The Silver Bear's Mate
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“If I'm too rough… I'm sorry,” he said.
“No, you’re good,” she said to him.
He flushed, realizing that she was enjoying this as much as he was. He let his hands move skillfully against there, teasing her breast at first. The small sounds that came out of her mouth, along with the moans that escaped her, also turned him on further, making him want more. He started to press his tongue against the tip, licking the nipple before sucking on it. She shuddered, and he heard the small cacophony of sounds that reverberated through the air. It was so good, almost too perfect, and for a long time, he just continued to do this, loving the sounds that escaped her mouth, and the pleasure that she felt and the desire that escaped her mouth.
He continued to do this for what seemed to be forever, enjoying the sounds before he looked downwards. He wanted to make her feel even better. While he wasn’t an expert at this whatsoever, he loved seeing her look at him with that lustful look in her eyes and the desire for something more.
He kissed down her stomach, teasing her flesh with little licks and touches. She groaned, letting out moans that were cute to hear. When he finally got to her pants, he started to unbutton them, awkwardly trying to get them off. With the help of Vicky, he managed to take everything off, leaving her naked and blushing.
Her body was beautiful. The curve of her hip, her small, creamy thighs, the little tuft of pubic hair that was there, all of that made him smile. She was perfect, and he was so excited to make her feel better than ever before. She looked at him with a blush on her face, feeling embarrassed about what will happen next.
“I hope you know I… I'm probably going to be a little bit tight down there,” she said.
“It’s okay. I'll take some time to help with loosening you up,” he said with a purr.
She blushed, but not before he started to push his fingers against the edge of her entrance, teasing her, and then moving his thumb to the nub there. She let out a small shiver and cry as he did this. He slowly started, rubbing her in circles, watching as her eyes started to dilate with lust, her head falling back, and sounds of pure pleasure escaping her mouth. She looked at him, and for a long time, Sven was just amazed at how good she was feeling. He loved that he could make her feel this good, could turn her on this much and could make her experience something such as this. He felt proud of what he was doing, and he was excited to see what may happen to her next.
He pushed a finger into her, causing her to let out a small gasp of pleasure and slight wince of pain. He started to play around with the flesh there, moving it about slowly, his thumb still teasing the nub of her clit. She cried out with pleasure, feeling completely enraptured by the touch, and he could tell that she was enjoying everything about this.
He knew she was tight, though. This was her first time, so he would need to take it slow. He inserted another finger, pressing them, moving in and out of her with small, dipping strokes. She started to shudder, crying out, and as he pushed another finger in, he pressed right up against her spot, and as he did that, she started to scream out, enjoying the pleasure of the moment, and the lust that she was experiencing.
He looked at her with rapturous delight, loving the way that this felt, and everything about this was enough to drive him crazy. He started to push his fingers in and out once more, giving her another kiss before she had another small orgasm, shuddering in pleasure as he started to push inwards.
When he knew she was ready, he pulled his fingers out, licking them, and he looked at her.
“Are you ready?” he asked.
“Yes,” she said.
He fiddled for his wallet, grabbing a condom and pulling his cock out. He wasn’t huge, but he was pretty thick and long. She widened her eyes at his member, and he smiled.
“Are you ready?’ he teased.
“Yes. I want this,” she said to him. She looked at him with complete and utter desire, the need growing within her as time started to pass. He sheathed his cock, and as he spread her apart, he slipped himself into her.
She cried out in pain, but also pleasure as he pushed himself completely into her, shuddering in pleasure as he felt the sudden fullness of his member inside of her body. Her eyes widened in surprise, probably from the sudden feeling that she got from all of this, and as he stayed there for a moment, he looked at her. He wanted to make sure it was okay before he started to push himself into her.
When he did so, he heard the cry from her lips, the moan of pleasure that came from her mouth as he pushed himself all the way in. He then started to move in and out of her, moaning in response to the feeling that he was expecting. He started to feel as if he was addicted to her body, loving the feeling of everything that was happening. It was driving him mad, and for a moment, he just stayed there, enjoying the feeling of this. He started to move himself in and out, faster and faster, and it was then when he started to tense up, moaning out loud in pleasure at the feeling he was experiencing. He started to move faster and faster, enjoying the tight heat that she provided to him, and it was then when, after a few thrusts, he felt his body lose it. He pushed his fingers upwards, teasing her clit, and then he kissed her, enjoying the sudden, lustful feeling.
For a moment, he just stayed there, experiencing the tightening sensation of his orgasm as he continued to push into her, loving the way that this felt. It was then when, after a few more thrusts, he tensed up, and he soon relaxed, enjoying the feeling of all of this. She pulled away, and he laid next to her after disposing of the condom. The two of them didn’t say anything, and for a moment, Sven thought about what happened. He thought about the orgasm he had, the pleasure that he experienced.
The vision that he had during dinner was real. The fact that his visions were real was something that he as quite happy about, but he was also worried. That would mean that the vision that he had in the past of the evil growing closer and closer was real too. There was definitely something there, and while he couldn't put his finger on it, he was just trying to figure it out for himself. He noticed Vicky looking at him with concern in her eyes.
“Is there something wrong?” she asked.
“No. Not at all. I'm just… very happy with everything that just happened,” he said.
“I am too. I mean, if you ever wanted to do this again, I wouldn’t be against it,” she said.
He blushed. He wouldn't mind it at all either, and he definitely would like the feeling of this. He started to relax, feeling a bit relieved at this. It was just his vision. He was just happy that one came true, and that was it.
“Yeah. I'm very happy with all that happened, and everything that came about because of it. It’s… nice, you know?” he said.
“I get that. I mean, I guess everything is alright, so there's no need to worry,” she said.
“None at all. No need whatsoever,” he said.
He told himself that, but deep down in his mind, he still had a little bit of worry in his mind. He didn’t know why that was, and he started to wonder why that was the case. Was there another vision that he didn’t know about yet?
He didn’t want to force himself into a state of worry, but it was something that was eating at him.
But, as he got up later on to use the bathroom, it happened. It was like a blow to the stomach, and he just stood there, seeing the vision. He wanted to leave it, but the vision was too real, just like the last one, but instead of filling him with arousal, it was with dead.
The vision involved Vicky, but it involved her moving away, and she was being forcefully driven off somewhere. She was crying, kicking and screaming, and he watched as she was being taken away by a mysterious force. Who it was, he didn’t know for sure. But, he wanted to cry out, to get her back, but he just stood there, watching the scene unfold.
The vision then changed into something else. It was Vicky, but her eyes were different like she was under the spell or influence of someone, and that she had a sword in her hands. What he saw next, almost made him cry out in utter surprise.
He knew that these visions were subject to change and that they weren’t always totally accurate, but that didn't make him feel any better either. He realized at this point that he was definitely struggling with everything that was going on, grappling with the troubles that went through his mind. He knew that he needed to get away from her.
But, he just found this amazing relationship, and he wanted something more with her. But, he feared that vision coming true, the fighting between both of them, and that was the last thing that he wanted. He wanted to get away from that, and it made it obvious what he would need to do.
After tonight, he would have to grow distant. He didn’t want to worry her, nor did he want her getting hurt. This was a better solution than trying to fight it. He knew that he could prevent these visions. Sometimes, preventing was the best solution as it would prevent the whole mess from getting worse, and whatever would happen next would be something that he would have to face on his own.
Chapter 8
As Vicky laid in bed, waiting for Sven to come back from the bathroom, she realized what had happened. She had had sex with him and she had liked it. She didn’t expect to enjoy this as much as she did, but she certainly wouldn’t mind doing it again. That was if he wanted to.
She figured he would though. He was so gentle, so sweet, and it was her first time, so she felt like she was treated like a princess. She wondered if he wanted to try it again.
He came back, looking at her for a moment before speaking.
“I should probably get going,” he stated.
“Why? I mean, you can stay the night if you want to,” she offered.
“No. It’s fine,” he stated.
“But--”
“Trust me, it’s better this way, Vicky. I mean, I had an amazing time and I'm just trying to figure out what I want to do with this. I mean, I definitely do want this again I'm just… trying to figure out what to do now,” he said.
”If you want, we can talk about this,” she said. She thought he would at least have the decency to stick around for a bit. But then, he shook his head again, sighing.
“No Vicky. I should head back. I promised the others I would be back tonight, anyway. Sure, I could tell them I was with you but I just… I don't want to deal with that drama right now,” he said.
“But-”
He gave her one last kiss, pulling away and smiling.
“I had a great night tonight. Let’s do it again,” he said.
He walked out of the house, leaving her shocked.
“For real? He is going to act like that?” she asked herself. She couldn't believe that he would do that. It hurt her a little bit. She didn’t think this would happen, but she wasn't going to let this opportunity go. But then again, maybe it might be best for her to figure out what she should do first before moving forward with any of this.
She did like Sven a lot, more then she had liked anyone else in the past, but there was something about this which ate away at her, something which made her senses grow wary. She wondered if it had to do with the fact that he was acting strange. Maybe she was just picking up on that. She wondered about many things, but the best thing for her to do was to just let things go, let things figure themselves out, and work towards improving that.
She definitely wanted more. What she had experienced was better than anything she thought would happen in the past, and she was ready to experience it again. She definitely saw potential in their relationship, but she figured taking her time and giving him some space was what he needed.
She knew Sven was the mysterious type. He was always like that, and she wondered if this whole thing had something to do with the shifters. She did have a nagging feeling it may be because of that, but she didn’t want to worry him, nor did she think it was her place to ask. It was better to wait for him to come to her, to tell her everything, and to go from there. It would be much easier on both of them.
But Vicky noticed immediately something was wrong. When Sven left that night, he didn’t even look at her, and she immediately stiffened.
“Everything alright? You’ve been acting strange since we had sex. I hope it wasn't something I did wrong,” she asked him after a few days.
“No, it’s not you. I just have to figure out what I need to do next. I have a lot on my mind. Please, bear with me,” he said.
She nodded, noticing that he was pained in his expressions. Whatever the fuck he was hiding was something big, and she had no idea what it might be.
But, things only seemed to get worse from here. She noticed that Sven was a bit quiet with his messages. She would text him, but he would only give her a one-word message back. She immediately tensed, trying to figure out what to do about all of that.
It wasn’t like she hated him or anything, but she felt like whatever he was holding back on was growing more and more annoying in his heart. She didn’t like to see him suffer in that fashion, and she could tell that he was definitely a bit hesitant on seeing her, for whatever reason that might be.
She decided to try once again, to talk to him about this. She called him, but the phone went straight to voicemail. She noticed it was off, and a wave of frustration hit her as she realized this.
“Why is he being so distant?” she muttered to herself.
It wasn’t like she did anything wrong either. She didn't think that having sex with Sven was a bad thing at all, and she wondered if it had something to do with whatever secret he had hiding. She thought that the secrets were already discussed, but there seemed to be more.
About a week later, she called Sven once again. This time, he finally answered. Vicky tried her best to keep her anger to a minimum, but that was proving harder to do than she thought.
“Where were you?” she asked.
“Hey, sorry about that. I had a lot going on,” he said.
“Well, I would like to know what happened. I mean… you seemed a bit off after we had sex. It wasn't because of me, was it?” she inquired once again.
There was a pause. So it had to be her. But then, he sighed.
“Not really. It’s complicated Vicky. Trust me on this,” he said.
“What is so complicated though? Besides your cryptic bullshit,” she stated.
“It’s more than that, Vicky. There was something that happened, something I'm trying to understand for myself. I want to know how to fix this,” he said.
“Well, you can tell me,” she said.
“I can't yet, Vicky,” he stated.
The anger that flooded through her body made her realize that he didn’t trust her yet.
“Why not? I mean, you were so open and eager to have sex with me, but now when you need to open up, you’re scared to do so. What the hell is that?” she asked.
“It’s a lot, honestly. I'm a bit worried about what to do. I honestly am trying to come to terms with the whole mess myself,” he said.
“Well, leaving me in the dark is only going to make everything worse,” she said.
“I know this, Vicky, it’s just… I'm not ready to tell you yet for a variety of reasons. Because if I tell you, that means you’re going to learn a lot about myself, about my life, and about my fate as a shifter. I'm trying to figure out for myself what to do about any of this, or what I should begin with. There is a lot here that I'm trying to unload, but for now, please give me the space that I need,” he said.
“But-”
“Please, Vicky. I need to figure out how to keep you safe,” he said.
“I feel like I will be safe if you just quit beating around the fucking bush and tell me what happened,” she muttered.
“No Vicky. I can’t do that yet,” he said.
“Why not, am I not worthy enough of knowing the truth? Are you holding me in some bullshit regard that’s preventing you from admitting everything?” she said.
/> “It's not that I-”
“Come on, quit bullshitting me. Seriously, Sven, this is getting old. I honestly don’t know what to do about any of this, because I feel like... I feel like you don’t trust me at all, and I hate it. I thought that maybe you’d tell me since we you know… we did all of that together. But, I guess that’s something that I don’t think is possible right now,” she said.
“I'm sorry Vicky. I really am. I know that you’re a bit upset, but I'm trying my damn best. I want to be with you. I really do. I'm just… struggling, that’s all,” he said.