by Micol Ostow
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30 Guys in 30 Days
How Not to Spend Your Senior Year
BY CAMERON DOKEY
Royally Jacked
BY NIKI BURNHAM
Ripped at the Seams
BY NANCY KRULIK
Spin control
BY NIKI BURNHAM
Cupidity
BY CAROLINE GOODE
South Beach Sizzle
BY SUZANNE WEYN AND DIANA GONZALEZ
She’s Got the Beat
BY NANCY KRULIK
30 Guys in 30 Days
BY MICOL OSTOW
Animal Attraction
BY JAMIE PONTI
30 Guys in 30 Days
MICOL OSTOW
SIMON PULSE
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Acknowledgments
Many thanks to everyone at S&S: Robin, Bethany, Michelle, and Amanda; to my endlessly supportive family (that’s you, Dave!); my friends (who are incredibly understanding of my deadline-related drops from the face of the planet); my fellow Tufts Daily drones for a limitless supply of stranger-than-fiction source material; and Jen Love for the original idea of “target practice.”
One
8/23, 10:OOp.m.
from: [email protected]
to: [email protected]
re: first-day jitters
Howdy, little sis—
I just wanted to drop an encouraging line because, if memory serves, you’re off to orientation tomorrow, no? How my baby’s all grown up … (sniff). But I digress.
I’m sure you’re stressing at least mildly about heading off to Woodman all by your lonesome. If I can offer you one small piece of comfort, it’s that it won’t be as bad as you expect. Trust me. I lived through it, and you can too. A few things to keep in mind:
• Under no circumstances should you register for any class that meets earlier than 10 a.m. Even if you think you’re a morning person. Even if you have an alarm clock. You will regret it, this I promise you.
• Any activity involving nudity should probably take place indoors. (Don’t ask me how I know this.)
• Do not be falsely intimidated by the poetry slam set. Or any set, for that matter. In many ways, college is just a replication of high school, particularly in the perpetuation of cheesy cliques. Don’t fall for it!
• Approach all cafeteria food with appropriate levels of wariness.
This may be just about all I have to offer by way of advice, my dear. I understand that Woodman, positioned as it is on the outskirts of the Big Bad Metropolis that is Boston, is slightly different from what I’m used to here at Bryn Mawr. For instance, you’ll probably come in contact with some boys every once in a while. But in light of your recent decision to cut the cord with Mr. Claudia Clarkson, aka one Drew Cordelle, this could be Good News. (Have I mentioned I think you made the right decision? It was time for you to go Cordless for a while. Now all you need to do is declare a major in gender studies and my work will be done.)
If all else fails, remember that I’m always here for you. Call with anything. You know I love to play the wizened older sister (who is remarkably youthful and exuberant in appearance).
Must run. Daria wants me to start dinner and the rumor is that I will need to present my senior thesis proposal to the dean of world lit sometime next week. Do ya think a queer reading of the motifs of the female anatomy within third-world feminist literature sounds too dry? Be honest—my academic rep is at stake.
Muchos besos,
Elles
8/23, 11:29 p.m.
from: [email protected]
to: [email protected]
re: first impressions
Hi, Bee—
All moved in. Completely exhausted. Wondering if consuming the contents of an entire six-pack of beer on my own was really a good idea.
I arrived at school around lunchtime, and immediately found myself confused. Apparently my dorm had a designated “move-in hour” that I was on the cusp of missing. Fortunately, my RA (shorthand for “resident assistant,” as I’m sure you’ll soon learn for yourself) directed me to some very energetic freshman males like myself who had come in the day before, unpacked, and were curiously eager to help me unload. I got to pretend that I was a very manly man until we were done—three hours later—and I was outed as weak and unskilled at hard labor. But my new friends were as tired as I! Clearly some relaxation was in order. A quick splash of water across the face and we were “ready to rock”. (not my words).
Thus, the beer.
That was three hours ago. An interesting thing about college is that there’s no one around telling you what to do. The flip side of that is that there’s also no one around telling you what not to do. Like: Don’t drink a six-pack of beer all on your own in a span of three hours.
When I realized my motor skills were starting to flag, I made my way back to my dorm, only to discover that my roommate, in my absence, had arrived and unpacked. Buji Kaul. Engineering student. Nice guy, from what I can tell. Rather, uh … studious. He was reading a book on quantum mechanics when I came home. We haven’t even registered yet, so this must have been a purely recreational endeavor.
Anyway, my tongue is feeling a little less fuzzy, which is probably a good sign. My head, however, is very, very angry at me. I know you’re moving in tomorrow, so I wanted to offer some moral support. And, of course, the benefit of my experience, which is to say: The six-pack is not your friend.
College! Crazy, right? I can hardly believe four years have passed since we first met. I know I’ve said it before, but I am so thankful that you found me and, uh, encouraged me to join the newspaper. And then, you know, encouraged me to ask you out.
The hangover isn’t so great for the nostalgia, I’m discovering.
Anyway, I don’t mean to freak you out or question our decision. I think you were right in saying that we needed a chance to be on our owns—back off my grammar; have I mentioned that I’
m hungover—for our first time away. Of course, you’re the only one who actually went away, really. Columbia’s, like, half an hour from Englewood. But that’s not the point.
Bee good, Bee (hardy har har) and have an excellent first day. Keep in touch, but don’t feel like you have to write me back ASAP. I get the independence thing. Of course, if you feel like writing, it wouldn’t be something that would bother me, per se….
Buji just turned off his reading light. I think that’s my cue.
Later,
D
Well, this was it. College. For real. It was the last week in August, and I was already deep in the thick of it, actively orienting. Woodman University, undergrad population of 5,367 students, now had one more to add to the mix.
I had arrived at 131 Thompson Hall earlier that afternoon, having braved the Greyhound bus from Englewood, New Jersey, all by my lonesome. (My parents were traveling for business and had shipped my belongings up earlier.)
My first thought upon stepping into my room was that my roommate was a mad Emily Post-Miss America hybrid. It was a tad disconcerting. The bus ride had not been especially kind to me; I was sweaty, scuzzy, and slightly nauseated from one too many roadside Cinnabons.
Charlie, however—that’s her name: Charlie, short for Charlotte—was bright-eyed, perky, and fresh. A quick glance around the room told me she had been on a crazed decorating frenzy. The girl had one of those “bed-in-a-bag” deals where the comforter and sheets all match, and they come with about six gazillion throw pillows (why? why?) and something called a “dust ruffle.” She had gotten ahold of a color-coordinated “border,” which she had already affixed to the upper perimeter of our walls.
Oh, and curtains. And several framed prints from the Impressionist period.
It took me about a minute to realize that my own rather simple denim duvet and gray chenille throw were not only going to pale in comparison to her Trading Spaces extravaganza, but also clash hideously with same. This could potentially cause problems for myself and my would-be new best friend.
Charlie, however, did not seem at all perturbed by my lack of
1) interior decorating skills or
2) personal hygiene.
Which was also amusing, given that the girl is a real-life Southern beauty queen. Seriously. Charlie Norton. When I got the roommate assignment over the summer, I Googled her. We had e-mailed casually a few times, which had been enough to satisfy my concerns that we have a tolerable living arrangement.
While I was trying to figure out what god of computer matchups had determined that a mutual dislike of both smoking and cookie crumbs rendered Charlie “Five-Time Miss Georgia Peach Queen” and myself suitable roommates, she jumped down from her little step stool (something else I’d never have thought to bring along) and stuck out her hand, beaming at me with a level of gorgeosity that rendered me temporarily blind.
“Hey, I’ve been waiting for y’all! I hope you don’t mind that I went ahead with getting the room together! I thought it’d be nice for you to get here and have everything already set up!”
She said this all without a trace of irony. She genuinely seemed to think that window treatments were the key to soothing my fresh-person anxiety.
Her honest-to-goodness niceness, coupled with her “oh, dear lord,” blond-haired, blue-eyed, Elle-MacPherson-if-only-she-were-in-better-shape looks, made it pretty hard not to warm to her. As far as first impressions were concerned, I decided that rooming with Miss Manners could have plenty of advantages.
At the very least, there’d certainly never be a shortage of dust ruffles in 131 Thompson. That was something, right?
Orientation seemed to be very much about “getting involved.” I was particularly looking forward to getting involved with the ice-cream shop in the campus center, but Charlie insisted that we take more “initiative.” (I’ll bet she always aced the talent portion of her beauty pageants.) There was an inauspicious-sounding “activities fair” slated for Thursday around lunchtime, and she made me promise to attend with her. I figured there was no harm, and I might even check out the school paper. The thought of seeing my name in type appealed.
I awoke feeling disoriented. I still wasn’t used to those borders on the walls. Charlie was at the gym, I knew—shudder—but she would be home soon. I guessed that meant it was time to get my butt out of bed. We’d been up late doing the chatty female bonding thing the night before.
I shoved the covers aside, rose, and walked over to the little dresser-vanity combo that lived behind my bed. The mirror did not pull any punches. Okay, so, it wasn’t my finest hour, but there were measures I could take. I ran a brush through my shoulder-length, light brown hair and dabbed on a touch of lip gloss. Better. Maybe not a contender for Miss Georgia Peach, per se, but I could hold my own. I shimmied out of my pj’s and into a light blue tank top. Surprisingly, August in Massachusetts was pretty damn humid.
The door opened and Charlie walked in. Seriously, the girl even sweat pretty. “Hiya!” she beamed. “Just give me twenty minutes to shower and we can swing by the activities fair.”
“No problem,” I said. “I’m in no rush. I can even give you thirty, if you want to use the showers upstairs. The ones that aren’t coed.”
In a nod to egalitarianism, each dorm at Woodman featured one-third coed bathrooms. I was appalled to discover that through some computer glitch, we had landed on a coed floor.
“Oh, sweetie, are y’all afraid of seeing a few harmless boy parts?” Charlie teased.
“Of course not!” I protested—perhaps a shade too vehemently. “Parts are fine. I’m just, uh, not used to stranger parts. I mean, the parts belonging to strangers,” I stammered.
“Right, the high school boyfriend,” she said, remembering our conversation from the night before. “You guys were together for four years?”
“Yup,” I said. “Since freshman year.”
“So you haven’t been single in ages—and you’ve never been single on a college campus,” she said, rather stating the obvious, if you ask me.
“Well, I mean, neither have you,” I said defensively. “Been single at college, I mean.”
“Clauds,” she said, putting a consolatory arm around my shoulder, “if the look on your face is any indication, then something tells me I’m just a touch more prepared than you are.”
She must have sensed that this was a sensitive subject. She gave my shoulder another squeeze. “Don’t worry, babe,” she promised. “I’ve got your back.”
“Watch your back!” Charlie shrieked, hustling me aside in a mild panic.
I jumped backward in the direction that she was indicating. “What?” I asked, heart racing. We were hovering adjacent to where I believed the student activities fair was being held, and I could see no apparent reason for hysteria.
Charlie shrugged and gestured to her left, where a very small, slim, tense-looking boy was carrying a box that definitely weighed at least twice what he did. He dropped it down onto the ground with a thud, sighing heavily and dusting himself off.
“He was going to crash into you. He couldn’t see over that box,” she said.
“I would have seen her,” the boy in question snapped. He must have been wound a little bit tight, because it was pretty inarguable that, left to his own devices, he would definitely have barreled directly into me, possibly causing serious harm. I kept my mouth shut.
“I’m Charlie,” Charlie said, offering her hand. The boy shook it, still managing to look slightly peeved.
“I’m John O’Shea,” he said. “I’m the editor in chief of the Chronicle.” He sounded very impressed with himself.
“Oh, right!” I said, hoping to win him over with my upbeat enthusiasm. “We were here to talk to you about that. Don’t you guys have a table set up at the activities fair?”
He nodded, sending a thousand face freckles back and forth before my very eyes. It was actually making me dizzy. “We do. But we also have an open-house thing going on at our office.”
He tilted his head toward the door. “Right now, if you’re free.” He pointed. “The activities fair is next door.”
John walked us one building over, where, as expected, a stretch of tables was arranged in what was actually a rather intimidating amalgamation. Fresh, welcoming faces beamed out at Charlie and me (I swear, the words “fresh meat” must have been branded on our foreheads), calling to us as we passed by: “Do you want to save the children?” “Have you ever thought about becoming a peer-to-peer tutor?” “Stop world hunger!” “Take back the night!”
These all sounded like lofty goals. I was aiming for something a tad less noble. My byline was beckoning.
“Hey, aren’t you into tutoring?” Charlie asked, grabbing my hand and weaving our way over to a particularly well-leafleted tabletop.
“Oh, uh …,” I stammered. I thought I had made my intentions clear. But the last thing I wanted to do was alienate my new friend. “I really wanted to check out the newspaper,” I said, feeling guilty.
I shouldn’t have worried. Charlie couldn’t have cared less. “Sure,” she said, turning her back to me to beam beatifically at the boy manning the tutoring booth. “I’ll just be here when you’re done. Or, whatever, I’ll come down and get you.”
I wasn’t wholly convinced of her sincerity, but it did get me off the hook. I figured I should probably wait and see how my own grades panned out before inflicting my study skills on another poor, helpless soul.
I pushed past the activities fair and toward the interior offices of Colby Hall. John had disappeared completely. Once I’d found my way to the Chronicle, however, I was disappointed to find that there wasn’t a whole lot of open house going on. Walking through the front door I found two tired-looking types standing behind a desk, sorting mail and arguing listlessly. Beyond the front room was a larger, open area, which smelled vaguely of mildew and resembled an homage to a high school news office. Ancient computers sat on rickety desks that scaled the perimeter of the space. Overhead, the walls were adorned with soggy corkboard covered in photos, clippings, and inside jokes that, with any luck, wouldn’t be inside to me for too much longer. It was a far cry from the bustling bull pens I’d seen on TV. I turned to a girl sitting at the closest computer. “Have you seen John O’Shea?” I asked. She pointed to the final uncharted territory of the office, a back room where, presumably, production took place. I saw grease pencils, Fun Tack, and oversize tables for laying out pages, and beyond all of that, sitting at some scary über-computer in the corner, I saw John in his multifreckled splendor. I cleared my throat.