by ed. Pela Via
“The baby died. I put it in the trash. Remember to pull the can to the curb tomorrow.” —CP
“Yes, I could see it in the child there, a black door under the confetti of his brains…” —BB
“The thing was hissing and it tried to curl in on itself and Myra started shaking” —JRJ
“You were heavier than I expected, and the room felt bigger than it was.” —NY
“They take you at night. Or, they take you early in the morning.” —KM
“What was supposed to be an infant in seven months now sits in the palm of my hand.” —GT
“Without Tilly the world was clocks. They hovered with round faces and she scurried away.” —AG
“The moon is full on the horizon, full and dancing along the top of every gentle wave.” —ADJ
“She flared in the dark like some wild animal’s lone eye in my headlights.” —CC
“I look at her again. I want to see something there…to remember the woman I married. But I can’t.” —JRH
“She bites down hard on my collarbone and my whole body jerks.” —MJ
“For the 15 seconds it takes her to saw through the arm I’ve never loved anyone as much as her.” —CJD
“When I came out of that fever dream, stumbling into the sunlight…I had resurrected myself.” —LC
(photo: Charles King)
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