by Ronie Kendig
Gotcha.
Brian fired.
Shrieking, the man tumbled forward. The rocky ledge broke.
Pulse rapid-firing, Brian drew back. Stared. In a split-second recon, he saw what was coming. “Oh crap!” A dark line spread across the cleft.
Crack!
The ledge gave way.
“Go, go!” Brian shouted as he twisted around and leaned back, sliding down the treacherous incline. “Avalanche!”
A meaty roar preempted the terror that gripped him. Snow and rock exploded, and with it came the rumbling of a mountain. As if bemoaning the deaths of the insurgents.
Brian threw himself downward, shuffle-sliding down the loose rock and debris. Keep moving, keep moving. Like he needed to think it. He had to stay upright and ahead of the deadly elements. His calves burned as rocks and branches tore at his pants and scraped his flesh. Something punched the side of his face. He blinked and bit down hard as pain reverberated through his neck and back. But he didn’t stop.
Finally found traction. Grabbed the ledge and launched himself into the path of Raptor. His body pitched forward. A yank on his drag strap snapped him upright. He sprinted with Falcon, his heart thundering through his ears louder than the wind.
As the rumbling faded and the rocks settled, Brian glanced back. He slowed, his heart rate decelerating. A laugh escaped, disbelieving. He could’ve been buried alive. Once again, he’d cheated death.
“You stupid, insane idiot!” Falcon’s shout ripped through the sudden calm.
Brian ignored the team sergeant.
“What were you thinking?” This time it was Captain Watters. “I told you to stay.”
“Stay?” Brian warned himself to calm down as he walked toward their armored vehicle. “They were picking us off like dogs! If I hadn’t done something, we’d still be up there, and who knows what wounds and bodies we’d be carrying back.”
The captain’s eyes blazed. “It wasn’t your call!” Anger lurked behind the normally stoic gaze. “I need to know—”
“—pinned down and taking fire!” crackled through the coms, stunning them into silence. “Repeat: pinned down and taking fire. Request immediate assist!”
Chin tucked, Captain Watters’s gaze shifted down as he listened to the radio chatter.
Brian stilled at the shouted panic erupting through the coms.
“Unidentified caller, this is a U.S. military station. What is your location and designation?”
The captain snapped a finger toward him.
“On it.” Brian snatched out his military-grade GPS.
“Echo Company,” came the shrill voice of someone who identified himself as a private and provided the location.
“Dude.” Brian angled himself around, orienting the GPS. “They’re less than five klicks from us.” He stabbed a finger toward the east. “Over there.”
“Too far. Can’t see anything.” Captain Watters peered through his binoculars.
A strangled scream came through the coms. A string of expletives seared the communication. “They just killed the sergeant!” Whimpering. “Oh man. Oh man. I’m in charge now.”
“What? Is this place crawling with those demons?” Falcon hissed.
“We’ll need a medevac,” Harrier said, glancing in the direction of the attack.
The captain lifted his head but not his gaze. “Eagle—how are we on weapons?”
Staff Sergeant Todd Archer didn’t flinch. Weapons were his responsibility, and he had a finger on the ammo pulse. “Enough to engage but not for anything sustained.”
“Enough to get in and get out?”
“Won’t know till we try.”
“Help!” the voice exploded through the coms. “They just killed two more—oh God, help us!” All-out crying. “Only four of us left. And two are wounded.”
Captain Watters twisted, his face dark and shadowed.
Brian tensed, knowing the captain’s personal story of being ambushed in a convoy and spending months as a POW years ago, tortured and watching his team raped and murdered in front of him. But seriously? “What are we waiting for?”
“We need immediate evac! Please!” The team leader under attack provided his coordinates once again.
“That’s the village we were warned to stay out of,” Falcon said. “We go in there…even if we get them out alive, we’re dead meat back at SOCOM.”
“What was a team doing there in the first place?” Titanis gave a single shake of his head. “Sorry, mates. This doesn’t feel right.”
“When does combat feel right?” Brian tucked back his frustration and focused on the captain. The one who made the decisions. “We got some of our own in harm’s way. We don’t go in there, and they die…?”
“Hawk’s right. We’re wasting time and lives,” Captain Watters finally announced. “Let’s move!” As the captain keyed his mic, Falcon revved the engine and tore across the rugged terrain. “Mockingbird, this is Raptor Six Actual. We are en route to provide backup and aid to Echo Company.”
“Copy that Raptor Six Actual. I’ve notified Overlook and have been cleared to deploy Glory One. ETA in twelve.”
“Roger that, Mockingbird. Ready those birds for triage.”
Even as the MRAP trounced over the desertlike terrain, Brian felt his gut climb into his throat. Brothers-in-arms were in trouble. Taking heavy fire. He craned his neck and peered out the front armored windows, searching the monochromatic landscape for signs of the attack.
He didn’t need nocs to see the armored vehicle spewing fire and smoke into the sky. “IED,” Brian muttered, wanting to curse the savages who laid in wait like the cowards they were.
“Stop,” Eagle shouted. “Lemme out.” With his sniper rifle slung over his shoulder, he flung himself out the back door. For a guy with as much bulk as Brian, he moved fast. Spine bent parallel to the ground, head down, he raced to the side. Scurried up a tree then threw himself onto a rock outcropping. Sweet spot, Eagle called it—a location that gave him a bird’s-eye view. Close enough to be lethal but far enough out for protection.
“Eagle in position,” Todd’s slightly labored breath came through their coms.
“What do you see?” the captain asked as they navigated the wicked, messed-up land. Potholes, big holes, and more holes gouged this arid region worse than the Grand Canyon. They waited for his response, their vehicle bounding from one spot to another over the uneven fields.
Brian glanced at Titanis, who shrugged.
“Eagle, report.”
“I…I got nothing, Captain.”
“Come again?”
“Nothing. It’s…the village is em—wait.”
Brian held a breath as their sniper ordered.
“No. It’s clear. Using thermals—nothing’s there, Captain. The place is deserted.”
“We got those coordinates wrong?”
Brian glanced down at the numbers he’d jotted in his coms notebook. Verified it on his GPS. “Negative.” He checked the village. “That’s the place.”
As their vehicle eased up to the hard-packed road that led into the grape huts and plaster structures, tension thickened the air.
“Eyes out,” Captain Watters said as Falcon cut the engine and let the truck roll behind a small structure, providing cover.
What Brian heard in the captain’s voice mirrored what Brian felt deep in his gut. Cheek against his weapon, he emerged into the bitter elements, his fingers aching against the cold. He walked carefully in strategic formation with the others. Falcon and Titanis cleared the first juncture, which turned out to be the only road with buildings straddling it on either side.
“Not good,” Brian said in a low voice as he eased around the cover, his spine to the frozen plaster and eyes out. “It’s a ghost town.”
Buildings were missing more walls than they had. Windows were half blown. A few fluttering rags once served as curtain doors.
“Eagle, you got anything yet?” Captain Watters walked slowly, peering around the e
erily silent compound.
“Negative.”
The captain keyed his mic again. “Mockingbird, this is Raptor Six Actual.”
“Go ahead, Raptor Six Actual.”
“We’re at the given coordinates but this place is deserted,” the commander said, his gaze tracking the holes and piles of rubble.
Brian walked over the debris littering the ground, verifying each room, each house, each structure didn’t have a trap or bomb.
“Can you radio Echo and have them confirm the coordinates?”
“Roger that, Raptor. Give me a minute.”
Crunch-pop!
Brian’s heart tripped over what should be an innocuous noise, but even the sound of rocks beneath his boots sounded and felt like a punch to the gut. This isn’t right.
“Captain? Thoughts?” Falcon trudged toward their team leader, having made his rounds in the abandoned village.
“This place has some bad mojo.” Brian couldn’t escape the creepy chill sliding down his spine. The howling wind carried the eerie voices of the past that once occupied this place and tickled the hairs on the back of his neck. “This is straight out of some thriller flick or something. I don’t like it.”
“Agreed.” The captain looked ticked, his lips tight and his brow knotted.
“Um…Raptor, Mockingbird Actual advises you RTB.”
Brian cocked his head. “That sounded a whole lot like general speak for ‘Run for your lives.’ ”
Finger pressed to his ear mic, Captain Watters stopped at the MRAP. “What’s going on, Mockingbird?”
“Sir, I’m not sure how to say this, but…Echo is here.”
Brian stopped short, staring at the captain. “Do what?”
“Come again?” He scowled.
“Sir, Echo company is here. At the base. Have been for the last two days.”
“Then who the heck radioed for immediate assist?”
“Working on—”
“Raptor, get out of there!” boomed the voice of General Lance Burnett. “Now!”
Sprinting back to their vehicle, Brian felt the icy ghosts of this village chasing them. Taunting them. He cleared the corner.
“Go, go, go!” the captain shouted.
The howling wind surrendered to a shrieking of superheated air. Behind him, a white-hot light exploded.
Brian flung forward, knocked by an invisible hand. His feet flew up. A tree raced toward him. His helmet thunked against the bark. He dropped hard. Cold became hot. Loud, deafeningly quiet.
White went black.
CHAPTER 2
Mazar-e Sharif, Afghanistan
17 December—1045 Hours
Exhilaration zipped through her veins as she marched in formation with her peers. Head cocooned in the black hijab set her apart almost more than her curves in this army of mostly male soldiers. She drew in a breath of elation, keeping her face stonelike and her drill perfect.
At parade rest, Afghan Air Force Second Lieutenant Rhmani stood proud among the other dozen soldiers during their Undergraduate Pilot Training ceremony. Of the twelve, four were Afghan males and seven American males.
She the only female.
Another thrill-induced breath drew raggedly through her. If it were not for Niloofar Rhmani, the first female pilot, she would not have had this opportunity. Her chin lifted. As their flight instructors stood before them with their flight-wing pins, she felt a squeeze in her stomach. I wish Madar could be here!
But of course, that was impossible.
“You have completed the UPT, consisting of 145.5 flying hours trained on the MD 530…”
Her mind wandered the skies. The hours spent among the heavens. So close to God. So free from…everything. All the torments. All the restrictions.
The shuttering of a camera made her stiffen. She hoped the hijab and uniform concealed her identity enough. But the continuous clattering of cameras made her wish for her wide sunglasses.
“Well done, Lieutenant,” came the soft, firm voice of her flight advisor, Captain Sandor Ripley of the 438th Air Expeditionary Advisory Group. Had she been a male, he would’ve pinned her. Instead, for custom and propriety, he handed the pin to a female officer, who fastened it above her left breast.
“Thank you, sir.”
“I expect to see you in advanced training next month.”
“Of course, sir.” She drew in another spurt of excitement.
With a salute, he stepped back. The words from the stage blurred in her mind. What would her cousin think? Would she be shocked and angry? So many lies got Fekiria to this point. She couldn’t imagine anyone would be happy for her.
But that did not matter. She was happy. For the first time in her life.
“Dismissed!”
She flinched but then tucked her chin and hurried toward a side door.
“Lieutenant Rhmani,” a male voice called.
Her heart sped. She couldn’t talk to anyone. Not now. She had worked so hard for so long…Her feet scurried faster.
“Hey! Wait—I just wanted to invite you.”
Around the corner, she felt her arm tugged. Her eyes closed as she stopped her flight. She turned, surprise squirreling through her. “Captain.”
He released her, his brow tangled in consternation. “You okay?”
Inclining her head, she made sure photographers hadn’t followed them. “Never better.”
His gray experienced eyes took her in. “Okay,” he said, obviously not convinced but unwilling to argue with her. “There’s a group of us going out tonight to celebrate UPT graduation. Since you’re a graduate,” he said, his smile kind, “it makes sense you should come.”
“I–I’m sorry, Captain.” She swallowed, very much wanting to accept his offer, but that would create questions. More questions she couldn’t answer. More lies she’d have to tell. “I can’t. But thank you for the consideration.”
Disappointment slid through his handsome, dark features. “Celebrating with your family?”
She smiled. “Of course. They are thrilled for me, though they could not come today.”
“I understand.” He nodded then tugged something from his pocket. “I was going to give this to you there.”
Glancing at the paper in his hand, she hesitated.
He chuckled. “Don’t worry. It’s not a love letter, though I did try my hand at one.”
She took a step back.
Captain Ripley really laughed this time. “Kidding! I’m only kidding.” He wagged the paper at her. “It’s your acceptance letter for the advanced-training program.”
She widened her eyes then took the paper.
“Well, take care—I’ll see you.” Captain Ripley stepped back with a faint salute to her. “Proud of you, Lieutenant. You’re going to take the skies by storm.”
His praise exploded through her. She fought the tears. “Thank you.”
He considered her and nodded.
Voices erupted at the other end of the hall, sending him around the corner. She turned and headed for the gate. She checked out and climbed into her car. After making the 2.8-kilometer trip to the local café, she parked. Retrieved her bag from the trunk and entered the small structure. The warm, heady scent of coffee beans and hookah wafted through the cramped space. Weaving in and around tables, she made her way to the back restroom. There, she hung the bag on the hook, locked the door, and removed the flight uniform.
Careful to keep the wrinkles out, to show it the respect it deserved for setting her wings free, she set it in the bottom of the large tote. Removed her boots. Slipped into the sage-green long tunic and pants. She wrapped a floral silk hijab around her black one. Tucking on her sunglasses, she lifted the bag from the hook.
Back in the café, she ordered a black tea and sipped it. Along with some naan and honey. Comfort food. Stomach full, though the bread had done nothing to soothe her nerves, she removed herself to the street. Drew in a breath and drove herself home. Eased into a slot in front of the apartment building.
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Nerves tangled, she made her way up to the apartment and let herself in.
Laughter from the kitchen snapped her out of the numbness that had swarmed her.
“Ah, Cousin! You’re just in time to celebrate.”
Her heart spasmed as she met Zahrah’s brown-eyed gaze. How had she found out?
“Director Kohistani just received a large grant to build a real school!” Her half-American cousin came out of the kitchen with a tray of baklava. “Can you believe it? Say you will come back. I miss you there.”
“No.” She hated the snip in her voice, but they’d been over this a thousand times. She stalked past her cousin, ignoring the delicious pastries.
“I put chocolate in them—the way you like them!”
“I’m not hungry.”
“Fekiria! What is wrong with you?”
“Nothing.” She spun and faced her cousin in the door to her room. “In fact, I’ve never been better.” Defiance streaked through her—that is, until she saw the hurt on her cousin’s face.
“You’ve been so strange since I…” Zahrah wilted. “Please…please tell me you don’t still blame yourself.”
“No.” But she did. A lot. If she had been there instead of running off getting more training, Zahrah might not have been taken. “Please. I am just tired. It was a long day.”
Zahrah slid the plate of baklava onto the small table by the chairs. “Will you ever shed this secrecy and tell me what’s happening in your life?”
Guilt strangled her response.
“I miss our talks. Once we were like sisters.”
“Bickering and fighting.”
Zahrah smiled. “Yes—what else do sisters do?”
She loved her cousin’s laugh, her smile, her bright spirit. But the lies, the…secrets created this vast cavern between them. One that Zahrah was blind to and Fekiria could never cross. Unless she wanted her parents to find out. Then she’d be whipped. Beaten. Maybe even killed. An honor killing, Baba would say.
Zahrah moved forward.
The terror that somehow her secrets would come crashing down made her sick. Angry. “I can’t help it if you spend all your time with your American soldier.” Fekiria pivoted and slammed the bedroom door, shutting out her cousin’s niceties. The guilt—no. She couldn’t shut that out no matter how hard she tried.