by Tara Sue Me
My eyes closed as he walked to stand in front of me, still trailing the flogger against my skin. He dragged the tips along my breast, and I stifled a moan.
“No,” he said. “I want to hear you. Want to hear every whimper, every moan, every sigh.” The fur dipped low and brushed my sex. I lifted my hips, searching for more.
“Not yet,” he said, walking behind me to slap my backside again.
I groaned, but the sound was cut off when I felt the soft thud of suede hit my lower thighs.
“Not even close,” he said. “I’m going to show you just how much you’ve grown since our first weekend.” The fur followed the same path of the suede. “And what did I say earlier?”
“I will not fail, Master.”
“Exactly.” The suede struck my left ass cheek. “You will not fail.”
He didn’t say anything then, choosing to communicate with the flogger instead. Sometimes he used the fur, and sometimes he used the suede. Often, he’d use them together. I found it easier this time to simply let the feelings he evoked in me take over. My eyes remained closed and I whimpered when the tips of suede struck between my legs from behind. Moaned when it was replaced by fur.
More. I needed more.
I searched my brain, desperate for the feeling to continue and struggling to remember the words.
“Green,” I said, almost shouting. “Green. Please.”
The next strike of suede landed harder, a sharp bite against my right cheek. “Like that?” he asked.
“Yes.” I hissed as the pain subsided into pleasure.
The following blows landed hard and quick, exactly what I wanted. I moaned in response, ready and willing to be carried anywhere he wanted to take me. I didn’t feel the rabbit fur anymore, only the suede. Every so often, his hand would smack my backside, his fingers stopping to slip inside me, stroking and teasing my sensitive flesh.
“Beautiful,” he whispered when I trembled at his touch.
He pressed against me, the denim of his jeans rough on my sensitive skin. I felt every part of him—his erection pressing my backside, his arms coming around my shoulders, his fingers rubbing and twisting my nipples, his breath hard and panting in my ear. I arched my back, desperate for him to enter me and put an end to my longing.
“Not yet,” he said again, once more crashing my hopes of an easy release. “Later. When I decide you’re ready.” He undid the cuffs binding my wrists and tenderly massaged my upper arms. “Open your eyes,” he said, slipping to stand in front of me.
His intense gaze met me. “Are you okay?” he asked, his hands still working magic on my arms.
“Yes, Master.”
He didn’t respond, but took my hand and led me to the corner of the room, where a blanket had been spread. “We’re going to take a little break,” he said. “I want you to have a seat and wait for me.”
The blanket felt soft and inviting. He must have placed a mat of sorts underneath.
“It’s going to be a long day, Abigail,” he said. “I hope you were telling the truth when you said you slept well and stretched properly.”
Chapter Eighteen
—ABBY—
I felt light-headed imagining what he could have planned that required me to have slept and stretched well. Were we going to spend the entire day in the playroom?
Holy fucking sh—
“Abigail,” he commanded.
My head snapped up to meet his eyes. “Yes, Master?”
“Stay here in your waiting position. I’ll return soon.”
I moved quickly into my standard kneeling position and dropped my head. My knees sank into the soft mat beneath the blanket, and I was thankful he decided to have me wait on the mat instead of the hard floor.
There was no way to measure time in the playroom. Even if I’d been at ease and free to look around the room, there was no clock to indicate if it was past lunch. How long had it been since I first entered at ten? My eyes itched to look for a window, but even those were covered with room-darkening shades, so I kept my head down.
I heard him when he returned and felt the mat give as he stood to my side.
“Relax, my lovely,” he said, sitting beside me.
As I slid to sit on my backside, I noticed he held a platter: a large one, filled with numerous, yummy-looking items.
“Tapas,” he said. “I’m hungry.”
What? So he decided to have a snack in the playroom?
“Here.” He placed the platter in my hands. Everything looked delicious: meatballs, bread with aioli, and skewers with veggies.
“Banderillas.” He nodded toward the skewers and then opened a large bottle of water at his side. “I’ll start with one of those.”
I looked back to the wooden sticks lined with cucumbers, olives, and baby onions. He’d start with one of those?
Beside me, he waited.
He wanted me to . . . ?
Oh. Oh!
Oh.
“But first,” he began, reaching inside his pocket and pulling out the nipple clamps and chain. “I want to decorate you a bit.”
I swallowed and put the platter down. I remembered the pinch of the clamps and the sharp pain when he released them. The way a tug on the chain sent a jolt of need to the ache between my legs.
I moved to my knees and thrust my chest out, both in invitation and acceptance. My nipples hardened at the thought of what he would do.
He worked with a comfortable ease, rubbing first one nipple between his fingers and then the other. He teased me. Taunted me. Whispered to me how beautiful I was.
I still gasped when the first clamp latched onto my nipple. He slipped a finger between my legs and drew lazy circles around my clit, teasing and taunting again before returning to slide a clamp onto my other nipple.
“Beautiful,” he said when he was finished. He sat back on his heels. “Now you may serve me.”
I picked up a skewer, noticing immediately how the chain swayed when I moved. Everything I did caused the chain to move, to slightly tug at the clamps. It would be a long lunch break. I hid a smile just thinking about it.
“Now, Abigail,” he said, pulling the chain and making me moan.
I looked back down at the platter. Should I take the veggies off the skewer and feed him by hand or just put a banderilla up to his mouth?
He hadn’t given me any instructions, so I was fairly certain I could do either one. What would he want?
I wasn’t sure.
I knew, though, what I’d want if the situation were reversed.
I slipped a cucumber off a wooden skewer and fed it to him. His lips parted. His tongue brushed my fingertips as the cucumber disappeared in his mouth.
Fuck, that was fun.
The bulge in his jeans told me he was just as turned on as I was. I fed him an olive and a baby onion, each time offering him the food from my fingers and feeling the electric shock as his lips brushed my hands. Between that and the still-noticeable ache of my nipples, I was a quivering mess when I lifted a small piece of aioli-covered bread up.
Again, the chain swayed. Again, his lips lightly kissed my fingertips.
It was the same when I fed him the meatballs. Same when I went back to the banderilla. How was it possible feeding him was such a turn-on?
I wasn’t sure, but it was.
I realized serving him was just that: offering myself to him in any capacity he wanted. It was the sexual offering of my body. The way I served him breakfast in the dining room. How I prepared myself for him, whether that preparation be yoga, jogging, or waxing. And it was as simple as feeding him an olive.
“Are you hungry, my lovely?” he asked, eyes dark with longing and need.
“Yes, Master,” I whispered.
He silently took the plate from me. His eyes watched mine as he slid a cucumber from a skewer and pressed it to my lips. I parted my mouth, accepting his offering.
When I’d chewed and swallowed, he brought his bare fingers to my mouth.
“I have marinade on my fingers,” he said. “You need to clean it off.”
I took his fingers, one at a time, into my mouth and gently licked off the marinade. When I finished, he took an olive and fed me. Again, he lifted his fingers and again, I cleaned them of every trace of marinade.
Once he bumped a nipple as he dropped his hand to the platter, and I stifled a whimper. Nathaniel feeding me, combined with the ache of my nipples, left me feeling wanton and primal, because it wasn’t his finger I wanted in my mouth.
“Patience,” he ordered as I shifted in my seat. “I’m going to extract every ounce of pleasure I possibly can from your body, and when you don’t think you can bear any more”—he tugged the chain—“I’m going to show you what you have left.”
I shivered, believing his every word.
He smiled at my response, picked up a meatball, and finished feeding me lunch.
“You’ve had the clamps on long enough,” he said when we’d finished. “Stand up and put your hands behind your back.”
Lunch had turned me on more than I would have imagined. He’d fed me at a leisurely pace. Every so often, he’d hold the water bottle to my lips and instruct me to drink. Only when I’d had my fill of the water would he have some himself.
In between feeding me, he played with the nipple clamps. Sometimes, he would lightly bump one as if by accident, but I knew he never did anything accidental. Other times, he would brazenly tug the chain or flick the skin around a clamp. No matter what he did, though, the end effect remained the same. By the end of lunch, I was a trembling mass of need.
At his command, I waited until he stood before rising to my feet before him. I dropped my head and waited for further instruction.
After removing the clamps, he tied my upper arms behind my back with a soft rope. “Move to the table,” he said.
I spent the short walk to the table doing my best not to think ahead. Instead, I tried to focus on doing what he told me to do, not trying to anticipate or guess his next plan. It took a few minutes to work my way onto the table, what with my arms behind my back and all.
When I’d managed to get onto the table, in what had to be one of the most graceless moments of my life ever, he positioned me on my stomach so my lower body rested on a padded wedge and propped my upper body up with pillows.
I heard him walk away only to return seconds later. His hands worked their way around and fastened a blindfold around my head. I felt a fleeting moment of panic, but calmed when he stroked my hair.
“Are you okay?” he asked.
“Yes, Master.”
“Yellow or red if you need me to slow down or stop,” he said, still caressing my hair. “I have a few more things to do in preparation. Relax.”
His voice was low but held his normal no-nonsense tone. Between that and his hands making their way down my neck, across my shoulders, and tapping lightly along my spine, I felt myself yield.
“Lovely,” he said, hands never leaving my body.
I realized after a bit that the preparations he mentioned had to do with me. I was what he was preparing.
Gah.
My suspicion was confirmed when he took one of my arms and tied a rope to my wrist. I shifted slightly on the table.
His hand came down across my bottom in a hard slap. “I didn’t tell you to move.”
I held perfectly still as he tied another rope to my opposite wrist. His hands moved lower and massaged my waist, his strong fingers kneading my lower back. I relaxed further.
My lower body was already exposed to him, but he took my left ankle and tied it to my left wrist; then he repeated the action with my right ankle and right wrist, exposing me even further. I felt helpless.
“Beautiful,” he said.
I didn’t feel particularly beautiful. I felt helpless and awkward.
The sound of a camera clicking behind me made me jump.
“Just because you might not believe me,” he said. I heard his footsteps as he walked around me. Again the camera clicked.
Holy fuck. He was taking pictures of me.
“Just look at this,” he said, slipping a finger into me briefly. “I think you rather like the idea of me taking pictorial proof of your beauty.”
He moved closer to my head and tsked. “But look at this. My fingers are all messy again.”
Said fingers brushed my lips, so I opened my mouth and cleaned them off. He was right; the thought of him taking pictures did turn me on, especially bound the way I was.
“Look at you. All spread out, waiting for me.” His fingers skimmed my entrance. “Just think about all the things I could do to you.”
He swirled his fingers around my clit. “The things I could do here.” He thrust two fingers deep inside me, and my body shifted. I moaned as my aching nipples rubbed against the pillow in the most agonizingly delicious way.
He chuckled.
“Or here.” He moved his fingers and they teased my other entrance. I sucked in a breath.
Oh, yes. Again. I want him to consume me again.
I let out a whimper when he spread the warm lube on me.
“So needy,” he said. Some sort of plug slowly circled where he’d prepared me. “Remember?” he asked. “Paul and Christine?”
I searched my mind, trying to decide what he meant.
“How you wondered what it felt like?” He pushed, gradually inserting the plug into me.
I was stretched.
Stretched and open and exposed and waiting.
He delivered a hard smack to my backside.
“Remember now?” he asked.
Oh, yes.
“Answer me.”
“Yes, Master.”
His hands were gentle again, teasing me, running along my slit. They slowly grew rougher and pinched my outer lips. Then he spanked me again. He alternated, spanking and teasing, until it became hard for me to tell what was pain and what was pleasure. Under his hands, they combined.
Something hard and leather pressed against me. A leather strap? He ran it up and down, playfully slapped it against my clit and brought it down hard against the flesh of my backside.
I groaned.
“Like that?” he asked.
“Yes,” I half said, half moaned.
The strap came down harder and hit right where the plug was.
Dear, sweet heavens.
“Yes, what?” he asked.
“Oh, God,” I panted. “Yes, Master.”
He struck me again. “Better.”
The leather gently tapped my growing, aching need, and his fingers once more circled my clit. I felt as if I was balanced precariously on something and almost fell completely when he brought the strap down hard. Harder.
I didn’t want it to ever end. For a while, it felt as if it wouldn’t.
The plug inside me. His fingers teasing me. And the strap, how it somehow brought both of them together in a mixture of pain-touched pleasure.
“I’m going to take you like this,” he finally said, his breathing heavy. “Filled as you are. Nice and spread out.”
I heard the sound of a zipper and felt a rush of air. He steadied his hands on my hips, and with one hard, deep thrust, he buried himself inside me. I yelped. The sensation was incredible: filled by both him and the plug. Stretched and pulled and bound, I wondered how much my sensitive skin and teased body could stand.
“Come when you want,” he panted.
He pulled out again and again and filled me over and over. Slowly and deeply, he took me. His thrusts were controlled, measured. I was balancing again and wanted to hold on to how I felt.
My body shook with impending release, my muscles tight and tense. He moved faster behind me. Moved faster inside me. I clenched my fists as he entered me, as he thrust and hit the plug. Again.
I was . . .
I was . . .
Screaming my release.
I felt weightless.
Or heavy.
Yes, that was it. I was too heavy to move an
d my body couldn’t hold me. A faint tremor shot through me.
Residual effects of my massive orgasm, I decided.
His hands caressed me as he untied me, his voice soft and low. I couldn’t make out what he said, but it didn’t matter. He was there. My limbs were loose and untangled, but he was gentle.
He removed the blindfold. The playroom was dark.
“Relax,” he said. “Rest now.”
His lips touched mine once in tender affection before my eyes closed.
Chapter Nineteen
—NATHANIEL—
I held her while she slept.
I’d carried her from the playroom to our bedroom, where I wrapped her in blankets and stroked her hair. Our day had been longer and more intense than ever, and I wasn’t sure how she would react. I did, however, expect her to sleep afterward and knew she’d be sore the next day. When she woke, we would spend some time in the hot tub, relaxing and soothing her muscles.
I couldn’t help but compare my actions and plans with Abby to what I’d done with my previous submissives. I took care of them, of course, but even after a day like the one I’d just put her through, they would have slept in the submissive bedroom. Never, never in my bed.
I asked myself if it was different because it was our bedroom? If Abby had never agreed to move in with me, would I have had her rest down the hall?
No. I knew, even if she’d kept her apartment, she would be resting in my bed.
The shadows in the room were growing long when she finally stirred. I kept my hand on her shoulder, lightly caressing her while she woke. She stretched against me, unknowingly pushing her backside into my groin and releasing a soft moan.
She is sore.
I had water and Motrin waiting for her, but the most important thing in that moment was for her to know I was with her. She’d fallen asleep in the playroom; she might have been disoriented.
I propped myself up on an elbow and whispered to her. “You’re in our bedroom,” I said. “When you feel like getting up, let me know.”
“Mmmm,” she mumbled, still half asleep.
“I made chicken Caesar salads for dinner tonight,” I said, knowing it was one of her favorite light meals. “I thought maybe we’d go down to the hot tub when you got up.”