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by Jack Gilbert


  Waiting and Finding

  Waking at Night

  Walk Blossoming, A

  Walking Home Across the Island

  We Are the Junction

  What I’ve Got

  What Is There to Say?

  What Plenty

  What Song Should We Sing

  What to Want

  White Heart of God, The

  Whiteness, the Sound, and Alcibiades, The

  Who’s There

  Winning on the Black

  Winnowing, The

  Winter Happiness

  Winter Happiness in Greece

  Winter in the Night Fields

  Without Watteau, Without Burckhardt, Oklahoma

  Worth

  Year Later, A

  Yelapa

  INDEX OF FIRST LINES

  About once a month the beautiful girl

  A boy sits on the porch of a wooden house

  After a summer with happy people

  After she died he was seized

  After twenty hours in bed with no food, I decided

  Ah, you three women whom I have loved in this

  A lady asked me

  All at once these owls

  All honor at a distance is punctilio

  All night in the Iowa café. Friday night

  All of it. The sane woman under the bed with the rat

  All taken down like Trastevere or København

  All that remains from the work of Skopas

  All this windless day snow fell

  Always I have been afraid

  A man lies warm under the blankets in a house still

  “And,” she said, “you must talk no more

  Another beautiful love letter

  An unfamiliar woman sleeps on the other side

  Apollo walks the deep roads back in the hills

  Are the angels of her bed the angels

  As slowly as possible, I said

  A white horse, Linda Gregg wrote, is not a horse

  “Barefoot farm girls in silk dresses,” he thinks

  Barrels of chains. Sides of beef stacked in vans

  Bella fíca! (beautiful fig, fine sex) the whore said

  Beyond what the fires have left of the cathedral

  Bring in the gods I say, and he goes out. When he comes

  Can you understand being alone so long

  Circe had no pleasure in pigs

  Deep inside the night on the eighth floor

  Digging into the apple

  Do you think it’s easy for him, the poor bastard?

  Dusk and the sea is thus and so. The cat

  Each farmer on the island conceals

  Easter on the mountain. The hanging goat roasted

  El Serape’s floor show finished at one. The lights

  Every generation tells

  Every morning the sad girl brings her three sheep

  Everyone forgets that Icarus also flew

  Fire begins seriously at the body

  Flying up, crossing over, going forward

  For eleven years I have regretted it

  For example, that fragment of entablature

  From my hill I look down on the freeway and over

  From this distance they are unimportant

  Go down to the drugstore at the corner

  Got up before the light this morning

  Gradually he could hear her. Stop, she was saying

  Gradually we realize what is felt is not so important

  Having reached the beginning, starting toward

  Having swum in the jungle pool

  He gets dead sage and stalks of weeds mostly

  He is shamelessly happy to feel the thing

  He is watching the music with his eyes closed

  He keeps the valley like this with his heart

  He lives in the barrens, in dying neighborhoods

  Helot for what time there is

  He manages like somebody carrying a box

  He realized that night how much he was in their power

  He stands freezing in the dark courtyard looking up

  He stands there baffled by pleasure and how little

  He struggles to get the marble terrace clear

  He thinks about how important the sinning was

  He thought of the boy in the middle

  He tries to tell the doctor:

  He wakes up in the silence of the winter woods

  He wonders why he can’t remember the blossoming

  Him, she said, and him. They put us in the second car

  His spirit dances the long ago, and later

  Hitting each other. Backing up

  How astonishing it is that language can almost mean

  How could he later on believe it was the best

  How could they think women a recreation?

  I am old of this ravening

  I begin to see them again as the twilight darkens

  I called Sue the week I moved back from Rome

  I called the tree a butternut (which I don’t think

  I call it exile, or being relegated

  I came back from the funeral and crawled

  I can’t remember her name

  I carried my house to Tijuana

  I’d walk her home after work

  I found another baby scorpion today. Tiny

  I had not seen her for twenty years when she called

  I have drifted into the habit

  I heard a noise this morning and found two old men

  I hear the trees with surprise after California

  I imagine the gods saying, We will

  I lie in bed listening to it sing

  I light the lamp and look at my watch

  I live with the sound my body is

  I’ll try to explain about the fear

  Imagine if suffering were real

  In April, holding my house and held

  I never thought Michiko would come back

  In Perugino we have sometimes seen our country

  In the beginning

  In the end, Hannibal walked out of his city

  In the morning when Eve and Adam

  In the old days we could see nakedness only

  In the outskirts of the town

  In the small towns along the river

  In your thin body is an East of wonder

  I remember how I’d lie on my roof

  I remember that house I’d rented with them

  I say moon is horses in the tempered dark

  I see them in black and white as they wait

  I spend the days deciding

  Is she more apparent because she is not

  Is the clarity, the simplicity, an arriving

  It astonished him when he got to Kathmandu to hear

  I thought it said on the girl’s red purse

  I tie knots in the strings of my spirit

  It is burden enough that death lies on all sides

  It is clear why the angels come no more

  It is convenient for the old men to blame Eve

  It is foolish for Rubens to show her

  It pleases him that the villa is on a mountain

  It should have been the family that lasted

  It started when he was a young man

  It thrashes in the oaks and soughs in the elms

  It waits. While I am walking through the pine trees

  It was a fine Leghorn egg

  It was half a palace, half an ancient fort

  It was hard to see the moonlight

  It was in the transept of the church, winter in

  It was not difficult to persuade the captain

  It was not impatience

  It would be easy if the spirit

  I waited until the sun was going down

  I wake up like a stray dog

  I was carrying supplies back up the mountain

  I was getting water tonight

  I was lying on the deck with my eyes closed

  I was walking through the harvested
fields

  I went to sleep by the highway

  I woke up every morning on the fourth floor

  I worked my way up the terraced gardens behind the house

  Let’s get hold of one of those deer

  Light is too bare, too simple for her. She has lived

  Love is apart from all things

  Love is like a garden in the heart, he said

  Lying in front of the house all

  Marrying is like somebody

  Maybe when something stops, something lost in us

  Meelee’s away in Lima

  Mogins disliked everything about Anna’s pregnancy

  Monolithos was four fisherman huts along the water

  More and more it is the incidental that makes

  Most nights he would be upstairs with the wife

  Mother says

  Mother was the daughter of sharecroppers

  My brother’s girlfriend was not prepared for how much blood

  Night after night after hot night in the clearing

  Night rises up from the fields

  Not for rhyme or reason, but for the heart’s

  Nothing here. Rock and fried earth

  Not the river as fact, but the winter river

  Not wanting to lose it all for poetry

  Now come the bright prophets across my life

  Obsidian. Sturgeon. Infatuated angels

  Of course it was a disaster

  Once upon a time I was sitting outside the café

  On Fish Mountain, she has turned away

  Only you and I still stand in the snow on Highland Avenue

  On the beach below Sperlonga everyone else is

  Orpheus is too old for it now. His famous voice is gone

  Our heart wanders lost in the dark woods

  Our lives are hard to know. The gardens are provisional

  Our slow crop is used up within an hour. So I live

  Out of money, so I’m sitting in the shade

  People complain about too many moons in my poetry

  Perhaps if we could begin some definite way

  “Perspective,” he would mutter, going to bed

  Poem, you sonofabitch, it’s bad enough

  Poetry is a kind of lying

  Pride, pride, pride, pride, pride

  Pure

  Robinson Crusoe breaks a plate on his way out

  Rotting herds everywhere on the outskirts

  She came into his life like arriving halfway

  She is never dead when he meets her

  She lives, the bird says, and means nothing

  She might be here secretly

  She takes off her clothes without excitement

  She told about when the American soldiers

  Sixteen years old, surrounded by beasts in the pens

  So I come on this birthday at last

  Someone had left a door unlocked in the Stockton

  Sorrow everywhere. Slaughter everywhere. If babies

  Suddenly this defeat

  That is what the Odyssey means

  The air full of pictures no matter where you reach in

  The air this morning is pleasant and praises nothing

  The Americans tried and tried to see

  The bird on the other side of the valley

  The birds do not sing in these mornings. The skies

  The blue river is gray at morning

  The boat of his heart is tethered to the ancient

  The body is the herb

  The boy came home from school and found a hundred lamps

  The brain is dead and the body is

  The bright green of the flat fields stretching away

  The Chinese, to whom the eighteenth-century English

  The classical engine of death moves my day. Hurrying me

  The couple on the San Francisco bus looked Russian

  The door was in the whitewashed eight-foot walls

  The fellow came back to rape her again last night

  The fish are dreadful. They are brought up

  The four perfectly tangerines were a

  The fox pushes softly, blindly through me at night

  The French woman says, Stop, you’re breaking my dress

  The funeral service was people getting up

  The girl shepherd on the farm beyond has been

  The glare of the Greek sun

  The goldfish is dead this morning on the bottom

  The great foreign trees and turtles burn

  The great light within the blackness shines out

  The Greek fishermen do not

  The Greek gods don’t come in winter

  The heat’s on the bus with us

  The intricate vast process has produced

  Their daughter makes a noise like a giant fly

  The last year of my being young the way young people

  The Lord gives everything and charges

  The Lord sits with me out in front watching

  The man certainly looked guilty

  The man wondered if he had become

  The massive overhead crane comes

  The monks petition to live the harder way

  The night comes every day to my window

  The old women in black at early Mass in winter

  The orchard changed. His appetite drifted

  The oxen have voices

  The pigeon with a broken wing

  The Poles rode out from Warsaw against the German

  The provisional and awkward harp

  The rat makes her way up

  There is a film on water

  There is always the harrowing by mortality

  There is an easy beauty in the bronze statues

  There is a time after what comes after

  There is a vividness to eleven years of love

  There is a wren sitting in the branches

  There is nothing here at the top of the valley

  There is someone. Always the same

  There was a great tenderness to the sadness

  There was a small butcher shop in the North End

  There was no water at my grandfather’s

  There were a hundred wild people in Allen’s

  The room was like getting married

  The sea lies in its bed wet and naked

  The shadows behind people walking

  The ship goes down and everybody is lost, or is living

  The silence around the old villa

  The silence is so complete he can hear

  The sky

  The snow falling around the man in the naked woods

  The soft wind comes sweet in the night

  The sound of women hidden

  The spirit opens as life closes down

  The sultry first night of July, he on the bed

  The sun is perfect, but it makes no nightingales sing

  The train’s stopping wakes me

  The truth is, goddesses are lousy in bed

  The wall

  The water nymphs who came to Poseidon

  The wild up here is not creatures, wooded

  The woman is asleep in the bedroom. The fan is making

  The woman is not just a pleasure

  The world is announced by the smell of oregano and sage

  The world is beyond us even as we own it

  They dragged me down. Down the muddy hill

  They have killed the rooster, thank God

  They have Mary’s wedding ring in the Cathedral

  They piled the bound angels with the barley

  They were cutting the spring barley by fistfuls

  They will put my body into the ground

  Things that are themselves. Waves water, the rocks

  Think what it was like, he said. Peggy Lee and Goodman

  This monster inhabits no classical world

  This morning I found a baby scorpion

  Three days I sat

  Thrushes flying under the lake. Nightingales singing underground

  To te
ll the truth, Storyville was brutal. The parlors

  Trying to scrape the burned soup from my only pan

  Two days ago they were playing the piano

  Two girls barefoot walking in the rain

  Used, misled, cheated. Our time always shortening

  Walked around Bologna at three in the morning

  Walking home across the plain in the dark

  Walking in the dark streets of Seoul

  Watching my wife out in the full moon

  Watching the ant walk underwater along

  We are all burning in time, but each is consumed

  We are given the trees so we can know

  We are not one with this world. We are not

  We are resident inside with the machinery

  We are surrounded by the absurd excess of the universe

  We come from a deep forest of years

  We find out the heart only by dismantling what

  We had walked three miles through the night

  We have already lived in the real paradise

  We have seen the population of Heaven

  We learn to live without passion

  We stopped to eat cheese and tomatoes and bread

  We think of lifetimes as mostly the exceptional

  We think the fire eats the wood

  We think there is a sweetness concealed in the rain

  We want to believe that what happens

  We were talking about tent revivals

  We were young incidentally, stumbling

  What are we to do about loveliness? We get past

  What can I do with these people?

  What do they say each new morning

  What if Orpheus

  What if the heart does not pale as the body wanes

  What is the best we leave behind?

  What is the man searching for inside her blouse?

  What the hell are you doing out there

  When he dances of meeting Beatrice that first time

  When he wakes up, a weak sun is just rising

  When I hear men boast about how passionate

  When I looked at the stubborn dark Buddha

  When I was a child, there was an old man with

  When I woke up my head was saying, “The world

  When the angels found him sitting in the half light

  When the hedgehogs here at night

  When the King of Siam disliked a courtier

  When the storm hit, I was fording the river

 

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