by Helena Smith
‘Bella.... how many times.’ I remember... he is on about the fact that I haven’t checked to see if it was him before opening the door.
‘Sorry’ I put my bottom lip out and it breaks his frown. He grabs hold of me and kisses me. Oh how I have missed these kisses. It feels like months that we have been apart.
‘Have you made plans for us this weekend?’
‘Well no, not for today. I’m sorry Bella, I have to fly back out tomorrow’ My heart sinks. Why does he have to go again so quickly. He lifts my chin up gently and kisses me lightly on the lips and brushes my cheek with his lips
‘Bella, the last thing I want to do is to leave you so quickly. But soon we will be together more. Ok?’
‘Okay’
‘So what would you like to do’
‘Don’t laugh.... but I think it would be nice if we went to the zoo today.’
‘The zoo?’ He is laughing and it makes me blush. ‘That sounds good Bella.’
‘Well I think so. I thought it would be a nice day out and I am paying. ‘
‘No... no your not. You do not pay for anything when we are together. ‘
‘That’s not fair. I wanted to take you out’
‘And you are. But I can not allow you to pay for anything’. In a way I find it quite sexy that he is so dominant about such lovely things.
‘okay, but its not fair.’ He starts moving his lips lightly across the nape of my neck and I am still mumbling my disgruntled view.
‘I mean Robert, there has to be some times where you let me pay for some things. ‘ He is totally ignoring me and moving his lips down my chest and I can feel myself weakening.
‘Robert, Ash is upstairs... sleeping.’ I whisper.
‘Good....... for ...... her....’ He kisses me in between each word. He lifts me up and wraps my legs around him and carries me through to the dining room and closes the door.
‘Robert! we.... oh god.... we can’t...... ‘He places me on the dining room table and runs his hands up my legs and parts them. Kissing me, his hands are everywhere. In my hair, stroking my face, running across my inner thigh.... my resolve is breaking at the speed of light.
‘Okay..... we can......’ I give in. My inner goddess has a huge white flag waving it frantically. I can feel his neediness. His need to want me, and I feel it to. He undoes my dressing gown and pulls it apart. He runs his finger down my throat, in between my breasts and down my stomach. I moan with delight and I am past caring if anyone can hear me. I
‘Bella....my Bella.’
We collapse around each other after frantically making love. He pulls me into his chest. I can feel his heart beating so fast.... its like his heart will explode. We need to go and get ready and I remind Robert that we have a fun day at the zoo ahead of us. His response is laughter, but in a nice way. He also declined my offer to drive and insists that he will drive.
The zoo is full of families, all laughing children. Some are crying because their ice creams have melted and landed in a blob on the floor. Robert and I walk around looking at all the animals, and I can’t help but grin. Its such a cute day out. The butterfly house feels like the Amazon and the colours of the different butterflies are just... divine. So magical. One lands on my nose and Robert bursts into fits of laughter as I go cross eyed to try and capture the moment. I look and smile at him and he takes a picture of me on his phone. We go to see the lions, I am always so fascinated by these big beasts. Robert and I pose in front of one and he takes an awkward one handed photo of us both. We look at it and he has managed to get our foreheads in, so we try again and manage it this time. I smiled and Robert asked..
‘What are you smiling at?’
‘I am just really happy’.
‘So am I Bella. So am I’.
We embraced and kissed before heading off to gawp at some more animals. In the gift shop at the end of our animal fueled day Robert bought me a massive stuffed tiger. I asked him to meet me at the car as I needed the ladies. I went into the gift shop and bought him a huge stuffed Lion. I tried to hide it behind my back when I got to the car but it was a bit too big to conceal. He laughed. ‘I love it Bella. Hahaha.... thank you’
On the way back home we stopped off at an Italian restaurant and ordered some pasta. I didn’t realise how hungry I was until I could smell the food. It must be all that fresh air. The waitress was lingering around Robert a bit too much for my liking. Robert looked at me and it’s as if he can read my thoughts.
‘Bella... I only have eyes for one lady’.
‘As long as that one lady is me!’
‘Of course it is Bella.’
We devour our dinner and decide on a dessert as well. I manage to get back to the car, but I have eaten way too much.
‘Bella, I have bought you a little present.’
‘What is it?’
‘Well, I am going away tomorrow. So I thought we could have a little fun.’
‘Oh god’
‘Bella... don’t knock it might be fun. I have bought you a chastity belt. I will put it on you and I will keep the key.’
‘Jesus Robert! I don’t know yet. I mean if you have the key, how on earth can I ... you know, go for a wee and stuff.’
‘Well, there are little holes there in the right places. I have bought you baby wipes to help you feel clean. You can function with it on, but it just means you can not have sex or masturbate.’
‘Robert!’
‘Haha... you are blushing’
‘Urmmm... yeah’
‘For me... just try it this one time. After I have relieved you then you can tell me whether or not you do not want to do it again.’
‘Robert... really..... I ... oh I don’t know...’
‘Too late. We are doing it.’
‘Your bossy. And you said it was completely up to me’
‘You have seen nothing yet!’
I fall silent into the car. Am I really going to do this? I have never in my life been into anything... kinky. Why am I even considering this? It is clearly going to make Robert happy. But I’m not sure I want to do this.
He grabs his package when we pull up and we go up to my room. He pulls it out of its box.
‘I don’t like it Robert’.
‘Nonsense. You will love this trust me..... Please?’
‘No.’
‘Bella just try it’
‘No, I won’t.’
‘Okay, I will leave it here and if you change your mind then you can. Some women wear them for a year.’
‘A YEAR! You are shitting me. You can get that idea right out of your head.’
‘Hahaha... Bella, don’t you worry. I wouldn’t be away from you that long’
‘Good bloody job as well. Sorry but it looks far from sexy’
‘I know it doesn’t look sexy, but it heightens sex when it comes off.’
‘Well, it might do for other people and good on them. But for me.... it just looks like torture and it will be unhygienic.’
‘Okay. Like I say, lets leave it here in case you change your mind.’
‘I won’t do, but if it makes you feel like there is a glimmer of hope then by all means, just leave it here.’
I can tell from his face he is a little disappointed, but I am not about to give in. But if I can arouse him enough he might cave in, and forget all about it. So I get down on my knees and unbuckle his belt, undo the buttons on his jeans and pull them down and it realises his giant erection. I slowly start to tantalise him with my tongue and he moans in response. I take him in my mouth and suck him, softly at first then I suck harder. Just as he nears towards coming, I pull away.
‘Bella... don’t stop please’
I carry on and help him reach his climax. He pulls me to my feet and kisses me gently.
‘You get to bed and at least read your chastity manual that I have bought you Bella. I really have to get going’
‘Right.’
‘Bella, are you sulking?’
‘Yeah’
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‘Well you still look cute even when you do that. I will be counting down the hours until we see each other again. Bye Bella’
With that he kisses me and disappears out of my room.
I go for a shower, and wonder if I have made the right decision not to wear the belt. But I really don’t want to do it. If it feels wrong, then I have to stand firm. As I cover myself in head to toe in body butter I realise I think I love him. I want to make him happy. Every time I see him, my heart flutters. Even when I think about him, I feel love struck. Cupid has well and truly pulled their bow and arrow out on me. They must have for me to have handed in my notice at work and be prepared to go and spend so much time with him in Sicily.
As I climb into bed, I close my eyes and think about how fantastic Sicily will be. The sunshine, food and the beaches. Some more time with Robert will be wonderful.
CHAPTER 18
I wake up and it’s mid morning on a Sunday. I love not being woken up by my alarm. I smile to myself..... this could be like everyday.... but with Robert beside me. I turn over ...smiling to myself. Not so long ago, I was desperate for excitement. For my life to change and to finally be happy. Settle down with someone. Could Robert really be the one that I have been looking for? Apart from this chastity belt nonsense. Two can play at that game. I am going to buy him one now and get him back. I am not going to tell Ash about it. She might change her opinion on him. I go downstairs and she has the kettle on ready. We have a catch up then she asks
‘Bella, do you fancy coming to the gym today for a swim and a sauna?’
‘Not today thanks Ash, I’m feeling really shattered today. ‘
‘Oh it’s all this dating malarkey! Naughty girl. Do you need me to do anything or get you anything?’
‘Thank you but I will be ok, a day of rest shall do me the world of good.’
Ash goes upstairs to get ready for the gym and I slump on the couch. I am looking forward to a day of just quiet contemplation. Not to mention catching up on a few chores that need doing. After Ash goes out, I go upstairs to try and have a shower. I notice my phone is dead and there are 3 text messages from my tormentor.
*Bella, are you ok? Xx *
*Bella, please respond I need to know you are o.k. xx*
*Please speak to me. Are you mad? Xx*
I hit reply:
*Hi Robert. I am alive, and the belt is still under the bed. Xx* I have to refrain from actually saying it’s never going to happen.
*Oh ok Bella. I will get over it.... I guess! xx*
*Robert... it will be relief to get rid of the damn thing. xx*
*haha... in case it bites you? xx*
*Robert... stop it or I will buy you one! x*
*No way! X*
*YES x*
*Okay.... I will stop going on about it. x*
*Good x*
*I miss you x*
*I miss you too. x*
I feel like a teenager! Ridiculous.... I am a grown woman and I am having fun with my boyfriend. Who am I kidding... he feels like the love of my life. I spend the rest of the day trying
on different work outfits for my last week of work. I can’t quite believe it’s my last week of work. I am going to ensure thought that I use my brains with my money. How to invest it, what to buy. I have read many books on investments over the years. Maybe buy a few small houses and rent them out to start with. My leaving do is on Friday and we are all going to town. I should invite Robert as I don’t think I have told him yet.
*Hey. My leaving do is on Friday night. Do you think you will be able to make it? x*
*Just try and stop me. I will pick you up at 7pm x*
*Super x*
*xx*
I am pleased he is coming on Friday. I can’t wait for everyone to meet him to see just how fantastic he is. 5 more sleeps and I am free from my boring dreadful job. New boyfriend, money in the bank. I might even throw in a new hairstyle.
CHAPTER 19
Wednesday morning, is as boring as ever with our weekly meetings. But I can sit there, with a smile on my face. Two more sleeps..... I am so counting this down. Coming out of the meeting I look at my work smart phone and see pages of unread emails. I refrain from groaning inside. After the meeting I go into my office and it looks like we have taken the delivery for the local florist.
‘Susie?’ My P.A excitedly runs through the door, and has been clearly waiting for my meeting to finish as she makes it into my office in a nano second.
‘Hi Bella. Oh my god... aren’t they just stunning. What a lucky girl you are! ‘She gushes without drawing breath.
‘Is there a card?’ She produces a card and looks as pleased as punch with herself.
*Dearest Bella. Not long now until we are together more and you are free from your dreary job. All My Love, Robert x p.s is it still in it’s box?*
I flush the same red as some of my flowers. I can’t believe he put that on the card. I pull out my blackberry.
*Dearest Robert.... Thank you so much for the florist shop! They are beautiful. X*
*You are very welcome darling x*
I manage to clear enough space on my desk so that I can actually try and do a bit of work. Everyone who walks past my office does a double take and runs into my office. Some of them joke about the fact that they are glad they are not hay fever sufferers.
*Robert... just a thought... how am I going to get all of this home?*
*David will come in 1 hour to collect them. x*
Low and behold David turns up 1 hour later, with a polite grin on his face and I give him my key. He moves everything out of the office and it takes him half an hour of running back and forth. I thank him and he reminds me its fine. He is so lovely. He comes back with my key and tells me he has arranged them all in vases.... is there no end to this guy’s skills?
I am frustrated as Robert keeps making digs about the belt. I will definitely get him back on this one. But if he mentions it again I will have to put him straight. Otherwise I am going to start thinking that he has issues. As I get home and run the bath my phone pings.
*Bella.... I can’t wait to run my tongue up and down your body until you beg me for more.x*
*I can’t wait to run my tongue up and down your body and until I take you in my mouth*
*Whoooaaa there... who is doing the teasing here?? x*
*I am in case you haven’t noticed.... I can’t wait to run my tongue softly up and down you x*
*Go on..... then what? x*
*Sorry... got to dash... my bath is ready x*
I giggle to myself. Its good to finally feel some power. I ignore the phone pinging, and head off to the bath... more like strut actually. Sinking into the bath it feels so good. Full of bubbles and hopefully cleanse these dirty thoughts in my head. As I sit on my bed and try myself I look at my phone and there are 3 messages.
*You better not have gone already. Tell me more! X*
*Bella? Come on.... I am so turned on right now. X*
*You are in trouble now.... xxxxxxx*
Hahah... I giggle to myself.
*I am never in trouble and you know it. Hurry up and get your ass back here asap. x*
*Now now Bella...don’t get all demanding x*
*Oh... you have seen nothing yet! xx*
I laugh and head downstairs, just in time to see Ash bustling through the door weighed down by 6 carrier bags full of food.
‘Hey sweetie, I thought I would cook tonight. ‘
‘What delights are you making tonight Ash?’
‘I thought we would go all Mexican.’
‘Sounds good to me.’ If there is one thing that Ash and I excel in... it’s food and alcohol. We have always been avid cooks, and have shelves of cookbooks. Good job we are both members at the gym or we would be twice the size. Which reminds me... it’s been a while since I have hit the treadmill. I must get back into it.
After dinner we sit and watch and some sitcoms and laugh our heads off. But I realise I am so tired.
; ‘I’m off to bed Ash... I am shattered.’
‘Dirty mare.... go on admit it.’
‘Admit what?’ I look at her and automatically feel guilty. Has she looked under the bed and seen the chastity belt? Oh good god... how do I explain this to her? We have been best friends but this kind of sharing takes it to a new level.
‘Admit the fact that you are conserving your energy for a certain someone who is coming back sometime soon.’
PHEWWW
‘Oh... yeah. hahaha... yeah I am actually. ‘
‘You look guilty Bells! Nothing for you to feel guilty about!’
‘Oh I know.... haha.’
I head off upstairs with great relief. Thank god for that. Now that would be embarrassing. I go to bed and manage to read for about 10 minutes but my eyes are closing. Its tiring work dating.
CHAPTER 20
Friday morning.... Wahoo. My last day at work. I also get to devour Robert. I also..... am Free. This is the first time in my career I have ever bounced out of bed like I have springs on my feet. As of today I no longer have to set my alarm, listen to boring meetings, work stupid hours. This is the first day of the rest of my life. I am past excited. I must be... I have woken up 15 minutes before my alarm is due to go nuts. I get ready for work and text Robert.
*I can not wait to see you later xx*
As I drink my staple diet of coffee, my phone buzzes.
*I can not wait to see you either. x*
*xx*
I get in the car and play my favourite tunes on my way to work and sing my heart out. Two men in a white van drive past and are laughing with me and clapping at the performance they can not hear. I blush... but laugh along. This day, is going to be perfect. I know it... I can feel it in my bones. Who started that saying? ‘I can feel it in my bones.’ I’m not sure if I can feel anything in my bones.... but I feel good. Everyone in work has their heads down and are beavering away as normal. At 11am I am called to the conference room where everyone is stood. It never even crossed my mind about a leaving presentation. All eyes are on me, and all I can think is I am free! My boss stands at the front with me, and he tells the crowd what a wonderful, hardworking employee I have been. He goes through some of the highlights of my career. Then, he proceeds to tell the crowd about some of the funny things I have done. Some of which are quite embarrassing....