by Lila Rose
“Situations like this; I’d about kill anyone who interrupted us right now.”
I rolled my eyes. “Do you often get in situations like this with other women and threaten your biker brothers’ lives?”
“Now that’s not...no, well, uh…maybe I should just stop explaining things.”
“Yeah.” I glared. “Maybe you should just shut up.”
“Maybe you should shut me up,” he offered with a smile in his voice.
“Gladly.” Feeling my way up his arms, I wrapped them around his neck and brought his mouth down to mine. We kissed hungrily and I loved it. I reached for his jeans and undid the button, and as I slowly slid down the zipper, Blue’s hand came down on mine.
He pulled away from our kiss and with a heavy breath, he asked, “Fuck, Clary, are you sure?” I didn’t answer. I couldn’t; I was too focused on his hand as it travelled down between my legs, where he roughly rubbed me through my jeans. “Because, like I said, once I’m in here, it’s mine. You’re mine. Do you understand that?”
Nodding, I closed my eyes and whispered, “Yes.”
“Christ, okay,” he hissed. I didn’t get to reach into his jeans for my prize, because he picked me up and gently laid me on the bed. His heat left me as he stood, his shadowy form just above me. It came closer as I felt his hands on my jeans. He undid the button and zipper then with eager motions, he pulled them and my panties from my body. He hissed once again, and groaned, “Fuck, you’re gorgeous.”
He trailed his hands up my legs slowly, and as he did, he parted them. I heard him kneel to the floor, his shoulders knocking my legs wider. “I’m gonna taste your sweet pussy, sugar. I’ve jerked off to just the thought of your taste,” he admitted, and boy, did I love the thought of him touching himself while thinking of me. I jumped slightly when I felt his fingers spread my lower lips, and at the first touch of his tongue on my clit, I moaned. That was when he showed his control was slipping. He sucked, licked and tongued my clit and entrance with wild movements, driving me crazy the whole time, and a sudden orgasm was pulled from me as soon as he placed his finger inside me. My pussy clamped down around it and continued to pulse until it passed.
“I-um…wow.” I licked my lips, my cheeks heating. “Uh, sorry…it’s been a while,” I said.
“I’ll never fucking get tired of watching you lose control and come hard. Damn beautiful sight.” He gave me one last lick and stood. I heard his pants fall to the floor. He must have quickly kicked them aside, because next he was ordering me, “Move up a bit, baby.”
I shifted up on the bed so I was more or less in the centre. Blinking through what light we had in the room, I saw and felt him move beside me. A draw was opened when I heard the plastic tear. I knew he had slipped a condom on. In the next moment, the tip of his cock was at my entrance. That was until I held up my hand and it hit his chest as I said, “Wait.”
“What’s wrong?” he asked. “Am I moving too fast?”
Smiling, because I thought it was sweet he was worried, I told him, “No, I would…if you want, um…I would like to…” Stuff it. Why was it so hard for me to say what I wanted to do to him? Yes, it had definitely been a very long time since I’d been around a male, and honestly, I’d never been around one like Blue. I felt like a flustered teenager again, shy about everything. He was a man’s man, a man who I wanted to please, and I was worried I wouldn’t. Still, I sucked it up and said once again, “I really do want to suck your cock.”
He moaned, “Damn, Sugar, those words from your sweet mouth is fuckin’ hot, but I’m not sure I could last if I had my cock in your gorgeous mouth.”
Pouting, I said, “I’d like to try.” He groaned and I stopped the giggle wanting to escape, because I knew I was going to get my way. The bed dipped as he moved up toward my head. I heard a snap beside my head; he was removing the condom and then his form arched over me. His hands moved to the other side of my head as he lined his cock up with my lips.
“You won’t always get your way, woman. Just this once,” he said, and then he moved forward; the tip of his cock touched my lips and I licked it. Opening wide, I reached up and gripped his thighs, pulling him closer to me as he slipped his large cock deeper into my mouth. He moaned low and pulled back out, only to push it back in. Soon, he was fucking my mouth with swift motions, and it was so bloody glorious. The feel of his cock sliding in and out of my wet, eager mouth was a real turn-on. My hands on his thighs tightened, encouraging him to continue his assault on my mouth.
“Fuck, fuck…I have to stop,” he groaned and slipped all the way out. I must have complained with a whimper, because the next thing he said was, “When we have all the time in the world, and it’s not our first, we’ll do that all fuckin’ night long, sugar. But I want in your pussy to claim it, and that’s happenin’ right now.” He shifted on the bed, and again, he was between my legs. Roughly, eagerly, he moved them farther apart. “You want this, yes?” he asked, his voice strained.
“A million times, yes…please,” I sighed.
“Fuck, you’re tight,” he hissed as he pushed a finger inside me, only to remove it and run it up my slick pussy lips. “And you’re so wet for me, sugar. I fuckin’ love that.”
“Blue, if you don’t get a move on, we’ll get interrupted, and then I’ll have to kill someone.”
A laugh left his mouth. I felt the bed shift and him lean to the right as a drawer slid open, and there was a tear of a wrapper again. Soon enough, he lined himself up and slowly pushed inside my tight entrance. That was when all humour left him and he groaned as I moaned with pure pleasure. He filled me to the maximum. He was so big I swear I felt him hitting my cervix on the first go.
“Ah, hell, it feels so good, sugar; so fuckin’ good. Christ, so, so fucking tight.” He thrust deeper, causing a gasp to fall from my lips.
“Blue, oh, God, you feel good inside me.” I pulled him down on top of me so I could ravish his mouth. He gave back as good as I was giving.
Not sure if it was the moment, but I was sure we were made for each other.
“Oh, oh, I’m going to come,” I moaned as another climax shuddered through my body, my pussy walls clenching around him.
He groaned, “Hell, fuck yes. Baby, yes. Milk me. I’m gonna come.” He kept plunging inside me over and over. A grunt left his lips and then he groaned, and I felt his cock pulse inside me as he filled the condom.
All of his weight hit my smaller frame and I wrapped him in my arms, totally satisfied. I never wanted him to leave. I never wanted the moment to end and have reality rip its way through…but that could never happen.
Tears brimmed my eyes. I wanted my shit dealt with so I could continue on with a normal life. I wanted Blue to know me, not from protecting me, not from what I had to deal with, but just me, as I was in the compound with him. I wanted all that out in the real world. But first, I had to figure out what my sister really wanted.
He picked himself up, and he must have looked down at the tears leaking from my eyes, because he said, “Shit, sugar. Did I hurt you?”
“No, never. You could never hurt me. It’s just…it was a lot to feel.” I grinned shyly up at him.
“It was,” he said with a smile in his voice. He got to his hands and I felt him leave my body, his cock sliding from within me, and all I wanted to do was drag him back down.
I was feeling too much.
“Sugar, please fucking tell me you’re on the pill?”
“Yes,” I uttered. I had to be, to ease the pain I received every month during my period.
“I’m clean, baby, and next time I wanna slide inside you bare, so I can feel all of you surrounding me. You good with that?”
“Um…yes, very much so.” I licked my lips. “Blue, I, ah, I want you to know I’m clean, too. I’ve only ever had one man before you.”
“Christ, Sugar. In one way, I wanna cover my ears and sing la-la-la so I can pretend I never heard my woman had another. Then again, I’m so fuckin’ grateful to know
that you haven’t had many. I’m the last one, though,” he stated and climbed off the bed.
“You’re…not leaving?” I asked, a weak tremor in my voice. I felt pathetic.
“No way, baby. I’ll just get rid of this and then I’m coming back here…always.” He kissed me tenderly on my lips, and then his footsteps were walking toward the adjoining bathroom.
I was left with my thoughts for a second, and it was enough time to know I had to do something, and soon, especially if I wanted to see where everything was going with Blue. I had to get rid of my trouble. It was time to form a plan.
It took me a while to figure out what I was going to do. I knew I wouldn’t be able to do it on my own, so I went for some help and hoped they would be willing. I was sure they were as sick of babysitting me as I was sick of staying at the compound twenty-four-seven, even though Blue had kept me thoroughly entertained. However, some of those times I was sure it was an excuse to keep me away from Zara, Deanna, Julian and Ivy when they called in for a visit. Maybe he knew I was forming a plan to get out of my trouble. Either way, it had to stop so I could breathe easy; not only me, but everyone around me.
I knocked on Talon’s office door. Blue was out in the mechanical area for some reason, and I needed to use the time alone to get things started.
“In,” Talon snapped on the other side of the door. I felt for the handle and turned it, slowly pushing it open, and stepped in. The room was bright, so I could easily see the hazy form of Talon sitting behind a desk to the right of the room. “Clarinda, what’s up?” Shock showed in his voice.
Walking in further, I guided my way over to the front of his desk in hopes there was a chair to sit in. When I found one, I felt around and planted my bottom in it safely. I sat straight in a confident pose, even though I was rattled on the inside. Both Talon and Griz scared me a little, and even though I heard enough from Zara and Deanna that they were both softies on the inside, I still felt intimidated by them.
“I-I would like to talk to you about something, if you have time.”
His chair creaked; he was leaning back in it. “I have time. What did you need to talk about?”
Licking my dry lips, I said, “I have a plan, and I need some help to…follow through with it.”
“Why have you come to me and not your old man?”
I bit my bottom lip; I did feel terrible for not talking to Blue about it. However, I knew he would say no, and I needed to do it. I lifted my head and told him the truth. “I know he wouldn’t like my plan because it involves risking me.”
“What makes you think I’ll fuckin’ like it then?”
“Because I’m sure you’re as tired as I am with how things are progressing. We need to do something to get answers. I’m sick of staying at the compound all the time. I want a life back out there. I want to feel safe going places with Blue and the girls. We have nothing to go on—”
“That’s not true.”
“What do you mean?” I demanded.
“What has Blue told you?”
Shaking my head, I sighed. “Nothing.”
“Maybe he thinks that’s for the best.”
“How can it be? It involves me. I should know everything,” I snapped.
“True.”
“Can you tell me?” I questioned carefully.
He chuckled. “Blue has given me shit in the past, so I don’t see why not. We found out your sister wanted to keep you around for the money you’ll come into when you hit twenty-five.”
Closing my eyes, I dipped my head. Money. It was all about money. Not just the amount she was getting from being my caregiver, but she wanted my inheritance, as well. Question was, how would she have gone about getting it?
“Do you think…” I asked the floor. “Do you think she would have killed her own sister for that money?”
“No.” His quick answer shocked me.
“Why?”
“She’s a shit fuckin’ sister, but she would never have wanted you dead. She’s mixed up in drugs and with the wrong people. How she would have gotten your money, we don’t know.”
“How did you find this out?”
“We have a brother hangin’ with those wrong people. They talk.”
“Is there anything else?”
“They’re watching, waiting to nab you, which is why Blue is so protective.”
“Right,” I snorted. “So really, there’s no way I can have a life if this isn’t…completed.”
“What are you gettin’ at woman?”
“Send me out there, on my own. Let them take me and you can follow, find out what their plan is, and then stop them.”
Silence filled the room.
I jumped when a voice said behind me, “I don’t like it, brother.” I spun in my seat to see an outline of a body in the corner, sitting on what must be a couch. I’d never mistake the deep grumble. I just wish I’d searched the room before heading straight in. At least then I would have seen Griz…in a way.
“It may be our only option,” Talon said.
“Blue won’t go for it.”
“He doesn’t have to know,” I offered.
“Darlin’—” Griz started.
“No. I want to do this, and yes, I know Blue won’t let it happen, but come on. How long do I have to live like this? Until you have all your answers about what’s happening? I—”
“That sounds like a fuckin’ better idea than offerin’ your own goddamn head on the line,” Griz barked.
“I don’t want to wait. It’s driving me insane, and it’s my own bloody head to offer!” I yelled. “Besides,” I added softly, “you’ll all be there to help.”
“Talon,” Griz pleaded.
He scoffed. “She’ll have protection the whole time. Not only from us, but we’ll get Vi and her crowd in, too.”
“Fuck,” Griz hissed. “He’ll kill you for doing this.”
“I guess I can call it payback for all the shit he caused with Zara.” Talon laughed. “There’s also the fact that Clary would stop him. Ain’t that right, babe?”
“Of course. I’ll be indebted to you if you help me, and in return, I won’t let Blue kill you. He’ll be in enough shit from me for not telling me the information he had to bother about anything else.”
Griz scoffed. “That I doubt, lady.” He sighed. “You know I’ll have your back, brother. You lead like always, but I don’t fuckin’ agree with it. Let that be noted. If it was the other way around…if it was Wildcat, you’d fuckin’ kill anyone who helped her.”
Talon chuckled. “I’d try, yeah. At least Clary came to us instead of our wild bunch of women, doing this behind all of our backs. She’ll be safer that way, and he’ll know it and realise it…after some time.”
“Yeah, we’ll fuckin’ see.”
With a smile in his voice, Talon asked, “So what’s your plan, babe?”
My plan had been simple. While Blue was distracted, I was to escape, walk right out of the compound and into a waiting taxi, where it would take me to the library. On a day Deanna wasn’t working, of course. I didn’t and could never want to risk the ladies’ lives, even though they would all be up for it.
However, two days later, when I was in that taxi on my way alone, I was scared out of my mind.
Following me were Vi, Talon’s sister, along with Warden and Butch, all of whom I’d met the day before. There was also Talon, Pick, Dodge, and Billy in another vehicle following them. Stoke was already planted at the library, ready to watch me when I arrived. Griz had opted to stay back at the compound and be there for when Blue found out and went crazy. I doubted he would, but then Griz laughed and said to never doubt a man and his emotions when it came to his woman.
The taxi stopped, and I handed over some money I had in my hand. I wasn’t sure if I was over-tipping or not, and I had actually forgotten about payment until Talon shoved money in my hand as I was leaving.
Climbing out of the car, I blocked my eyes from the sudden assault of bright light. The su
n was really warm, adding to the worried sweat on my back and hands. I was used to walking into the library, so I knew my way without getting into trouble. Once inside the cool, air-conditioned room, I made my way to my usual desk. Already there for me would be Stoke, as we’d planned, and also on the table would be an audio novel, to keep up the pretence I was there to read and be alone, not there for an ulterior motive.
My hands slid over the table and landed on the audio book. I was to place the headphones on my ears and listen to it, only in a low tone, so I could still hear what was going on around me. Turning it on, the lady’s voice started and announced I would be listening to Fifty Shades of Grey. My head came up to the darker form across from me, Stoke. That was when I heard a deep, manly chuckle.
I’d heard many stories about the book, like it was Viagra for women. However, I had never intended to read it. Bloody Stoke. I was soon learning he was the practical joker amongst the biker brothers.
It was an hour later, when Anna had been saved by Christian Grey, when Stoke’s phone rang. I moved my headphones away so I wouldn’t be distracted, because I was now really hooked on the storyline and wanted to see where it led.
“Talk,” he answered. “Shit, yes, yes. Okay, we’re out.” He stood quickly; I heard his chair being scraped back on the carpet. “Sweetheart, we need to go.” He came around the table and gripped my elbow, helping me out of the seat.
Once we were walking, I asked, “What’s going on?”
“They followed you, but aren’t making a move. The boss is gonna try and nab one of them for interrogation. We need fuckin’ answers.”
“Okay, all right.” I nodded.
Stoke’s hand moved to my waist and he said, “Climb in, darlin’, and we’ll head off.” He helped me into a car. I listened and waited for him to climb in the other side. That was when I heard a sound on the outside of the car, and suddenly, the driver’s door was flung open.
“You stupid idiot,” my sister’s voice roared. “Everything would have been perfect if you just went along with it and not fucking involved the bikers.”
“Amy? Amy, where’s Stoke?”