The Girl.

  Placing her hand onto his folded hands, “God Seth I will always need you”. “I love you Ella always will, but how do I go on without you”.

  Holding Seth’s hand she said, “I will miss you, no doubt”.

  “You and Samantha are my whole world and half is crumbling right now”. Raining heavier. “I know mine is to, but I have to at least try with Saul for our daughter’s sake.” “Yeah try with my son Cody to, isn’t that right”, raining pouring.

  Both becoming drenched, she said, “Please don’t get angry over this, because there’s nothing we can do about your boy”.

  Hanging his head, curls dripping, she added, “You’re in his life always will be, but we have no choice Seth about our feelings do you realize what agony it would be for all of us”. “Nah, I could never stay mad at you, shoot you’re my best friend and much more Ella”. Gave a slight smile and Seth added, “You been my best friend for many years”.

  Sniffling Ella said, “You sure proved to me how nice you are”.

  “Aw told you, I would in time huh”.

  “Yes Seth, because this is breaking my heart too”, pouring rain they look at each other and Seth places his hands against Ella’s face, as rain pours with hearts pounding he asked, “I want us to share one last time”.

  Placing her hand softly against Seth’s face, Ella replied, “Take me to that magical world one last time?”

  Chapter 16.

  A few weeks pass.

  Saul had once again turned the table around and was great to his family although Seth was moping around lately and Brenda sure noticed his frowns now and remarked, “Good lord my boys with their girl drama”.

  Mentioned to Paul Gene, “Will we ever meet Seth’s hidden love interest Missy or does he have another?”

  A few more weeks go by and sitting on the sofa in the Wiley living room was Seth with his girl Missy right next to him.

  Furthermore, he actually bought Missy a diamond ring, as he figured it was time to move on from Ella after sharing one last time together that was it.

  Realized that he hurt without Ella and could not deal with such heartache. She always seem to run back to his jerk brother giving him another chance and leaving Seth on hold or the back burner.

  In the kitchen Brenda was cooking and glad that Missy become a part of them all too. Sitting on the loveseat, in the living room, Ella just kept looking at Missy all into Seth, as they were hugging tightly.

  Saul was sitting next to Ella and kissed her on the cheek she smiled, as Seth saw frowning. Mandy come back home and Sebastian seem to be happy, as they worked things out and let us hope for good?

  A few days later, Ella told Seth to meet her at the park again that she needed to talk to him. Sitting on the park bench hanging her head Seth stood before her with his hands tucked into his blue jean pockets asking, “Well what’s this about Ella?”

  Lifted her head in tears rolling cried out, “Guess your deep feelings for me have vanished”.

  Seth now hung his head and replied, “What do you expect me to do, just sit around watching you with my brother play happy family?”

  “No guess not, that’s selfish, but I actually believed you’d never stop loving me Seth?” Seth knelt before her and asked , “Is that what you think has happened Ella?” Heartbroken, she put her hands to her face crying out, “Yes, I am petrified, because I need you so much, I always have and will”.

  “You have me Ella”.

  “No, I don’t, not anymore”. Placing his hand on her leg Seth said, “Yes forever”. “I cannot imagine my life without you!”

  “You never will lose me Ella, never”.

  “I am so scared Seth, because I have needed you most and your always there to make me feel better”.

  “I am not going anywhere Ella”, sniffles, “I will always be there for you!”

  “I know that Missy will become your best friend then what we have felt will die”. “Do you honestly believe that I could ever stop loving you Ella?”

  “It will happen Seth”, as he hung his head and she cried out, “It’s heading down that path, mark my words”, staring deeply at him with tears rolling.

  “Wrong, we been friends many years, remember hiding up in the tree from those snakes?”

  Sniffling, she nodded saying, “Yes, I do, that’s why I could never lose my best friend”. Hanging his head Seth said, “I hurt without you Ella, I had to do something”. “I hurt without you”, said Ella wiping tears.

  “Missy can never replace you, because you locked the key to my heart Ella girl!”

  Seth stood up and wiping tears Ella said, “Don’t go”.

  “Aw, Ella do not get upset, but Missy made dinner reservations for us”.

  Nodding Ella replied, “Well better hurry”.

  “Are you gonna be okay?”

  “Sure just fine”.

  “Maybe I should cancel”.

  “No Seth, you must move on, I cannot hold you back from living a normal life anymore, it’s wrong and unfair”.

  “You sure Ella?”

  That had tears rolling and replied, “How sad, we never went to dinner, only the zoo, just one time in all these years”.

  At that moment, Seth sat down on the bench grabbing Ella into his arms, as she cried with him holding her tightly, he said, “Do not cry Ella, I have loved you and always will, nothing could ever change how I feel about you”.

  Suddenly, Missy yelled out, “OH MY GOD!”

  Jumping up, let his firm hold on Ella go and Missy walked up to them asking, “Mind telling me why you and your brother’s wife are cuddling Seth?” Stood there between Ella and Missy that turned around walking away.

  Seth looked at Ella and said, “I’m sorry”, and runs after Missy, as Ella was completely devastated, tears rolled down heavily and she said, “I lost my best friend”.

  Making it back home, Ella did not want to go into the house and went into the garage sitting down onto an old torn out car seat in the far corner crying her hardest ever. Sebastian comes storming in mumbling, “Cheating sleaze”, and raving on over Mandy, as he even punched the hood of his truck.

  Ella could not help to hear him, as he growls out, “She never really loved me, heck no female ever has”.

  Walking around the corner and Sebastian noticed, as Ella asked, “You okay?” “No my life sucks, always will”.

  Ella just looked at him, putting his hands against his face crying very hard and Ella rushed up to him saying, “Oh Sebastian don’t do this!” Sobbing out, “Why not, my whole life has been heartache”.

  “We shared good moments”.

  “Yeah right”.

  “Ah, the day our children were born”, putting his hand against his chest remarked, “Aw thanks Ella that cut deeper”.

  At that moment, cried heavier and Ella grabbed onto him, as he was actually trembling. Ella held onto him tighter and with his hands against his face, he cried saying, “My life keeps getting worse, including my pain”, and Ella listened knowing hers does too. “Aw guess it’s what god wanted, me to suffer for some reason”, and cried very hard. “No Sebastian this is not what was meant for either of us”.

  Lifting his head looking deeply into her big brown eyes, as she quietly said, “A much better life was meant for us but we blew it Sebastian”.

  Staring, she added, “I should have told everyone you were the baby’s father, not keeping it a secret, because it kept us apart”.

  Raising her one eyebrow very high with Sebastian reached placing his one hand gently against her face, of tears flowing, as he softly brushed her cheek staring endlessly at her. “You were so wrong what you remarked a few minutes earlier”.

  Brushing her face softly asked, “Yeah what’s that Ella?”

  “There is one female that has always, until the end of time truly loves Sebastian with all her heart and soul, for it kills her daily without him!”

  Hearts raced very fast and Sebastian placed his other hand against her face cupping gently into
his big hands.

  Staring at each other with hearts ready to jump out, he bent his head real close brushing against hers, cheek-to-cheek he said, “I have missed you very much”.

  “I missed you Sebastian”.

  Reached around his neck with her staring, pulled out a sparkling necklace and instantly putting her hands against her face, gasped looking at the necklace that read,

  “MY GIRL!”

  In shock, tears roll down Ella’s face and Sebastian said, “Aw, I had it special made just for one girl”.

  “Oh Sebastian”.

  Took a deep steady breath, “I want to make love to you, it’s what I’ve wanted all this time to finally touch my girl again”.

  Ella literally felt faint and said, “Touch me Sebastian”, staring, she whispered into his ear, “Take me someplace and make love to me Sebastian Scott Wiley?”

  Whispering back in her ear, “I will with all my heart and soul!”

  At the restaurant, Seth and Missy finished eating their dinner, as she kept looking towards the crowd of people dancing and Seth glanced, mumbling, “Aw no”, looking back at Missy swaying. A slow songs now plays, Missy sighs and Seth felt nauseated mumbling, “Think my meal was bad”.

  “What was that honey?”

  “Nothing ready to go?”

  “Oh Seth, can we dance, please”, rubbing his stomach, replied, “I don’t dance”. “Seriously”, swaying to the soft music.

  Looking at Missy eagerly wanting to dance Seth said, “Nah, don’t like to”.

  Reaching across the table rubbing his hand, Missy said, “Please, it will be romantic”, hanging his head mumbling, “I’m gonna hurl”.

  “What babe?” Seth stood up, held his hand out and Missy’s eyes become huge, as he led her out onto the crowded dance floor, pulling Missy close to him, as they slow danced under the dim lights with soft music playing, Missy was happy and Seth felt worse.

  Back home, another Wiley was about to feel good, when Sebastian swept Ella up off her feet into his sturdy arms, took her breath away, she looked at him staring back.

  “I have longed for this moment to finally be in your arms Sebastian”.

  “I am sure going to show you just how much I crave you Ella girl!”

  That lay her head onto his shoulder and said, “I have always loved you!” Walking towards the truck holding Ella in his arms, said, “Want to know why my heart become colder, bitter actually”.

  “Why?”

  “From suffering all these years without the girl that stole my heart forever”.

  “Oh Sebastian”.

  “I love you Ella, I’m about to show you how much”.

  Taking a deep gulp, Ella was rather nervous due to his strapping size and smirking he said, “Hope you can handle it?’ Ella took a deep gulp, and was silent.

  Sebastian opened the passenger door setting Ella in gently, as they stare, she said, “I’m nervous”.

  “Aw, don’t be, but you want this right Ella?”

  Grabbing hold of his hand, she replied, “Very much”. Grinning replied, “Well, Ella is gonna get what she wants”, she took a deep gulp.

  Sebastian shut the door walking around getting into the driver seat and right as he went to pull out of the driveway.

  Seth and Missy pulled up, Sebastian said, “Aw great”.

  Getting out of the truck, Seth looks over at his brothers truck and eyes become huge, he said, “Go in the house Missy”, that huffed saying, “Hey that is no way to treat me after our romantic evening”.

  “Yeah looks like someone else is having a romantic night”. Noticing Ella sitting in Sebastian’s truck.

  “Huh, what?” Hand on her hip.

  “Go Missy”, that stormed away going into the apartment building when Seth walked over by the truck where his brother sat with Ella and asked, “What the heck?”

  Looking at Ella silently looking back and upset Sebastian said, “Move away from the truck bro”. Standing there shocked Seth asked, “What is going on? Ella why are you with Sebastian?” That leans his head against the steering wheel and becoming upset Seth asked, “Someone answer what’s going on?”

  Hanging her head Ella was speechless, sagged on the seat and staring at her, Seth said, “Aw, no way, you two?” Placing his hands against the top of his head.

  “Seth it’s not how you imagine”, said Ella teary eyed.

  “Yeah right, guess you’re the brothers whore”, she gasped and lifting his head up snarling Sebastian pointing saying, “Don’t you dare speak those words to her”.

  Smirking Seth said, “Guess it’s true, you fucked her?”

  Putting her hands over her ears, Ella said, “Stop!” Angry now Sebastian said, “You got it wrong”. Highly upset, Seth said, “No I do not, its true Ella slept with brothers what would you call her”. Sebastian glanced at Ella crying and got out of the divers side, stormed around by Seth, as they were face-to-face arguing intensely , even shoved the other a few times, as Ella saw in the rearview mirror mumbling, “Oh no!”

  Sitting in the truck, Ella cried listening to this sad situation and felt that she ruined a brothers bond, hearing angry words roar.

  Ella sat there feeling bad then heard Seth yell, “ASHLEY?”

  Hung her head putting her hand over her face when she heard Sebastian shout, “Cody!” Sitting in the truck a few more minutes, Ella could not take it any longer listening to this and got out of the truck they look and she said, “Please stop your brothers!”

  “Yeah Ella, brothers your fucking”, she covers her ears and Sebastian shoves Seth again that points saying, “Push me one more time you’re on your back”, Ella had tears.

  Furious Sebastian said, “I was only with Ella one time, no other time Seth, but sure wanted tonight”.

  Folding his arms smirking Seth remarked, “Bet Ella sure wanted more of big boy huh”, eyes large huffing she said, “Oh are you wrong, your actually big brother”, eyes ready to pop out Sebastian put his hand against his chest saying, “Aw thanks Ells, that cut deep”, as Seth really smirked lowering his head mumbling, “Biggest awesome”.

  Noticing Seth gloat Sebastian grumbled out, “Stop glowing Seth”, that snarled at him and Ella added, “Stop, no need to get mad over it Sebastian your runner up”.

  “Great, just what I wanted to hear”.

  “I sure heard what I wanted to”, said Seth smiling and Sebastian saw red, got in Seth’s face as arguing started again.

  Hands against her head Ella with tears rolling she said, “I’m done”.

  “What’s that mean?” asked Sebastian with Seth looking at her, she said, “I’m sorry Sebastian, I cannot go”, and Seth felt relieved and Sebastian was upset.

  Running his fingers through his curls saying, “Aw swell”.

  “I am sorry Sebastian”.

  “Yeah whatever”, leans against his truck folding his arms and Ella said, “Please don’t be mad”. “I’m not, just waited years for tonight, thanks Seth”, that was silent, as she looked at them both and said, “This is so mixed up, crazy actually”.

  Staring at her, Seth asked “What is Ella?” Looking at them replied, “Truth is, I could never really choose between you two, not now or ever”.

  Eyes big and watery, she added, “I am completely in love with brothers, so guess that does make me a whore”, rushing away crying.

  Literally roaring, Sebastian kicked the side of the truck a few times, as Seth stood there silently. Chapter 17.

  A few days pass and on a Sunday morning, Sebastian comes walking into the kitchen finding a few long faces, as he looked at his daughter pouting sitting by the table, Cody was fussing and Ella had her hand against her forehead.

  Walking over by the counter Sebastian asked, “What’s wrong?”

  Playing with her breakfast, Ashley said, “We not going”, reaching in the cupboard for a bowl he asked, “Where?”

  “Carnival”, stirring the spoon in the bowl, Ella said “Ashley eat the oatmeal don’t play”. Wink
s at his daughter and asked, “Why are you not going?”

  “Your brother has been gone since yesterday”, said Ella and Ashley, “Bad daddy”. Cody was screaming in the highchair and Ella was frustrated, Sebastian lifts him up saying, “Hey calm down little buddy”, holding the spoon Ashley said, “Small brother cry to much”, and Ella said, “Just eat your oatmeal”.

  Holding Cody that was calming down, Sebastian asked, “Where’s Seth?”

  “At a tournament with Samantha”, replied Ella wiping off the highchair with a napkin. Patting Cody’s back, Sebastian said, “I will take you to the carnival, eyes huge Ashley said, “Oh goodie thanks my best uncle”, and Ella replied, “No, you might have plans”, he chuckles saying, “Yeah right, not”.

  Giggling, as Ella and Sebastian look at their daughter, Ella asked, “What girl” “Got plans now”, they smile.

  Therefore, twenty minutes later, Ella and Ashley were ready, but Cody was staying home with his grandmother, because Brenda told them, he’s rather young for rides and Ella hugged her saying, “Thank you so much”, Brenda tells her, “You need a break sugar”, and Ella did. Ashley looked sweet with two long curly ponytails, wearing a pink sundress with white sandals and Ella wore blue jeans shorts with a pink sleeveless shirt and tan sandals.

  Sebastian wore black blue jeans, his boots with a white shirt and told Ella that she sure looked nice wearing those shorts, she blushed giggling.

  Ten minutes later, in Sebastian’s new black king cab truck he just bought two weeks ago, Ashley buckled in was very excited talking up a storm, as Sebastian with Ella smile listening to their happy daughter.

  Another ten minutes later, Sebastian pulled into the packed parking lot, as Ashley pointed saying, “Hooray, we here”. Looking on, Ella said, “Oh it’s packed”. “Always is, ready for some rides?” Shaking her head Ella replied, “Maybe a few”.

  However, Sebastian got Ella on every ride that afternoon and they laughed having a great time Ashley also, as Sebastian won his daughter a few stuffed animals and even won Ella a big stuffed teddy bear she loved it and was very happy.

  Sebastian was happy, as he held a picture of him, Ella with their daughter on the merry-go- round. Ella told him to keep the memorable moment and he put it in his wallet, telling her forever!