‘The name, Tinine, does it, too, mean something?’
Of course he had to smile!
And now she was reasonably close to him, she could see a twinkle in the depths of his dark eyes.
A very beguiling twinkle.
Fizz, spark, spark, fizz—surely pregnant women shouldn’t feel this level of physical attraction!
‘You will have to wait and see,’ he replied, and the promise in his voice made her physical reactions worse—far worse—though all the man was discussing was the name of his country, not some riotous sexual encounter in the back cabin of the plane.
Was it a double bed?
Queen size?
King?
Her wayward mind was throwing up the questions and it took all her determination and discipline to pull it back into line.
Forget about the destination, concentrate on the unit. She pulled out the figures, playing with what she already knew. Najme had a population of approximately fifty thousand people and a high birth rate of twenty per thousand. Khalifa had already explained that about a third of the population were expats, doctors, teachers, scientists and labourers, all brought in from other places to help in the modernisation of the country.
Fiddling with the figures, knowing full well that they told her only three basic beds would be required, she began to wonder just why her new boss was planning a larger facility.
‘Are you expecting the population to grow fairly swiftly, or more people to move into the city? Or is there some other reason you want the larger unit?’
The question had come out before she realised Khalifa was speaking to Saif.
‘I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have interrupted. I was thinking out loud.’
No smile this time, which was just as well—and the little twinge of disappointment was stupidity.
‘I’m discussing our menu for the flight and you’re thinking work,’ Khalifa said, enough amusement in his voice to start the fizzing. ‘Do you never relax?’
‘It’s Tuesday, that’s a workday for me. And, yes, I can relax, but I did want to check over these figures again.’
He almost smiled.
‘The surrounding area supports probably as many people again, although the majority of them are living as they’ve always lived. Traditions dating back thousands of years are hard to change, and I am afraid if I rush things, we will lose too much.’
‘Lose too much?’ she queried.
‘Traditional skills and values,’ he said. ‘I don’t mean camel milking, or even spinning thread from the wool of goats, but what we call our intangible cultural heritage. The patterns the women wove into the rugs told the history of our tribe, told it in pictures they understood, and using these rugs, which they spread on the floor in summer and hung on the inside walls of their tents in winter, they taught the children. Now the children learn in school, learn skills and information they will need to equip them for the modern world. But how do we keep our tribal history alive?’
‘You’ve spoken before about keeping tradition alive,’ Liz remembered, ‘and while I can’t help you with any ideas about the cultural side, I do wonder, if these people live as they’ve always lived, will they use a hospital to have their babies, and would they be able to adapt to the situation if the baby needs special care?’
Her companion sighed deeply.
‘I’m not really expecting them to use an obstetrician and have their babies in a hospital. Not immediately anyway, but once a baby is born, that life is precious and if it needs help, I am certain they will seek it.’
He paused and she wondered just how much pain this discussion might be causing him—how much it might remind him of his wife.
‘We have always had midwives, for want of a better word: women within the tribe who were taught by their elders to help other women through their pregnancy and childbirth. Now young local women are training not only as modern midwives but as obstetricians, and although they can’t be everywhere, they can work with the older women, explaining new ideas and methods. Maybe through them we can introduce the idea of special care for fragile infants so, should the situation arise, the women will more readily accept the unit.’
‘Or perhaps, with a translator—even with you if you had the time—I could visit some of these outlying areas, take a crib, show them what we can do, and how we can help the babies, explain that the family can be involved as well.’
To Liz’s surprise, the man laughed, a real, wholehearted laugh that changed his face completely.
‘Not families, I implore you,’ he said at last, still smiling. ‘You will get aunts, cousins, sisters, grandmothers—forty or fifty people all wanting to sit with the baby.’
‘That many?’ Liz teased, smiling back at him, and something in the air stilled, tension joining them together in an invisible bond, eyes holding eyes, a moment out of time, broken only when Saif said, in a long-suffering voice, ‘If we could please get back to the menu!’
* * *
The menu proved delicious. Slices of melon and fresh, sweet strawberries with a slightly tart mint syrup poured over them. Delicate slivers of duck breast followed, the slices arranged on overlapping circles of potato, crispy on top and soft underneath, while fresh white asparagus with a simple butter sauce completed the main meal.
Offered a range of sweets, Liz declined, settling instead for a platter of fruit and hard cheese, finding, to her delight, that the dates accompanying it were so delicious she had to comment on them.
‘They are from Najme,’ Khalifa explained. ‘We have the best dates in the world.’
Liz, replete and happy, forgot about the moment of tension earlier and had to tease again.
‘You’d know that, of course, from the World Date Olympics, would you? Do they judge on colour and size as well as taste?’
Khalifa studied her for a moment. Where was the stressed, anxious, and obviously sad woman he’d first met at the hospital? Was this light-hearted, teasing Liz Jones the real Liz Jones?
He had no idea, although the thought that she might have relaxed because she’d escaped from the father of her child did sneak into his mind.
‘We just know ours are the best,’ he said firmly, ‘and while we don’t have a date Olympics you’ll be arriving just in time for the judging of the falcons—a kind of falcon Olympics.’
Interest sparked in her eyes and she studied him in turn—checking to see if he was joking?
‘Falcons?’ she repeated.
‘Our hunting birds,’ he explained. ‘It’s one custom we are determined not to let die. The birds are part of our heritage and at Najme you will see them at their best, for everyone wants to have the best bird.’
‘Falcons,’ she whispered, smiling, not at him, he thought, but to herself. ‘Now I really know I’m heading for another world. Thank you,’ she said, ‘not just for giving me this opportunity but for so much else.’
She pushed aside the little table and undid her seat belt.
‘And now,’ she said, ‘if it’s all right with you, I might check out that bedroom.’
Saif must have been watching from behind the front curtain, for he appeared immediately, taking Liz’s arm and leading her into the cabin.
And, no, he, Khalifa bin Saif Al Zahn, was not jealous of Saif walking so close to her.
Why should he be?
The woman was nothing more than another employee, if a somewhat intriguing one.
But as he remembered a moment earlier when they’d both smiled and something in the atmosphere around them had shifted, he knew that wasn’t entirely true.
CHAPTER THREE
SHE was sleeping soundly when he knocked quietly and entered the cabin some hours later. Her lustrous hair was loose, spread across the pillow, a rich, red-brown—more red, he felt, but a deep, almost magenta red.
Beautiful against the white of the pillow and the rich cream of her skin, her hair was shiny, silky—his fingers tingled with a desire to feel the texture.
He moved into
the cabin, slightly embarrassed at having to invade her privacy, and more than a little embarrassed by his thoughts. But the pilot had warned they were approaching turbulence, and Khalifa didn’t want her thrown out of the bed. It was fitted with what in a chair would be called seat belts, simple bands that stretched across the bed to restrain a sleeping passenger.
Could he strap her in without disturbing her?
Was it even right to be doing this?
He wondered if he should wake her and let her do it herself, but she seemed so deeply asleep, and the little lines of worry he’d sometimes noticed on her face were smoothed away, the creamy skin mesmerising against the dark, rich swathe of hair.
No, he certainly shouldn’t be looking at her as he strapped her in! He found the far side restraint and drew it across the bed and over her body, curled on its side, the bulge of her pregnancy resting on the mattress, one leg drawn up to balance her weight.
He picked up the other end of the strap, and clicked the belt shut, then tightened it, just slightly, so it would hold her firmly if the plane dropped suddenly, but not put pressure on her belly.
Even under the sheet he could make out the shape of her, but his eyes were drawn to her face, vulnerable somehow without the dark-framed glasses, an attractive face, full of strength and determination, though he’d seen it soften when she’d spoken of the baby, Alexandra.
But not when she mentioned her own pregnancy.
He had to leave.
Heaven forbid she woke and found him staring at her.
Yet his feet seemed rooted to the floor, his eyes feasting on the woman, not lasciviously at all, just puzzled that she remained such a mystery to him.
Puzzled that he was puzzled, for of course she was a mystery to him—he barely knew her.
And probably never would.
Looking at her isn’t going to help you, he told himself, and after checking the cabin was free of loose objects that could fly about in turbulence, he did leave the room, but reluctantly.
Returning to his seat, he began to wonder if he’d made a big mistake, taking this woman to his homeland.
But why?
Having been educated in the West, he accepted equality in all things between men and women. A different equality existed in his own land, but never, in the history of the tribe, had women been seen as inferior for they were the carriers of history, the heart of the family, the heart of the tribe, so it wasn’t the fact that she was a woman…
Except that it was!
Not only was she a woman but she was a woman who, for some totally perverse reason, he found attractive.
Extremely attractive.
Physically attractive.
Could he put it down to prolonged celibacy after Zara’s death? Prolonged celibacy brought on by guilt that he’d not been there for her—not been closer to her—close enough to realise his own wife had been in trouble with her pregnancy…
Memories of the time made him wince and put the woman on the bed right out of his mind. Having failed one pregnant woman, he had no intention of getting involved with another one. She was an employee like any other, and he could treat her as such. Right now he had a mountain of work to get through, business matters that he’d set aside while he was in Australia.
Quickly absorbed in the details of a new university for Najme, in the number of departments the fledgling institution would have and the balance of staffing, he was surprised to find five hours had passed. The turbulence was also behind them, although when he shifted in his seat, wondering what movement had distracted him, a different turbulence made its presence felt.
Internal turbulence.
Liz Jones was standing in the doorway of the cabin, dark, red-brown hair tousled around her face, her eyes unfocussed as she cleaned her glasses with a tissue.
‘I’m sorry to disturb you,’ she said, stepping cautiously forward, ‘but I need my bag to have a wash and fix my hair.’
‘You might be more comfortable if you leave it down for the rest of the flight,’ Khalifa heard himself say, although he knew he wasn’t thinking of her comfort but of the glory of that shining tumble of hair.
I might be more comfortable if I’d never stepped onto this plane, never met this man, let alone agreed to travel to his country, Liz thought, but, contrarily enough, excitement was stirring in her. Refreshed by the sleep, all the doubts and questions left behind, she was now looking forward to whatever adventure this strange new country would offer her.
Once she was off the plane, that was.
Once she was away from the man who was having such a strange effect on her body.
Distracted by that thought, she grabbed only one of the handles of her bag, so as she lifted it the contents tumbled out, spilling files, and toiletries, her wallet and passport, her hairbrush and—
Her boss was out of his seat immediately, helping retrieve the scattered items, seeking out coins that had rolled away.
‘Don’t worry about the change, it will be useless in Al Tinine anyway,’ Liz told him, totally mortified by the mess and sorry she’d ever mentioned being a klutz, as this was surely proving her point to him.
She scooped things into the bag, ramming them in any old how, until he held out the photo, grabbed at the last minute from her bedside table, still in its silver frame. Bill and Oliver, arms around each other, laughing as she’d snapped them…
Her companion was looking at it, perhaps a little puzzled, and she could hardly snatch it from his hand no matter how much she’d have liked to.
In the end, he passed it to her and she ran her finger, as she’d done a thousand times before, over Bill’s image. The three of them had been surfing at Coolangatta when the photo had been taken.
‘He was my brother, Bill,’ she found herself saying. ‘More than a brother, really. Our parents died in the World Trade Center in 2001. They were on holiday in New York, a cousin worked in the building and they’d gone in to have a look. I was in my second year at university, and Bill and his partner Oliver became my lifeline—the only family I had left. Then three months ago Bill was in a fatal motor vehicle accident. That’s what the policeman said when he told me, not a car crash—nothing that simple—but a fatal motor vehicle accident, as if Bill was already a statistic of some kind.’
She slumped into the chair, as memories of that moment—memories she’d never shared with anyone—came flooding back.
I will not cry, she promised the image of her beloved brother. I might have blurted all that out to a stranger but I will not cry!
She breathed deeply, recovering her equilibrium, willing the tears she knew had welled in her eyes to not betray her by brimming over and sliding down her cheeks. And then she felt better—not only for now, as in not so teary, but better all through, somehow.
‘I’m sorry,’ she said to her companion, aware he was watching her intently, although those dark eyes revealed nothing in the way of emotion. ‘I haven’t talked about it much. Now I’d better tidy up.’
She made sure she had both handles of her bag in her hand and stood up, escaping as rapidly as she could without actually running to the cabin at the rear of the plane. She had a wash and tidied her hair, pulling it back into a low knot on the nape of her neck so she could relax back against the seat.
What she’d have liked to do next was hide away in this cabin, but she’d never been a coward.
She strode back in and took her seat, tucking her bag with its memories in a compartment to one side. Khalifa nodded acknowledgement of her return, and turned back to the papers on the table in front of him almost immediately, making it plain he didn’t expect to be engaged in conversation.
Which was a good thing, as most of her conversations with him led down paths she didn’t want to follow. She spread out her own papers, the ones about the size of units for different population figures. In all, they needed three spaces. One in the labour ward but surely they’d have that already—a care corner for the newborn.
Or would they?
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br /> Intent now on the project, she forgot about not engaging him in conversation.
‘Do you already have a newborn care corner in the labour rooms and operating theatres?’
He looked across at her, frowning slightly.
‘I beg your pardon?’
She knew she shouldn’t have spoken!
‘I’m sorry, I’m thinking through what you’ll need, beginning with the infant’s birth. I’m sure you do have an area where immediate care can be provided, and possibly a neonatal stabilisation unit close by where low birth weight or fragile newborns can be stabilised. These two centres are not really part of the unit because they have to be in or close by the labour rooms, but they come under the director of the neonatal unit at most hospitals, including Giles, so I wondered.’
Was she making sense?
She was talking work, at which she was more than competent, yet this man seemed to undermine her confidence in herself to the extent that she always sounded as if she was babbling at him.
Was it his stillness that threw her into turmoil? The air of other-worldliness he wore like an invisible cloak?
‘I’m sorry,’ he said, smiling—how she wished he wouldn’t, and apparently the sleep hadn’t help the fizzing or the sparking or her toes. ‘I was involved in plans for a university and thinking of disciplines and staffing. I don’t want to duplicate everything we already have at Al Jabaya, although some degree courses, like science, teaching and nursing, should be available at both. But to answer your question, we do have a newborn care corner in all the labour rooms, and we use that corner for stabilisation as well. Without a special care neonatal unit, up till now babies needing special care are airlifted to the hospital in the capital, which is very traumatic for the mother and the rest of the family.’
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