“Wow,” Jack whispered, and I knew that even he, someone who had been born and lived here all his life, was impressed with this particular storm. The house continued to shake. Everything on hinges was rattling. We clung to each other like two desperate swimmers clinging to a raft in a tossing sea. The wind rose and fell, sending wave after wave of rain against the house.
And then, as suddenly as it had begun, the storm ended. Mother Nature relaxed and stepped over us, the storm trailing after her as she made her way northward to remind someone else how powerful she could be and how much we should all respect her. Jack eased his tight embrace around me, and we both sighed with relief.
“Is it finally over?” I asked, still skeptical.
“Yes,” he said. “It’s over. I just hate to go out there in daylight tomorrow and see the mess. You all right?”
I nodded, but I didn’t leave his side. My heartbeat had slowed, but the numbness I had felt earlier in my legs was still there. I didn’t think I could stand up. Jack stroked my hair with his left hand.
“How many of these storms have you been through?” I asked.
“A few, but this was a humdinger.”
“I was born during a storm,” I told him. “My mother told me about it and how my uncle Paul was there to help with the delivery.”
“So that explains it,” Jack said.
“Explains what?”
“Where you get your grit … from the hurricane. It left its mark in your heart. I bet you’re a terror when you’re angry.”
“No … well, maybe,” I said.
He laughed. “I don’t intend to find out. So,” he said sitting back, “what do you plan to do now?”
“Nothing. I’m going to wait here,” I said.
“You don’t really think your mother’s coming back, do you?”
“Yes,” I said. “She knows I was here; she’s got to come back.”
Jack thought for a moment. “Okay,” he said. “Let’s go to my trailer and get some things, see how bad the storm was, and then we’ll return.”
“No,” I said. “I want to stay here. I was going to go through the house just before the storm began. Maybe my mother’s hiding someplace.”
“You sure got a Cajun stubbornness. When your mind’s made up, it’s made up,” he said. “All right. Wait for me here. We’ll search the house again together. I’ll go gather up some food for us so we can have dinner.”
“I’m not hungry.”
“You will be,” he assured me. “I’ll leave the lantern, but promise you will wait for me before you start trekking through the house again.”
“I promise,” I said.
He stared at me a moment and then smiled that soft, small smile I was beginning to crave. I smiled back and he leaned toward me as my lips opened slightly to invite his. We kissed.
“I’ll be right back,” he whispered and put on his slick raincoat and hat. “Don’t move.”
“Don’t worry. I won’t,” I said.
He laughed and hurried out.
I gazed around the room. In the throes of the storm, I had run to the nearest safe harbor without really looking at my haven. Now, calmer, I looked up at the large oil painting of a cove in the swamps. Although it was too dark to see the details, I had a vision flash across my mind and I saw the grosbeak night heron swooping over the water.
Suddenly a parade of childhood memories began. I saw myself peering down the grand stairway, which to me had looked as deep as the Grand Canyon. I heard laughter in the hallway, the full melodic laugh of my uncle Paul, who beamed his sunny smile at me whenever he saw me. I felt him scoop me up and carry me through the house on his shoulders. Delicious aromas from the kitchen returned. I saw our cook working over the stoves and ordering her assistant to cut this and mix that. All the people in my memories were big, gigantic in word and deed.
As I recalled more and more, the house that was now so dark and dreary was resurrected in my memory. In my recollections it was bright and warm and full of life. Uncle Paul was hanging one of Mommy’s new paintings, and I was standing beside her, holding her hand, marveling at the magic that came out of my mother’s fingers. With a sweep of a brush, she could put life in a face or make birds fly and fish jump. I heard music and more laughter. There were people everywhere; not a room, not a corner, looked lonely or cold. And from a window, probably in my room, I saw the gardens, bright and lush with flowers in all of the colors of the rainbow.
It seemed to me my mother and I had fled from this house one day, and because the flight was so quick and so complete, my memories had fallen deeper and deeper into the vaults of my mind. It was almost as if I was afraid to let them emerge, afraid that they would return with some horrid nightmare trailing behind them.
The oil wells drummed in the night. Creatures slid along the banks of the swamp, and the water turned inky, dreadful, hiding the face that was to appear on the surface in the yellow moonlight, a face I was yet to see.
I blinked, and the memories faded as quickly as they had come. I was here in the present again, in the dark, dank house, searching for Mommy and hoping to find her before it was too late for all of us.
I didn’t move until Jack returned and when he saw that I had barely budged an inch, he laughed. He was carrying a carton filled with food and drink.
“It’s too dark to see it all clearly,” he said, “but there are trees down, branches scattered, water running every which way. The trailer made out all right, although the phone’s dead. I won’t be able to inspect the machinery until morning though. I’ll set this down on the dining room table,” he said, indicating the carton. “Take the lantern and lead the way.”
I did so. The sky was still thickly overcast, so the house was very dark. The glow of the lantern cast a dim pool of illumination over the floors and walls, but as we walked through the corridor, darkness seemed to cling to us. Field mice scampered into holes no bigger than quarters. I could hear scratching and scurrying in other rooms, and I surmised that other animals had fled here from the storm.
The dining room table was hidden by a dustcover that had yellowed with time. I pulled it back, and Jack put the carton down. Turning with the lantern, I looked at the walls and ceiling, the grand chandelier and the large windows. Vague images tickled my memory. This table had looked miles long and miles wide to me when I was an infant. The image of Uncle Paul seated at the head flashed in the darkness like a ghost, and I gasped.
“What’s wrong?” Jack asked.
I shook my head. “Nothing. I’m fine.”
“You want to go through the house again?”
“Please,” I replied. He took my hand and the lantern and we checked the kitchen and the pantries and then the sitting rooms before ascending the stairway. Through a window at the end of the upstairs corridor, I saw lightning flash in the distance. I was holding tightly to Jack’s hand, squeezing his fingers together, but he didn’t appear to mind.
We checked my old nursery, even the closets, checked the guest rooms, Uncle Paul’s room and Mommy’s. There was no sign of her.
“Where could she be in such a storm?” I mused aloud.
“Maybe she’s with someone she didn’t talk about much. Maybe she found an old shack and camped out in it, or maybe she went to a motel. There’s nothing much you can do tonight, Pearl, with the phones out and the roads closed here and there. Might as well relax as best you can.”
“I suppose you’re right,” I said. I sighed and realized my throat was dry and my tongue felt like a slab of granite. “I’m very thirsty.”
“I brought water and some homemade blueberry wine,” he said, leading me back to the stairway. “Dinner will be last night’s leftovers, but I made it myself.”
I laughed at the pride he took in his cooking. “And what did you make last night?”
“A batch of poached blackfish. Bart and Lefty were supposed to eat with me, but they went to a fais-do-do and an all-you-can-eat crawfish party,” he said as we descended the st
airs.
“Why didn’t you go with them?”
“Wasn’t in the mood,” he said.
“Don’t you have a girl, Jack?” I asked. I couldn’t see his face when he turned to me, but I suspected that he was smiling.
“I’ve had a few girlfriends, but no one serious.”
“Why not?”
“That’s just it,” he said, “no one’s serious. Most of the girls I’ve met are …”
“What?” I asked, intrigued.
“Airheads,” he said, and I laughed.
“Bart says a woman doesn’t need much in her head to get by with a man, but that’s not the kind of woman I want,” he continued.
We returned to the dining room, where he set down the lantern and began to unpack the carton. Everything was neatly wrapped in tinfoil. He poured me a glass of water.
“Thank you, Jack.” The water was cold and very refreshing. I drank it quickly.
“More?”
“Not right now, thanks,” I said. In the glow of the lantern, his face looked shiny but soft, and his eyes twinkled. “What kind of a woman do you want, Jack?”
“Someone who can talk to me about important things, a companion, not just a …”
“Just a what?”
“Just a woman,” he replied, turning back to his carton. “I brought a little Sterno stove to warm up the sauce. My grandmere’s recipe: three cups of home-made mayonnaise, six drops of Tabasco, four tablespoons of lemon juice, one-half cup of capers, one teaspoon of caper liquid, and two tablespoons of dry mustard.”
“Sounds wonderful. I’m not much of a cook, I’m afraid. We have a cook at home, had a cook all my life.” He didn’t say anything. “Do you think I’m a spoiled rich girl, Jack?”
“You don’t seem spoiled,” he said. “I’ve met spoiled girls, spoiled airheads.” He gazed at me and shook his head. “You’re not like any of them.”
“Thanks. Can I do anything?”
“You can. Here,” he said taking out a tablecloth, napkins, and silverware. “Set the table.”
“Yes, sir,” I said.
Jack found a serving table on wheels and used it to prepare our food. He produced two light blue candles and candle holders. After placing them at the center of the table, he lit them. They didn’t add that much light, but it was a warmer glow. I set out the plates and the glasses, and Jack took out his homemade wine.
“Okay, mademoiselle, you may sit down now.” After I did so, he poured the wine. “I hope this meets mademoiselle’s expectations. It’s vintage 1950.”
I laughed and tasted it. “Very good, monsieur. My compliments.”
“Merci, mademoiselle. And now the star of our show.” He took my plate and prepared my entrée. Then he prepared his own and sat down next to me.
“It looks fantastic,” I said. He had served some green beans and corn with the fish.
“I’m sorry there’s no bread.”
“We’ll make do,” I replied.
He smiled and reached for his glass of wine. “Shall we make a toast?”
“Yes.”
“To the storm.”
“The storm?”
“Which caused us to dine together tonight.” We clinked glasses. “Which only proves the saying that out of something bad, something good must come to those who wait and endure.”
I felt the warmth from the wine, but I also felt a warmth coming from my heart.
“Let’s eat,” he declared.
Maybe because of the circumstances, because the tension and excitement had been so draining, I had a ravenous appetite. It was the most delicious meal I had had in a long time. As we ate, Jack told me more about himself and his family. His mother had been sick most of her adult life, suffering from diabetes. So his grandmere did most of the cooking and house-work. He had grown up in the bayou and rarely left, only to go to New Orleans and once to go to Dallas with the family to see relatives, and once on a family vacation to Clearwater, Florida.
“I suppose my life’s been very simple compared to what you’ve done and seen,” he said. “I’m not what you would call sophisticated.”
“Your life might be simple, as you put it, but you’re not simple, Jack. Most of the so-called sophisticated young men I’ve known couldn’t hold a candle to you,” I added, perhaps with more energy than I intended, but after my third glass of homemade wine, my tongue felt loose and my thoughts free. Even in the low candlelight, I could see Jack blush and look happy. He softly laughed and flashed me a pleased look.
We continued to eat slowly, and whenever I lifted my eyes, they met his. Sometimes those eyes seemed to have the candle flame burning within them.
“I’m sorry I have no coffee or dessert,” he said in a voice close to a whisper.
“That’s all right. I’ve eaten more than I thought I would.”
“You have, haven’t you?” he said, nodding at my empty plate. I had scooped up even the last drop of sauce.
“Very unladylike,” I said, shaking my head. “A proper young lady always leaves something on her plate.”
“Oh, really? Well, I guess I ain’t never met no proper young lady,” he replied, imitating some swamp rat. “I’ve known women who ate the plate.”
I threw my head back and laughed. Then I leaned forward. He was laughing, too, and he leaned toward me. We brought our foreheads together gently and Jack kissed the tip of my nose. Our eyes locked again. My heart beat softly, but I felt warm blood flood my cheeks and my neck. Was it the wine?
“Should we clean up?” I asked softly.
“Clean up. Oh, no, mademoiselle. We have servants to do that. Please. Let me escort you to the parlor,” he said, standing and offering his arm. I rose. “Perhaps we should take along our homemade wine.” He seized the neck of the bottle and our two glasses. Then he blew out the candles and I took the lantern. We returned to the sitting room.
Although the storm had passed, there was a lingering drizzle. It made a gentle pitter-patter on the pane. Lightning still flashed in the distance, each streak turning the pitch-black sky flamered for a split second. I fixed my gaze on it while Jack poured us each another glass of wine.
“I hope everything’s all right back in New Orleans,” I said.
“Don’t lose hope.” Jack handed me my wine, and I sipped it slowly. Then I relaxed and let my head fall back against the settee. Jack stood there gazing down at me. When I looked up at him, I saw far more than simple concern and worry in his eyes. What I saw made my heart stir and then thump. Could it be that there really was something called love at first sight? His eyes were pools of desire, which made me aware of my own ravenous need for romantic fulfillment. These sensations made me feel guilty. I swallowed hard and closed my eyes. When I opened them, Jack was at my side, taking my hand.
“Are you okay?”
“Just tired, I guess,” I replied.
He nodded. “Sure. Considering what you’ve been through, no wonder. Well,” he added, “if you insist on staying here another night, I guess we can go upstairs. We still have the blankets I brought last night.”
I nodded. He took my glass and set it on the table. Then he helped me up and took the lantern. We made our way through the darkness and ascended the stairs, neither of us saying much. He wrapped his right arm around me, and I laid my head against his shoulder and closed my eyes.
Suddenly I heard something below and stopped walking. “What was that?”
“What?”
“I heard something.” I gazed into the darkness beneath us. “Mommy! Are you there?”
Silence.
“Might have been a mouse,” Jack suggested. I continued to listen and then agreed. He continued to lead me up the stairs, my head against his shoulder.
“Here we are,” he announced when we reached Mommy’s old bedroom. Jack set the lantern down on the nightstand, and I took off my shoes and lay back. He stood there for a moment looking down at me. I reached up and he took my hand. He brought it to his lips. I said nothing. My
heart was pounding. He waited a moment and then let go to turn away and go to the settee.
“Jack,” I said. It was as if my voice had the power to act at will. His name was on my lips so quickly that I didn’t have a chance to think why or what I wanted. It didn’t matter. He knew.
He returned to my side, knelt beside the bed to kiss my hand, and then leaned over to kiss my lips. “Pearl,” he whispered.
I tried to reason, to think about what was happening, just the way I always had when I kissed a boy. But tonight my scientific appraisal never took hold; the part of me that questioned and analyzed every touch, every kiss, never showed its face; and it wasn’t only because of the wine. In Jack’s arms I felt secure; I felt his concern and his care. What he wanted to happen, he wanted for both of us.
His touch was gentle, unselfish. Instead of feeling anxious and fearful, I welcomed the whirl of emotions; I wanted to be engulfed in the tidal wave. I felt myself unlock every door, invite every kiss. I lifted my chin so his lips would fall against my neck, and I kissed his cheeks and his eyes. When he rose, I moved over to make a place for him.
“Pearl,” he whispered. Never did my name sound so sweet.
His hands moved over my arms to my breasts. Our clothing seemed to peel away so our skin could touch. Every time he paused, a little hesitant, a little unsure, I kissed him harder, driving away any reluctance, assuring him I wanted to follow the trail we were both burning to my heart.
“Are you sure?” he whispered one final time.
“Yes, oh, yes, Jack,” I replied.
With each touch of his lips, of his hands, I felt electrifying sensations. I realized I was not some scientific creature, after all. I was a woman.
We exploded against each other. I bit down on his ear so hard I thought I tasted blood, but he didn’t complain. He held me tightly, his kisses winding down slowly as our hearts slowed. He held on to me like someone who never wanted to let go.
“Are you all right?” he asked when I didn’t speak and practically held my breath.
I nodded and whispered yes. He released his hold on me and lay back beside me. Neither of us said a word for a long moment.
“Pearl,” he finally began, “I don’t want you to think that—”
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