My father, Robert Lawrence, was the first of the Lawrence family to go to college, earning an engineering degree from Vanderbilt University in 1925. He excelled as a lineman on the school’s nationally ranked football team and played varsity baseball as well.
In those days the goal posts were situated on the goal line. When Vanderbilt played Michigan, my dad, nicknamed “Fatty,” placed his feet against the posts for leverage and was instrumental in preventing Michigan from scoring from the one-yard line. Both teams were undefeated that year and tied for what was then the “national championship.”
For forty-five years, Dad was the director of water and sewage services for the city of Nashville. He was the first to fluoridate public water. We lived in a large home in Nashville, which had a basement apartment for my grandfather, who had been widowed at thirty-six when his wife died in the influenza epidemic of 1918. His father, who was a teenager during the Civil War, passed on fascinating stories about his experiences. In turn, my grandfather captivated me with these tales, particularly those about the federal troops under Ulysses Grant and their devastating occupation of Nashville and other parts of Tennessee during the war.
My grandfather also introduced me to the legend of Sam Davis from Smyrna, Tennessee, a Confederate soldier who, as a scout, was tasked with contacting spies behind enemy lines and passing on critical intelligence. Davis worked in civilian clothes, which, under the articles of war, meant that, if caught, he was subject to execution rather than imprisonment. Davis was soon captured but refused to divulge the names of his contacts. Before the rope encircled his neck, he told the surrounding onlookers, “If I had a thousand lives to live, I would give them all before I would betray a friend.” Sam Davis became one of my early heroes.
I remember seeing the Confederate flag flying alongside the American and Tennessee state flags. The war produced such hostility against the North that my great-grandfather Lawrence refused until his dying day to speak to a neighbor whose family, he believed, consorted with the Yankees (federals as they were called). A bit of prejudiced stubbornness that pervaded many southern minds.
We had a wonderful African-American lady named Mary Watkins, a single mother, who cleaned house and baby-sat for us. She earned a seemingly pitiful dollar a day plus bus fare, but she was invariably cheerful and I liked her a great deal. I certainly realized that prejudice against blacks existed in full force back then, but I was young and not inclined to challenge it, because, to me, the blacks seemed like a contented group of fine people. My brothers used to get angry with me when we rode the bus because I usually moved to the back where the blacks sat. I played often with black boys and had no real sense of the intrinsic evils of segregation.
Mary occasionally took me to the ghetto shanties on the northern side of town where she lived. Despite the blatant poverty of her neighborhood, I didn’t witness anger or bitterness among the blacks who resided there. Instead, I remember laughter and a kind of resignation to the way they were required to live.
Another African-American who later came into my life was Frank Roberts. He did yard work for us, and every time we met he greeted me with a hearty, “Great to see you, Bill!” Toes showed through his shoes, his clothes were often ragged, money he earned for the day was folded and tucked into his socks. I always drove him into town, where he would ask me to stop for cigarettes and beer, which he would take as a gift to a friend, where, in exchange, he would spend the night, usually on the floor. Frank was constantly whistling. He was an enigma to me. He was unmarried, homeless, and came across as a man with no complaints.
Dad was a strong willed man. He respected blacks, made a concerted effort to employ them, and headed food-basket programs at holiday times.
We were Methodists and for more than forty years occupied the same pew in the Belmont Methodist Church. My parents were strongly religious, and I never saw either my mother or father consume an alcoholic drink. Church and Sunday school were mandatory, and I learned all the major Bible stories by heart.
Dad was an avid reader and subscribed to many magazines. I enjoyed Life and read it cover to cover, especially during the World War II years. I savored stories of land, sea, and sky battles.
Though his duties kept him busy, Dad managed to attend most of our football, basketball, and baseball games, whether played at home or away. He did miss one away football game, however. During the game, I suffered a painful deep thigh bruise and asked to be removed from the game. That evening when I returned home and gave Dad a report on the contest and my injury, he glowered and said, “Young man, the only time you come out of game is on a stretcher.”
While at bat during a baseball game, I was hit on the head by an erratically pitched ball and temporarily knocked unconscious. When I awoke, I felt pretty normal and went home with my parents, who carefully observed me until the next morning. While lying in bed with my father at my side, Dad said, “When that ball struck you on the head, it bounced well into left field. That was the longest ball you hit all day.” Vintage Dad.
My mother was as compassionate as she was strong. She was not vocal or strident in any way and had a natural facility for attracting friends. She had a wonderful sense of calm, was very popular, served several terms as president of the Parent Teacher Association, and was president of the popular woman’s club. She led by example, a contrasting style to my father, who was usually inclined to declare, “Listen to me. This is the way it’s going to be!” He could be bellicose, that’s for sure. Menial chores around the house weren’t included in his list of responsibilities. As the head of household, he expected his wife to act in a relatively subservient fashion. I remember my Dad in his seventies making coffee, considering that small chore quite an accomplishment.
Dad could be rough on Mom. One day, when I was sixteen and he had spoken harshly to my mother, I confronted him and said, “You shouldn’t treat Mom like that.” He shot me an imperious look, which clearly told me I was out of line.
Yet, Dad demonstrated great respect for my mother. Each knew their roles and carried them out with style and conviction. They also had an unwavering love for each other despite Dad’s often-overbearing manner.
For three years at West End High School I was in the Army Reserve Officers Training Corps (ROTC) program and was our unit’s commanding officer in my senior year. The war was under way, and this early training would help us adjust to military life should we go into one of the services. We had a wonderful old sergeant as an instructor who regaled us with tales from his combat days. His stories served to perpetuate my growing fascination with military duty, not necessarily as a career, but at least for a limited period during which I expected to have adventures and an opportunity to prove my mettle. Most of my schoolmates said they felt the same way.
With respect to my brothers, I revered Bobby, but Eddie and I battled each other with regularity. When I was able to land a punch on his nose, it bled easily. He would wrestle me onto my back so that his blood purposely fell into my face. Take that, Billy!
Eddie could sleep like a baby. We went to a movie one night and Eddie fell asleep. I couldn’t wake him after the film, so I went home and informed my parents. My father ordered me to return to the theater and retrieve my brother, who was still asleep in his seat. I pounded on him until he finally awoke. He was groggy when I finally got him home, and I vowed right then I’d never go to the movies with Eddie again.
I loved to read history and became a fledgling student of the Civil War, developing deep admiration for Abraham Lincoln. I was especially intrigued by Ulysses S. Grant, because of his early campaign in the West during the war.
Later on in life I concluded that few things have been more valuable to me during my military career than knowledge of history, particularly military history. I still have a paper I wrote when I was in the eighth grade of my version of the history of the United States, recounting what I thought were the key events that formed our nation. One chapter was entitled, “The Contribution of Women.” The lead
sentence read, “Women have never received the recognition that they deserve for their contribution to U.S. history.” At the time I certainly didn’t consider this a visionary statement.
Years later, as superintendent of the Naval Academy and as chief of naval personnel, some opponents of women serving in the military, particularly in combat roles, believed I was an advocate for women primarily because my daughter, Wendy, was an Academy graduate (1981) and a naval aviator. Truth is, I was an advocate for women in the military, in whatever capacity, long before that.
With respect to history, I didn’t realize it in eighth grade, but years later I became convinced there was no profession where the lessons of the past are as relevant as they are in the military. I called on my knowledge of history many times during my career to help me make vital, often rapid decisions. As commander of the Third Fleet, to which I refer later in this story, my longtime knowledge of the actions of Admiral “Bull” Halsey convinced me (against the advice of my staff) to sortie ships and aircraft from Ford Island in the questionable threat of the typhoon of November 1982.
Merging with my early interest in military history was a compelling inclination toward pursuing the technical field, particularly engineering. This probably derived from my wanting to imitate Dad, himself an engineer. He talked to me about West Point and Annapolis, both schools with outstanding engineering curricula—and great athletic programs. The price was right as well. If I could make it, my education would be paid for by the federal government in exchange for a few years of active duty. Although I took a long look at West Point, the Navy seemed to be a better fit.
It was also ingrained in me, however subtly, that public service promised to be a gratifying, productive way to spend my life. My dad and most family members from both the Brewer and Lawrence households agreed.
While such inclinations worked their way around the edges of my mind, I must admit my most acute interest in my youth was sports. I followed the college teams around the country and especially remember the excitement of listening to the annual Army versus Navy football game on the radio. I also attended most home games at Vanderbilt.
My time playing football, basketball, and baseball remains priceless to me, but young ladies were also of notable interest. Although I didn’t have a lot of time between Army ROTC, athletics, and studies, I dated some wonderful girls during my high school years.
I made the all-state team in basketball and was all-city in football. At five feet nine and 170 pounds, I was a less than imposing figure when it came to athletics. However, I was strong, quick, and competitive. I worked hard at becoming mentally tough, and I tried to compensate for my lack of size with a never-quit attitude and an ability to think fast under pressure.
Not only did we have terrific teachers in the classroom, but our coaches also were exceptional. One who had extraordinary influence in my development as a youth was Emmett T. Strickland. He coached football, basketball, and baseball and embodied fully all those qualities of leadership, knowledge, and skill that drew unyielding respect. We really looked up to him. Our basketball team was so grateful for his guidance and instructional skills that years later we presented him a citation expressing appreciation for all he did for us. All living members of the basketball teams he coached signed the document.
It read, “You placed a key block in that wonderful foundation of qualities and values that we formed growing up in Nashville, Tennessee. You inspired us more than you coached us. You always led us and never pushed us. You taught us that mutual love and respect among team members would win more games than our playing ability. We also learned from you the famous maxim from Napoleon that in contests between human beings, the mental is to the physical as three is to one. Most importantly, you were a role model who provided us a daily example as to how we should strive to conduct our own lives.” Wouldn’t anyone cherish having those words said about them?
Emmett, my teachers, my parents, the sergeant in our ROTC unit—these were heroes, people I personally knew and revered as I grew up. Beyond measure, they influenced my development. The heroes I didn’t know were the great athletes who I read about or listened to as they played their games “over the radio.” But more important than all of these were the men—and women—who were fighting the war on the high seas, in the skies of combat, and on the dangerous ground of distant lands. I was blessed with the knowledge of great human beings to try to emulate.
I count my fortune every day for having grown up under the positive influence of teachers, coaches, and family. All cared deeply about me as well as about the multitude of young people entrusted to their care.
Chapter Two
ANNAPOLIS
Unfortunately, an unfurled roll of toilet paper scored a direct hit on the head of the Governor’s wife.
ONCE I GOT TO THINKING about the Naval Academy or West Point, the notion of becoming a military officer slowly but surely eclipsed interest in any other advanced-learning institutions. Fortunately, I had good grades in West End High School, was valedictorian, and showed promise of an athlete capable of competing at the next level. Affiliation with the ROTC unit also served me well in the immensely competitive arena that is the prelude to acceptance at one of the military academies. By the time I was a senior, I had been offered an academic scholarship at Yale. This presented a dilemma, because I knew of Yale’s outstanding reputation, but I continued to have service academy aspirations.
A prominent Yale graduate in Nashville who encouraged qualified young people to consider attending this prestigious Ivy League school had sent information on me to Yale. I was offered an academic scholarship, with the understanding that I would try out for the football team, then coached by the legendary Herman Hickman.
Still, I had the sense that the family tradition of public service, my affiliation with West End’s Army ROTC program, and the patriotic fervor engendered by World War II, as well as the chance to participate in athletics beyond high school, continued to channel my interests toward the service academies.
Unfortunately, Congressman Percy Priest of our district did not have any appointments to the academies available. My father had been in contact with Rip Miller, the assistant athletic director at Annapolis, who also served as a recruiter for the football team. Miller had been one of the legendary “Seven Mules,” the linemen on one of Knute Rockney’s great football teams at Notre Dame in the 1920s. In the 1940s he was interested in me and by a fortunate, if sad, turn of fate was able to gain an appointment to the Academy for me. The government scholarship would cover education costs in exchange for my commitment to serve in the Navy for three years following graduation
Pres. Franklin Roosevelt died in April 1945—which was the sad turn of fate—and, with the elevation of Harry S. Truman to the presidency, Tennessee senator K. D. McKellar became president pro tem of the senate. Rip Miller learned that Senator McKellar had overlooked appointing a candidate to the Naval Academy. Miller made some phone calls for me, and luckily I was given the appointment. I was elated and charged with excitement at the prospects of attending this great school.
Annapolis is a lovely Maryland city, capital of the state, and enriched with a long history. Its quaint and narrow cobblestone streets and the wood-frame homes that parallel them have stood the test of time. St. John’s College, which borders the Naval Academy, is America’s third-oldest institution of higher learning, and among its illustrious graduates is Francis Scott Key, who penned “The Star Spangled Banner.” City Dock in Annapolis is the site where Kunta Kinte, on board the slave ship, the Lod Ligonier, came to this land. Author Alex Haley, a former Coast Guard chief petty officer, took up the story of Kunta Kinte and wrote the best-seller, Roots, about this noble man and his descendants. The homes of all four of the men from Maryland who signed the Declaration of Independence are in Annapolis and are in various states of preservation.
I mention this only to note that for all we, the incoming plebes of U.S. Naval Academy Class of 1951, knew, Annapolis was on another pl
anet. We did not see much of the town that first year. We were “contained” not by walls so much as by a regimen that dictated virtually every minute of our lives, twenty-four hours a day, seven days a week. We knew this would be the case before we arrived on the banks of the Severn River, bordering the school. Yet, it was still a shocking transformation from the generally relaxed ambiance of Nashville to the sit-up-straight world of a military school.
In those days there were about two hundred midshipmen in each of twenty-four companies. I was in Company Three. Although I plunged into the disciplined routine with great enthusiasm, I realized right off the bat that the Academy was no West End High. I might have been a big fish in a small pond in Nashville, but at Annapolis as a plebe, I was just another fish in one huge lake. Because just about every one of us felt the same, we all had something in common—a diminished image of ourselves that tended to suppress but not subdue our egos while intensifying our determination to succeed.
Because I played football, among my initial experiences at Annapolis were the tortuous “two-a-days.” From 0900 to 1100 in the morning and from 1400 to 1600 in the afternoon for two straight weeks before classes commenced, we trained for the coming gridiron season. These sessions were conducted in the oppressive heat of summertime Maryland. They were exhausting and painful in a way only those who have experienced the sport can fully understand. We sprinted, we blocked, we sprinted some more, we did calisthenics, we tackled dummies, we tackled each other, we scrimmaged, we learned plays, we were pushed to our physical limits. Mealtimes were all-too-brief interludes, and taps couldn’t come soon enough. At night, drained of energy and despite suffering from swollen feet and an assortment of bumps and bruises, we slept soundly.
Reveille came too early, but the routine continued, and by the end of the three weeks, as the youngsters (sophomores), second classmen (juniors), and first classmen (seniors) arrived from summer training deployments for the beginning of the new school year, we were elated, because it meant two-a-days were over and one-a-days would begin.
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