Alarms of all sorts clanged in Murk’s awareness, loud enough to drown out the surrounding creaking and complaining of the forest of trees. The hairs on his forearms rose tingling from his skin and he found it difficult to talk. ‘Have you a name, child?’ he managed, clearing his throat.
Her gaze became distant as she tilted her head. ‘For the longest time I did not know I needed one. Why distinguish one’s self from the other when there is no other? Then someone spoke to me and I knew the need. I asked for a name and he gave me one.’
‘And … what name was that, child?’
‘Celeste.’
Murk blew out a breath as if gut-punched. Not without a certain grim sense of humour, whoever that was. ‘And what are you doing here, Celeste?’
‘I do not know. I thought you’d know since you brought me here.’
Murk discovered he was sitting. He blinked up at the child who was now uncomfortably close, hands on knees, peering down at him. ‘You were dreaming for a time,’ she said. ‘Is that normal?’
‘It is when you’ve been hit over the head by a mattock,’ he grumbled under his breath.
She giggled, a hand covering her mouth. ‘I like you.’
‘That’s just dandy.’ Then he froze, listening. The surrounding woods had become quiet, almost breathless. ‘How long was I dreaming?’
She shrugged her thin shoulders. ‘I do not know your measure of time.’
‘Listen, we have to get out of here. It isn’t safe for … for you.’
‘But I rather like it here.’
‘That is good,’ said a new voice, a deep reverberating one. ‘For you will be imprisoned here for ever.’
Murk slowly turned his head. It was a demon – one of the shadowkind, a great hulking Artorallah, all covered in bristly black hair. ‘I wouldn’t mess with this child if I were you,’ he warned. ‘I really wouldn’t.’
The demon pressed a taloned hand to its broad chest. ‘I? It is not I who will act. These woods are here to keep you trespassers out. It is they who will act.’
Celeste was frowning as she regarded the demon. ‘I don’t know if I like you,’ she said.
Murk reached out to her. ‘Celeste—’ He broke off because he discovered he could not move. Knotted roots had grown up over his legs. Black fresh earth was now climbing his thighs. With enormous effort he managed to contain his panic, and he raised his eyes to the Artorallah. ‘You are making a mistake. Edgewalker would not countenance this.’
The demon’s fangs grated as it sneered. ‘What do you know of He Who Guards The Realm?’
Roots now clenched Murk’s waist, crushing the breath from him. ‘I know he banishes! He doesn’t…’ he grunted his pain, ‘imprison.’
‘Stop this,’ Celeste demanded of the Artorallah.
‘I am sorry, little mage,’ the demon answered Murk, sounding genuinely regretful. ‘But you have entered the forest of the Azathanai. There will be no escape for you.’
‘I told you to stop this!’ Celeste repeated, and she stamped her foot.
In answer to that tiny gesture, the ground shook as if wrenched by an earthquake. The nearest trees juddered from root to tip, branches whipping and snapping. The eruption travelled onward through the woods in an ever-widening circle. Murk was thrown free. The Artorallah steadied itself against a trunk. What must have been stunned disbelief played across its alien face. The ground beneath Celeste’s feet steamed and glowed as if molten.
‘Please, child!’ Murk shouted from where he lay. ‘Let us just go!’
She tossed her head high, her short hair flicking. ‘Well … if you wish. Very well.’ She waved a hand.
* * *
Blinking, Murk now peered up at the looming, concerned, lopsided face of Sour. He flinched from the warm stink of the man’s breath.
‘You was gone a long time there, Murk.’
He rubbed his face with both damp cold hands, let out a long hissed breath. He glanced about: it was evening, a light rain was falling, camp had been made. Someone had sat him down under a tree. Unfortunately in a damp spot and now the seat of his pants was sodden. Unless he was responsible for that damp spot – the moment he realized whom he’d met.
His gaze snapped to the nearby pack where it lay tied to its litter. So, no manifestation here. Was that a good thing or a bad thing? Could it – she – hear, see, what was going on around it? Could he communicate with her? Did he want the responsibility?
Captain Yusen emerged from the mist as Sour wandered off on some errand of his own. He squatted to study Murk through his narrowed slit gaze. ‘You find something?’
Murk inclined his head to the litter. ‘It’s aware, Captain.’
The gaze shifted to the pack, narrowed almost closed amid all the wrinkles and folds from a lifetime of such tightening. Decades of squinting across fields for the tiniest betraying details of threats or deployments. ‘What do you mean, “aware”?’
‘I mean aware. We met. Calls herself Celeste. Might be listening right now.’
Now the mouth pursed tight. The hatchet lines bracketing it deepened and lengthened. A worrier, this one, always thinking. ‘I see…’
‘Might be best to let the lads know. Watch their mouths. Act respectfully.’
A brief nod. ‘I understand. I’ll have a word with them. A way off.’ He straightened, cast one lingering glance to the litter, then offered Murk a nod. ‘Later.’
Murk fought the urge to salute. ‘Cap’n.’
Sour returned carrying a bowl of something steaming. He offered it and a fist of hardbread. ‘Reminds me too much of Blackdog.’
Murk winced. ‘I don’t want to hear about Blackdog.’ Gods, that mess! It still made him shiver. Just a lad then, fresh from his ’prenticeship with old blind Eghen. The man never did forgive him for joining the enemy …
‘’Cept it’s a lot warmer,’ Sour continued, musing. ‘An’ there’s way more rain. An’ it’s a jungle and not a forest or a bog.’ He wriggled down into a nook of dry roots close to Murk under the protection of the tall tree. ‘What’s the difference anyway? ’Tween a jungle and a forest?’
Murk edged away from him. ‘Damned if I know. Just words.’ He sucked on the bread, held the bowl between his knees, which were drawn up close to his chest. ‘I guess they mean places people feel threatened, where they don’t feel in charge or in control. Makes ’em want to hack it all down, that fear.’
‘What about the people living here?’
‘Hunh. Good question. ’Cause we’re foreigners to these lands we might think they feel the same fearful way about it, hey? But I don’t think they do. I think they call it home.’
Dusk came quickly beneath the cloud cover and the thick canopy. Sour’s eyes glistened in the dark and they shifted to the litter, and its burden, under guard of five soldiers. ‘And our guest? Somethin’ to fear? We don’t control it, neither…’
Murk chewed on the bread and winced as he bit down on a stone. He felt about for it then spat aside. ‘No. Not just now, anyway. It – she’s – curious right now. It’s as if…’ He swallowed any further speculation. It seemed premature. His partner’s attention swung briefly to him, then away. He tucked his hands up under his armpits and let his chin fall to his chest. Almost immediately the rise and fall of the fellow’s chest steadied and to all appearances he was asleep. But Murk knew he wasn’t; Sour had cast his awareness outwards and was watching the surroundings for anyone’s approach. Halfway into the night it would be his turn and so he wrapped his arms around his knees, set his chin on to his knees and let his eyes close.
What he hadn’t said was that this shard, or sliver, or whatever it was, seemed to have acted as if it had never met anyone before. As if it had always been alone, or imprisoned, or lost, or whatever. Innocent of everything. Naïve. An ignorant god. Laughable idea, wasn’t it? But there it was.
So, question was – what was he to do about it? Teach the thing the ways of the world? Him? A failed cadre mage and thief? No. Not for him
. Way too much responsibility, that. Not in the job description. Still … there were others around this region who’d jump at the chance, weren’t there, Murk me boy? Would you want these Thaumaturgs teaching it what to believe? Or this Ardata and her menagerie? Who else was there? Maybe this Yusen fellow? Gods – did he want to be the one to offer someone such a dangerous choice? To be responsible for – well, for the disaster that could follow? Dare he do that to the man? Or anyone, for that matter?
A stick poked him and Murk cracked open one eye. Sweetly stood peering down at him; the scout looked to have been dragged through a mud pit. ‘Way?’ the man asked, hardly moving his lips, his hair plastered down by the rain.
Murk blinked up at him. ‘Way? You mean … which way? To go?’ The scout just stared, his jaws bunching as he chewed on something. ‘You mean tomorrow? Which way to go tomorrow?’ More silent chewing, the eyes flat and devoid of any emotion. Murk held up his open hands. ‘Look, Sweetly … this mysterious man of few words act is really getting up my nose. I’ve seen the act a thousand times and frankly, I’m tired of it. Okay? So … what do you say to that, hey?’
The eyes slid aside to squint into the dark for a time then returned to him. The scout chewed, thoughtful, then he ventured, ‘South?’
Murk let his head fall until his forehead pressed against his knees. ‘Yes. South. For now – south.’ He heard nothing but knew the man was gone. May the gods learn wisdom! What choice did he have? It would have to be him.
No one else around here seemed sane enough.
* * *
It was perhaps the constant unchanging drone of the insects that did it. That insistent buzzing that grated on one’s consciousness, sleeping and waking. The only defence was to block it out. To raise walls. If only to protect one’s mind. So would Shimmer sometimes come to herself, blinking and twitching, like a sleeper breaching the surface of a deep slumber. During these moments she often found she was standing at the rail staring at the murky river’s surface where branches and other wrack drifted past – even the occasional fat and gorgeously bright flower blossom. Sometimes it would be day, the sun blurred as if seen through air like a thick sticky soup; other times it would be night, the Scimitar glowing deep jade behind the cloud cover of the seasonal rains. It did not seem to matter. In any case, the scenery never changed: thick impenetrable jungle choked the shores. Occasionally she glimpsed what might have been the decaying remains of a dugout canoe lying on the muddy shore, or an overgrown clearing of cultivated land, or the rotted woven walls of what might have once been a collection of huts.
But all this was merely the mundane scenery. Bizarre visions also assaulted her. Storms of gaudy multicoloured birds would gyre past the vessel. Immense creatures resembling giant bats – wyverns? – glided through the night. Sometimes it seemed that faces appeared beneath the river, met her gaze, then drifted away. And she would catch glimpses of the oddest silhouettes of creatures she had no name for stalking the shores to either side: creatures half human and half beast. D’ivers? Soletaken? Or something completely unknown to her?
All the while some nagging irksome worry plucked and tugged at her. Something was wrong. Something … Blinking, she glanced about to see her fellow Avowed standing silent and immobile, as if dead, or enchanted. Broken branches cluttered the deck along with leaves and fallen equipment; the masts and yardarms hung draped in shreds of rotten sailcloth; vines the ship had scraped from trees dragged in the weak wash behind the vessel.
Shimmer blinked again then jerked, wrenching her hands from the rail. No! K’azz! Where was he? Must find him. In an immense lurch of mental effort she forced herself to turn to her nearest companion: Cole. She prodded the man, but he failed to respond. Drawing back her hand she slapped him across the face.
He rocked, his sandy hair flying. Then he touched at his jaw and frowned. ‘Shimmer?’
‘Where’s K’azz? Find him.’
‘Yes … right.’
Shimmer moved off, stepping carefully over the litter choking the deck. She found him near the bow, leaning on the railing. Rutana stood with him; she seemed to be studying him. ‘K’azz!’ He did not respond. She leaned close, trying to catch his gaze. ‘K’azz!’
His attention slowly rose to her. His pale hazel eyes focused. ‘Yes?’
‘We haven’t eaten in days. We need to put in. We’re all weakening.’
He cocked his head as if trying to recall something, then nodded thoughtfully. ‘Ah, yes.’ He turned to Rutana. ‘We must put in.’
Leaning on the railing, hands clenching her upper arms, the woman crooked her maddening half-smile. ‘You can try…’
‘I demand it,’ said K’azz and he moved to the unmanned tiller.
Shimmer glanced ahead and pointed. ‘There! A clearing.’
K’azz slewed the tiller arm over. At first nothing happened. Perhaps it was K’azz’s will, or a grudging acquiescence on the part of whatever drove the vessel, but gradually the bowsprit, draped in its hanging creepers and branches, edged over towards the shore.
The servant of Ardata pursed her wrinkled lips, as if determined to appear indifferent.
‘Wake everyone,’ K’azz told Shimmer. She went to obey.
When the vessel neared the shore Cole and Amatt dived in, swam to the root-choked slope and dragged themselves up. The best ropes that could be found were tossed, and they tied them off where they could. A tiny dory was lowered. All this, Rutana and her compatriot Nagal watched from the rail, arms crossed, their expressions set in mild disapproval.
Turgal, Amatt and Cole set off into the dense woods as a hunting party. Shimmer and the two mages walked about the shore, relieved to be free of the river for a time. Like everyone, Shimmer had long since abandoned her metal armour and now wore only her long padded gambeson, metal-studded, and hung with straps and buckles. She carried her long whipsword on her back, a knife belted at her side. Her hair hung loose, sticking to the back of her neck. She knew it stank of old sweat.
Here, between deluges of the rainy season, the ground was dry, the undergrowth long dead. Perhaps new shoots were soon to arise. The humidity in the close confines of the jungle, the rankness of rotting vegetation, all oppressed her. Exploring, she found the remains of an old village, perhaps even the layered remains of many such. Decaying bamboo poles stood from the ground. Stones lay half buried: for grinding? For building? She picked up one worked into a haft or long handle. A pestle? What could they have been grinding here? She’d seen only small gardens.
The snap of branches brought her attention round; her absentminded wandering had brought her far from the others, and much farther from the riverside than she’d intended. Shapes moved through the woods around her. Hunched forward they were, gangly, with long arms and long heads. They closed now from all sides. Shimmer turned in place, reaching back to draw her whipsword.
‘Who are you? What do you want?’
One of the creatures stilled, rising back on its rear legs. ‘Impertinence!’ it coughed, as if barking. ‘That you should demand such of us!’
‘We who live here,’ said another, from close behind, making Shimmer spin about.
Closer now, they resembled Soletaken, yet not. A great deal of the man-jackal Ryllandaras looked to be in them as they resembled half men, half dogs, with long dark muzzles, and coats of hair striped tawny and black across their backs. She even glimpsed multiple teats on one – females, too?
‘What do you want?’ she demanded, striking a ready stance. It surprised her that though it was distorted and slurred by their canine mouths, they were speaking an accented Talian.
‘You should ask that of us!’ the first growled again. ‘You who invade our lands!’
‘Your lands?’
The creature threw its taloned hands wide as if enraged. Grey hair lined its stomach. ‘Who else? Stupid trespasser.’
‘You speak Talian…’
‘We speak your Isturé tongue, yes. You brothers and sisters of betrayers and turncoats.’
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‘You mean Skinner…’
Many about her hunched, hissing and growling at the name. ‘Yes. Now, get back in your thing that floats and go away. We do not want you here. You are not welcome. Go away.’
‘Ardata invited us.’
The creatures snarled anew, hands spasming as if eager to tear at her. Long carmine tongues lolled as they panted. ‘Speak not her name! You are unworthy. You are betrayers and untrue.’
‘Betrayers? So Skinner—’
Enraged, they closed all at once. Shimmer spun, the keen blade of her whipsword flashing in the light. The nearest lurched away clutching at slashed forearms, muzzles, throats. In the pause of surprise that followed, she warned, ‘I mean you no harm!’
Something struck her from behind and she fell, twisting, to look up at another. ‘Eat the bitch!’ this one howled and threw its maw wide, teeth reaching for her.
Flames lanced over Shimmer, roaring like an opened furnace. The creatures yowled their agony. She clenched her eyes, holding her breath, and turned her face into the hot dry earth. A great rushing wind pulled at her and the heat dissipated. She lifted her face to dare a glance. The dry brush was aflame all about her. Smoking blackened carcasses lay amid the ash, seeping boiling juices. She straightened, gingerly, whipsword ready.
To one side stood a figure as familiar as it was impossible that he should be here: her dead fellow Avowed, Smoky. He appeared just as stunned as she. He studied his hands, obviously quite bewildered.
‘How…’ she began, amazed.
‘Got no damned idea,’ he said before he dissipated into blown dust that drifted away on the anaemic wind.
Someone approached, steps crackling in the burnt grass. Shimmer turned to see the Jacuruku witch Rutana. She was kneading the many leather straps that encircled her arms as she studied the seared earth. She lifted her chin. ‘I told you not to leave the ship.’
‘Foreigner…’ a voice grated, weak and wet.
Shimmer glanced about searching for the source of the faint call. She found that one of the blackened shapes still breathed. ‘Yes?’
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