TRANSFORMATION
And then from nowhere a shining rod made of unknown metal appeared in the hand of God. Huge diamonds scintillated along the edges. It was surrounded by flame, which passed into the hand of Christ, but did not burn it. He raised the wand into the sky. A lightning fell from there and struck into the magical scepter. And then Jesus directed it at me. And all the stored energy in it passed into me.
If say that I was blinded by light, it would mean to say nothing. It exploded me. I did not longer feel the hand of Oleg. A myriad of sounds were born in me. Millions of fiery creatures broke into me and began to whirl in me. I have lived eons in a moment. And I forgot where I was. All my past incarnations surfaced in the mind with incredible clarity. I ceased to be Anastasia Snow, and was revived in thousands of lives. I died and was born again. And understand the purpose and meaning of our existence. And this knowledge has softened me. I melted as the metal in the furnace in order to turn into something beautiful. And in the midst of all this my love lived, not only for Oleg, but for everything in the world.
And then began to appear contours of the physical world. Again I saw the faces of my mom, Jesus, Judas, Maria Magdalene, all the apostles, Marina. And finally, of Oleg. Everyone was looking at me in astonishment. And I felt that I had a new body. It was transparent as a crystal ball and glowed like a star. And I did not need the usual human vision to see it through.
Christ was in front of me and Manu too. He already had put away the Wand.
- It’s all. Nastya, now you're reborn. Welcome back!
With all my strength I sent him in response the currents of gratitude and love. He accepted and said:
- Trivia! I was glad to be helpful to you!
Following this, Christ and Manu soared over the cup, sent greetings to all the past, and then disappeared into the air. All over, the celebration was coming to the end.
So I became the Cosmic Magician, but this was only the beginning. My body was a sphere-star. I remembered the names that a few days ago, in a wonderful night in Egypt, the apostles gave me. Genat named me Lebna, and Hwan – Choon-Hee. The heart, spirit and the spring girl. Only now I much more began to correspond to these words. I blossomed like a spring flower, and I was full of love.
But the earthly could not disappear from me instantly. Moreover, beings in human form stood in front of me. Experience of life on the Earth can’t be forgotten in an instant. Thousands incarnations left indelible mark in me. And though I became a superhuman, my soul still loved this planet more than anything else. So I wished to get the usual for me human form.
And what happened?
New body obediently responded to my thought. The sphere immediately transformed - I had the head and limbs. I gave to my face the former features.
I did not create the lungs, heart and other internal organs - decided that I'll do it later. Now it was not important.
Another became more important. I felt an unprecedented fullness of life. Suddenly everything became natural and easy. Rivers of energy were flowing in me by powerful streams, and I could manage them.
Mom looked at me. She was smiling and crying at the same time.
- My daughter, I always knew you were different from the rest, but so much different! I hope you did not leave me? I love you so much!
- Mom, what are you! Of course not! I promise that half of the time, as before, I will spend at home. And my new abilities will help us save money on purchases - and I winked. – Do you not refuse, if I will make you some stocks in the refrigerator?
We both were already laughing.
- Okay. You persuaded. But you must be at home to eleven! - Mom wagged by finger to me jokingly.
- Okay, Mom. I agree. But sometimes I'll be away. You want me to look the world?
I hugged her and kissed.
- And I'm not going to rush to tell all to your father. He is such a conservative. You better yourself solve, how and when.
- Mom, I do not say goodbye.
- I'll see you at home. I’ll be waiting for you for the New Year!
After that I went to a group of Egyptian white mages so warmly welcomed me. Blue eyes of Jesus as before penetrated deeply into my consciousness.
- You did the right thing. This is the best solution. You prepared your body for the transformation during the previous incarnations. Christ only accelerated what once would have happened by itself. But it would not be in this life. - The Teacher smiled and hugged me. – Keep in touch, came to visit us.
I met the eyes of Judas:
- I'm sorry I doubted you. Maria told me that you've changed, but I did not believe it.
- Now do you believe me?
- Now I know.
- And I’m sorry too. Here's my fault – I did not care about you well. After all, I had to suspect something. But excessive devotion to the Master blinded me.
- All in the past.
The rest of the apostles could not wait to say me something, congratulate. They made noise like a flock of sparrows in the spring sunshine.
- Hush, my friends, - I was trying to calm down their chatter, but at the same time I was happy as a child of the fact that all ended so well and that we are all nearby.
- Nastya, where are you going to fly now? - Asked Maria, who was, Magdalena.
- I do not know yet. We will decide then. Or Oleg will prompt, - he knows better who and where needs help. And I'm going to follow him and learn. I'd like to see what's there, behind the clouds - and I closed my eyes in anticipation. - All my life I dreamed of.
- And we need to embody our dreams! Or what are they for? – Marina maintained the conversation. - Nastya, you know, this wonderful man who shot in you with lightning, offered to make me the same thing.
- What he did offer - shoot? - I good-naturedly made fun of my friend.
- And this too. - Marina she pretended not to notice. - He said that my capabilities will increase, and I will have the opportunity to have a dense body. How do you think, should I agree?
- Sure. - And I nodded affirmatively. - Do not even hesitate. You do not imagine how good for me now.
- I guess. But I'm not too bad!
- And it will be even better! You'll be able to descend into the world of people. Do not you want to visit Dmitri?
- Are you kidding? He would die of shock. He's so... - Marina chose the words – not mystic...
But I quickly found out:
- And you do not come back in the same form.
- Oh! I never guessed. It's a great idea! I miss him. I told you that I like to be dead and free. That's right, nothing has changed. However, I feel that in addition to freedom, I need a piece of flesh that could hug me.
- Did you tell about your friend?
- And about him, and about my body. So I'd probably agree.
- Then we'll meet again.
- We will not be parted!
And then, finally, I had the opportunity to talk with Oleg.
- Nastya, I congratulate you! - Gentle voice, kind smile, all as before.
- Did you know that it will be?
- I guessed.
- Your guesses are always true.
- I am very happy for you! So it will be much easier to observe for you.
- I did not understand for what to observe for me? I am all the time here.
- Do not you understand yet what role I play in your life?
- You're an angel.
- But the angels are different.
- And what are you?
- I am a guardian angel... your guardian angel....
I look into his eyes, where pulsates familiar and at the same time so mysterious for me energy. And I understand that this is true.
- And when did you want to say me about it?
- You would understand yourself sooner or later.
- And this means that you do not leave me?
- While you were a human - yes.
- And now?
- And now. But not because I have to protect - you yourself will be able
to stand up for yourself better than me.
- Then why?
- Call it Cosmic Love. The affinity of souls. Full understanding. We are like two parts of a whole one and have known each other for millions of years. I was a friend for many souls, flew and worked with them. But exactly in you I saw that I was looking for so long. Absolutely identity! Do not you feel the same?
- From the first day.
- Then what else to say! You will fly with me?
- Why did you ask? Of course, yes!
- Then, in the way! - The words sound that have already become familiar to me, and I missed them so much.
We have transformed our bodies and become shiny spheres - it's more convenient to travel. I am soaring above the valley. And Oleg is flying after me. But now I know that his real name is not Oleg. It’s - something much more beautiful - as the universe itself!
There is no fear more, secrets too. Only love and freedom.
- You did not tell me where you're from.
- You can read the mind - find out yourself.
I penetrate into the mind of my friend and see the answer.
- Are not you too?!
- Imagine.
- Unbelievable that you are earthling!
We are silent. And a moment later:
- Do you know where I now want to fly?
- Yes I Am. In Murmansk.
- All right. My dad came back from the sea, and I want to see him.
- So what's the deal? - Oleg exclaims.
The bright star is overtaking me, rushing forward. I am flying after it. Before us the clear starry sky was opening, and we felt ourselves in it as at home.
Thank you for your attention!
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