by Ken MacLeod
The path of power, indeed. One reason why it’s called that is that electronic computation is inextricably and unpredictably linked to electrical power generation, and can disrupt it in expensive and dangerous ways. I had an unpleasant suspicion that the cost of all this was, one way or another, going to meander through some long system of City Council and University Senate accountancy, and arrive at my feet.
“Good morning, Clovis.” I looked up at Gantry. He had his pipe in one hand and a key in the other. “Come on in.”
His office had a window that occupied most of one wall, giving a soothing view of a weed-choked back yard, and bookcases on the others. Every vertical surface in the room was stained slightly yellow, and every horizontal surface was under a fine layer of tobacco ash. I wiped ineffectually at the wooden chair in front of his desk while he sat down on the leather one behind it.
He regarded me for a moment, blinking; ran his fingers through his short hair; sighed and began refilling his pipe.
“Well, colha Gree,” he said, after a minute of intimidating silence, “you have no idea how much my respect for you has increased by your coming here. When I saw you a moment ago, stubbing out your cigarette on the pavement, I thought, ‘Now, there’s a man who knows to do the decent thing.’ Considerable improvement on your blue funk last night; considerable.”
I cleared my throat, vaguely thinking that whatever the doctors may say, there must be something harmful in a habit which makes your lungs feel so rough in the morning. “Aye, well, Dr. Gantry, it wasn’t yourself I was afraid of.”
“Oh,” he said dryly, “and what was it then, hmm?”
Without meaning to, I found my gaze drifting upward. “It was, uh, the demon internet software that I’m afraid I and my friend, um, accidentally invoked.”
Gantry lit his pipe and sent out a cloud of smoke.
“Yes, I had gathered that. And what on earth possessed you—so to speak—to poke around in the dark storage when I’d just given you more than enough material for years of study?”
I met his gaze again. “It was my idea,” I said. “Call it—excess of zeal. I got the idea before you gave me the papers, of course, but even after that I thought we might as well go through with it I’m afraid I was—rather blinded by the lust for knowledge.”
“And by another kind of lust, I shouldn’t wonder.”
Gantry said. “This friend of yours, she’s more than that, am I right?”
There seemed no point in denying it, so I didn’t.
“All right,” he said. He jabbed his pipe-stem at me, thumbed the stubble on his chin, and gnawed at his lower lip for a moment. “All right. First of all, let me say that the University administration has a job to do which is different from the self-administration of the academic community. It has to maintain the physical fabric of the place, and its supplies and services and so forth, and with the best will in the world I can’t interfere with any measures of investigation and discipline which it may see fit to take in this unfortunate matter. You appreciate that, don’t you?”
“Yes, of course.”
Tine. Well… as to any academic repercussions, there I can speak up for you, I can… refrain from volunteering information about how the demonic outbreak took place. But I can’t lie on your behalf, old chap. I’ll do my best for you, because I think it would be a shame to throw away someone with so much promise over what, as you say, was excess of scholarly zeal. Very understandable temptation, and all that. Some of the Senatus might well think to themselves, ‘Been there, done that—young once myself—fingers burnt—learned his lesson—say no more about it,’ and all that sort of thing.”
I relaxed a little on the hard chair. I’d been fiddling with a cigarette for a while, unsure if I had permission to smoke; Gantry leaned over with his lighter, absently almost taking my eyebrows off with its kerosene flare.
“Thank you.”
“However,” he went on, leaning back in his own chair, “there are some wider issues.” He waved his pipe about, vaguely indicating the surrounding shelves of hard-won knowledge. “We British are beginning to get the hang of this civilisation game. When the Romans left, there wasn’t a public library or a flush toilet or a decent road or a postman to be seen for a thousand years. When the American empire fell, I think we can honestly say we did a damn sight better, and indeed better than most. We lost the electronic libraries, of course, and a great deal of knowledge, but the infrastructure of civilisation pulled through the troubled times reasonably intact. In some respects, even improved. A great deal of that we owe to the very fact that the electronic records were lost—and along with them the chains of usury and rent, and the other… dark powers which held the world in what they even then had the gall to call ‘The Net.’ ”
He stood up and ambled along to a corner and leaned his elbow on a shelf. “What we have instead of the net is the tinkers.” He waved his hands again. “And telephony and telegraphy and libraries and so forth, of course, but that’s beside the point. The tinkers look after our computation, which even with the path of light most of us are… unwilling to do, because of what happened in the past, but are grateful there’s somebody to do it. This makes them… not quite a pariah people, but definitely a slightly stigmatised occupation. And that very stigma, you see, paradoxically ensures—or gives some assurance of—the purity of their product. It keeps the two paths, the light and the dark, separate. You see what I’m driving at?”
“No,” I said. “I’m afraid I don’t.”
“Oh.” He looked a little disappointed at my slowness on the uptake. “Well, not to put too fine a point on it, it’s one thing for scholars to risk their own bodies or souls with the dark storage. Not done, so to speak, but between you and me and the gatepost, it is done. It’s quite another for a tinker to do it. Could contaminate the seer-stones, y’see. Bad business.”
He stalked over and stared at me. The upshot, my friend, is that you had better get your tinker girlfriend back here with whatever she took, and get those file-folders you borrowed back here with it, if you want to have this episode overlooked. Clear?”
Yes, but—”
“No ‘buts’, Clovis. You don’t have much time. Get out and get back before anyone else notices, that’s the ticket.”
“I’ll do what I can,” I said, truthfully enough, and left.
As I hurried back to the lodging I kept trying to think what the hell we could do. I’d been hoping to hang on to the paper files for at least a week, which should give me enough time to see if there was anything of urgent significance in them. There was no way, however, that Menial could “return” whatever computer files she had managed to retrieve. She could pretend to delete them from her seer-stone’s memory, but I doubted if that would fool Gantry. He would want the stone itself, and she was most unlikely to give it to him.
The landlady let me in, because I’d left the outside door key with Menial. I gave her a forced smile and ran up the stairs, and knocked on the door of the room where I’d left Menial drowsing. No reply came, so I quietly opened the door.
Menial wasn’t there. Nor was anything that belonged to her. Nor were the two file-folders. I looked around, bewildered for a moment, and then remembered what Menial had said about photocopying the documents. I felt weak with relief. I gathered up my own gear, checked again that there was nothing of ours left in the room, and went downstairs.
“ Aye,” said the landlady, “the lassie went out a wee while after you did. She left the key with me.”
“Did she ask about photocopying shops around here?”
“No. But there’s only one, just around the corner. You cannae miss it.”
“Aw, thanks!”
I rushed out again and along the street and around the corner. The shop was there, sure enough, but Merrial wasn’t. Nobody answering to her—fairly unmistakable—description had called.
I wandered down Great Western Road in a sort of daze, and stopped at the parapet of the bridge over the Kelvin. The o
ther bridge, which we’d crossed on the tram, was a few hundred metres upstream; the ruins of an Underground station, boarded-off and covered with grim warnings, was on the far bank. The riverside fish restaurant, where we’d eaten last night, sent forth smells of deep-fried batter. The river swirled along, the ash of my anxious cigarette not disturbing the smallest of its ripples.
She could not have just gone off with the goods; I was loyal enough to her to be confident in her loyalty to me, and did not even consider—except momentarily, hypothetically—that she’d simply used me to get at the information she sought. The most drastic remaining possibility was that she had somehow been got at herself, and had left under some urgent summons, or duress. But the landlady would surely have noticed any such thing, so it couldn’t have happened in the lodging.
Between there and the copy-shop, then. I formed a wild scheme of pacing the pavement, searching for a clue; of questioning passers-by. It seemed melodramatic.
More likely by far, I told myself, was that she’d simply gone somewhere for some reason of her own. She had her own return ticket She’d expect me to have the sense to meet her at the station. I could picture us laughing over the misunderstanding, even if some frantic calls would have to be made to Gantry.
Or even, she could have gone to another copy-shop!
A militiaman strolled past, his glance registering me casually. I stayed where I was until he was out of sight, well aware that heading off at once would only look odd; and also aware that staring with a worried expression over a parapet at a twenty-metre drop into a river might make the least suspicious militiaman interested.
By then, naturally, I was wondering if she’d been arrested, for unauthorised access to the University, necromancy, or just on general principles; but then again, if she had been, it was not my worry on anything but a personal level: as a tinker, she’d have access to a good lawyer, just as much as I would, as a scholar.
So the end of my agitated thinking, and a look at my watch, which showed that the time was a quarter past ten, was to decide to go to the station and wait for her.
The train was due to leave at eleven-twenty. At five past eleven I put down my empty coffee-cup, stubbed out my cigarette and strode over to the public telegraph. There I tapped out a message: GANTRY UNIV HIST INST REGRET DELAY IN FILE RETURN STOP WILL CALL FROM CARRON STOP RESPECTS CLOVIS.
I was on the point of hitting the transmit key when I smelled die scent and sweat of Menial behind me. Then she leaned past my cheek and said, in a warm, amused voice, “Very loyal of you, to him and to me.”
I turned and grabbed her in my arms. “Where the hell have you been?”
“Just fire off that message,” she said. “I’ll tell you on the train.” She was grinning at me, and I felt all worries fade as I hugged her properly, then stepped back to hold her shoulder at arm’s length as though to make doubly sure she was there. Her poke looked even larger and heavier than before.
“You’ve got the paper files?”
Yes,” she said, hefting the bag. “Come on.”
I transmitted the message, and we dashed hand in hand down the platform. The train wasn’t heavily used, and we found a compartment—half a carriage—to ourselves and swung down on to the seats and faced each other across the table, laughing.
“Well,” I said. “Tell me about it. You had me a wee bit worried, I have to admit.”
She curled her fingers across the back of my hand. “I’m sorry,” she said. “But I thought it seemed like a good idea to disappear. That way, if Gantry or anyone else leaned on you to give the files or the, you know, other files back, you could honesdy say you couldn’t, you really wouldn’t know where I was and would look genuinely flummoxed, say if they went so far as to come back to our room with you.”
“Oh, right. I was genuinely flummoxed, I’ll give you that. But if anyone was with me they could have made the same guess as I did, and come to the station.”
She shrugged. Td have kept out of sight.” She combed her fingers through a hanging fall of hair, smiling coyly. Tm no bad at that.”
“And caught the train at the last second?”
“Or something.” She didn’t seem interested in raking over speculative contingencies. “Anyway, we’re here, and we’ve got the goods. Nothing Gantry can do to get them off us now.”
“Aye. Still, I’ll have to wire him from Carron, reassure him they’re in safe keeping.”
“Like you said. So it’s all square.”
The train began to move. I looked out at the apparently shifting station and platform, gliding into the past in relative motion, then looked back at her.
“No,” I said. “It isn’t as straightforward as that.”
She listened to my account of what Gantry had said about the tinkers and the dark storage. When I’d finished she shook her head slowly.
“You should have just covered up about my being a tinker,” she said.
That was a shock. “How could I?” I protested. “He’d figured it already, and it would be easy enough to check. I didn’t want to lie to him. Especially not lie and get found out as soon as he picked up a phone.”
Her mouth thinned. “I suppose not. Fair enough. Your man’s trust matters in the long run. And maybe even being evasive would’ve confirmed his suspicion.” She looked as if a weight had settled on her shoulders at that moment.
“I would have been evasive—Truth help me, I would have lied if you’d asked me!”
“I couldn’t do that,” she said. “Ach, this is so complicated!”
“Hey, it’s all right,” I said. “We’ll think of something. I’ll string Gantry some kind of line, give us time to check out the files, and we’ll have them back in a, week. Take next Monday off too if I have to.”
Merrial’s eyes suddenly brimmed. She blinked hard.
“Dhia, I hope it’s that easy!” She sighed. “I wish I could tell you more right now.” She shook her head. “But I can’t.”
“Why not?”
“Oh, mo chridhel I’m a tinker, and tinkers have to mind their tongues. Even if—especially if—their tongues are spending time in other mouths!”
“So you have secrets of your craft,” I said dryly, “which you have to keep. That’s all right with me.”
She looked as if she were about to say something urgent, and then all she said was, “I shouldn’t worry so much. It’ll probably all turn out all right.”
“Yes, sure,” I said, pretending to agree with her. “Oh, well. Shall we have a look at the files, then?”
“OK,” she said, pulling them out. “Tell you what. You can look through the early one, and I’ll look through the late. That’ll increase the chances that either of us will find something we can understand.”
“Fair enough,” I said.
I opened the folder from the 1990s and flipped impatiently through thoroughly dull and worthy stuff about medical charity, and some fascinatingly improbable economic statistics from Kazakhstan. Towards the end I found something more personal: pages ripped from a spiral-bound notebook, apparently a diary. I pored over the Deliverer’s scrawl:
Thurs Jul 16 98. Trawl of NYC’s remaining left bookshops—nostalgia, I guess. Picked up Against the Current in St. Mark’s—trendy place, left pubns marginalised, seems apt. The old Critique clique still banging on—Suzi W in AtC, etc. At least they’re loyal—unlike moi, huh. Then trekked over to Revo Bks—Avakian’s lot, madder than ever. They have a dummy electric chair in the shop for their Mumia campaign. Flipped through old debates on SU etc. Depressing thought “Marxism is a load of crap” kept coming to mind. Then Unity Books on W 23d. Couldn’t bear going to Pathfinder. After my little adventure, not sure I want to face the Fourth International cdes either. Or they me. Agh.
Fri Jul 17 98. Hot humid afternoon, rainstorm later. Met M on Staten Isl ferry. Leaned on the rail and looked at old Liberty thro near fog. M seems to know I’m telling the old gang about his approaches. Thing is he doesn’t seem to mind. (Girl with pink h
air on the ferry. Swear same girl was in Boston. Am I being followed or getting paranoid?)
I couldn’t make head nor tail of this, and turned over to the last of the entries.
Thurs Dec 17 98. Almaty again. Hotel lounge TV tuned permanently to CNN. Green light of city falling in the night. Hospital filling up. Fucking Yanks. Here I am trying to help development, there they are trying to roll it back.
After that, nothing but a stain and an angry scribble, where the pen had dug into and torn the page. Perhaps she’d reached the end of that notebook, or stopped keeping a diary. I leafed through the rest of the papers, with an oppressive feeling that seeing through their present opacity would take even longer than I’d thought. Then an idly turned page brought me to a stop.
It was a photocopy of an old article she’d written, but it was a small advertisement accidentally included at its margin that caught my eye. It was for a public meeting on “Fifty Years of the Fourth International” and it had in one corner a symbol which was identical to the monogram on Menial’s pendant. It was all I could do not to knock my forehead or cry out at my own stupidity. What I’d thought were the letters “G” and “T” were in fact the hammer and sickle of the communist symbol, and the meaning of the “4” was self-evident. I’d missed the connection just because the symbol faced in the opposite direction to the one on the Soviet flag.
The sinister significance of the hammer and sickle made me feel slightly nauseous; the implication of that same symbol appearing across such a gulf of time induced a certain giddiness.
I closed the file and looked up, and found myself meeting Menial’s equally baffled eyes.
“It’s all either not very interesting, or completely fucking incomprehensible,” she said.
“Same here,” I said. “Let’s leave it.”