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by Adrienne Rich


  limb to limb dreaming underneath

  conspiring by definition

  Bridgestrajectories arched

  in shelterrendezvous

  two banks to every rivertwo directions

  to every bridge

  twenty-eight chances

  every built thing has its unmeant purpose

  v

  Every built thing with its unmeant

  meaningunmet purpose

  every unbuilt thing

  child squattingcivil

  engineerdevising

  by kerosene flarein mud

  possible tunnels

  carves in cornmeal mushirrigation

  canals by index finger

  all new learning looks at first

  like chaos

  the tiny magnet throbs

  in citizen’s pocket

  vi

  Bends under the arc walks bent listening for chords and codes

  bat-radar-pitched or twanging

  off rubber bands and wires tin-can telephony

  to scribble testimony by fingernail and echo

  her documentary alphabet still evolving

  Walks up on the bridgewindwhippedroof and trajectory

  shuddering under her catpaw tread

  one of seven

  built things holds her suspended

  between desolation

  and the massive figure on unrest’s verge

  pondering the unbuilt city

  cheek on hand and glowing eyes and

  skirted knees apart

  2007

  LATER POEMS

  (2010–2012)

  ITINERARY

  i.

  Burnt by lightningnevertheless

  she’ll walk this terra infinita

  lashes singed on her third eye

  searching definite shadowsfor an indefinite future

  Old shed-boards beaten silvery hang

  askew as sheltering

  some delicate indefensible existence

  Long grasses shiver in a vanished doorway’s draft

  a place of originsas yet unclosured and unclaimed

  Writing cursive instructions on abounding air

  If you arrive with ripe pears, bring a sharpened knife

  Bring cyanide with the honeycomb

  call before you come

  ii.

  Let the face of the bay be violetblack the tumbled torn

  kelp necklaces strewn alongshore

  Stealthily over time arrives the chokehold

  stifling ocean’s guttural chorales

  a tangle

  of tattered plastic rags

  iii.

  In a physical world the great poverty would be

  to live insensateshuttered against the fresh

  slash of urine on a wall

  low-tidal rumor of a river’s yellowed mouth

  a tumor-ridden face asleep on a subway train

  What would it mean to not possess

  a permeable skin

  explicit veil to wander in

  iv.

  A cracked shell crumbles.

  Sun moon and salt dissect the faint

  last grains

  An electrical impulse zings

  outricochets

  in meta-galactic orbits

  a streak of nervous energy rejoins the crucible

  where origins and endings meld

  There was this honey-laden question mark

  this thread extracted from the open

  throat of existence—Lick it clean!

  —let it evaporate—

  2011

  FOR THE YOUNG ANARCHISTS

  Whatever we hunger for

  we’re not seagulls, to drop things

  smash on the rockshurtling beak-down

  Think instead the oysterman’s

  gauging eyes, torqued wrist

  hand sliding the knife into

  and away from the valve hinge—

  astuteness honed through

  generations to extract

  the meatCut out it can slip

  through your fingersKicked in the sand

  forget itOnly every so often will

  diver rise up from stalking grounds

  lifting this creature into daylight and

  everyone standing around

  shrinksor think they want someWe’ve

  fumbled at this beforetrammeled

  in fury, in hungerBegin there, yes

  —only fury knowing its ground

  has staying power—

  Then go dead calm remembering

  what this operation calls for—

  eye, hand, mindDon’t

  listen to chatter, ignore all yells

  of haphazard instructionAnd

  when you taste it don’t

  get too elatedThere’ll be grit

  to swallowOr spit to the side

  2010

  FRAGMENTS OF AN OPERA

  Scene One: Ales, Sardinia, 19——

  Child’s voice (Antonio):

  from this beam

  the doctors think

  I can hang straight

  in this har

  ness dang

  ling

  dai

  ly

  grow how

  I

  should be

  Explicator’s voice:

  Village doctor on a southern island

  Treating one of seven

  Children of a

  Father in prison

  For smalltime

  Pecuniary

  Crimes, maybe

  Framed

  Mother’s

  Heroic measures:

  Knee presses, releases

  Presses again the lever

  Of a machine

  Fingers push

  Cloth

  Under the needle

  A woman stitches

  Years months weeks days pass

  In this way

  Six children

  Run and scream

  Antonio must hang

  From a beam

  Recitativo: Neurosurgeon’s voice:

  It would have been a kind of traction.Who knows how

  it might have been done differently, elsewhere, in another

  era of medical intervention?Another country?Other

  family?It was a kind of childhood.Perhaps rickets?spina

  bifida? scoliosis?

  Explicator’s voice:

  A kind of mind

  That would address

  Duress

  Outward in larger terms

  A mind inhaling exigency

  From first breath

  Knows poverty

  Of mind

  As death

  Whose body must

  Find its own mind

  Recitativo: Prosecutor’s voice: from the future:

  We must prevent this mind from functioning for twenty years.

  Scene Two:Turin, Northern Italy

  Industrialist’s voice:

  Turin, Turin makes tractors for FIAT

  Makes armored cars and planes

  We’re making, we’re taking,

  We’re raising our goals

  We can use immigrants

  We can use women

  Illiterate peasants from the South

  There’s a war out there

  A World War and it’s buying

  Who’s crying?

  LIBERTÉ

  Ankles shackled

  metalled and islanded

  holding aloft a mirror, feral

  lipstick, eye-liner

  She’s

  a celebritya star attraction

  A glare effacing

  the French Revolution’s

  risen juicesvintage taste

  the Paris Commune’s

  fierce inscriptions

  lost in translation

  2011

  TEETHSUCKING BIRD

  Doves bleat, crows repeat

  ancient scandals
/>   mockingbird’s flown to mock

  some otherwhere

  Listen, that teethsucking bird’s

  back up on the telephone wire

  talking times and customs

  naming the dead to the half-alive

  hardship to lyric and back again

  to the open road of the toll-taker’s

  booth at the last exit

  to skateboarding boys of body bags

  to the breaker of hearts of the old-age motel

  to the would-be weird of the scalded woman’s

  escarpment of a face

  And this is the now the then the gone

  the means and ends the far and near

  the news we hear

  from the teethsucking bird

  2010

  UNDESIGNED

  i.

  It wasn’t as if our lives depended on it—

  a torrential cloudburst scattering

  mirrors of light : : sunset’s prismatics

  in a Tucson parking lot

  then the desert’s mute inscrutable

  way of going on

  but it was like that between us : : those

  moments of confrontation caught in dread

  of time’s long requirements

  •

  What’s more dreadful than safety

  you’re told your life depends on

  a helmet through whose eyeholes

  your gun is seeing

  only what guns can see

  —a mask that wove itself without your

  having designed it

  ii.

  On video : : a man exploding

  about being sick for no reason

  though he knows he knows the reason

  : : a video that will travel

  around the world

  while the man sickens and sickens

  •

  You say we live in freedom

  Have you watched the ceiling overhead

  descending like Poe’s pendulum

  moving down slow and soundless

  lower and closer for longer

  than we’d thought

  The last word in freedom

  The first word

  2011

  SUSPENDED LINES

  Scrape a toxic field with a broken hoe

  Found legacies turn up in splintersblood-codes, secret sharings

  Cracks of light in a sky intent on rain

  Reading our words from a time

  when to write a line was to know it true

  Today your voice : : you can make from this

  One-string / blue / speaking / guitar

  suspended here

  2011

  TRACINGS

  This chair delivered yesterday

  built for a large heavy man

  left me from his estate

  lies sidewise legs upturned

  He would sit in the chair spooked by his own thoughts

  He would say to himself As the fabric shrinks

  the pattern changes

  and forget to write it

  He would want to say The drug that ekes out

  life disenlivens life

  I would see words float in the mirror

  behind his heaped desk

  as thought were smoke

  •

  The friends I can trust are those who will let me have my death

  —traced on a rafter salvaged

  from a house marked for demolition

  Sky’s a mottled marble slab

  webs drift off a railing

  There were voices here

  once, a defiance that still doesn’t falter

  Imagine a mind overhearing language

  split open, uncodified as

  yet or never

  Imagine a mind sprung open to music

  —not the pitiless worm of a tune that won’t let you forget it

  but a scoreless haunting

  2011

  FROM STRATA

  1

  Under this blue

  immune unfissured autumn

  urbs et orbispivot and axisthrashing

  upthrust from strata

  deep under : silences

  pressed each against

  another : sharpened flints

  pulverized coralstoneware crumblings

  rusted musket muzzles

  chips of China-trade

  porcelainshackled bone

  no death unchained

  Here at eye-level the new

  news new season new

  moment’s momentary flare :

  floodlit abstractions

  root-rivenscrambling

  for adulation

  Yes, we lived here long and hard

  on surfaces stunned by the wrecking ball

  where time’s thought’s creature only

  and when all’s falleneven

  our remnant renegade selves

  —let this too sleep in strata :

  the nerve-ends of my footsole

  still crave your touch as when

  my earlobes glowed between

  your quiet teeth

  2

  Say a pen must write undergroundunderwaterso be it

  The students gather at the site :

  Come over here and look at this

  Looks like writingyesthat’s how they did itthought it

  into marks they thought

  would outlast them

  it would take patience to do thatAnyone

  recognize the script?

  Could it be music?a manifesto?

  3

  Rescuers back offhands lifted open as in guilt

  for the ancestors no one is rescued from :

  curated galleried faces staring

  offfrom behind long-stiffened bandages

  but who would meet those lookaway eyes

  maybe they’re metalblind reflectors

  maybe only who choose to look can see :

  thought finding itself in act

  violet olive brush strokes speaking of flesh

  leaps diagonals pauses : a long conversation

  with others living and dead

  palpable and strange

  4

  Viscous stealth, brutal calm : subterfugal, churning

  encrypted in tarsending expendable

  bodies to underworlds unseenuntil

  catastrophe blows apart

  the premisesa spectacle hits

  the TV channelsthen in a blink

  a dense cloth wipes history clean :

  but never in beds never to warm again

  with the pulsing of arrivalshudder of wordless welcome

  the body heat of breadwinners and lovers

  5

  My hands under your buttocksyour fingers numbering my ribs

  how a bow scrapes, a string holds the after-pluck

  astonishing variationshours, bodies without boundaries

  Back into that erotic autumn I search my way defiant

  through passages of long neglect

  6

  Throw the handwritten scraps of paper

  into the toilet bowl

  to work their way spiraling down

  the open gullet of advanced barbarism

  So : if you thought no good came from any of this

  not the resistance nor its penalties

  not our younger moments nor the continuing on

  then, I say, trash the evidence

  So : a scrap of papera loved bitter scrawl

  swirls under into the confluence

  of bodily waste and wasted bodies :

  —a shredabsorbed, belonging

  7

  Weathers drag down and claw up the will :

  yellowdust windasphalt foga green slash

  of aurora borealisor :

  a surveillance helicopter’s high-intensity beam

  impaling solitudesransacking solidarities

  In the end no pleas no bargains :

  it’s your own
humanity you’ll have to drag

  over and over, piece by piece

  page after page

  out of the dark

  2010–2011

  ENDPAPERS

  i.

  If the road’s a frayed ribbon strung through dunes

  continually drifting over

 

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