ALSO BY LEA CARPENTER
Eleven Days
THIS IS A BORZOI BOOK PUBLISHED BY ALFRED A. KNOPF
Copyright © 2018 by Lea Carpenter
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Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Carpenter, Lea, author.
Title: Red, white, blue : a novel / Lea Carpenter.
Description: First edition. | New York : Alfred A. Knopf, 2018.
Identifiers: LCCN 2017047883 | ISBN 9781524732141 (hardcover) | ISBN 9781524732158 (ebook)
Subjects: | GSAFD: Suspense fiction.
Classification: LCC PS3603.A7698 R43 2018 | DDC 813/.6—dc23 LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2017047883
Ebook ISBN 9781524732158
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.
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This book is for the extraordinary people who shared their stories with me.
The structure of the difficulty begins to disclose itself. We cannot construct an explanation. We do not know which of our facts are bricks and which are papier-mâché painted to look like bricks. We can only watch the way the bricks are handled. It is painful, nonetheless, to relinquish one’s hope for a narrative, to admit that the study of the CIA may not lead to the exposure of facts so much as to the epistemology of facts. We will not get the goods so quickly as we will learn how to construct a model which will tell us why we cannot get the goods.
—NORMAN MAILER, “A Harlot High and Low”
Contents
Cover
Also by Lea Carpenter
Title Page
Copyright
Dedication
Epigraph
grace
red
white
one
Q. A.
Rebel.
Q. A.
Koan.
Q. A.
Buddhists.
Q. A.
Heaven.
Q. A.
Space.
Q. A.
Realignment.
Q. A.
Risk.
Q. A.
HRH.
Q. A.
Swim.
Q. A.
Trellis.
Q. A.
Provincial.
Q. A.
Lobster.
Q. A.
Christo.
Q. A.
Intimacy.
Q. A.
Crisis.
Q. A.
Hard Targets.
Q. A.
Baby.
Q. A.
Lions.
Q. A.
Little Dipper, North Star.
Q. A.
Dare.
Q. A.
Nobel.
Q. A.
Cake.
Q. A.
Key.
Q. A.
Falcon.
Q. A.
Drones.
Q. A.
Secret.
Q. A.
Supermodels.
two
Q. A.
Pills.
Q. A.
Beirut.
Q. A.
Playing Through.
Q. A.
Rain.
Q. A.
Godfather.
Q. A.
Senator.
Q. A.
Fish.
Q. A.
Rumor.
Q. A.
The God Thing.
Q. A.
Interrogation.
Q. A.
Wonderland.
Q. A.
Shiny Things.
Q. A.
Metaphors.
Q. A.
Money.
Q. A.
Joni Mitchell.
Q. A.
Grenade.
Q. A.
Toys.
Q. A.
Lock.
Q. A.
Blood.
Q. A.
Mylar.
Q. A.
Celebration.
Q. A.
Mac Bundy.
Q. A.
Orchids.
Q. A.
Block Tackles.
Q. A.
Choice.
Q. A.
Christmas.
Q. A.
Angels.
Q. A.
Aardwolf.
Q. A.
Breathing.
Q. A.
Answer.
Q. A.
Van Gogh.
Q. A.
The Hard Verb.
Q. A.
Sweet Virginia.
Q. A.
blue
Epigraph
Acknowledgments
Author’s Note
A Note About the Author
grace
Grace. She had inherited it though it can be learned. She was, some might say, born for public life. She was also born temperamentally disposed against it, against even the occasional party. She found parties both stressful and boring. Not many things qualify as at once stressful and boring. Taxes. Waiting. As a child she was the envy of other mothers who interpreted her reserve as manners. As a girl she was the one who shared her Halloween candy with strangers. And at Princeton, she distinguished herself by studying Chinese (her father said it was essential, to understand the world) and Russian (her mother said it was essential, to read the novels). She also distinguished herself by moving off campus with a senior when she was a freshman. And while it might have looked from the outside as if her time there was spent mainly in libraries, it was mainly spent falling in love. That senior graduated and moved away. Three years later, Anna graduated, too. Summa cum laude, Phi Beta Kappa, absolutely no clue.
red
Espionage is not a math problem.
When we met, your father told me about the night you wer
e born, how he spent it in a hospital but not with you and your mother, in a hospital in a city far away from the one where you arrived, on time. He said, with that sly charm, “Though where I was wasn’t quite a hospital, in truth. It wasn’t quite a city, either.” He described looking out the window and seeing fires in the streets. He described thinking about your name while watching his friend die, the blood on his hands. His friend, his colleague.
He told me they’d chosen “Anna” finally, not because of the literary echoes but because your mother had liked its lyricism, the precision of those twin A’s on either end. Precision, or was it simplicity? He said, “And also because the letter A is a beginning, and I wanted to remember that night as being about the start of something rather than about an end.” I didn’t say that the letter A always made me think of endings, as in answers, as in questions and answers. The answers are what matter.
I met your father within the first hour of my first day at the Agency. He told me that story, then took me to see the stars on the wall, each star linked to a loss of life. He pointed to one and said, “That was my friend the night she was born, in that hospital in that city with those fires.” He told me he planned to take you to see the star when you were old enough.
I didn’t understand at the time what he was talking about. I went into this for the thrill, the mission, the risk. Some boys want to be quarterback. I wanted something different. Your father was trying to tell me that the essence of the experience would be emotional. “Espionage isn’t a math problem,” he said. Espionage is intimacy, a trip to the truth. I was a skilled interrogator, but the hardest interrogation is the one we perform on ourselves, of course. Your father always said, “Ask the hard questions.” And, “Write down the answers, else you’ll forget.”
These are my answers. This is what happened, and why, what I know and believe. This story doesn’t involve fires, though it does involve a goddess or two. It does involve a dying friend. It involves a young officer who followed orders and committed crimes and fell in love and saved a life.
I believe in forgiveness.
I believe except the Lord keep the city, the watchman will wake, but in vain.
I believe in you.
This is the story of your father, Anna. You are old enough now.
white
An avalanche can be triggered by weather or surface conditions. It can be triggered by a single skier’s slip. Even an expert can be caught in an avalanche. And the most common cause of death in this case is asphyxiation. It’s a kind of drowning, actually, drowning in snow. When her father died in an avalanche, Anna became obsessed with mountain weather, with snow. She learned that in the winter of 1951, also called the Winter of Terror, there were 649 avalanches in the Alps alone, that more than ninety lost their lives in the canton of Valais, in Switzerland, which is exactly where her father had a home and where he hiked to find fresh tracks the day he died, sixty some winters later. After she buried him near the Matterhorn, Anna had her own Winter of Terror. She was newly married and living, as one friend put it, “in the mourning shell, an Athenian isolation tank of loss.” Shell, tank—that sounded about right. And yet just as she was most focused on herself and on her own pain, someone presented her with a problem even more complex than loss. The effect of this was what one might call empathy, or perspective. One might also call it deus ex machina. Anna met this guy with his problem at Cap d’Antibes, in the South of France, only seven months after placing edelweiss on her father’s Swiss grave. He would pull her out of the tank, soaking and alive.
one
Q.
A.
Do you know about spectral evidence? Did he ever talk to you about spectral evidence, from the witch trials. He talked to me about it. The trials were one of his absolute obsessions. Spectral evidence, declared inadmissible by Increase Mather, 1692, was central to those prosecutions. Increase, Cotton’s father, president of Harvard, a serious person, a man of God, a man who believed in the importance of young men learning Greek, who believed in human kindness, who believed in his New World. Who believed in order. And who denied the viability of spectral evidence, despite Cotton’s strong claims in its favor. Spectral evidence was testimony, a witness’s recollection of a vision or dream in which she was assaulted by a witch. Dreams and visions were presented, and received, as fact during those trials, presided over by a court designed for the exclusive purpose of sorting the witch situation. Increase Mather knew spectral evidence was specious. God, Ancient Greek, and political prudence—that was Increase. The devil can assume many shapes, was his view. Who’s to say visions aren’t planted in the minds of the victims, was his view. Perhaps it wasn’t a witch at all who visited those girls, perhaps it was simply adolescent imagination. Or desire. This position was a hedge, though, a way not to question the existence of witches while urging prosecutorial logic. In my view. One might wonder whether you can kill a witch, yes, but the executions placed an anxious people at ease. “Molestations from the invisible world,” is what Cotton Mather called the crimes. Increase later wrote that “it were better that ten suspected witches should escape, than that one innocent person should be condemned.” Some things are elegant in theory, Anna, but bloody in practice. Like believing in witches. Or evil.
Rebel.
Where did it come from, that sense Anna had of herself as being different from her peers. She wasn’t sure. It had always been there. It wasn’t arrogance. It might have been fear. She had always felt a longing for risk in her life, having been born into a part of the world that could feel absolutely riskless, a place that appeared to be defined by traditions, order, and rule. Though those traditions and rules served a purpose, like crenellated castle walls. They were there in anticipation of enemy fire. Traditions tell us what to do but order tells us what not to do. The what-not-to’s: These were Anna’s problem. That perfect grace of the child she once was would be eclipsed by the perfect rebellion of an adolescent who dazzled teachers in her days but stayed out too late nights, trying on different levels of risk. And this unexpected element in her character would lead to choices that did set her apart. That instinct to rebel is what led her to the most important choices she would make—whom to love, whom to trust. As she grew older and started to encounter experiences she could not possibly control, Anna learned to keep her less practical instincts caged, damp the rebel. But the rebel will always out. During high school she would wander into her father’s office on nights he was home and ask questions like, “What do you do with all your rage.” “Oh, you embrace it,” he would say, smiling as if this answer were obvious. He would lean back in his chair like he owned the world, which at one point she believed he did. He called her moods “dark and stormies,” and told her to welcome them. He didn’t believe in therapy. He believed all the help we ever need is within us. This was his ethos. It was what drew him to Asia—that cultural discipline, precision. And that instinct to always take the long view.
Q.
A.
The polygraph is a very elaborate parlor trick. Studies have been run, and they always come back with this or that point about efficacy. Levels of efficacy. People confuse “efficacy” and “utility,” though. Your chance of detecting deception on a poly is no better than that, chance. Why don’t you just have a guy who has a coin. And that’s really all they have, Anna.
* * *
—
After they go through their questions they leave the room. Then they come back in and say something like, I really want to help you through this, and they add something like, I know you are having trouble with one of these questions. Then they take a dramatic pause and say, Which one do you think it is? They’re trained. They’re taught about the pause.
* * *
—
It takes less training to become a polygrapher in the state of Virginia than it takes to become a cosmetologist. I really looked at the whole history of this, after everything happened. They’re cha
rlatans. They’re kids who come in and they can ruin careers. They can do it for any reason. They can do it for no reason. They can do it because they’ve had a bad day. And they will skew the tests. Yes, the tests are skewable. There is an element of time, too—the length of the polygraph itself, and the length of time you’re left waiting to hear. It’s called polygraph limbo, that time when you’re waiting to hear what the results are, if there was “deception indicated” or not. People are left in limbo for weeks, months. At any one time there are a number of people Langley cannot clear and they cannot fire, according to their own policies. Does that sound efficient to you. Does that sound like efficacy.
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