From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Tue, Sep 18, 2012 11:55:22 AM
I am sorry Mistress but this does change things for me.10 years ago I broke a good woman's heart and lost everything I had because of my sex addiction. I now have a chance to maybe have something again and what am I doing? I've got to do some soul searching Ma'am.
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Tuesday, September 18, 2012 12:32:05 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
Ok. You know where to find me.
Good Luck
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Sun, Oct 21, 2012 11:23:28 AM
Good morning Mistress, I hope your still out there doing well. I'm in a better frame of mind than I was when we last talked. Are you still willing to see me?
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Sunday, October 21, 2012 9:29:02 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
I can see you this week during the day. You better be good for me!
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Mon, Oct 22, 2012 7:49:11 PM
Hows does 10:30 Fri. morn sound
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Tuesday, October 23, 2012 10:52:25 AM
Subject: Re: thanks
That will do. You are very lucky. Are you ready?
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Tue, Oct 23, 2012 11:31:41 AM
P.S. Is your dungeon in the same spot? Could you send the address again please?
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Tuesday, October 23, 2012 4:12:31 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
Yes it is. 000 The Secret Mansion in town 00000. Don't forget my gift :) see you very soon.
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Thu, Nov 1, 2012 2:04:01 PM
Good Morning Mistress,I've been thinking about you a lot and enjoying your pictures, there great thank you. I would still like some of us together if possible, maybe a couple of short videos, I've got some ideas,I'll bring my camera next time and see what you think. Next time I hope being sat. the 10th,let you know for sure as it gets closer,thanks again for the pictures hope to be kissing your ass again soon
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Wednesday, November 7, 2012 2:50:32 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
I can do some pictures of us with my camera. I do need to know if you want a session on sat or not? You will kiss my ass! Be good!
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Thu, Nov 8, 2012 1:48:15 AM
Sorry mistress this weekend is not going to work out. I'm off one day during the week next week, not sure which I"ll be in touch please be patient with me.
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Friday, November 9, 2012 12:57:47 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
I can do wed, thur, or fri? See you soon! I can't wait!
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Fri, Nov 9, 2012 8:02:21 PM
How does Thur @ 10:am sound? I promise to serve you well.
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Sunday, November 25, 2012 8:10:44 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
I am so ready to see you again. How about we go to the cabin in the woods this time? What days are you free?
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Tue, Nov 27, 2012 1:39:08 PM
I'm not sure, Holidays are messing with my schedule and my money. It will be as soon as I can, and I like the cabin in the woods.I will be in touch.
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Tuesday, November 27, 2012 8:33:50 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
Ok you need to contact me soon. Let's have fun!!!
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Sat, Dec 1, 2012 11:21:37 PM
Alright Ms.M sat the 8th 10:00 am works best for me but I can do fri if need be. Let me know
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Sunday, December 2, 2012 8:19:14 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
Great I can do Friday morning. I cant on sat. 10 am work for you?
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Mon, Dec 3, 2012 2:28:36 PM
yes ma'am
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Tuesday, February 5, 2013 6:47:14 PM
Subject: Re: thanks
I am moving in a week. Hope to see you one last time.
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: thanks
Sent: Thu, Feb 7, 2013 1:32:45 AM
Sat is actually getting booked, have to be by 9:00 am or after 5 hope you can work with me.
From: "Mistress Marilyn"
To: Chronic Boy
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 7:32:49 AM
Subject: Re: thanks
Let do sat at 530? I have a treat for you.
From: Chronic Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Sent: Thursday, February 7, 2013 8:42:07 AM
Subject: Re: thanks
we are talking The Secret rd correct?
One of the most memorable sessions I had with Chronic Boy was as followed. He showed up early for his session as always. I greeted him at his car, he got out and he stood a good six feet tall, a larger man, bald besides his sides and back of his head, with salt and pepper hair. I gave him a hug and asked him how his drive was. He said it was very nice and peaceful. I handed him my large leather bag, telling him I needed him to carry it up to the dungeon for me. He responded, “Of course mistress”. I told him to follow me; we made small talk all the way up to the dungeon. I opened the door and I told him that there was no more Mrs. nice lady from this point on. He asked nicely if he could pee before we started our session. I said sure, make it quick. Once he was done peeing, we walked into the dungeon. I ordered him to strip down to nothing and fold his clothes nicely. Following the rules, as he did many times before, he laid down his donation and gift. The rules and agreement had already been read and signed. There was a leather strip hanging from a rafter from the ceiling. Demandingly, I took his hands, putting them in a pair of hand cuffs that were hanging from the leather strip. Heavy shackles were used, so his legs were bound also. I picked out an outfit for myself, changing where he could see me. That is where the torture began. His eyes bulging, not being able to touch me, while I changed into my domme clothes. I have to admit, I did enjoy the feeling of him staring at me, but not being able to do a thing about it. It felt amazing, to finally be free and have my own control. See, in the domme world, the submissive people really have the power to control the situation, by using their chosen safe word. I am sure that most of my readers are familiar with what a safe word is. They hold the power, even though they are the ones getting whipped and having abuse consensually inflicted on them. He was bound and couldn’t go anywhere. I let him watch for now. I grabbed my long whip, with all the leather strings hanging freely. Gently, I rubbed it from one hand slowly down his arm, crossing to his shoulder, down to his ass, back up to his other shoulde
r and finally down to his opposite side. I wanted him to feel the whip and really feel how long it was and how many strips of leather there were. The sensation on someone’s skin is amazing. He was my only slave, who put on his sub form that he liked hot wax. So, I lit my body wax candle for the first time and dripped it all over him from his shoulders, chest, back, arms, and even his cock. When the wax hit his exposed, naked cock, he yelled out aah. I told him, he was being a baby and needed to take the pain his Mistress was inflicting on him. Like a good boy, he replied, “Yes, Mistress”. Chronic Boy was easy to please, because he took whatever punishment I gave him. He enjoyed being treated like a dog, so I put a collar and leash on him. We took a walk through the dungeon, with him naked, red marks from the hot wax and on all fours. As the ever so obedient slave, he even joined me for a short walk outside. Chronic Boy was enjoying every minute. You could see the shine and twinkle in his eyes. I walked him back into the dungeon and I made him get on his knees in front of me. Commanding him to rub my feet, he obliged with delight. “Mistress wants them rubbed good.” I reminded him. He grabbed my right foot first, starting from the back, giving me a deep massage, with his strong hands. Leaning back in the chair that I was sitting on, moans of pleasure left my lips. It really felt good. Chronic Boy brought to my attention, that he really enjoyed weight hanging from his balls. He brought me two different weights, with a slip knot on one side so it could easily be put around the balls. I used this weight on his balls and made him walk around with the two pound weight pulling his balls. Eyes, again sparkling with delight. Our session gradually drew to a close. Ever the gentleman, he watched me get dressed and walked me to my car in the driveway, before he got in his car to leave. He gave me a typed me a letter and brought it nicely folded in an envelope.
Dear Mistress Marilyn
Thank you for letting me share, I love being naked in front of you especially with street clothes I like the girl next door with a mean streak. I do not enjoy being restrained as much as I like being told what to do. Foot rubs, massages kissing/licking everything from your feet to your armpits and all points in between. Walking around with weights hanging from my balls or crawling while you hold tightly to the rope around my balls especially outside at your place. I loved your hands on approach to my genitals but please don’t blindfold me I love watching what you do to me, mirrors are great. I also would like my balls slapped punched and possibly kneed or kicked, my pain limits need to be explored. I also like watching you, getting glimpses of your body as you get more comfortable throughout the session, maybe if I'm good I could see you completely naked. I also love the whips, paddles, and fingernails on my ass and back etc... And last but not least face sitting, whether you’re fully clothed or butt naked having your crotch smashed in my face would thrill me and yes licking your asshole as well as your pussy until you orgasm would be the ultimate. I’m sure there is much you can teach me and I'm here to serve. Forgive me if I've been to forward. I truly hope this is the start of a long and mutually satisfying relationship.
P.S. I’m also a functioning pot head. I love being High when I play. Sometimes I think it makes it harder to cum but it feels better when I do. I’m telling you this because I won’t see you high without your permission. Again thank you for seeing me.
One day I wanted to try something new and fun. My cousin Kelley has always been curious in being a Dominatrix since I had given her information about it. If she had a dungeon and a bodyguard she would do it. She likes to hear the details about my sessions. She would actually be really good at it. She definitely knows how to humiliate a slave. I told her that we might be able to arrange a phone session with one of my regulars if it was ok with him. If it was ok I would give her a call in thirty minutes. Chronic Boy came over and I asked him if it would be ok if there would be another Mistress involved but it would be over the phone. He was surprised but was willing to do it. I called Kelley who dubbed herself, Mistress Eva for the time being and she answered the phone. Mistress Eva asked over the phone, for her slave to identify himself. He answered by spelling out his name. Mistress Eva let him know, that she is a demanding Mistress and we are going to start off hard. Doing the work and following her instructions, she said Mistress Marilyn you know those men are filthy male creatures and we need to make sure they are clean before we start. She wanted me to spread his butt cheeks out as far as possible to make sure his ass was clean. I verified and reassured her it was clean. She asked me if his balls had a lot of skin to play with. I said yes they sure do. Directing me, I stretched his balls and twisted them around at the same time. I knew it hurt because of his painful expression that came across his handsome face. Mistress Eva asked me to get the wooden paddle out the holes and spank him. As I was spanking him she started laughing in this happy wicked way and said I can hear you whimpering like a fucking sissy. She unleashed with obscenities, telling him that he wasn’t even worthy enough for a spot on this world. He was a disposable to her, calling him little bitch!! This poor boy, this lost soul, looked at the phone with his eyes wide in horror. He was scared of her laugh! I hate to admit this, but it was funny! Out of all my toys, and the punishment that I gave to him during our sessions, he was horrified of a laugh from another Mistress. I know Kelley and that’s not the way she laughs. The session lasted thirty minutes with Mistress Eva and we hung up and after the session I asked him if he thought Mistress Eva was good and he said yes but I would always be his only Mistress. My slave left and I immediately called Kelley and said that he thought you were good. Kelley said it felt so good and natural.
Chapter 11
Duct Tape Boy
Again, here is correspondence from another client of mine. You will see messages back and forth, getting to know each other and finally setting up a session for him. The same rules apply as with all correspondence between my clients and myself. They are not edited, not to take away from the authenticity and so you can see his personality. Once again, I gave this man a nick name to protect his identity.
From: Duct Tape Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Sent: Tue, Jun 26, 2012 10:18 AM
Subject: Re: response: New Slave Orientation...
Mistress, I have completed the form you asked and pasted a picture at the end. How far from town are you? Also, how long are your sessions? Do you have a time set or is it just till you finished with me? Im still trying to figure something out to see you tonite. Thank You
From: Duct Tape Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Sent: Monday, July 9, 2012 4:36 PM
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: response: New Slave Orientation...
Mistress Marilyn, this is Duct Tape Boy. I emailed you last week about meeting with you. I know its short notice but i will be coming through w-bury tonite and was wondering if we could meet if you are available. Thank You
From: Mistress Marilyn
To: Duct Tape Boy
Sent: Tue, Jul 10, 2012 4:02 am
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: response: New Slave Orientation...
Wish we could have met up:(
From: Duct Tape Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Sent: Tuesday, July 10, 2012 12:16 PM
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: response: New Slave Orientation...
I wish we could have met last night too. I really want to meet you! When are you available to meet? Some evenings Im free and sometimes I have to work at night. I have some afternoons free too. Thank You.
From: Mistress Marilyn
To: Duct Tape Boy
Sent: 10-Jul-2012 14:22:49
Subject: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: response: New Slave Orientation...
I know you do! I have some time available this week. But first you must follow my rules or no deal. I need a picture of you with your face in it. I don't need a nude photo- just a regular picture.
From: Duct Tape Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Sent: Tuesday, July 10, 2012 2:56 PM
Subject
: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: response: New Slave Orientation...
Hi Mistress, I sent a picture along with your question form. it was about 2 weeks ago. You called me "cute"! If you dont have it, I may still have that email but will have to look back. I hope we can meet soon. Thanks
From: Duct Tape Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
Sent: Friday, July 13, 2012 2:43 PM
Subject: picture
Hi Mistress, i was just checking to find out if you got the email I sent again on tues with the picture and questionaire. Thank you, Duct Tape Boy
From: Duct Tape Boy
Date: Fri, 13 Jul 2012
To: Mistress Marilyn
Subject: Re: Re: picture
I did receive it. I have tonight free because plans changed?
From: Mistress Marilyn
To: Duct Tape Boy
Sent: Fri, Jul 13, 2012 11:12 am
Subject: Re: picture
I can see you at 5?
From: Mistress Marilyn
To: Duct Tape Boy
Ok. I would love to come by. I just dont want you upset that i dont have what you requested with me today. The last thing I want to do is make you mad. If thats all ok, then i will see you around 5. I should still have your address in my email.
From: Mistress Marilyn
To: Duct Tape Boy
Sent: Fri July 13, 2012 7:00 PM
Subject: Re: Re: Re: picture
Duct Tape Boy I wont forget your name again. You were unforgettable. I had a lot of fun with you. What was your favorite part?
From: Duct Tape Boy
To: Mistress Marilyn
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