“That’s what I was trying to do.” He pulled out of me and sat down on the sofa. I was still leaning over the chair arm trying to get myself together. My legs felt like spaghetti. “Come here and sit on this. I’m going to lay back and let you do some work.” I didn’t move for a few seconds. I had to wait until the feeling returned to my legs. When it did. I walked over and straddled his lap easing down on his erection. “Do you still know what to do with this dick?” He asked cockily.
I didn’t reply. I decided to let my pussy speak for itself. I started to bounce up and down on him. My breasts jiggling in his face. He reached up and began caressing them and sucking on my nipples. I closed my eyes and enjoyed the ride. Judging by the sounds that he was making he was enjoying it too. He smacked me on my ass. “Ride this shit baby.” That only made me go harder. I picked up the pace. “Oh shit…I’m about to cum.” He announced lifting me up just before cum started to ooze from the tip of his dick. I kneeled down in front of him and licked up every drop, never taking my eyes off of him.
When I was done, I got up and went down the hall. I needed to clean myself up. I got in the shower and washed up quickly. I wanted to talk to Tre about what had just happened before he fell asleep. I got out of the shower, dried off, wrapped the towel around myself and brushed my teeth. By the time that I made it back down the hall, he had slipped his boxers back on and was sprawled out on the chair.
“Shit!” I cursed aloud before going back down the hall to the bedroom. I got in bed and looked over at the clock. The clock read 2:45am. I knew that I had to try and get some sleep because I had a long drive ahead of me in a few hours. I closed my eyes and in no time I was out like a light.
Lala
“Lala…Lala…” I heard Tre calling my name and felt him shaking me gently. I opened my eyes and looked up at him, still half asleep. “Get up so that you can eat. I cooked breakfast.”
I sat up and looked over at the girl’s bassinets but they were empty. “Where are the girls?” I asked throwing back the covers.
“They’re in the living room in they’re swings.” He paused and then added. “Mina is in there with them. She kept an eye on them for me while I cooked.”
My head snapped around. “Say what? Mina’s here? Why?” I immediately felt myself become upset.
“She came over to kick it with me…”
I jumped up off the bed. “What do you mean, she came over to kick it with you?” I tried my best not to raise my voice. My lips trembled and I felt the tears sting my eyes. “Gotdamn, you couldn’t wait until I left to kick it with her? So I guess it’s safe to assume that last night was just a good-bye fuck?” He dropped his head. I pushed him in his forehead causing his head to dip back. “Don’t drop your head! Answer me!”
“Lala, don’t put your hands on me.” He warned giving me a serious expression that told me he wasn’t playing but seriously I didn’t give a flying fuck about how he was looking.
“Answer my question.” I demanded getting in his face.
He grabbed me by both arms and shook me. “No it’s not like that. I didn’t know that she was coming over this morning. She just popped up.” He explained through clenched teeth. “And no last night wasn’t a good-bye fuck. It shouldn’t have happened. I’d been drinking and you were upset and…”
“And shut the fuck up Tre! Just shut the fuck up!” I jerked away from him and brushed past him. I went over to the dresser to get the clothes that I’d taken out the night before to wear. I didn’t want to hear shit else that he had to say. “I’m done. I am fucking done. I tried because I really do love you and I wanted us to try and raise our daughters together but obviously I’m not good enough for you so I’m done.”
He walked over to where I was standing over by the dresser and grabbed me by the arm and spent me around so that I was facing him. “Stop talking stupid! I never said that you weren’t good enough for me. You know just as well as I do that if you and me try to be together it’s only going to lead to a lot of drama. I don’t want to have to play referee every time that Kisha comes around. I’m trying to get past that shit. Like I told you before, if the situation were different I would love to be with you. I know that you are a good woman and an excellent mother to my kids but I just can’t. Honestly at this point, I’d tell Kisha the same thing because I know that regardless of who I choose between the two of you. The other one will be hurt. I’ve hurt both of you enough and I don’t want to be the cause of anymore pain when it comes to either of you. We can raise our kids together as friends. We’ve been doing a good job of it this far. Please try to understand where I am coming from.”
“Whatever…” I jerked away from him again and grabbed my clothes from the dresser. I took them into the bathroom slamming the door behind me. I turned on the water in the sink and took a wash up. I didn’t have time for a shower. All I wanted to do was wash my ass, put on my clothes and get the fuck away from Tre!
I heard him on the other side of the door. “So that’s how you are going to act?” I ignored him and continued to wash up. “I know that you hear me talking to you.”
I still didn’t reply. When I was done washing up. I turned off the water, slipped on my clothes and brushed my teeth. I opened the bathroom door to go back into the bedroom and found Tre standing beside the door wearing a frustrated expression. “Don’t you have company?” I snapped walking past him and grabbing my sneakers from beside the dresser and putting them on.
“I’d expect this type of shit from Kisha but not from you.” Tre spoke further pissing me off. “Normally she’s the one flipping out and acting a damn fool. You are the one…”
“I am the damn fool!” I jumped up from the bed pointing my finger in his face. “I am the one who has always put my feelings last and put yours first. The two years that you and I messed around, I always understood why you couldn’t be there on holidays or why we couldn’t go anywhere. No matter how it made me feel, I played my position and wore a smile on my face all for Tre. As long as you were happy. When I found out that I was pregnant and realized that my feelings for you had grown to the point that I might step out of my lane. I packed my shit and left because I didn’t want to cause you any problems. Because I knew how important Kisha and your boys were to you. I walked away from everything so that you could keep everything. Even though shit did still end up getting ugly down the road, you can’t say that I didn’t try to prevent it from being that way. At the end of the day, I overlooked everything that has happened in the past. I overlooked the fucked up way that you treated me and your daughters for months! And when you needed me, I was there without hesitation. That entire month that you were in the hospital, I was there. When you came home. You didn’t have to lift a finger because I was there.”
“I didn’t ask you to do all of that.” He countered.
“Exactly, you didn’t have to.” I spat.
He let out a frustrated breath. “I don’t want to argue with you. I apologize for hurting you and I apologize for last night.”
“You don’t have anything to apologize for.” I told him wiping my tear stained face with my hand. “I should’ve known better.”
“What is that supposed to mean?”
“Nothing.” I replied. I was tired of talking and I only wanted to leave. I didn’t even want to be in the same space with him anymore or breathe the same air as him. I walked over to the dresser and brushed my hair up into a high ponytail.
“Are you going to eat before y’all leave?” Tre asked.
“Nah, I don’t have much of an appetite.” I wanted to get smart and tell him to feed it to Mina but decided against it. I couldn’t believe that he’d chosen that bitch after all I’d done to show him how much I cared. I didn’t regret anything that I’d done but I did feel like a fool for believing that he would chose me. I stood there for a few minutes just staring at my reflection and then something crossed my mind. Maybe this is how Kisha felt when she found out about me. She’d spent years loving him, taking car
e of his kids, trying to make him happy and putting up with his shit. Only to find out that he had been fucking me on the side. He hadn’t even been cheating on me but just knowing that he’d chosen to be with someone else cut me just as deep.
“Are you alright?” He asked from behind me.
“Yep. Have the girls already had their baths?” I asked changing the subject.
“Yeah.”
“Cool.” I grabbed the few bags that I’d kept inside.
“I’ll take them out to the car for you.”
“Nah that’s alright. I got it.” I declined opening the door to the bedroom and heading down the hallway. Tre stopped in the living room and I heard Mina tell him that she thought he’d gotten lost. I rolled my eyes up in my head and continued to the car. After putting the bags in the car, I went back inside to check and make sure that I had everything. I checked the bedroom and came across a few things that I’d left including my laptop. Then I went in the living room and looked around.
“Hey Lala.” Mina spoke cheerfully.
For a split second I started not to speak back but then I realized how childish that would make me seem. I didn’t want her thinking that I was jealous of her being with Tre. Even though I was, I wasn’t about to give her that satisfaction.
“Hey.” I replied dryly.
“You have some beautiful babies’ girl.” She told me.
“Thank you.”
“Oh no problem at all. They look just like two little doll babies. I can see that you take good care of them.”
“Yeah, I try.” I finish gathering all of my things and then took everything to the car. When I came back inside Mina was sitting on Tre’s lap. She leaned over and gave him a peck on the lips. “Do you think that you could help me take the girls out to the car?” I asked Tre not bothering to try and conceal the attitude in my tone.
“Yeah, of course.” He replied. “Mina, get up for a minute.”
“Oh, my bad girl.” She looked at me and giggled. “I just can’t seem to get enough of those lips. I know that you understand.”
I looked at her and giggled too. I knew the bitch was trying to be funny but little did she know the joke was on her because just a few hours earlier he’d had those same lips sucking on my pussy. “Yeah, girl I understand.” I walked over and lifted Laila out of her swing. Tre got Lola and we walked outside. I glanced behind me and saw Mina tagging along. Man this bitch right here is doing just a little bit too much! I thought to myself. When we reached the car, we buckled in the girls. Tre gave them both kisses and told them that he loved them and would miss them both.
“Awww, don’t worry baby. We can go up and visit them anytime that you want.” Mina told Tre.
I was just about to put her in her place when Tre spoke up. “Mina could you give us a few minutes.”
A slightly confused expression crossed her face. Her eyes went from Tre to me and then she replied. “Yeah sure.” She started towards the house and then stopped. “Have a nice trip, Lala.”
“Mmhmm.” I replied.
After she’d gone inside, Tre held open his arms. “Can your babydaddy get a hug?”
I stood with my arms folded and didn’t move. “I’ll call you and let you know when we get home.”
“Can I have a hug?” He repeated.
“Bye, Tre.” I opened the car door and got inside.
“That’s messed up. I hope that we can move past this and get back to where we were. We were doing really good. I don’t want us to be mad with each other and beefing. I have enough babymama drama with Kisha.”
I was so sick of hearing about his problems with Kisha. “Don’t worry, we’re good. I told you that I was done. So I am going to leave the whole “us” situation alone and move on. Everything ain’t meant to be and I just have to accept that you and I aren’t meant to be.” I started the car and put it in reverse. “I’ll call you later.”
“Okay, drive safely.” He told me.
“I will.” I backed out of the yard and into the street. I glanced back at Tre and he waved. I threw my hand up and was on my way.
On the drive to Danville, I shed a few more tears. By the time that I’d made it home. I realized that it was time for me to move on and put what Tre and I had once shared behind me. It was time for a fresh start with someone new. Someone who wanted to be with me and only me. Someone who felt about me the way that I felt for them. I got out of the car and took the girls inside. Then I unpacked the car. I was tired and out of breath by the time that I’d finished. I sat down on the sofa and relaxed for a minute. I hadn’t been home in months and the house had a funny smell to it. I made a mental note to do a thorough cleaning of the entire house the next day. I sat up and lit the candle that sat on the coffee table. Then I got up and got my phone from my pocketbook. Just as I was about to call Tre, my cell started to ring and Reggie’s name was flashing on the screen.
Mina
Four months later,
Things between Tremaine and I had become a lot more serious than what I’d initially planned. I’d even started to have feelings for him which definitely hadn’t been in my plans. He was only supposed to have been something to do. Someone to have a little bit of fun with but somehow he’d changed the game on me. He’d turned out to be a really good guy. He helped out with my daughter just like she was his own. He did things for me without me having to ask and most of all he treated me with respect. Mello had never treated me like that and to be honest it was refreshing but scary at the same time. I didn’t know how to take his behavior because I wasn’t used to it. I kept waiting for him to mess up and telling myself that I couldn’t fall for him. I’d been trying my best to keep my guard up and not let him get anywhere close to my heart but he was slowly tearing down that wall. Nelle had even changed her opinion of him. Now she was all for “us”.
Even though Tremaine and I had become really close that hadn’t changed the craving that I had for Corey. Every time that I saw him it became harder and harder for me to control myself. I’d even tried to stay away from him as much as possible but that was kind of hard because he and Nelle would pop up at my place all the time. Especially now that Tremaine and I had started dating. Corey and Tremaine seem to hit it off really well. The two of them had even hung out a couple of times, which was something that I wasn’t happy about at all. I didn’t want them hanging out, bonding and becoming boys. That made me feel some kind of way knowing that I had feelings for the both of them. What I felt for Corey was more so lust than actual feelings. I just needed to have one night with him so that I could get him out of my system and then we could move on like nothing ever happened. But I knew the chances of that happening were slim to none. I also knew that it was something that I shouldn’t be still thinking about. I kept telling myself over and over how wrong I was for even entertaining the idea of doing something like that. Nelle didn’t deserve that and neither did Tremaine. I just needed to forget about it but for some reason I couldn’t no matter how hard I tried.
It was Friday morning and Tremaine had spent the night at my house. The alarm clock went off letting us know that it was seven o’clock and time for him to get up for work. He’d gotten a new job and now worked at a seatbelt company in Boykins called Narricot. He’d been there for a little over a month and he seem to like it a lot.
I reached over and cut off the alarm. “Tremaine, wake up.” I called to him groggily.
He snuggled up closer to me and pulled me into his arms, planting a kiss on the back of my neck. “I don’t feel like getting up. I wish I could just lay right here with you all day.” He planted another kiss on my neck.
“I wish that you could too but you and I both have to go to work. Just look at it this way, today is the last day and you don’t have to go back until Monday.”
“Yeah, I guess that is one way to look at it.” He replied rubbing his hand up and down my thigh. “Can I get some before I go?”
“You’re going to be late for work.” I giggled already feeling my cl
it starting to throb. His sex game was on point. I saw why Lala and Kisha had been so crazy over him.
“No, I won’t.” He lifted up my legs and slid inside of me in one thrust. He moved in and out of me nice and slowly while caressing my breasts and kissing on my neck. “Mmmmm…you feel so good baby.” He whispered in my ear before licking my ear and then sucking on my earlobe.
I reached down underneath the covers, between my legs and began playing with my clit as he continued to thrust in and out of me. “Damn…go faster.” I told him. He did as he was told. He continued to caress my breasts and play with my nipples. I felt him grow harder and his moans grew louder at the same time. I flicked my fingers back and forth over my clit faster.
“Oh shit, I’m about to come.” Tremaine announced pulling out of me and at the same time flinging the covers back out of the way. He shot his load all over my hip. He reached beside the bed and grabbed a few napkins out of the box on the nightstand and cleaned me up. I laid there looking up at him with a disappointed look on my face. “What’s wrong baby?” He asked trying to catch his breath.
“Ummm…so is that how you are rolling now? You just leave me hanging after you get you?” He spread my legs apart and moved my hand out of the way. He replaced my fingers with his tongue and within a few seconds I had my legs locked on both sides of his head calling his name repeatedly.
The two of us took a shower together and then he left for work. After he left, I went and got Simya up and gave her a bath and then I cooked breakfast for the both of us. When we were done eating, I packed her diaper bag, gathered my things for work and we left. I dropped her off at my mama’s house and then went to the salon. When I got there Nelle and Mia were already there.
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