by Jake Needham
Tay shut off the light, pulled the sheet around his neck, and rolled over with his face to the wall.
Feelings came and went, flickering in and out of his mind like an unreliable signal on a faulty television set. Sadness, abandonment, the loneliness of the forsaken child, regret for time gone by, for things undone and unsaid — and most of all, sorrow for his inability to share or even acknowledge in any real way the pain, perhaps even the humiliation of the way his mother’s life had ended.
Every thought dislodged feelings deep within Tay and they rained down around him like bombs, setting off little explosions of recognition, remembrance, and regret. When he could take it all no longer, he got up to have a cigarette, but then he remembered he didn’t have any. That left him nothing to do but go back to bed where he laid absolutely still, breathing in and out, counting every breath. It took him quite a while to get back to sleep, but eventually, somehow, he did.
Once during what remained of the night he thought he felt himself crying softly, but that had probably just been a dream.
TWENTY-SIX
THE next morning Tay sat in the lobby for nearly half an hour waiting for Cally to come down. He didn’t even bother looking at his watch when he finally saw her walking toward him. He knew full well what time it was and he had no doubt Cally knew as well.
“I’m sorry, Sam,” she said. “I forgot to leave a call.”
She looked fresh and bright-eyed and was wearing white drawstring pants, a blue striped shirt, and blue sandals. Tay was wearing a clean shirt, but he had on the same trousers and shoes he had worn the day before and he was certain he didn’t look fresh and bright-eyed. He didn’t comment either on the time or on Cally’s small apology.
“How far is this place where we’re having breakfast?” he asked instead.
“Not far,” Cally said. “Just across the street.”
Tay and Cally left the hotel and walked the short distance to Shenanigan’s in silence. Tay was a little surprised when they got there to find it was more of a pub than a restaurant. The floor was black-and-white tile and green-shaded lamps hung from the ceiling in tight rows. A long mahogany bar, scarred from what looked like years of hard use, ran down one side of the big room and tables surrounded by mismatched chairs filled the other. The whole place smelled vaguely of spilled beer and stale cigarettes.
Tay didn’t see August, although there were more people there than he would really have expected given the time of day. Most of them were lounging at tables reading newspapers and eating breakfast, but there were also three middle-aged men at the bar with half-empty beer glasses in front of them. Silent and separate, they sat and stared at a television set tuned to CNN.
A woman wearing a long, black apron and a red vest over a white shirt led Tay and Cally to a quiet alcove. The bench seat along the wall was upholstered in something that was probably supposed to look like green leather, but didn’t. In front of the bench was a beaten-up wooden table, and on the opposite side of it sat a pair of wooden chairs that could have belonged to somebody’s grandmother fallen on hard times.
The girl brought them coffee. It wasn’t very good coffee, Tay found when he tried it, but he had a lousy night and was bad-tempered and sour, so he drank it anyway. He asked the girl for cigarettes and was pleasantly surprised to discover the place had Marlboros behind the bar. When she brought him a pack, he lit one using a book of matches someone had left on the table, and inhaled deeply. He held the rich smoke in his lungs for a moment longer than usual, which he found improved the taste of the coffee considerably.
“I’m going to go the whole hog,” Cally said, barely glancing at the menu. “I’m so hungry I can hardly stand it.”
Tay couldn’t help but think about the various ways she might have worked up such an appetite.
“I’ll have whatever you’re having,” he said closing his menu without much interest, although it occurred to him he probably ought to be hungry, too. The meal on the airplane yesterday evening had been both small and unmemorable and he hadn’t eaten anything since.
They sipped at their coffee while they waited for their food and didn’t say very much to each other. Tay smoked and Cally twisted around in the booth and watched CNN.
“Your friend is late,” Tay eventually observed.
Cally nodded, but didn’t reply.
The food came quickly and when Tay saw the plates piled with scrambled eggs, bacon, sausages, baked beans, fried potatoes, and grilled tomato, he realized how hungry he really was. The waitress also brought a basket of toast and pots of jam, then refilled their coffee cups and silently disappeared.
After a few bites, in spite of everything, Tay began to feel better. He plucked a piece of toast from the basket, slathered it with orange marmalade, and chewed thoughtfully.
“You think he’s going to show up?” Tay asked.
“Yes.”
“He’s pretty late if he is.”
“This isn’t Singapore, Sam. Things here run on Thai time. Just relax. It might even do you some good.”
Before Tay could make up his mind what that was supposed to mean and compose a suitably caustic reply, August was standing next to their table. Tay hadn’t seen him come in, but suddenly there he was. Cally slid over on the bench to make room and he sat down next to her. He placed a large, brown envelope on the table and put her digital camera on top of it.
August was wearing a baggy, white linen shirt and a faded pair of jeans. He hadn’t shaved in several days and his hair was casually pushed back. Tay risked a quick glance at Cally, but he couldn’t read anything on her face.
A different waitress, also red-vested and wearing a long, black apron, appeared almost immediately at August’s elbow with a smile on her face so warm and wistful that it caught Tay’s eye.
“How you today, Khun John?”
“I’m good, Noi. Your boyfriend still treating you right?”
“I sad, Khun John. Günter go Berlin, na kha. He say he come back Noi in two week but he no back. It one month now, Khun John. I so sad, na kha.”
August reached out and rubbed the girl’s forearm with a tenderness that surprised Tay.
“If you want your old job back, Noi, all you have to do is ask. You’re the best dancer who ever worked for me. You know that.”
The waitress didn’t say anything to that, but she shifted her feet and looked down at the floor and for a horrible moment Tay thought she was about to cry.
“Just brown toast and a glass of milk for me,” August said to her.
At that, the waitress looked up and Tay was relieved to see her smile back in place.
“Kha. I get.”
When she was gone, August looked at Tay and lifted his eyebrows.
“I don’t recommend the coffee here,” he said. “I think they brought in a Brit to make lousy coffee just to keep their English breakfast experience authentic. If you want coffee, there’s a Starbucks over on Beach Road.”
“This is fine,” Tay said.
It wasn’t, of course. August was right. The coffee was terrible, but Starbucks was way too American for Tay and he had no intention of taking any advice from August this morning anyway, no matter what it was about.
“Suit yourself,” August shrugged and shifted his eyes to Cally.
“You okay this morning, darling?”
“I’m fine, John.”
August eyed the half-empty plate in front of her. “You’re really packing the food away there, girl. Something give you an appetite?”
“It must be the sea air,” she said.
Tay had had enough of this cutesy crap from both of them, and he was just opening his mouth to tell them that when August moved the camera and opened the brown envelope he had put on the table.
“I went by a friend’s place last night and got him to print the stuff off your digital camera,” he said.
The waitress came back just then and August held the envelope in both hands and waited until she set out his milk and toast. When
she was gone, he removed a stack of photographs from the envelope, split them into two stacks, and laid them on the table.
“These are the photographs from the Munson crime scene you gave me last night, and these are the ones from the Rooney scene I printed off your camera.” He spoke to Cally and ignored Tay. “Take another look at them.”
Cally pulled the photographs toward her, but Tay was thinking about what August had just said. If August had carried the camera somewhere last night and made these prints, then that must mean after getting the camera from Cally he left—
“You saw something in the photographs,” Cally said, interrupting Tay’s reverie, “didn’t you, John?”
“Maybe.”
Cally looked through the stack of photographs very slowly while she forked the rest of her eggs into her mouth with her free hand. As she finished with each photo, she lifted it off the stack and handed it across the table to Tay.
The first photograph was a close-up of Ambassador Rooney’s face, or more precisely where Ambassador Rooney’s face would have been had it not been beaten into a mash of tissue and bone. Tay tasted his breakfast rising in his throat and quickly looked away. Cally continued eating while she methodically worked her way through the photographs and passed them to Tay. He pretended to look at each of them and found that if he kept his eyes just on the upper edge of the prints he could appear to be studying them without actually looking at them.
“I don’t see it, John,” Cally said when she had finished going through the photographs. “Do you think the two crime scenes are different for some reason?”
“Not really,” August said, “They’re almost identical.”
“Almost?”
“Almost. Look at the flashlight in your photos.”
Cally pushed her plate away and held out her hand to Tay. He gratefully passed the whole stack of photos back to her and she rifled through them quickly until she found the one she wanted. Then she dealt it out on the table like a blackjack dealer hitting a soft sixteen. Tay steeled himself and took a quick look.
“Now look at the flashlight in the Singapore photos,” August said.
Before Cally could locate the photograph August was talking about, Tay had worked it out. He had no need to refer to the photographs taken in the Singapore Marriott. The images were seared into his memory forever.
“The flashlight in Singapore was inserted with the lens pointing inward,” Tay said. “In Bangkok it was inserted with the lens pointing outward.”
August glanced at Tay. “Very good, Sam. That’s it exactly.”
By then Cally had located the photograph of the flashlight protruding from Elizabeth Munson. She held it side by side with a similar photograph of Ambassador Rooney.
“You’re right, John,” she said, “you’re absolutely right. But what does it mean?”
“Fucked if I know,” August said as he leaned back in the booth. “You asked me if I saw any differences in the crime scenes and that’s a difference. But that’s all I can tell you. I’m not clairvoyant.”
Cally continued looking at the pictures for a few moments and then stacked them together with a little shrug and offered them to Tay. He shook his head and she put them down on the table.
“Do you think the same man killed both women, John?”
“That’s the way it looks.”
“And you don’t think these murders were acts of terrorism, do you?”
“No.”
“Why not? They could have been.”
“I doubt it. Our local heroes around here are mostly simple souls. They’ve never gone in for anything but bombings and, even then, most of the major players are pretty much off the board these days anyway. Take Jemaah Islamiyah, the bunch that tried to truck-bomb the embassies in Singapore a few years ago. We grabbed Hambali upcountry in Thailand and they pretty much went into the toilet. Even Abu Bakar Bashir is trying to put some distance between himself and them these days. They’re not really much of a factor anymore.”
August lifted his glass and finished his milk, then wiped his lips with a napkin with a gesture that Tay found unexpectedly prim.
“Then you’ve got the rest of your usual suspects. The Islamic Defenders, the Moro Liberation Front, and the delightfully named Bearers of the Sword. In my opinion, none of them could mount a competent attack on a vending machine these days.”
“Then you’re saying that we shouldn’t be looking at terrorism as a motive here since terrorism is dead in Southeast Asia?” Cally asked. “Is that it?”
“Not dead by a long shot, darling. It’s just sleeping. One of these days we’ll see fresh teams on the field and there’ll be fresh kills all over the ground. You can bet the farm on it.”
Cally reached out and tapped the photographs with her forefinger. “Like these women maybe?”
“Maybe,” he said, “but I don’t think so.”
August looked away from Cally and studied a spot in the air for a while. When he was done studying it, he started talking again.
“Both of these killings were meticulously planned and carefully executed. There’s generally nothing either meticulous or careful about the kind of people who gravitate to the radical Islamic groups around here. They go in for blowing up trucks filled with fertilizer, not stalking and murdering individual women.” He gestured toward the photographs. “To tell you the truth, I don’t think they have the stomach for that kind of thing.”
They all sat in silence for a while after that. Tay thought about lighting a Marlboro, but with all those pictures lying on the table it didn’t seem right somehow so he settled for a few sips of cold coffee. Eventually, August leaned forward, resting his forearms on the table and looked at Tay.
“You haven’t found Mrs. Munson on the Marriott security tapes, have you?”
“No,” Tay shook his head. “How did you know that?”
August’s face moved in a way that might or might not have been a smile, but he ignored Tay’s question.
“You’re not going to find her.”
“Why do you say that?”
“Whoever did these two women was a professional. He was knowledgeable, well connected, and wouldn’t make mistakes. He won’t be on those tapes and she won’t either.”
“Are you telling me these women were murdered by a hired killer?” Tay asked.
“No, probably not.”
August picked up a crust of toast, examined it for a moment, and then, apparently unimpressed, returned it to his plate.
“The beatings, the posing of the bodies, the flashlights, they all speak of a sense of rage. That’s not a hired killer.”
“Then I guess I don’t understand,” Tay said. “What are you saying?”
“Your killer is a professional, but not a hired one. He’s somebody who understands killing and crime scenes. You really want my guess here?”
Tay nodded and then immediately wished he hadn’t.
“You’re looking for somebody with either a military or a law enforcement background.”
August stared at Tay with such intensity that Tay broke eye contact and looked away in spite of himself.
“My guess is law enforcement,” August finished. “I think you’re looking for a cop.”
TWENTY-SEVEN
THE waitress came back just then and saved Tay from having to respond, which was his good fortune since he didn’t have the slightest idea what to say and almost certainly would have ended up saying something he would later regret.
“One more milk, Khun John?” she asked. “Milk make you strong, yes? Give power, na kha.”
From the waitress’s smile and her manner toward August, it appeared now that Gunter was more than welcome to stay in Berlin pretty much as long as he liked.
“Mai krap,” August said to the girl. “Drink much milk, still have no power.”
Noi laughed and August joined in. Then he stood up, pulled a roll of bills out of his pocket, peeled off a few, and pushed them into her hand.
“Kho
p khun mak krap,” he said, bending down and kissing her on one cheek.
Noi brought the palms of her hands together in front of her face in the graceful gesture Thais call a wai. “You have good heart, I think, Khun John.”
Tay wasn’t sure exactly what that meant, but it sounded like an excellent thing to have and he really did hope Noi was right about that.
“Come on, kids,” August said to Tay and Cally. “Let’s take a little walk.”
Tay didn’t see why they needed to do that, but Cally pushed the files and pictures back into the envelope, picked up the camera, and slid out of the booth. She stood up, so Tay did, too. They followed August out of Shenanigan’s and a short distance up the main road where he crossed over and headed down a narrow lane lined with bars. They were all closed now and looked tired and squalid in the bright morning sun. Tay could see the ocean a hundred yards straight ahead and he wondered if they were going somewhere in particular or if August had just gotten a sudden urge to work on his suntan.
Cally must have been wondering the same thing.
“Where are we going, John?” she asked.
“I’d rather finish this conversation outdoors, darling. If it’s all the same to you.”
Tay almost asked why, but Cally just nodded as if that actually made good sense, so he didn’t. Instead, he trailed along silently while he thought back to his first meeting with Susan Hoi, the one when she told him what she had found in her autopsy of Elizabeth Munson.
There were marks on her wrists and ankles consistent with restraints, Dr. Hoi had said. At first I thought that might suggest sadomasochistic sexual activity. On the other hand, her killer may have snapped the handcuffs around both her wrists and ankles for the purpose of killing her.
Handcuffs? Tay had asked.
Yes. My guess is they were the plastic disposal kind.
Like the cuffs police keep in their cars?
Yes, Dr. Hoi had said again and, as he remembered it now, without the slightest hesitation. Quite similar, or even possibly identical to those.
Tay and Cally followed August across Beach Road and out onto a narrow strip of gray-brown mud that people in Pattaya apparently thought was a beach. An elderly woman in a worn blue sarong hovered protectively over several lines of green-and-yellow beach chairs standing in perfect ranks underneath a stand of palm trees. The roll of bills reappeared in August’s hand and he passed several to the old woman. She waied him deeply, bending at her thick waist as well as she could, and then melted away into the trees.