by Aimee Carter
“Come with me, my dear,” he whispered. “Give me your hand, and I will take you far away from here. Someplace as exquisite as you are, where you can see the sky. Where you will never lack for love.”
I exhaled. It would be so simple. An eternity in the sun with someone who loved me—what more was there to life?
My hand was half an inch from his when a wave of power pushed me back into the pew. Cronus growled and spun around to face an enemy I couldn’t see, and I struggled to stand, but that same force held me down.
A silhouette stepped toward us, and another wave of pure power ripped through the throne room. “I’m only going to warn you once, Cronus,” said a voice, dark and dangerous. “Get the hell away from my wife.”
I gasped like I was surfacing after spending too long underwater, and the fog around me disappeared. Dazed, I doubled over, heat twisting inside of me as if I’d been punched in the gut. But it wasn’t Cronus and the strange power he’d had over me. It was Calliope, and this time whatever she’d done had worked.
“Henry,” I choked, and he knelt beside me. “I’m sorry— Cronus, I didn’t—I didn’t mean— And Calliope, she escaped—”
He gathered me up in his arms and gently set me back down on the pew. “Calm down. You did nothing wrong. How do you feel?”
I stared at him and those eyes that shined like moonlight, and for one terrifying second, I felt nothing. No love. No pain at the way Persephone consumed him. Just emptiness.
And then it crashed through me, throwing everything off balance for the space of several heartbeats. How had Cronus done that? How had he made me not love Henry, if only for a few moments?
I threw my arms around him and buried my face in his shoulder, hanging on for dear life. Once again, it was Calliope, not Cronus. That was her power—that was what Henry had been so scared of. They’d worked together so Cronus could take me from him. It was the only explanation.
“I love you,” I babbled, inhaling his scent. He smelled of ash and blood. “I love you so much. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean—”
“Everything’s all right now. You’re safe,” he said, rubbing my back like Ava had minutes before.
My stomach turned inside out. Oh, god. “Where’s Ava?”
Another cool hand touched the back of my neck. Mom. “Ava’s with Walter over there, sweetheart,” she said, nodding toward a dark blur several rows down. Ava’s shoulders shook, and Walter embraced her, whispering words I couldn’t hear. “Nicholas was captured.”
My head pounded, and it took everything I had not to be sick all over the marble floor. “Is everyone else…?”
“We’re alive,” said another voice. James.
Henry glanced up. “Did the trap hold?”
“Yes. It’s not perfect, but it’ll buy us some time. What’s going on?”
“Calliope escaped with Cronus,” said Henry.
James muttered a curse and sat down heavily beside me. I didn’t let go of Henry, but I did find James’s hand and squeezed it. He gripped mine in return. “What now?” he said to Henry.
“We wait. Are the others coming?”
“Ella’s injured,” said James. “Theo and Sofia are tending to her. Everyone else is all right.”
I buried my face in Henry’s shoulder and took several shaky breaths to calm myself. Cronus and Calliope were trapped. Henry and my mother and James were all right, and everything would be okay.
Except the part where Ava may have just lost her husband.
We waited for the others to arrive, and they did, one by one. Some of them were bloodied, and others walked away without a scratch. Persephone returned on Dylan’s arm looking no worse for the wear. But Ella—
She and Theo appeared together toward the edge of the circle. She was lying on the floor, trembling and the color of chalk as a pool of blood spread around her, and I went numb. Her left arm was gone. Theo’s hands were on either side of her head, and his brow furrowed as he stared into her eyes. Even when the others gathered around him, he didn’t look away. I pressed my face into Henry’s chest, unable to watch.
“Did Calliope hurt you?” said Henry quietly so only I could hear him, and I nodded. It wasn’t physical pain, but I understood now what he meant.
“It’s gone now,” I lied. The mental fog had disappeared with her and Cronus, but an ache remained where that fiery heat had slithered through me. “I’m okay.”
Henry fell silent, and I consoled myself with the fact that telling the truth wouldn’t make any difference. There was nothing he could do about it, not when Theo was busy with Ella, and I wouldn’t have had it any other way. It didn’t matter what Calliope had done to me. Whatever it was, I was alive and in one piece.
“The council will reconvene in five minutes,” said Walter. “Theo, take Ella to her room and tend to her there. I already know your decision.”
Theo didn’t acknowledge him, but in the blink of an eye, he and Ella were gone, leaving the marble floor stained scarlet. Dead silence filled the throne room until my mother rose, and with a wave of her hand, the blood vanished.
If only it was that simple. Maybe then I could pretend that we weren’t all plunging face-first into the beginning of a brutal war.
* * *
This time, Henry didn’t touch me.
As Walter stood to address what remained of the council, I left my hand on the armrest of my throne in case he wanted to take it, but his remained at his side. He’d barely looked at me since I’d confirmed that Calliope had done something to me, and I struggled not to blurt out the whole truth of it. There was nothing he could do to fix it anyway, and as long as I still loved Henry, it didn’t matter what else she did to me.
“We will continue to fight Cronus,” said Walter, and Henry averted his eyes from his brother. “It will not be easy, and after what happened today, I will not order any of you to help. If you do not feel ready or willing to risk yourselves for this cause, you may leave, and no one will think any less of you for it.”
I was certain that with how close-knit the council was, no one would back down. So when Dylan and Xander stood, I stared at them, shocked. They both acknowledged the council with a nod, and Dylan led the way out of the throne room. I knew he thought it was a losing battle, but I had never expected him or anyone else to abandon the rest of the council.
Neither had the others, it seemed. With Theo and Ella also missing, only ten of us remained, and I was sure Persephone had no intention of sticking around for the fight. If Henry insisted I couldn’t take part again, then the number dropped to eight.
“Very well,” said Walter. “The trap we have constructed will last us until the next winter solstice, and it is my intention between now and then that—”
“Brother,” said Henry. “If I may.”
“By all means,” said Walter, and Henry stood stiffly.
“Sisters and brothers,” he said, focusing on the pillars behind the pews instead of on the other members of the council. “I regret to say that I have decided to withdraw from the war, as well.”
My mouth fell open, and a murmur rippled through the remaining council members. Ava, who looked like a child curled up in her massive throne made of seashells, began to cry.
Walter shifted his weight, as if he were about to step forward, but at the last minute changed his mind. “We are counting on you,” he said slowly. “Together, with some time, we have a chance, but without you—”
“The Underworld is my realm, not the world above. I will seal it off and ensure that Cronus remains trapped until the winter solstice, but I have made my decision,” said Henry. “I ask that you all understand it was not made lightly.”
My mother stood, and she had the same look on her face that she’d worn when I’d decided to color my hair purple at eleven an
d get a tattoo when I was fourteen. Neither of those things had happened. “Henry, we are all frightened of the risks, but if you refuse to help us, we will lose. Surely you know that. The blood Cronus has already spilled—”
“It is a shame, and those of you who are injured have my deepest sympathies,” said Henry. “You of all people should understand why I am doing this, Diana. Kate is Calliope’s target, and you cannot deny that it is a miracle nothing happened to her today. I have already failed her twice, and I will not allow for a third time.”
I was on my feet before I realized what I was doing, the ache of my guilt and grief swiftly replaced by fury. “Don’t you dare use me as an excuse to abandon your family. Calliope will come after me whether you fight with them or not. I won’t stand by and let you do nothing just so everyone can blame me when the council loses.”
“No one would blame you, my dear,” said Walter. “Henry, without you, loss is inevitable. There is no one else capable of stopping Cronus, and if Calliope does not see the error of her ways within the year—”
“I am sorry,” said Henry. “I will not change my mind. You are not an excuse, Kate. If I step aside and seal the Underworld, no matter the outcome of the war, I will be able to keep you safe while continuing my duties and watching over the dead.”
“Why can’t you fight anyway?” I said. “Everyone’s going to die if you don’t.”
“Everyone may die if I do,” he said. “I will not risk your life. We have already seen the lengths Calliope will go to destroy you, and with Cronus’s interest in you, it is far too dangerous.”
Before I could sputter out a retort, Persephone stood. “What about the other Titans? If Henry—”
“What other Titans?” I said, my heart pounding.
Persephone gave me a look. “Would you let me finish? If Henry doesn’t want to help, then fine. There’s obviously nothing any of us can say to change his mind.” Her eyes flashed as she glared at Walter. “Father said no one would be judged for backing out. And before you throw a fit, Kate, we aren’t the only ones who can fight him. Not all of the other Titans were imprisoned. If we’re lucky, the ones who weren’t might be willing to help us.”
“The chances of the other Titans agreeing to fight on our side after we usurped them are infinitesimal,” said Walter, his expression hardening. “Nor would it be wise for us to risk giving Cronus allies.”
“Isn’t it worth a shot?” said Persephone.
“Rhea might help us,” said James, who’d remained quiet up until now. “I know where she is.”
“We do not have the time to court her,” said Walter. “We must prepare, and convincing her to go against her mate will undoubtedly take time—”
“Then let me do it,” I said, sounding much braver than I felt. “I want to do something.”
“Kate—” said Henry, but I cut him off.
“Don’t. You made your decision, now let me make mine. If you’re not going to participate, then we need to find someone else who will.”
“Henry is right,” said Walter. “You have had no experience with the Titans before. You are new to this life, and one wrong word—”
“Then send someone with me.”
“We cannot spare anyone,” said Walter tightly. “If you wish to go—”
“You can spare me.”
Ava spoke softly and without conviction, but her voice rose above Walter’s, and he paused. As they exchanged looks, something seemed to pass between them.
“Very well,” said Walter, and hope fluttered within me. Finally I wouldn’t be useless. Even if Rhea didn’t want to help, I would at least have the chance to try to make up for Henry withdrawing because of me. I couldn’t sit around and not do a damn thing when no matter what anyone else said, I knew their loss would be my fault.
A shadow passed over Henry, darkening the lines in his face until he was nearly unrecognizable. “Kate, please. Whatever concerns you have about taking the blame for this, how do you think I would feel if you did this because I withdrew and the worst happened to you?”
Something snapped inside of me. Of all the things he could use against me, this was the route he chose? “That’s the problem, Henry. I don’t know how you feel about me. Everyone else seems to have an opinion about it, but the only person I want to hear from is you. You won’t tell me though no matter how much I beg—all you do is risk the lives of everyone I love to keep me safe. How do you think that makes me feel?”
For a moment, he looked bewildered, but he quickly masked it with a neutral expression. “Before I met you, I was ready to fade. If something were to happen to you, my wishes have not changed.”
At first I thought I’d heard him wrong. He’d manipulated me before—the entire council had—but he’d never used his life against me. That was a line I thought he wouldn’t dare cross. Apparently I’d been wrong.
“Forgive me for not being worried,” I said, my words dripping with sarcasm as every small step we’d taken in the past few weeks crumbled. “Now that Persephone’s back in your life, I’d imagine you’ll want to stick around as long as there’s a chance she’ll kiss you again.”
Henry stilled, and behind me I heard my mother hiss, “Again? Persephone!”
That painful knot in my chest returned. “I know I’m not her and that I never will be, but you know what, Henry? That’s a good thing, because unlike her, I’m not going to betray you. I’m not going to fall in love with someone else and decide you’re not worth it, because you’re it for me. As long as you want me here, I’ll stay, but no matter how much I love you, I will not let you manipulate me like this. It isn’t fair to me, it isn’t fair to this council, and you have to stop it before it destroys us completely. Be as miserable as you’d like. You want to make out with her even though she doesn’t love you? Even though you haven’t so much as kissed me good-night since I arrived? Fine. Avoid me for years—hell, avoid me for eons. But don’t you dare try to stop me from doing what little I can to help prevent the world from crumbling.”
While Henry stared at me, his mouth slightly open, I turned to Walter. Henry didn’t get a say in what I did this time. “If you don’t mind, I’m going to get ready. The sooner we have another Titan on our side, the better chance we have at winning.”
Walter nodded once, and I stepped from the platform and walked through the circle, focusing straight ahead. I wouldn’t let any of them see me break down.
No one followed me through the pillars and into the antechamber. Once I closed the door, I leaned against it and shut my eyes, struggling to calm my racing heart. I’d done the right thing. Henry had left me with no other choice, and even if he pulled away now, at least it would be in earnest and not because he thought I didn’t love him.
The door behind me opened, and I stumbled. Persephone slid into the room and quickly shut the door, and in those few seconds, I heard several members of the council shouting at one another.
“Well, you certainly know how to make an exit,” said Persephone wryly, but her smirk dropped. “I’m sorry for what you saw. I had no idea.”
As if me being oblivious would have made it any better. “It doesn’t matter,” I mumbled, all the fight draining out of me. “I know why you did it.”
“Do you?” She sat on one of the benches and gestured for me to join her. I perched on the other end, as far away from her as I could get. “I know how he feels about me. It’s never been any secret, and no matter how strongly I discouraged him, it kept growing stronger. That was one of the reasons I decided to give up my immortality,” she added. “Because I knew eventually it would get to the point where he wouldn’t be able to take it anymore, and I’d hurt him enough as it was.”
As pretty a story as it was, I didn’t believe her. Persephone was nothing if not selfish. Maybe not as much as I’d initially thought, but
I’d seen enough to know that my first impressions weren’t completely wrong.
“You’re doing the right thing,” she said, echoing my self-assurances. “I understand why Henry’s withdrawing from the fight, but he’s doing it for the wrong reasons.”
“You mean trying to keep me alive isn’t a good enough reason?”
“Yes, that’s exactly what I mean,” she said, and I grimaced. There was no point in arguing though. She was right. “Like it or not, you’re just one person. Cronus will rip the entire world apart if he escapes the island.”
“You don’t think I know that?” I snapped. “If I could hand myself over and stop this entire thing, I would, but I can’t, because Calliope wants them all dead now. I don’t need you rubbing my nose in it.”
Persephone sighed. “Sorry. Seems I can’t say anything right, can I?”
That could easily be solved if she stopped treating me like I didn’t know anything. I didn’t, but there was no reason for her to be so offensive about it.
“Anyway,” said Persephone after a few seconds passed in silence. “That’s what I wanted to make sure of—that you knew why I kissed him. I’m sorry.”
I stared at my hands. I would have rather chewed off my thumbs than have this conversation. “I’m not mad at you for kissing him. I’m mad at Henry for wanting it.”
“You knew before it happened that he would,” she said. “So did I. But you know what? He didn’t enjoy it.”
I gave her a wary look. “What do you mean?”
“So you didn’t hear that part after all,” she said with a trace of smugness. “I thought so. You wouldn’t have freaked out if you had.”
I scowled. It was hard enough being civil to her without her acting like this. “Just tell me already, would you?”
She rolled her eyes. “That temper will get you into trouble someday. I asked Henry if it was as good as he’d expected, and he admitted it wasn’t. It took him a while, but I think he understands that what we had was never real.”
I said nothing. Even if I was wrong, that wouldn’t change how he’d treated me the past few months. It wouldn’t change how much he’d wanted to kiss her in the first place.