(2011) What Lies Beneath

by Sarah Rayne

  That worried me quite a lot.

  Chapter 19

  ‘I’m sorry,’ said the captain next morning, facing Crispian, ‘but I’m not prepared to make the journey back to Athens with a madman aboard. It’s too far. Anything could happen.’

  ‘You accept Brank’s diagnosis then?’

  ‘I have to. He’s the ship’s doctor, the official medical authority, and I have to take his judgement.’ He frowned. ‘That being so, we’ll have to put into port as soon as possible and you’ll have to disembark. Alexandroupolis is the nearest.’

  ‘I’ve never heard of it,’ said Crispian.

  ‘No, you probably wouldn’t. It’s a small port, close to the Greek/Turkish border, but just inside Greek territory. It’s mostly used for cargo ships, and it’s quite difficult to navigate. But I’ve done it in the past and I should be able to get permission.’

  ‘But that part of the world is a seething hotbed of unrest,’ said Crispian, horrified. ‘You can’t just throw us off the ship out here. The Balkan League is collapsing – all the newspapers agree on that. There’s even a suggestion that it’s mobilizing its armies.’

  ‘There’s also a strong suggestion that the Ottoman Empire is doing the same,’ said the captain. ‘I’m aware of all that. But guidelines to masters of ships in this situation are clear. Sir Julius has already had to be restrained in a straitjacket, and last night he apparently tried to strangle you. He could start on the crew next. You’ll have to leave the ship at Alexandroupolis.’

  ‘But we’ll guard him,’ said Crispian, a bit desperately. ‘There are three of us – we can manage it between us until we reach Athens. And if the ship’s carpenter fits a bolt on his cabin door—’

  ‘Mr Cadence, sailors are a deeply suspicious breed. They won’t like this business of madness – well, they don’t like it now. They know something of what’s been happening. The second officer has reported some of them are already gathering in angry huddles and talking furtively. I can’t let that go on.’

  Crispian stared at him and thought: I’m on the high seas, in waters that might explode into a messy, complicated war any day. It’s not Britain’s war – not yet – but that won’t count. On top of that, I’m trying to restrain a man who’s tried to kill me, and now I’m being told there could be a mutiny brewing.

  ‘Alexandroupolis should be safe enough territory,’ said the captain. ‘I remember there’s a railway actually on the quayside, so if the hospital in the town isn’t able to help, you can take Sir Julius to wherever they suggest by train.’

  He’s washing his hands of us, thought Crispian.

  The enormity of what might be ahead was almost overwhelming, but after a moment he said, ‘Yes, I see. How long will it take to get to this Alexandroupolis place?’

  ‘Two days, on my reckoning. Less, if I can manage.’ In a kinder voice than he had yet used, the captain said, ‘There’s a small English community there. You should be safe enough.’

  ‘You don’t give me any choice,’ said Crispian coldly.

  ‘Believe me, Mr Cadence, I wish there was another choice. Can the three of you restrain Sir Julius for the next two days? Brank tells me he’s still very strong, despite the illness. If he were to break out and wander about the ship in his present state—’

  ‘We can manage while we’re on the ship fairly well,’ said Crispian. ‘It will be once we’re ashore in Alexandroupolis that the nightmare will start.’

  Entries From an Undated Journal

  People talk about things being a nightmare or having lived through a nightmare, but most of them have no idea what it’s like actually to live through one. I had talked like that myself, more than once. But it wasn’t until we went ashore at Alexandroupolis and travelled on to the little township of Edirne that I came to understand the real meaning of living a nightmare.

  Crispian made all the decisions and dealt with all the arrangements. Of course he did. I don’t know the details of everything, but I do know he handed out money with that arrogant carelessness I found so repugnant. He always thought problems could be solved by money. It annoys me to say this, but most of them can, of course. Give someone sufficient money and he or she will do whatever you want. It was the way Crispian did it that I hated. As if he was a better, less coarse person than anyone else. Almost as if the money had somehow purified him, washed away any scummy imperfections, while the rest of us had to wallow around in the grit and grime of ordinary humanity.

  I remember very clearly that it was mid-September when we finally stepped ashore at Alexandroupolis. I also remember standing there for a moment and absorbing the scents of that hot quay – the unmistakable sea tang, but also the scents of that particular country. Each country has its own scent, of course. I do know it’s mainly to do with the climate and the food that’s eaten and grown, but I like to think there’s something else as well: that the essence and the history of a country permeates its air.

  But standing there that day, with the hot eastern sun on my skin, I experienced a longing for England that was so sharp and strong it was nearly painful. You may think this impossible and even mad – mad! there’s a word! – but I ached for the feel of thin silken rain against my face and the crunch of dead leaves under my feet.

  The hospital at Alexandroupolis, when finally we reached it, was less than useless – hopelessly inefficient and old-fashioned – and the doctors and nurses found it difficult to hide their hostility. No one actually said so, and the language barrier was a difficult one, but there was the definite impression that they regarded us as lordly English travellers who expected everyone to bow and scrape and tug mythical forelocks. (Crispian again, you see?) Still, somewhere in that suspicious old building must have been someone with a speck or two of humanity – or perhaps it was just that someone could speak a word of two of English and understood what we wanted. Because eventually we found ourselves with the address of some kind of semi-military, partly British hospital in a place called Edirne, and we got out to a railway station where Crispian did his I-am-rich performance again, and we obtained a railcar to ourselves.

  But on that occasion Crispian was probably cheated. The railcar was small and hot; it smelled of urine and sweat, and of years of dirt. There were seats of a kind – slatted wooden benches, which were appallingly uncomfortable. It was a very long time before the train finally started on its journey, but when it did it was truly dreadful. It shook and jolted so violently that it was a minor miracle the carriages stayed linked. By the time we got to Edirne all of us had been travel sick. Can you imagine being sick – I mean actually vomiting – in a closed carriage with no washing facilities of any kind? And certainly no privacy. Looking back, I have no idea how long that journey lasted, but it felt like hours. All I remember now is the wet sour smell of the vomit on the floor – of trying not to stand in it – and of my own heaving stomach and the skewering pain in my head over one eye.

  But at last we crossed the border into Turkish territory.

  None of us knew that the worst part of the nightmare was still to come.

  Edirne, 1912

  Crispian had found himself frequently dreaming of England on their travels, but never more so than during the squalid rail journey to Edirne. As the train rattled its way through the strange countryside he looked at the others, one by one. They had all been sick during the journey and they all looked ill. Gil was white-faced and uncharacteristically silent; Jamie was exhausted and withdrawn, and Julius was restless and clearly distressed, despite the triple dose of bromide Gil had given him before they set off.

  But the journey had to be made; the Alexandroupolis hospital had said Edirne had a military infirmary – only very small but certainly it could provide the care that the poor English milord needed. And Crispian thought a military base, no matter how small, might afford some protection if the seething cauldron they were stepping into finally erupted into war.

  Edirne, when they reached it, weary and grubby, was better than he had dared ho
pe.

  ‘It’s a bit of a hybrid place,’ Jamie said, as the train seemed to near the end of its run. ‘I read something about it on the ship. It’s been a centre of learning in its time. The Ottomans got their hands on it about five hundred years ago, and they’ve populated it with quite a lot of immigrants: Hungarians and also a thriving Jewish community. There’s even a rabbinical seminary.’

  ‘We can spend our evenings there when we want to relax, and get drunk with the rabbis,’ observed Gil, drily.

  The hospital turned out to be in a kind of enclosure, part of an ancient Ottoman fort.

  ‘We’re all walking on hot bricks, of course,’ said Raif, the young doctor who had greeted them, who had examined Julius, and whose English was better than Crispian had dared hope. ‘And we think we might be in for some dangerous times. But you’re welcome to stay, and if you have to be in this country at the moment, this fort is probably about the safest place. It’s withstood many a battle over the centuries. There are several of your countrymen – also women – here. There’ll probably be room for the three of you in the same wing.’

  ‘You can look after my father?’

  ‘We can probably make him comfortable and see he doesn’t harm anyone or himself,’ said Raif. ‘I don’t think you can hope for more than that.’

  ‘I don’t.’

  ‘Don’t be too downcast. There have been some surprising remissions, even at this stage. He might astonish you yet.’

  ‘Is the war situation as grave as the newspapers say?’

  ‘Far worse,’ said Raif.

  All thoughts any of them had of returning to England were swept overwhelmingly away when all the endeavours of countries like France and Austro-Hungary failed to dissuade the Balkan League from finally taking arms against the Ottoman Empire. Both the League and the Turks mobilized their armies. Early in October Montenegro declared war, and shortly afterwards, the other states in the League followed suit.

  At a time when the English countryside would be golden and amber, and scented with apples, Greek naval and army detachments seized almost all the islands of the eastern and north Aegean Sea, effectively controlling all exits.

  Crispian knew that whether his father died or whether he lived on in this dreadful blind mindless state, they were all trapped in the ancient Turkish fort until the war was over.

  Entries From an Undated Journal

  Earlier today I reread some of the notes I made during those appalling weeks, and I was shocked to see how bad my writing was. I was never a particularly good penman at the best of times. The content is all good, of course, but the execution isn’t always immaculate.

  But some of the pages from those weeks are very nearly indecipherable. I can also see there were several places where I had to break off abruptly because someone was coming. Some pages are quite badly creased as well, because I would thrust the journal into one of its hiding places. I always kept it well concealed, of course – I didn’t trust anyone on that ship or, later, inside the Edirne fort – but concealment became increasingly difficult and I had to change the hiding place more than once.

  They never found the journal though, not then and not since, and that affords me such satisfaction, even now, even in this place, with three days left to me.

  Three days.

  Today I explored that cupboard again, with the tantalizing blank wall at the back – the wall that should lead somewhere but that, even by my most careful reckonings, can’t lead anywhere. But although I tapped and even hammered at it, and although I explored its surface minutely, I could find no way of breaking through to the other side.

  Will three days be long enough to finish my story? Or will that nibbling darkness overtake my mind before the three days are up?

  A long time after that journey to Edirne, I came across the poems of Thomas Hardy. A remarkable writer, Hardy. He understood about the darkness, all right. One poem called ‘The Interloper’ has an epigraph – a kind of subtitle – which struck such a chord in my mind I think it’s gone on resonating ever since.

  ‘And I saw the figure and visage of Madness seeking for a home.’

  The figure and visage of Madness. Think about that, my unknown reader. Imagine seeing the figure and the face of Madness starting to take shape. The darkness of the spirit becoming flesh. I’ve seen it all right, which is why I can write about it. The real horror is that the figure doesn’t materialize all at once, in one huge smack-in-the-face vision so that you fall down in a fit there and then and lose all comprehension of the world. It’s nothing so merciful. It steals up on you, so that at first you think your eyes are playing tricks. Then you think it’s just a shadow you’re seeing. You spend weeks, months, trying to convince yourself you’re perfectly sane. But finally you come to understand that a slow inexorable madness is creeping over you, nibbling away at your brain as it comes . . .

  I mustn’t get sidetracked, though. Nor must I allow myself to get too far ahead with this account. I must space it out, so that the days are filled. Because the clock is ticking relentlessly, and in three days – seventy-two hours – I shall hear death approaching.

  Death. My death can no more be avoided than the stars can be halted in their courses.

  Chapter 20

  The Present

  Clem Poulter’s little dinner parties could no more be avoided than the sun could be prevented from rising each morning. Even if you were not on the guest list, it was impossible not to hear about them. Meeting Veronica in the supermarket, Ella was not best pleased to learn from her that Clem was in the planning stage of one of his evenings.

  ‘It’s next Friday,’ said Veronica, who this morning was wearing what Ella considered an impossibly inappropriate outfit, consisting of leather trousers, a woollen jacket and a quantity of gold jewellery. The fact that the gold was almost certainly genuine did not make it any better. In fact, Ella thought it rather vulgar of Veronica to be flaunting nine carat in the middle of Sainsbury’s halfway through the morning.

  Everyone knew, without the parade of gold necklaces and nappa leather, what a very good thing Veronica had made out of having two husbands. The first had been discarded via the divorce courts and the ceding of a five-bedroomed house into Veronica’s name, and the second had died from a perforated stomach ulcer, leaving behind what Derek referred to as ‘an entire battalion of insurance policies’. At the time he had said he could very easily visualize Veronica checking the insurance policies with one hand and stirring arsenic into the coffee with the other. Ella had thought this remark in very poor taste, but the Operatic Society had been rehearsing Così Fan Tutte at the time, in which there was apparently a lot of arsenic-quaffing, so the remark could be partially forgiven.

  Veronica cornered Ella to say Clem had phoned her last evening to invite her to the dinner party. Oh, Ella had not been invited? Well, doubtless Clem would get round to it. He had meant to have it a couple of weeks ago but he had had that shocking cold, so he had postponed. The invitation was seven thirty for eight, and Veronica had decided to wear a trouser outfit because Clem said there were to be games afterwards. She had a brand-new one – silk, with satin lapels on the jacket – and when she tried it on in the shop the assistants had all said how youthful and sexy and elegant she looked.

  ‘If there’re games, at least he won’t be forcing his dreadful music on the guests,’ said Ella, because once Veronica got onto the subject of being youthful and sexy and elegant they would be here all morning.

  ‘No, but I wouldn’t put it past him to stage a session of Murder or Sardines,’ said Veronica, and went off to the wine section.

  Ella watched her for a moment, seeing how the vain creature teetered along the aisles in her absurd high heels and paused to ostentatiously examine the labels on wine bottles. She would be hoping people were looking at her and speculating on who would be drinking the wine with her. As if, thought Ella crossly, anybody gives a damn. Ella certainly did not give a damn who drank special-offer Pinot Noir in Veronica’s o
ver-furnished house, nor did she give a damn about Clem’s stupid dinner party with its even more stupid games, whatever they might be. She and Derek would probably not be able to go anyway; as well as The Mikado, Derek was very busy with some sort of audit at the council offices. Amy said he was looking quite haggard, poor old Gramps, but to Amy’s generation anyone over forty looked haggard.

  If anyone was entitled to look haggard at the moment, it was Ella herself, what with all the worry about whether Clem and Veronica would keep their nerve if questioned about the body found at the lodge. She was not sleeping very well, and in the ragged sleep she did get she saw the dreadful face peering over the ruined tumble of bricks in Cadence Manor. Sometimes she saw Serena Cadence with her staring dead eyes and ravaged face, and sometimes Serena’s face turned into that of Ella’s own mother, with the scars livid and ugly on her skin.

  She had no idea if the police had identified the man’s body yet, or if they had found her watch with the damning initials, E. L. F., and the date of her birthday. Initials and date together would show she had been inside Cadence Manor during the two days between her birthday and the closing of the village. It was what Derek would call ‘a very small window of time’.

  Ella was annoyed with Derek. She thought she might reasonably have expected him to notice she was preoccupied, but he had not, though she did not want him asking awkward questions. Amy had noticed. That very morning she had asked if Gran was all right, because she was looking a bit moth-eaten. Ella took this to mean slightly unwell in Amy’s vocabulary, and said she was perfectly all right – well, maybe a bit tired, what with one thing and another.

  ‘What things?’

  ‘All sorts of things. You don’t realize what a lot I have to do,’ Ella said. ‘There’s the running of this house – all the shopping and washing and ironing.’