by neetha Napew
But what choice had he had? When the Lizards came the Russians were far away and themselves reeling under German attack. The British were beleaguered, the Americans so distant they might as well have been on the dark side of the moon. Set beside the Nazis,
the Lizards looked like a good bargain. No, they were a good bargain.
All the same, he sometimes wished he'd not had to make it. Such thoughts flew away when he turned a corner and saw Mordechai Anielewicz coming toward him. The young leader of the Jewish fighters was surrounded by several of his men, all of them heavily armed, all in the ragged mishmash of military gear and ordinary clothes Russie had seen on the other warrior.
Anielewicz himself carried no weapons. Though he dressed as shabbily as his followers, his firm stride and the space the others kept clear around him proclaimed him to be cock o' the walk here.
He nodded, cautiously, to Russie. Allies and rivals at the same time, they drew their power from different sources: Anielewicz straight from the barrels of his fighters' guns, Russie
from the confidence the Jews of Warsaw placed in him. Because of that, neither was as confident with the other as he would have been with one of his own kind.
Anielewicz spoke first: "Good day to you, Reb Moishe. How did your meeting with the Lizard governor go?"
"Well enough," Russie answered. "He complained the weather was too cool to suit him, though."
"Did he?" Anielewicz said. A couple of the Jewish fighters laughed. Anielewicz's smile was broad, but never quite reached his eyes. "He'll complain more in a few months, and that's a fact. What else did he have to say?"
"It doesn't sound as though there's much hope for more rations any time soon." Russie explained Zolraag's supply problems. They were something the Jews' military leader
needed to know.
"Too bad." Anielewicz scowled. "We really need more than the Poles, because we had so much less for so long. But if he can't, he can't I don't want to start a war with the Armja Krajowa over this; they outnumber us too badly."
"Bor-Komorowski was in to see Zolraag just before me. He isn't too happy about how much we're getting now."
"Too bad," Anielewicz said again. "Still, it's worth finding out, and it's not what you'd call a surprise." His gaze sharpened; he peered at Russie as if over a gunsight. "And what did His Lizardy Excellency have to say about the Nazi bastards and SS swine who couldn't run fast enough when they got thrown out, of here? Has he figured out what he's going to do with them yet?"
"He asked me what I thought, as a matter of fact," Russie said.
"And what was your answer?" Anielewicz asked softly.
Russie took a deep breath before he answered: "I told him that, if it were up to me, I would treat them as prisoners of war." Almost all the fighters growled at that. Ignoring them, Moishe went on: "Doing so would pull the teeth from the propaganda the Germans are putting out against us. And besides if we treat them as they treated us, how are we any better than they?"
"They did it to us for sport. When we do it to them, it's for vengeance," Anielewicz said with the same exaggerated patience he would have used in explaining to a child of four. "Do you want to be the perfect ghetto Jew, Reb Moishe, the one who never hits back no matter what the goyim do to you? We've
come too far for that." He slapped one of his men on the shoulder. The fellow's slung Mauser bounced up and down.
Standing up to armed ruffians, Russie discovered, was hardly easier when they were Jews than it had been when they were Germans. He said, "You know what I am. Was I not with you when we rose? But if murder in cold blood was wrong for the Germans, I tell you again that it does not magically become right for us."
"What did Zolraag think when you said this to him?"
"If I understand him rightly, he thought I was out of my mind," Russie adimitted, which jerked a few startled laughs from the fighters around Anielewicz.
"He may well have a point." The smile Anielewicz gave Russie was far from
pleasant; it reminded him of a wolf curling back its lip to show its teeth. He studied the young Jewish fighting leader. Anielewicz was different from the Germans who had until lately been his models in matters military. Most of them were professionals, going about their business no matter how horrific that business might be. Anielewicz, by contrast, gave the impression that he loved what he was doing.
Did that make him better or worse? Russie couldn't decide. He said, "As may be. He wants some sort of consensus from us before he acts— you'll have noticed that the Lizards think we must have someone who can make binding decisions for our whole community."
Now Mordechai Anielewicz let out a snort of genuine amusement. "Has he ever watched anyone trying to get three Jews to agree about anything?"
"I would say not. But I would also say something else: we used the Lizards to save our own lives, because nothing they did to us could be worse than what the Nazis were already doing. Well and good thus far, Mordechai. No one who knows the truth of what we suffered could blame us for that— a drowning man grabs any plank in the sea."
One of the fighters growled, "What about the ones who won't believe the truth even, when it's shoved in their fat faces?"
"If you'd believed the Nazis would do all they said they'd do, would you have stayed in Poland?" Russie asked. Like a lot of Polish Jews, Russie had relatives in England and more distant ones in the United States. His parents had got letters after Hitler came to power, urging them to get out while they could. They hadn't listened— and they were dead now.
The fighter grunted. He was in his late thirties; maybe he'd made the choice to stay himself instead of having his parents do it for him.
Anielewicz put the conversation back on track. "Were you coming to some sort of point about the Lizards, Reb Moishe? I do hope so, for you've said nothing to convince me thus far."
"Think about this, then: we did what we had to do with the Lizards, I grant you that. But are we wise to do any more than we have to do? Telling them to shoot their German prisoners for us plays into their hands, and into the hands of the rest of the Germans as well. If you do not think well of mercy for mercy's sake, look at that before you urge a slaughter."
"Are you sure you intended to be a doctor? You argue like a reb, that's certain." But Anielewicz really did think about what Russie'd said; Russie could see it in his face. Slowly, the fighting leader said, "You're telling
me you don't want us to be the Lizards' cat's-paws."
"That's it exactly." Maybe Russie had found the key to reaching the fighting leader after all. "We have to be, to some extent, because we're so much weaker than they are. But when we let them put our name on their wickedness, it becomes ours as well in the eyes of the world."
The fighter who'd spoken before said, "He may have something there, boss." He sounded reluctant to admit it; Moishe admired him the more for speaking.
"Yes, he just may." The glance Anielewicz shot Russie was no more friendly for that. "By God, Reb Moishe, I want vengeance on those Nazi bastards. When the Lizards bombed Berlin, I cheered, do you know that? I cheered."
"I would be lying if I said I was as sorry as I should have been," Russie said.
"Well, there you are," Anielewicz said, as if he'd proven something. Maybe he had.
If so, Russie did not care to concede it. "Cheering, though, was wrong, don't you see? Most of those Germans had done nothing more to the Lizards than we'd done to the Germans. They just happened to be in Berlin when the Lizards dropped their bomb. The Lizards didn't care that they weren't soldiers; they went ahead and killed them anyhow. They aren't angels, Mordechai."
"This I know," Anielewicz answered. "But better our devils than the devils on the other side."
"No, that's not the lesson." Moishe stubbornly shook his head. "The lesson is, better that we not become devils ourselves."
Anielewicz's scowl was fearsome. Russie felt the fear. If the leader of the Jewish fighting forces chose to ignore him, what could he do about it? But bef
ore Anielewicz replied, he glanced at the fighters who accompanied him. A couple of them were nodding at Russie's words. That seemed only to make Anielewicz angrier.
"All right!" He spat on the filthy cobblestones. "We'll keep the stinking Germans alive, then, if you love them so well."
"Love them? You must be out of your mind. But I hope I still know what justice is. And," Russie added, "I hope I still know that what mankind thinks of me is more important than any Lizard's good opinion— and that includes Zolraag's." His own vehemence surprised him, the more so because he got on well with the aliens' governor.
Anielewicz also surprised him. "There for
once we agree, Reb Moishe. There, in fact, we might even find common ground with General Bor-Komorowski, should the need ever arise."
"Really?" Russie was not sure he wanted to find common ground with Bor-Komorowski on anything save the desirability of getting rid of the Germans. Bor-Komorowski was a good Polish patriot, which made him only a little less fascist— or perhaps just less efficiently fascist—than Heinrich Himmler. Still..." That may be useful, one of these days."
9
Moscow! The winter before, German troops had seen the spires of the Kremlin from the Russian capital's suburbs. None came any closer than that, and then they'd been thrown back in bitter fighting. Yet now Heinrich walked freely through the streets the Wehrmacht had been unable to reach.
Beside him, Georg Schultz looked this way and that, as he did every day going to and from the Kremlin. Schultz said, "I still have trouble believing how much of Moscow is still in one piece. We bombed it, the Lizards bombed it— and here it is still."
"It's a big city," Ja'ger answered. "It can take a lot of punishment and not show much. Big cities are hard to destroy, unless..." His voice trailed away. He'd seen pictures of Berlin now, and wished he hadn't.
He and Schultz both wore ill-fitting civilian suits of cheap fabric and outdated cut. He would have been ashamed to put his on back in Germany. Here, though, it helped him fit in, for which he was just as glad. He would not have been safe in his tankman's uniform. In the Ukraine, the panzer troops had sometimes been welcomed as liberators. Germans remained enemies in Moscow, even after the coming of the Lizards.
Schultz pointed to a poster on a brick wall. "Can you read what that says, sir?"
Jager's Russian was better than it had been, but still far from good. Letter by unfamiliar Cyrillic letter, he sounded out the poster's message. "Smert means 'death,'" he said. "I don't know what the second word is. Something to do with us."
"Something nasty," Schultz agreed. The poster showed a pigtailed little girl lying dead
on the floor, a doll beside her. A footprint in blood led the eye to a departing soldier's marching boot, on the heel of which was a German swastika.
Before he got to Moscow, Ja'ger had been certain down to the very core of him that the Wehrmacht would have beaten the Red Army for good this year had the Lizards not intervened. Now he wondered, though he'd never said so out loud. It wasn't just that Russia was so much bigger than Germany; he had known that all along. But despite the stubbornness of Soviet resistance, he hadn't believed the Russian people were as firmly behind Stalin as the Germans were behind Hitler. Now he did, and it was a disturbing thought.
His shoes scuffed on the paving of Red Square. The Germans had planned a victory parade there, timed for the anniversary of the Bolshevik Revolution. It hadn't happened.
Russian sentries still paced back and forth in front of the Kremlin wall in their own stiff version of the goose step.
Jager and Schultz came up to the gateway by which they entered the Kremlin compound. Jager nodded to the guards there, a group of men he saw every third day. None of the Russians nodded back. They never did. Their leader, who wore a sergeant's three red triangles on his collar patches, held out his hand. "Papers," he said in Russian.
As usual, he carefully examined the documents the Germans produced, compared photographs to faces. Jager was certain that if he ever forgot his papers, the sergeant would not pass him through even though he recognized him. Breaking routine was not something the Russians did well.
Today, though, he and Schultz had everything in order. The sergeant started to stand aside
to pass them through when someone else came trotting across Red Square toward the checkpoint. Ja'ger turned to see who was in such a tearing hurry. As he did, his mouth fell open. "I'll be Goddamned," Schultz said, which about summed things up.
Unlike the tankmen, the fellow approaching wore a German uniform— an SS uniform at that— and wore it with panache. His every aggressive stride seemed to warn that anyone who gave him trouble would have a thin time of it. He was tall and broadshouldered and would have been handsome had a scar not seamed his left cheek. Actually, he was handsome anyhow, in a piratical sort of way.
Instead of bristling at him as Ja'ger had expected, the Russian guards grinned and nudged each other. The sergeant said, "Papers?"
The SS man drew himself up to his full
impressive height. "Stuff your papers, and stuff you, too!" he said in a deep, booming voice. His German held an Austrian accent. The sentries practically hugged themselves with glee. The sergeant came to an attention stiffer than he might have granted Marshal Zhukov, waved the big bruiser into the Kremlin.
"Why didn't we ever try that?" Schultz said admiringly.
"I don't have the balls for it," Ja'ger admitted.
The SS man spun toward them. For all his size, he was light on his feet "So you are Germans after all," he said. "I thought you might be, but what with those rag-pickers' getups, I couldn't be sure till you opened your mouths. Who the devil are you, anyway?"
"Major Heinrich Ja'ger, Sixteenth Panzer," Ja'ger answered crisply. "Here is my tank gunner, Sergeant Georg Schultz. And now,
Herr Hauptsturmfuhrer. I might ask you the same question." The SS rank was the equivalent of captain; however much brass this fellow had, Jager was his superior.
The SS man's brace was almost as rigid— and as full of parody— as the Soviet sergeant's had been. Clicking his heels, he declared in falsetto, "SS Hauptsturmfuhrer Otto Skorzeny begs leave to report his presence, sir!"
Jager snorted. The scar on Skorzeny's cheek partly froze the left corner of his mouth and turned his smile into something twisted. Jager asked him, "What are you doing here, especially in that suit? You're lucky the Ivans haven't decided to take your nose and ears."
"Nonsense," Skorzeny said. If he ever had doubts about anything, he didn't show them in public. "Russians only know how to be one of two things: masters or slaves, if you convince
them you're the master, what does that leave them?"
"If," Georg Schultz murmured, too softly for the SS man to hear.
"You still haven't said why you're here," Ja'ger persisted.
"I am acting under orders from—" Skorzeny hesitated; Ja'ger guessed he'd been about to say from Berlin. He resumed: "from my superiors. Can you say the same?" He gave Ja'ger's Russian suit a fishy stare.
Beside Ja'ger, Schultz stirred angrily. Ja'ger wondered if this arrogant Hauptsturmfuhrer had ever seen action that required him to get those polished boots dirty. But that question answered itself: Skorzeny wore the ribbon for a wound badge between the first and second buttons of his tunic. All right, he had some idea of what was real, then. And his
counterquestion made Jager think— what would the authorities have to say about how he was working with the Red Army?
He briefly summarized how he had come to be in Moscow. Maybe Skorzeny had done some fighting, but could he say he'd taken out a Lizard panzer? Not many had, and not many of those who had still lived.
When he was through, the SS man nodded. Now he blustered less. "You might say we're both in Moscow for the same reason, then, Major, whether with official approval or without. We have a common interest in showing the Ivans how to make themselves more effective foes for the Lizards."
"Ah," Jager said. Just as the Soviets
no longer treated Germans caught on Russian soil as prisoners of war (or worse), the surviving pieces of the government of the Reich must have decided to do their best to keep the
Russians in the fight now and worry about their being Bolshevik Slavic Untermenschen later.
The three Germans walked together toward the Kremlin. The heart of Soviet Russia still wore the camouflage it had donned after the Russo-German war began. Its bulging onion domes, an architecture alien and oriental to Jager's eyes, had their gilding covered over with battleship gray paint Walls were mottled with patches of black and orange, yellow and brown, rather like the hide of a leprous giraffe, to confuse attackers from the air.
Such tricks had not entirely spared it from damage. Stolid, wide-shouldered women in shawls and drab dresses carried bricks and chunks of wood away from a recent bomb hit. The sick-sweet stink of day before yesterday's battlefield hung over the place. That smell always made Jager's heart beat faster in remembered fear.