by wildbow
“Good. I’ll either come with you or meet up with you shortly, we’ll have a good chat with Wendy. Jamie?”
“Infrastructure. The school. They have to have measures in place in case of trouble. Even if they aren’t obvious. We just need to ask the head of Dame Cicely’s, or someone else in a position to know. I know most of the faculty’s names—”
“From the book in the room,” I said.
“Yes. I might be a little out of date, but I can get something in motion. Soldiers, security measures, quarantine…”
“Too dangerous,” Gordon said. “You’d have to go through the school, and you could run into Warren.”
“I was thinking we could knock on doors for the larger homes near the Academy,” Jamie said. “Where the staff probably live.”
Gordon looked where Jamie was pointing. The houses in that general direction weren’t taller, but they sprawled more, many had multiple trees on the property, and if memory served, they’d had more extensive gardens.
“Makes sense,” he said. “Lillian, go with him. You can fill in the gaps, you have the knowledge to know what the quarantine measures might involve.”
Lillian nodded.
“I’ll rally some of the people who we recruited before,” Gordon said. “We can maneuver to limit her range of movement, now that we know where she is. If there’s anything in the building that she can’t leave behind, then she’ll have to hang back—”
“No,” I cut Gordon off. “It doesn’t work like that. She said she already put it into motion. It’s not something like that, and it can’t be something she needs to pack up, because she’s been moving too fast and too far. She met Lady Claire and she made a connection, and then she moved in. That’s a lot harder to do if you’re bringing a small lab with you.”
“You’re assuming she’s telling the truth,” Gordon said.
“Yeah,” I said. “Yeah, I am.”
“Why?”
“Because I don’t think she thinks lying would serve any purpose,” I said, simply.
Gordon frowned. “You’re romanticizing her.”
“I’m figuring her out,” I said, a little testily. “Genevieve Fray is putting up a front, one that she buys into, at least a little. That she’s doing the right thing, that she’s being fair, and being nice. Anyone that gets in her way is the bad guy. If and when she runs into trouble or if the plans fall through, or if push comes to shove, she gets to feel justified because she played fair, she was honest, and the bad guys were the ones who crossed the line. That idea is worth more than whatever ground she might gain by outright lying.”
“Uh huh,” Gordon said.
“Which doesn’t reveal much of anything about the person behind that front, who might not be a good person at all, and who would feel no need to pretend,” I added, as an afterthought. “But the Genevieve Fray I’ve talked to puts a lot of stock in being straightforward.”
“Uh huh,” he said, again. “We need to talk, later.”
“Sure,” I said.
“For now, we go with your instincts. We assume she isn’t lying.”
I nodded.
“Everyone knows where they’re going, then?” Gordon asked. “We meet at the fire where the failed students hang out. Mary, keep an eye on Jamie and Lillian. I know it’ll be hard as you get further away, but do what you can to keep an eye on each other.”
Mary nodded.
It was good. Telling Mary that in a way that let Lillian and Jamie know that the inverse was also true. Keep an eye on Mary.
“Let’s move. Close the net, let’s help Warren, best as we can,” Gordon said, echoing me, though the look in his eye was telling.
Fray is going to make a move, I thought. I doubted we could stop it. She was the iron fist in the velvet glove, gentleness and passivity on the surface, but force and determination lurking within. The moment we had an edge, well, most fists came in pairs, and there was no velvet where Warren was concerned.
I looked at Wendy, and I could imagine Warren as the inverse of Fray. He wasn’t lost or completely given over to his monstrous, brutish nature. There was something gentle at the core. Velvet was the wrong word for it, though.
We broke away from the other group, entering the edges of the woods that encircled the upper half of Kensford and Dame Cicely’s.
This was a route that Jamie would have been better equipped to navigate. Without much light to go by and with very few landmarks, we were largely in the dark.
But the campfire was a place where the fire was almost perpetually burning. These weren’t students who slept. They were people without futures, or people who thought they lacked futures, and people like that didn’t sleep easy. Even if death was metaphorical, a loss of all choice and greater hope, one didn’t want to squander their remaining days or months sleeping.
‘Ronnie’ was there, sitting by the fire, with a few monsters and two young women, less than had been here before. Her surgically modified face stared down into the flames.
“You’re here,” Gordon observed.
“I’m managing things,” she said. “Telling people where to go, covering important spots.”
“We need you to manage things in another direction. We found her,” Gordon said.
Ronnie sat up, but the look of surprise on her face wasn’t a look of pleasant surprise. She looked upset, offended.
“We’re not going to take this chance from you,” I said, quiet.
“You’re creepy little ones, eh?” Ronnie asked, in her odd accent, before settling back down. “Stepping out of the shadows, talking about big things, like you know me somehow.”
You’re easy to read. Everyone, deep down inside, they want something, they fear something, they feel hungers. The amounts and the flavors of these things vary, but you wear it on your face.
“We don’t have time to dally,” Gordon said. “How fast can you get the others to Dame Cicely’s? She was in the basement labs, she’s leaving right this second.”
“She’s leaving. Was she ever real?”
“Genevieve Fray was real,” I said.
“She was real,” Wendy echoed me.
Ronnie’s eyes narrowed.
“Do this, we put in a good word with people that count,” I said. “Not for all of you, but for you, and the ones you care the most about. I know you have some who are here just because, and you have some who are here, who truly belong, your allies. Genuinely help us, succeed or fail, and I promise you you’ll get what you need.”
“Big promises,” she said. She didn’t sound convinced.
“Your call,” Gordon said.
Ronnie frowned, then she looked at the girls sitting next to her, first one, then the other, talking under her breath.
They broke off into a run. One hopped onto the back of the creature that had been slumbering behind her, hugging its back with her hood up and her head down by its shoulder as it darted off into the brush. The other proceeded on foot, her pet lumbering behind her.
“Let’s go sit by the fire, honey,” Helen said. “Warm you up.”
“I’m already warm.”
“We’ll make it easier to be warm,” Helen coaxed.
We gathered on the bench, while Ronnie remained where she was, watching intently.
I looked at the girl and raised a finger to my lips. She didn’t give any indication that she’d seen.
“Genevieve was working on something, wasn’t she?” Gordon asked.
“Yes.”
“Do you know what she was working on?”
Wendy shook her head.
“What sort of things was she doing?” he asked.
“Things?”
“When she was in the lab. Was there anything she focused on? Things she paid more attention to?”
“I don’t—I don’t—”
“Okay,” Gordon hurried to say. “Okay. That’s fine.”
Too complicated.
She’d died. Her old memories were gone, her faculties more limited. Even i
f the brain was rescued promptly after death, death was death. There was always some damage.
“Did she ever talk about viruses?” Helen asked.
Wendy shook her head.
“Bacteria? Parasites?”
A pause, a frown, a few seconds thought. Then, once again, a shake of the head.
I thought of something Fray had mentioned, then jumped in, “There are monsters in every town. Did she talk about those? About paying visits to anyone or anything in particular?”
The frown was deeper. I saw the fidgeting.
I could have interrupted, before her thoughts worked themselves into a corner and something gave, but this one was important. We had some basis in fact. Much as I’d described to Gordon, Fray was obvious, she was direct.
“I want Warren,” Wendy said.
“I know,” Helen said, gentle. She gave Wendy a pat on the shoulder.
“I want Warren,” Wendy said, monotone.
Repetition. Regression. I was getting anxious now, frustrated. I understood, she wasn’t the first or the fifth or the fiftieth stitched I’d ever talked to, but we were facing a crunch, and now she was backsliding, falling back to safer mental processes and emotions. We might not get anywhere at this rate.
“I know,” Helen murmured, again. “I know, honey.”
“Look, Wendy, look at me. Come on… there you go,” Gordon said. He was pulling his jacket off, and then he rolled up his sleeve. He extended his arm. “I don’t know if you can see in the firelight, but—”
“Two colors,” Wendy said. “My eyes aren’t very good, especially this eye, but you’re patchy. Like me, a little.”
“I’m patchy, yeah,” Gordon said. He offered a smile. “You and I, we aren’t so different. I’m kind of like a stitched. Not really, but kind of.”
She nodded, paying rapt attention. Her eyes didn’t leave his arm. There were stretches that were slightly more tan than others. Most of him, it wasn’t obvious, but on this part of the arm there was a length where a straight line marked the difference between two very different sorts of skin. No scars, no stitches, just one kind of skin blending into the next.
“I really care about these guys. Just like you care about Warren, okay? I know exactly how you feel. We’re similar like that, too.”
She nodded slowly.
“We had someone join our group, almost a year ago now. Mary. It was pretty obvious from the start that she fit in. Not a perfect fit, but a good enough one. She was different. I don’t think you’re supposed to stay with us. I don’t think you feel like you’re supposed to stay with us.”
Gordon made a point of looking over at me and Helen. He was saying that to us as much as he was saying it to Wendy.
“I miss Warren,” Wendy said, again.
“Yeah,” Gordon said. “You’re going to go back to him soon, alright? We’re going to make that happen. That’s where you belong.”
Wendy nodded, more vigorously this time.
“But we need to help him first,” Gordon said. “We need your help to help him.”
Wendy nodded.
“What sort of things did Genevieve talk about, when she was working?”
“Chemicals,” Wendy said. “I don’t remember the names.”
“Okay, what else? What sort of things did she talk about when Lady Claire wasn’t around?”
“No,” Wendy said.
“Try again, Wendy. What sort of things?”
“Lady Claire was always around.”
Gordon frowned. “Okay. Back to the beginning. Things she talked about. She talked about chemicals?”
“Yes.”
“What about ratios?”
“Sometimes?”
“Poisons?”
A head shake. No.
No. Lady Claire hadn’t been a true rebel. She’d been surprised to find out what Fray was.
“Were they working on something to help people?” I asked.
The stitched girl snapped her head around to look at me, but didn’t give a response.
“A big project, something that would prove that Lady Claire deserved to continue being a student?”
“No? Yes? Sort of?”
“It’s okay,” Helen coaxed. “Just say what you’re thinking.”
“I don’t—I’m not… not good at thinking.”
“Christ,” Ronnie said, under her breath, the accent slipping, “I haven’t seen many stitched like that one.”
I raised my finger to my mouth again, to remind the girl.
“She’s well made,” Helen said.
The frustration was getting to be too much. I stood from my seat. Fray knew we would zero in on what she was doing, the moment Warren conveyed that we’d gotten our hands on Wendy. She’d put her plan into motion, to maximize the damage.
I paced a little.
Whatever it was, it was going to be disastrous. Not a monster, not a plague, not a parasite…
“She said, she said that she was going to help the Academy,” Wendy said.
Helen, Gordon and I looked at Wendy.
“Help?” Gordon asked.
“That’s… that’s what she said. It was a big job, and Lady Claire was going to get credit.”
“But you don’t know what?” Gordon asked.
A noise in the bushes startled us. A group of girls had arrived through the woods. Some held lanterns. The lights danced unpredictably, the shadows swaying this way and that.
A dark night. The wind was picking up.
“Carriage just past the woods,” one girl said. “What do you need?”
“Dame Cicely’s,” Ronnie said. “Surround the school. If there are any doors you can knock on or anyone you can pull from the lunch room, acquaintances, people you think might listen to you, do it.”
“Spread word,” I said. “Let people know there’s someone dangerous inside, and tell them there’s reward money.”
“Big guy and a woman with crimson lipstick,” Gordon said. “Search the woods beyond the school, and patrol the streets. The big guy is hard to miss, and he’s lightly injured.”
“If you see a girl with ribbons in her hair, and it doesn’t look like she’s hiding, do what she says,” I added.
“Whatever they said,” Ronnie said. “Go, and hurry.”
The girls turned and hurried back through the woods.
I hoped Jamie and Lillian were having more luck rallying help, or that Mary had an eye on Fray.
“You’re doing well,” Gordon reassured Wendy. “You don’t know what it was that Genevieve and Lady Claire were going to do? To help the Academy?”
Wendy shook her head.
It was so little. Cryptic.
I thought of my earlier idea, of the monsters hidden within each small town in the periphery of the big ones.
Would she help the Academy by releasing one of the monsters?
Hard to justify, hard to explain. Lady Claire wouldn’t buy into that so easily.
Something more benign, something that could fit into a lie.
“My head hurts,” Wendy said. Her breath didn’t fog up in the cold, but there was a light haze rising from her body.
“Come here,” Helen said. “Lie down. Head down here, and get just a little way away from the fire. I think you’re toasty enough.”
Wendy nodded, lying down with her head in Helen’s lap.
Was that all we were going to get out of her? She still served as a hostage, in an abstract way. It was amusing. The Lambs, myself included, would put a human in the line of fire if we needed a hostage or if we needed to hurt someone to get a step closer in our goals. It was somehow harder to do with someone or something like Wendy.
Not impossible. Simply harder.
Better to use her as a negotiation chip, and a way to tether Fray. Warren wouldn’t leave without Wendy, and Fray most likely wouldn’t leave without Warren.
“I don’t know,” I finally said.
“No,” Gordon agreed.
“No,” Helen said, softly,
brushing at Wendy’s hair with her fingers. Odd, that she was so gentle, but I had little doubt she’d be fastest to act if she needed to hurt Wendy to further our goals.
Well, going from gentle sweetness to murder at a moment’s notice was what she had been made for, in a way.
We sat in silence for a little while.
“We should go find the others,” Gordon said. “Helen, you stay. I doubt Fray is going to find you here, and we need to keep her stitched away from her.”
He was thinking along the same lines I was.
Helen nodded.
He and I stood, and we started on our way through the woods, back to the others.
“You wanted to talk about something,” I said. “Me and Fray?”
“Are you thinking straight?” he asked.
“Do I ever?”
“You’re more capable of thinking straight than you let on, yeah,” he said.
We pushed our way through a thicket of branches between a set of trees.
“I want to beat her so badly,” I said.
“Yeah,” he said. “A part of me wonders, though.”
“Wonders?”
“If you’d let her go, so you could have the challenge. If, should the situation come down to it, you’d just miss, or make a mistake.”
I nearly tripped over something hidden under leaves and snow. I caught myself.
“No,” I said.
“You’re sure?”
“I’m sure,” I said. “Maybe with Mauer, I might, but not Fray.”
“Why? What’s the difference?”
“Why are you even asking?”
“Because I don’t get you, Sy,” he said, tense. “I try, I can put my mind to it and I can see how you think, with the angles and weirdness, but seeing you in the midst of this, your thoughts are ranging too far afield, I can’t track them. We were complaining about the way the team wasn’t holding together, but you’ve unhitched the horse from the wagon here.”
“The horse is still hitched to the wagon, Gordon,” I said. “And I’m sort of pissed you’re implying different.”
“Nah,” he said.
“Nah?”
“I’ll take your word for it,” he said.
“That doesn’t sound like you believe me.”
“Sy, relax.”
“The hell? How am I supposed to relax when you’re questioning me and coming after me and suggesting I’d help her before I helped you guys?”