a tall, broad-shouldered figure in faded blue jeans, a colorful shirt, black leather vest, and shiny, black cowboy boots. His powder-white hair was thick and combed straight back. The eyes beneath the white brows were blazing blue and unclouded,
twin shafts of cool set on a lined, weathered face. But there was more than just age on his face. More than fatigue as well. It was something I’d seen only a few times in my life—but once you see it, you remember.
“Can I help you?” I asked, the keys to my office in hand. I felt tired and full from lunch. I don’t know if it was because of Nate’s eating problem or what, but I always ate more when I was with him. Or at least that was my excuse and I was sticking with it.
“Are you John Rockne?” Marshal Dillon asked. His voice had a deep gravel to it—whiskey and cigarettes and two a.m. closing calls.
“Guilty as charged,” I said, stifling a belch. I unlocked the door and let him into my office. “How can I help you?”
He took a brief look around and then turned and faced me. He held out his hand and I took it. “Clarence Barre,” he said. “You’re the private investigator?”
I gestured toward the door, which read Grosse Pointe Investigations. “Like the sign says . . .”
An uneasy smile crossed his face. Most clients had the same look. It was part shame, part anger, part fear. Going to see a PI wasn’t much different than going to a shrink for most people. It was all about letting a complete stranger into their personal lives. And in most cases, the deepest, ugliest part of their personal lives. Not an easy thing to do, for anyone.
My office was on the second floor of a small brick building built in 1927. The ground floor was a jewelry store that I went into once a few years back, thinking I might buy my wife a necklace. I soon realized that asking her to sign the paperwork for a second and third mortgage would spoil the surprise. I haven’t been back since.
My office consisted of a small waiting room, complete with two chairs and a table. The chairs are from the fifties, the table the seventies, and the carpeting’s genealogy is too hard to trace. I’d say it was coming off the textile rolls right around the time Jackie was scrambling off the back of the big Lincoln in Dallas.
There were a few framed paintings of sailboats on the walls, even though I’m not a big fan of the water, as I already mentioned. A lot of clients seem to expect pictures of sailboats from a Grosse Pointe PI. Sometimes people are reassured by the cliché, and I don’t like to disappoint prospective clients.
The place reeked of coffee. To me, it was a great smell, especially on a cold winter day. I always had a pot brewing. Nate would probably not put that into the article, because it is a bit of a cliché. But hey, I fucking liked coffee . . . damn them if a bunch of other PIs did too.
On the table were magazines. Police Times, Small Firearms Journal, S.W.A.T. Illustrated. I wanted my clients to feel confident in my ability. Somehow, six months worth of Martha Stewart Living might make them think twice about hiring me.
I went around behind my desk, a small oak number that weighed about five hundred pounds. A laptop computer, a phone, and a stack of files sat on top.
“Have we met?” I asked. “You seem familiar.”
He just looked at me and then from deep within him came a baritone hum. It changed pitch and soon a short melody became apparent.
“Get the fuck out of here,” I said. I knew that tune, and I knew that voice.
“Mississippi Honey?”
He nodded. “That’s right. Clarence Barre, country singer/songwriter.”
I loved that song. Actually, it was a bit of a source of embarrassment. I’d finally gotten a girl into the backseat of my car in high school. “Mississippi Honey” was in the tape deck, playing along as I’d gotten Tracy Woeburg’s pants down and then had absolutely no idea what I was supposed to do next.
In the middle of my reverie, I realized my potential client was staring at me. I caught myself, felt kind of foolish about what he may have seen play across my face.
“Don’t worry,” he said. “That happens all the time. I consider it a compliment. That my song evokes . . . memories.”
He smiled then. A sad, weary gesture. And suddenly, it came to me where else I remembered the name. I knew Clarence Barre because he had been a relatively well-known musician for a brief period in the seventies. He was from Detroit, and after his career, he’d moved back to Grosse Pointe.
So I knew the name Barre. Had heard it recently.
But not a man. Not Clarence. The recognition must have shown on my face because the small smile that had lingered on his face now vanished.
Whatever stupid thing I was going to say got stuck in my mouth. Clarence rushed to fill the pause.
“I’m here about my daughter,” he said. “Jesse.” Suddenly, all of the color in his face seemed to vanish, draw back in on itself and pool in his eyes. They smoldered, two pools of blazing blue.
Now it was my turn to nod. The killing had been big news in Grosse Pointe. Probably for two reasons: one, there weren’t a lot of murders in Grosse Pointe. And two, Jesse Barre had been a very beautiful young woman. A guitar maker, I remembered.
“She was killed during a robbery, as I recall,” I answered.
“You’re half right,” he said.
The look on my face was a question.
“She was killed. But it wasn’t a robbery. Someone wanted her dead.”
Oh boy, I thought.
“Is that what the police think?” I said.
He shook his head. “It’s what I know.”
“You want me to find out who killed her?”
“Nope,” he said. “I already know who did it.”
My face was again an open question.
“I just want you to help me prove it.”
Chapter Five
“His name is Nevada Hornsby,” Clarence Barre said. He spoke slowly and softly. Enunciating carefully. Not out of respect, but because his emotions were running so strong it took every effort not to insert an expletive.
I had a million questions: did the police know? If not, why wasn’t he talking to them? How did he know Hornsby killed her?
As much as I wanted to ask, I decided to wait Mr. Barre out. He’d just lost his daughter. I thought he deserved a chance to explain himself.
“I told Jesse time and time again not to get involved with him,” he said. “She wouldn’t listen. In fact, she told me to back off. So I did. And look where it got us.”
He paused again.
Just when I was about to start the questions, he said, “The cops don’t think he did it. They say he has an alibi. Well, of course he does! Who the fuck couldn’t come up with an alibi? Only the stupidest of criminals can’t come up with a friggin’ alibi, for God’s sake. So they’re believing his bullshit, but see, they don’t know him. I do.”
His voice had grown in intensity. And this was a man who had used his voice to great effect for many years. It didn’t fail him now.
“Okay,” I said.
He fixed his eyes on me, willing me to understand. I leaned in toward him, hoping to give him the nudge he needed to tell me just what the hell he was getting at.
“He’s an ex-con.”
“Okay,” I said. I got out a notepad and pen. “Do you know what he was in for?”
“I’m sure it was something bad. Assault. I remember Jesse saying something about a fight. She claimed he hadn’t started it. Christ, he had her hook, line, and sinker.”
“Do you have a reason to doubt his alibi?”
“I met him,” he said.
I wrote the word “NO” down on my notepad and underlined it.
“I know all about men like that. They don’t value life. Prison teaches them to look at everything differently. Jesse didn’t realize that. She was overly sympathetic. That’s how I would put it. Wanting to prove that she respected people for who they are, not who they’ve been.”
He ran a hand through the thick, white hair. It reminded me of Kenny Rogers’ hair. I wrote down “Kenny Rogers” on my notepad. Goofy, I know, but it was amazing sometimes the things that jogged the memory. Who knew, maybe a year from now I’d be looking at my notes on the Barre case, see the Kenny Rogers reference and have some brillian
t flash of insight.
I looked at Clarence Barre. Goddamn, I found myself liking him. He had a great face, wide open and honest. I could sense the goodness in him. The pain of losing a loved one.
But I wasn’t going to take a case just because a father was having difficulty dealing with the loss of a child. He probably hated this Hornsby guy and made him into a convenient target for his anger and loss. If the police had checked out the alibi and crossed him off the list, he was probably innocent.
I wasn’t going to take the case. No way. To take Mr. Barre’s money would be another crime.
He must have seen the look on my face because he said, “I know how this must look. A guy just pointing a finger and saying, ‘He did it.’”
That’s exactly how it looked to me.
“How long were your daughter and this Hornsby seeing each other?”
“Way too long.”
“Can you be more specific?”
“Years.”
“Had there been any sign of physical abuse? Any problems? Fights?”
“No, but Jesse and I hadn’t seen each other on a regular basis,” he said. And now I could hear even more, deeper pain in his voice. The loss of a loved one you’d fallen out with over petty differences. No getting them back now.
“But as far as you knew—”
“She didn’t say anything, and no, I never saw any bruises or anything on her. But Jesse was very private. Believe me, if she’d wanted to hide something, it would stay hidden until she wanted you to find it.”
“Did the police say if they have any other suspects?”
“I don’t know. They aren’t saying.”
This was about as bogus as it got. Mr. Barre wanted me to make him feel better. He wanted me to make him feel like he was doing something for the daughter he’d grown apart from. Now, when it was too late, he was trying to make things right. I had no intention of taking his money.