“Don’t you go losing that damned thing. That one’s going to make you famous,” he says and points at the cardboard box.
“Don’t worry. It’s not going to leave my sight, not even for a minute.”
A few more words, encouragement and hurried last thoughts, and then Lacey walks alone down the long hallway past classrooms and tall display cabinets, doors to other offices, and she doesn’t look back.
* * *
“I couldn’t find it on the map,” she said, watching the man’s callused, oil-stained hands as he counted out her change, the five dollars and two nickels that were left of the twenty after he’d filled the Jeep’s tank and replaced a windshield-wiper blade.
“Ain’t on no maps,” the man said. “Not no more. Ain’t been on no maps since sometime way back in the ’30s. Wasn’t much left to put on a map after the Feds finished with the place.”
“The Feds?” she asked. “What do they have to do with Innsmouth?” and the man stepped back from the car and eyed her more warily than before. Tall man with stooped shoulders and gooseberry-grey eyes, a nose that looked like it’d been broken more than once; he shrugged and shook his head.
“Hell, I don’t know. You hear things, that’s all. You hear all sorts of things. Most of it don’t mean shit.”
Lacey glanced at the digital clock on the dashboard, then up at the low purple-black clouds sailing by, the threat of more rain and nightfall not far behind it. Most of the day wasted on the drive from Amherst, a late start in a downpour, then a flat tyre on the Cambridge Turnpike, a flat tyre and a flat spare, and by the time she made Cape Ann it was almost four o’clock.
“What business you got up at Innsmouth, anyhow?” the man asked suspiciously.
“I’m a scientist,” she said. “I’m looking for fossils.”
“Is that a fact? Well, ma’am, I never heard of anyone finding any sort of fossils around here.”
“That’s because the rocks are wrong. All the rocks around the Cape are igneous and—”
“What’s that mean, ‘igneous’?” he interrupts, pronouncing the last word suspiciously, like it’s something that might bite if he’s not careful.
“It means they formed when molten rock—magma or lava— cooled down and solidified. Around here, most of the igneous rocks are plutonic, which means they solidified deep underground.”
“I never heard of no volcanoes around here.”
“No,” Lacey says. “There aren’t any volcanoes around here, not now. It was a very long time ago.”
The man watched her silently for a moment, rubbed at his stubbly chin as if trying to make up his mind whether or not to believe her.
“All these granite boulders around here, those are igneous rock. For fossils, you usually need sedimentary rocks, like sandstone or limestone.”
“Well, if that’s so, then what’re you doing looking for them out here?”
“That’s kind of a long story,” she said impatiently, tired of this distrustful man and the stink of gasoline, just wanting to get back on the road again if he can’t, or won’t, tell her anything useful. “I wanted to see Innsmouth Harbour, that’s all.”
“Ain’t much left to see,” he said. “When I was a kid, back in the ’50s, there was still some of the refinery standing, a few buildings left along the waterfront. My old man, he used to tell me ghost stories to keep me away from them. But someone or another tore all that shit down years ago. You take the road up to Ipswich and Plum Island, then head east, if you really wanna see for yourself.”
“Thank you,” Lacey said, and she turned the key in the switch and wrestled the stick out of park.
“Anytime at all,” the man replied. “You find anything interestin’, let me know.”
And as she pulled away from the gas station, lightning flashed bright across the northern sky, somewhere off towards Plum Island and the cold Atlantic Ocean.
3:15 P.M.
The train slips through the shadow cast by the I-84 overpass, brief ribbon of twilight from concrete and steel eclipse and then bright daylight again, and in a moment the Vermonter is pulling into the Hartford station. Lacey looks over her shoulder, trying not to look like she’s looking, to see if they’re still standing at the back of the car watching her, the priest and the oyster-haired crazy woman who gave her the envelope with the photograph and letter. And they are, one on each side of the aisle like mismatched gargoyle bookends. Ten minutes or so since she first noticed them back there, the priest with his newspaper folded and tucked beneath one arm and the oysterhaired woman staring at the floor and mumbling quietly to herself. The priest makes eye contact with Lacey and she turns away, looks quickly towards the front of the train again. A few of the passengers already on their feet, already retrieving bags and briefcases from overhead compartments, eager to be somewhere else, and the woman sitting next to Lacey asks if this is her stop.
“No,” she says. “No, I’m going on to New Haven.”
“Oh, do you have family there?” the woman asks. “Are you a student? My father went to Yale, but that was—”
“Will you watch my seat, please?” Lacey asks her and the woman frowns, but nods her head yes.
“Thanks. I won’t be long. I just need to make a phone call.”
Lacey gets up and the oyster-haired woman stops mumbling to herself and takes a hesitant step forward; the priest lays one hand on her shoulder and she halts, but glares at Lacey with her bulging eyes and holds up one palm like a crossing guard stopping traffic.
“I’ll only be a moment,” Lacey says.
“You can leave that here, too, if you like,” the woman who smells like wintergreen and mothballs says and Lacey realises that she’s still holding the box with the Innsmouth fossil.
“No. I’ll be right back,” Lacey tells her, gripping the box a little more tightly, and before the woman can say anything else, before the priest has a chance to change his mind and let the oyster-haired woman come after her, Lacey turns and pushes her way along the aisle towards the exit sign.
“Excuse me,” she says, repeated like a prayer, a hasty mantra as she squeezes past impatient, unhelpful men and women. She accidentally steps on someone’s foot and he tells her to slow the fuck down, just wait her turn, what the fuck’s wrong with her, anyway. Then she’s past the last of them and moving quickly down the steps, out of the train and standing safe on the wide and crowded platform. Glancing back at the tinted windows, she doesn’t see the priest or the crazy woman who gave her the envelope. Lacey asks a porter pulling an empty luggage rack where she can find a pay phone and he points to the Amtrak terminal.
“Right through there,” he says, “on your left, by the rest rooms.” She thanks him and walks quickly across the platform towards the doors, the wide, electric doors sliding open and closed, spitting some people out and swallowing others whole.
“Miss Morrow!” the priest shouts, his voice small above the muttering crowd. “Please, wait! You don’t understand!”
But Lacey doesn’t wait, only a few more feet to the wide terminal doors and never mind the damned pay phones, she can always call Jasper Morgan after she finds a security guard or a cop.
“Please!” the priest shouts, and the wide doors slide open again.
It ain’t me you got to be afraid of, Miss. Get that straight.
“You’ll have to come with us now,” a tall, pale man in a black suit and black sunglasses says as he steps through the doors onto the platform and the sun shines like broken diamonds off the barrel of the pistol in his left hand and the badge in his right. Lacey turns to run, but there’s already someone there to stop her, a black woman almost as tall as the pale man with the gun. “You’ll only make it worse on yourself,” she says in a thick Caribbean accent, and Lacey looks back towards the train, desperately searching the crowd for the priest, and there’s no sign of him anywhere.
* * *
After the gas station, Lacey followed Highway 1 south to Kent Corner and from there she took Have
rhill Street to the 1A, gradually working her way south and east, winding towards Ipswich and the sea. The sky beaten black and blue by the storms and the day dissolving slowly into a premature North Shore night while lightning fingers flicked greedily across the land. At Ipswich, she asked directions again, this time from a girl working behind the counter of a convenience store. The girl had heard of Innsmouth, though she’d never seen the place for herself, had only picked up stories at school and from her parents—urban legends mostly, wild tales of witches and sea monsters and strange lights floating above the dunes. She sold Lacey a Diet Coke and a bag of Fritos and told her to take Argilla Road out of town and stay on it all the way down to the river. “Be careful,” the girl said worriedly and Lacey smiled and promised that she would.
“Don’t worry about me,” she said. “I just want to have a quick look around.”
And twenty minutes later she reached the dead end of Argilla Road, a locked gate and chain-link fence crowned with loops of razor wire, stretching east and west as far as she could see. A rusty Army Corps of Engineers sign hung on the gate, NO TRESPASSING. VIOLATORS WILL BE PROSECUTED AND THIS AREA PATROLLED BY ARMED GUARDS—DO NOT ENTER. She parked the Jeep in a sandy spot near the fence and sat for a few minutes staring at the sign, wondering how many years it had been there, how many decades, before she cut the engine and got out. The wind smelled like rain and the sea, ozone and the fainter, silty stink of the salt marshes, commingled smells of life and sex and death; she sat on the cooling hood of the car with a folded topographic map and finished the bag of Fritos. Below her the land dropped quickly away to stunted trees, billowing swells of goldenrod and spike grass, and a few stingy outcroppings of granite poking up here and there through the sand. The Manuxet River snaked along the bottom of the valley, wandering through thickets of bullrush and silverweed, tumbling over a few low falls on its way down to the mouth of Ipswich Bay.
But there was no indication that there had ever been a town of any sort here, certainly no evidence that this deserted stretch of coastline had once been the prosperous seaport of Innsmouth, with its mills and factories, a gold refinery and bustling waterfront, its history stretching back to the mid-17th century. So maybe she was in the wrong place after all. Maybe the ruins of Innsmouth lay somewhere farther east, or back towards Plum Island. Lacey watched two seagulls struggling against the wind, raucous grey-white smudges drifting in the low indigo sky. She glanced at the topo map and then northwest towards a point marked castle hill, but there was no castle there now, if indeed there ever had been, no buildings of any sort, only a place where the land rose up one last time before ending in a weathered string of steep granite cliffs.
She’d drawn a small red circle on the map just offshore, to indicate the co-ordinates written on the lid of the old box from Cabinet 34— Latitude 42° 40″ N, Longitude 70° 43″ W—and Lacey scanned the horizon, wishing she’d remembered her binoculars, hanging useless in her bedroom closet at home. But there was something out there, a thin, dark line a mile or more beyond the breakwater, barely visible above the stormy sea. Perhaps only her imagination—something she needed to see—or a trick of the fading light, or both, and she glanced back down at the map. Not far from her red circle were contour lines indicating a high, narrow shoal hiding beneath the water and the spot was labelled simply ALLEN’S REEF. If the tide were out and the ocean calm, maybe there would be more to see, perhaps an aplitic or pegmatitic dike cutting through the native granite, an ancient river of magma frozen, crystallised, scrubbed smooth by the waves.
“What do you think you’ll find out there?” Jasper Morgan had asked her the day before. He’d come by her office with the results of a microfossil analysis of the sediment sample she’d scraped from the Innsmouth fossil. “There sure as hell aren’t any Devonian rocks on Cape Ann,” he’d said. “It’s all Ordovician, and igneous, to boot.”
“I just want to see it,” she’d replied, skimming the letter typed on Harvard stationary, describing the results of the analysis.
“So, what does it say?” Dr. Morgan had asked, but Lacey read all the way to the bottom of the page before answering him.
“The rock’s siltstone, but we already knew that. The ostracodes say Early Devonian, probably Lochkovian. And that snail’s definitely Loxonema. So, there you go. Devonian rocks somewhere off Cape Ann.”
“Damn,” he’d whispered, grinning and scratching his head, and they’d spent the next half-hour talking about the thing from Cabinet 34, more than a hundred million years older than anything with a forearm like that had a right to be. No getting around the fact that it looked a lot more like a hand, something built for grasping, than a forefoot, and “Maybe we ought to just put it back in that drawer,” Jasper Morgan had said, shaking his head. “Do you have any idea what kind of shit storm this thing’s gonna cause?”
“I think maybe I’m beginning to.”
“You might as well have found a goddamn cell phone buried in an Egyptian pyramid.”
Thunder rumbles somewhere nearby, off towards Rowley, and a few cold drops of rain; Lacey glanced down at the map and then out at the distant black line of Allen’s Reef one last time. Such a long drive to find so little, the whole day wasted, the night and the time it would take her to drive back to Amherst. Money spent on gasoline that could have gone for rent and groceries, and she slid off the hood of the Jeep and was already folding the map closed when something moved out on the reef. The briefest glimpse from the corner of one eye, the impression of something big and dark, scuttling on long legs across the rocks before slipping back into the water. Another thunder clap, then, and this time lightning like God was taking pictures, but she didn’t move, stared at the reef and the angry sea crashing over it.
“Just my imagination,” she whispered. Or maybe it had been a bird, or a particularly high wave falling across the rocks, something perfectly familiar made strange by distance and shadow.
The thunder rolled away and there were no sounds left but the wind blowing through the tall grass and the falls gurgling near the mouth of the Manuxet River. In an instant, the rain became a torrent and her clothes were soaked straight through before she could get back inside the Jeep.
3:25 P.M.
Handcuffs and a blindfold tied too tightly around her face before the man and woman who aren’t FBI agents shoved her into the back of a rust-green Ford van. And now she lies shivering on wet carpeting as they speed along streets that she can’t see. The air around her is as cold as a late December night and thick with the gassy, soursweet stench of something dead, something that should have been buried a long, long time ago.
“I already told you why,” the man in the black suit and sunglasses growls angrily, and Lacey thinks maybe there’s fear in his voice, too. “She didn’t have it, okay? And we couldn’t risk going onto the train after it. Monalisa’s people got to her first. I already fucking told you that.”
And whatever is in the back of the van with her answers him in its ragged, drowning voice like her grandmother dying of pneumonia when Lacey was seven years old. There are almost words in there, broken bits and pieces of words, vowel shards and consonant shrapnel, and the woman with the Caribbean accent curses and mumbles something to herself in French.
“Please,” Lacey begs them. “I don’t know what you want. Tell me what the fuck you want and I’ll give it to you.”
“You think so?” the woman asks. “You think it would be that easy now? After all this shit and you just gonna hand it over and we just gonna go away and leave you alone? Merde...”
The van squeals around a corner without bothering to slow down and Lacey is thrown sideways into something that feels like a pile of wet rags. She tries to roll away from it, but strong hands hold her fast and icy fingers brush slowly across her throat, her chin, her lips. Skin like sandpaper and Jell-O, fingertips that may as well be icicles, and she bites at them but her teeth close on nothing at all, a mouthful of frigid air that tastes like raw fish and spoiled vegetables.
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“We had strict fucking instructions to avoid a confrontation,” the man says and the car takes another corner, pitching Lacey free of the rag pile again.
“You just shut up and drive this damn car,” the woman says. “You gonna get us all killed. You gonna have the cops on us—”
“Then you better tell that slimy motherfucker back there to shut the hell up and stop threatening me,” the man growls at the woman. “I’m just about ready to say fuck you and him both. Pop a fucking cap in his skull and take my chances with the Order.”
The rag pile gurgles and then makes a hollow, gulping noise. Lacey thinks it’s laughing, as close as it can ever come to laughing, and she wonders how long it’s going to be before it touches her again, wonders if they’ll kill her first, and which would be worse.
“Yeah, this is sure some real goddamn funny shit,” the man grumbles.
Lacey presses her face against the soggy carpeting, eyes open but nothing there to see, rough fabric against her eyeballs, and she tries to wipe its touch from her skin. Nothing she’ll ever be able to scrub off, though, she knows that, something that’s stained straight through to her soul.
“Is it the fossil?” she asks. “Is this about the goddamn fossil?”
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