Rebellious Soul

by KaLee Ray

He rest his forehead on mine and took a deep breath. “We need to go now, before I lose every inch of control I have with you Lacie.” it was almost like he was talking to himself instead of me.

  He pulled away and walked outside to start the car. I bent over and rested my arms on the little table beside the door. My mind raced with what just happened as I tried to catch my breath and pull myself together.

  We pulled up to the church and I could see Sara and her whole family standing outside greeting people and accepting their condolences. We didn’t say a word to each other after we left the house and now walking side by side was pure torture. My whole body was on fire and I felt like a magnet that was drawn to his body. I needed to pull it together especially before I walked into this church. I was a firm believer in God and I did not want to be stuck down because I had lust in my heart. Fuck it wasn’t just in my heart, right now it was right in between my legs. “Pretty sure I’m going to hell.” I mumbled under my breath. Titan just looked at me funny.

  “Lacie, I’m so glad you’re here.” she cried and hugged me tight. “I’ve missed you so…..Who is this? You didn’t tell me you were bringing someone with you.” She said as she smiled up at Titan forgetting we were at her brother’s funeral. I didn’t blame her, he had that effect on women.

  “This is Titan. He is in my brother’s club. Force sent him with me.” I said shyly remembering how he said he volunteered for this. “Titan this is my best friend in the whole wide world, Sara.”

  “Nice to meet you Sara. I wish it was under different circumstances. I’m sorry for your loss.” Titan said as he shook her hand.

  “Thank you. I’m glad to see Lacie is in good hands.” Sara giggled as she elbowed me in the ribs.

  Every time Sara and I were together it was like we were teenagers again. We were awkward and annoying, but we didn’t care. We were more than friends, we were family.

  I turned to find Sara’s mom and the rest of her family. I was scanning the crowd when I locked eyes with a familiar set of brown eyes. Matthew looked the same as I remembered. He was tall and handsome, but was no comparison to Titan. Matthew was all skin and bones, where Titan was all thick with muscle. Matthew had a baby face with a few smile lines by his eyes. Titan had a firm jaw and a beard I want to hold on too while he kissed me.

  It was the first time in years I didn’t want to run and jump in Matthew’s arms. I didn’t want him to kiss me until I couldn’t breathe. I didn’t want him at all. The only man I wanted was standing beside me.

  “Lace, it’s time to go in.” Titan said as he put his hand on the small of my back to guide me inside.

  The service was short, but sweet and really showed how great Dustin was. Sara spoke about when they were kids and the man he had become. The slide show made us all cry and laugh at the same time. Titan put his arm around me and let me cry into his shoulder. It was a small gesture, but it meant so much at a time I really needed it.

  “You stay here with Sara and I’ll go get the car and get in line.” Titan gave me a little smile and walked off.

  “Lace your description of Titan did not do him justice. I’m pretty sure that is the hottest man I have ever seen. He should be a model not a biker.” She was fanning herself as we watched him walk off.

  “He’s hard to describe without saying the words, so unbelievably fuckable. I hate to judge him like a piece of meat.” I laughed. “I thought he was an asshole, but this little trip is giving me a new point of view on his hard attitude.” I was lost in thought when someone grabbed my arm.

  “Lace, you got a minute.” I turned around to see Matthew.

  “No she doesn’t. Titan just went to get the car for her and he will be right back. He is such a gentleman, unlike some douches I know.” Sara cut in before I could say anything.

  “It’s okay Sara. I’ve got this.” I hugged her. “I’ll see you at the cemetery.”

  “What do you want Matthew.” I couldn’t hide the bitterness in my voice.

  “It’s real good to see you Lace. I’ve missed you so much.” He reached down and grabbed my hand as he spoke. “Why didn’t you tell me you were moving to Texas? I could’ve helped you moved or fuck maybe talked you into staying….with me.”

  Is he serious? I have waited what felt like a lifetime to hear him say something like this to me. All I ever wanted was for him to grow up and see that he loved me. Now that he was saying the words and telling me what I wanted to hear I just felt like punching him. Fuck I’m going to punch him.

  “Lace, it’s time to go to the cemetery.” Sara could obviously tell by the look on my face that this wasn’t going well, so like always she swooped in and saved the day.

  I jerked my hand out of his and walked to the car where Titan was waiting.

  *

  Titan

  I pulled up in the procession line to wait on Lacie. I figured her and Sara needed a moment alone and so did I. When she looked at me earlier with nothing but want in her eyes I lost the control I had been holding onto. I backed her into the wall with every intention of fucking her until she screamed my name. All it took was one sniff of her perfume and whatever fruity shit she put in her hair and I was high on her. If she was a drug, I just became an addict.

  I knew once I started devouring her I would never stop and she had to go to this funeral. Somehow I mustered up all my strength and walked away. When I get her home from this funeral it may be a different story. I don’t think I have any strength left when it comes to her.

  Who the fuck is she talking to? And why the fuck is he touching her? “You are at a funeral man. Don’t do anything stupid. She will hate you if you make a scene.” I had to remind myself out loud. Maybe he is family or an old friend.

  “Who the fuck was that?” I ask before she even got the door shut as she got in the car.

  “That was Matthew.” She said as she put a piece of hair behind her ear.

  “What the fuck did he want?” I could actually feel my blood boiling as I thought about that skinny little fucker putting his hands on her.

  “Something he can’t have.” Was all she said and we pulled out behind the other cars.

  Jealousy was a new feeling for me and it tasted bad in my mouth. I didn’t have time for women or relationships. To be honest Lace was the first woman I ever got to know. Fuck she was the only bitch I wanted to know. Not only know, but the only bitch I wanted in my bed over and over again. Volunteering for this was a mistake. If Force found out how I felt about his sister he would kill me.

  “Lace can we go somewhere after this and talk?” Matthew said as he lightly touched Lacie on the shoulder.

  I was so caught up in my feeling and shit like a bitch that I didn’t even notice when he walked up to us. I took a possessive step towards her and put my hand on the small of her back. I moved my fingers down to her ass and pushed her into me. “No she can’t.” Was all I had to say and the fucker walked off.

  Like an asshole I kept my hand on her and didn’t move. She felt amazing this close to me and I wanted to hold on to the feeling a little longer. I could smell her hair again and my cock was rock hard. She twisted her body even more until it fit perfectly around my side. I was thankful we were packed around the family because I was pretty sure my cock was making a tent out of my jeans.

  I kept Lace close for the rest of the time we were at the cemetery. Every time I looked up that skinny fucking tool was looking at her. I just smiled at him and held her tighter. It was a douche move, but there was no way in hell I was letting him near her.

  “Tonight we are all going to the bar on the west side of town. Y’all have to come. It will be just like old times Lace.” Sara said as she squeezed Lacie’s hand.

  “When you say like old times, do you mean we are going to get shit faced drunk and sing with the band? You will lose an earring and I will lose my shirt or a shoe. Then we will go to the taco place at 3 am and eat 20 tacos.” Lace was smiling and I hope she was joking.

  “That sounds about right.�
� Sara laughed.

  “I’m in.” Lacie giggled.

  The bar was nothing like I had been picturing in my head all afternoon. I expected clean floors, waitress that were all dressed a like and them serving little cocktails. I should’ve known that wasn’t Lacie’s taste. This place was great. Neon signs of beer bottles hung on the walls and above the pool table. The place was filled with smoke and loud drunks. If my brothers were here this place would have been perfect.

  “Lacie, Titan, over here.” Sara yelled, but we were already walking towards her. She was clearly on her way to being inebriated.

  She was sitting at a table that had two other tables pushed up next to it and they were all full of people. I briefly scanned the faces of people trying to remember how they fit in with Sara and Lace. The last face I got too, looked me square in the eye and tipped his beer to me.

  Matthew!

  This fucker didn’t give up. I didn’t really care because it just meant I would get to be close to Lace all night. Without Force and the other guys cock blocking me I could do whatever I wanted with Lace and I fully intended too.

  I sat there for hours and listened to the girls reminisce about the guy that died and about old times. I was pretty sure if this had been any other woman besides Lace talking, I would have picked a fight out of pure boredom. With Lace I was never bored. It didn’t hurt that my hand never left her back or her knee. At one time I almost had her on my lap.

  “Lace, I’m going to run outside real quick and check in with Force.” I didn’t want to leave her, but I just got a text from Prez to check in. “If he comes near her, you come get me.” I said to Sara.

  “You got my word, Titan.” Her word was a little slurred. I was cutting them off when I got back.

  “Hey Bro, how’s everything going in Oklahoma?” Force sounded a little drunk himself.

  “Better than I thought it would. We are at a bar right now with a bunch of family and friends.”

  “What about that little fucker who broke Lace’s heart? Have you seen him?” I could tell that just talking about him mad Force mad.

  “Yeah, unfortunately he is here too. He tried talking to her at the cemetery today, but I ended it before she could say anything. He’s a tall skinny fucker, I’m about ready to break in half.” I thought I better stop talking before he realized something else was going on.

  “Stay with her man. I don’t care what you have to do to him, you don’t let him near her. All I need is that bastard feeling her head full of shit and her moving back to the land of waving wheat.” Great now because of this drunk fucker I was going to have the song Oklahoma in my head all night. “We are leaving early for the run tomorrow, so I’ll text you tomorrow night.”

  Oh shit, I forgot all about the run for the cartel. Lace was consuming me. I needed to get this bitch out of my head, but I wasn’t sure if I really wanted that. I was about to ask if the guys were ready for the run, but I looked at the door and saw Matthew walking right towards me. “Got to go boss. I think this fucker wants to meet his maker tonight.” I hang up just as Force was yelling something at me.

  “Hey man, I think we need to have a talk about Lace.” He walked up to me with one hand in his pocket and the other hand holding a beer.

  He was almost my height, but I had fifty pounds of muscle on this guy. “I don’t really think there is anything to talk about. She is mine and I don’t have any plans of that changing in the future.” I don’t know where that came from, but I liked the idea of her being mine.

  “See that’s where you are wrong. Lace and I go way back. I messed up, but I plan on making that up to her. I know you work for her brother and you have been assigned her bodyguard. I just need five minutes with her and then I’ll leave her alone. After five minutes she will come back to me, you’ll see.” He said with a shit eating grin.

  This fucker was testing my self-control. “You don’t know shit asshole. I don’t work for anyone and I sure as shit ain’t a bodyguard for anyone. Lacie is mine! She rides on my bike and sleeps in my bed.” It was a lie, but I wished like hell it was the truth. “You don’t get five minutes or five seconds with her. In fact if I catch you so much as looking at her I’ll fucking rip your dick off and shove it down your throat.”

  I wanted to kill the motherfucker, but I didn’t know the area so stashing a body might cut into my time with Lacie.

  *

  Lacie

  “Sara I think we should slow down.” I said as I waved off the waitress. I knew she was hurting, but if she didn’t stop now she was going to be hurting a lot more in the morning.

  “I know. I just can’t believe we buried my little brother today. Lace you are so lucky to have a second chance with your brother. I know you said it wasn’t going like you thought it would, but I think you need to stay and stick it out a little longer.” I knew she was right even if she was slurring every other word. “Plus, you got Titan there. I mean look at him? I want to do a shot off of him, do you think he will let us?”

  “No, I don’t. Oh shit where did Matthew go? Surely he wasn’t stupid enough to go talk to Titan.” I said as I looked around for him.

  I was about to go look outside when I saw Titan walking back in the doors. He didn’t have blood on him so I took that as a good sign. “Sara do you think you could stay with your mom another night?”

  “Yeah, sure. What do you have planned?” She said with a huge smile on her face.

  “Something dirty. I’ll talk to you tomorrow.”

  I walked up to Titan and put my hands on his chest. “Let’s go.” I was commanding, not asking. He took my hand and led me outside. We didn’t speak on the five minute ride home, just looked ahead lost in thought.

  “Lace how drunk are you?” Titan said as he shut the house door behind me.

  “My last drink was about an hour ago. So I’m pretty sober. I knew Sara was going to get pretty drunk so I was milking my beer in case things got ugly.” Titan was looking at me like I was dinner and he hadn’t eaten in months. “Why do you ask?” It came out barely audible.

  “Because I want you completely sober when I fuck you.” Titan backed me up against the door and cupped my face with one hand. “I don’t want you to wake up tomorrow and think this was a drunkin mistake.”

  I opened my mouth to speak, but Titan’s mouth come crashing down on mine. At first it was all need and wanted. No one was thinking and no one was breathing. His lips were soft and his tongue was greedy.

  He released my face and put both hands under my ass lifting me up against the door. I wrapped my legs around his waist as he started trailing kisses down my throat. Before I even knew we were moving we were in the bedroom. I unwrapped my legs from his massive body and stood on shaky legs.

  Titan walked around me until I could feel the heat radiating off his body and onto my back. He kissed my bare shoulder and then unzipped my dress. I let it fall to the floor not caring that I was now on display for Titan’s viewing pleasure.

  He ran one hand down my flat stomach stopping just short of my panties and ran one hand up my stomach until he found my bare breast. He pushed is growing erection up against my ass showing me just how much he wanted me. A chill ran down my spine and in one quick movement he had one hand in my wetness and the other hand kneading my breast.

  Titan nipped my ear with his teeth and rolled my nipple in between his thump and finger. He licked my neck just as he found my clit and began stroking it back and forth. I threw my head back and moaned as my whole body filled with fire.

  “No turning back now Lace. Once I give you this first orgasm, you become mine.” The words vibrated off my neck and I became even more turned on.

  He squeezed my nipple at the same time he began speeding up the circular motion on my clit. I knew I was dripping with need and barely holding on to consciousness. “Come for me Lace.” It was a plea not a command. I threw my head back as the orgasm hit like a tornado. I wrapped one arm around his neck and held on as my hips thrust out trying to get clo
ser to his fingers. My whole body shook as he kept on with the torturous pleasure.

  I was seeing stars as I opened my eyes. Titan spun me around and let out a primal moan as he put his fingers in his mouth and suck off my juices. He reached up and ripped the shirt off his body. He had tattoos on his chest that I had never seen before. One side was some tribal design that started at his peck and traveled across his shoulder and down half of his arm. The other side was a mix of nautical stars and what appeared to be bible verses.

  He pushed me back on the bed and began undoing his pants. I leaned up on my elbows and watched him step out of his jeans. He lifted my foot up to his mouth and began kissing my ankle and up to my inner thigh. Titan pushed my knees apart and blew warm air on my exposed wet pussy. My head fell back as I arched my back off the bed. I looked up again and saw Titan was out of his boxers and stroking his massive cock.

  My mouth went dry and I licked my lips wondering how it would taste. Titan climbed onto the bed and settled in between my legs. He licked up my neck until he found my lips. The kiss was slow and tender. He placed both is hands on my legs and I wrapped them around his waist. Without breaking the kiss he slowly thrust inside of me. I arched up needing to feel all of him. It was a simple motion that sent him over the edge.

  He pulled out a little and slammed into me causing another orgasm to build. I was full with him inside of me, but I still wanted more. He ran his fingers down my body and I fisted his hair trying to hold on while he fucked me. It was hard, messy, and beautiful. I didn’t know sex could be like this. Rough yet sweet, passionate yet raw.

  I moaned loud as I felt the orgasm building faster and faster. “Not yet baby.” He said into my ear as he kissed down my neck. He slowed down and I thought my body was going to explode with need to release.

  Titan looked into my eyes and smiled as he slammed into my greedy pussy. The orgasm ripped through me and I screamed his name so loud I thought it might wake the neighbors. My pussy tightened around his cock and I could feel his orgasm hit only moments after mine.