by Callie Quigg
“So I’m not fired.” Quinn didn’t dare breathe.
“No.” Lily paused for a sip of wine. “Not yet.”
Masking her relief with what she hoped was an indifferent expression, Quinn held out an upturned hand. “Phone.”
“On the mantel. You’re welcome, by the way.”
Quinn reached for her phone, desperate to see for herself if Ronan had gotten in touch. She swiped through the messages and emails. He hadn’t. And neither had Brady, which confirmed to her they were working together. Ronan must have told Brady the game was up, but she still wasn’t sure what that game was. As long as she lived, she never wanted to see either of them again.
“Told you so,” Lily said in a singsong voice.
If Lily hadn’t been the gatekeeper to Ella, Quinn would’ve told her where to shove it.
“Go on say it,” Lily said.
“Say what?”
“Shut up, Lily. Mind your own business, Lily.”
Quinn thumbed through some spam emails before glancing up. “So you’re a mind reader now?”
Lily churned the wine around her lipstick stained glass. “I’m everything and anything I need to be. A bit like you.”
Quinn didn’t take the bait and ignored Lily’s comparison. “Brendan said the airport’ll reopen tomorrow. Have you spoken to Ella? When’s her flight arriving?”
“Sunday morning.”
“You’re kidding? The day of the wedding? How are we supposed to have everything ready if the bride doesn’t arrive until a few hours before she’s due to walk down the aisle?” Quinn stood, and power lapped around the kitchen. “What about Kai, when does he get here?”
“They’re arriving together.”
“Okay. I’ll do what I can to make sure everything goes to plan.”
“We still need to talk about what happened today.” Lily motioned toward Quinn’s vacated seat.
Quinn stopped walking. “Can’t it wait until after the wedding?”
“No. Now sit and finish your wine.” Lily inclined her head and gave a queenly wave. “Explain.”
Quinn grasped the stem of her glass with both hands. Taking a generous sip, she sank into the chair and gazed into the snapping flames. “I told you everything this morning. There’s nothing else to explain. I lied to save my ass. Ronan found out. He lied to me about knowing my ex, which is worse than anything I did.”
“Why’d you come clean?” Lily asked. “A few more days you and lover boy would’ve been home free. No one else had a clue. As long as the job got done, I didn’t care. And as much as you think I’m a heartless bitch, which I can be, I get that people do things to claw their way up.”
“Ulcer forming guilt, I guess. I dunno. I thought telling the truth would show Ronan I wasn’t a two-faced liar.”
Lily barked out a laugh. “That sure backfired, huh?”
“You think?” Quinn took another long sip of wine. “So why haven’t you fired me and told Ella about my fantastical love story?”
“I like you. So what? You told a lie. Who hasn’t? And, hello, Romeo deserves those heels of yours lodged in his junk. He’s as much to blame for this three-ringed circus as you are.”
“Maybe. I don’t care enough to care about his part in all of this.”
Lily tilted her head. “Denial is a river in Egypt, ever heard of it?”
“I’m not in denial.”
“Bullshit.”
For a brief second, Quinn closed her eyes. “I’m not. It’s the truth.”
Lily dismissed Quinn with a flick of her fingers. “Whatever.”
Quinn stood and walked to the sink, where she poured the remnants of her glass down the drain. “Think I’ll call it a night. Lots to do tomorrow.”
“You do that. Brendan and I have some things to… discuss.” There was a twinkle in Lily’s eye and dirty laughter in her voice.
“I’m sure you do.” Quinn set her glass on the draining board and left the kitchen.
****
Since sleep refused to come, she sat in bed browsing through pictures and articles about Ronan on her laptop. For a while, she’d foolishly believed they could make it as a couple. Have a real relationship once Ella’s wedding was over. Dumb. In the long run, a relationship created from lies would never have worked. They’d never stood a chance.
When she needed his support, he turned on her—attacked her character—and walked away. To him, she was a business deal and nothing more.
All along he’d been plotting against her. Every word and every kiss calculated and planned. How could she have trusted him? Been so stupid, so blind? She’d let herself get swept away on a wave of romance and fairytales.
A tear slid down her cheek and she used the edge of the comforter to wipe it away. The way Brady had broken her heart was nothing compared to what Ronan had done. His betrayal made her heart feel as if it were physically broken. As if his words had pummeled it to pieces. Every time she thought about him, which was every second, the broken piece splintered into slivers of pain. How could she have fallen so hard for him? Ignored all the warning signs? It wasn’t supposed to be like this. Her coming clean was supposed to show him she wasn’t like his ex. Supposed to show him how much she valued what they had.
“Quinn,” Lily yelled, hammering on the door, “we have to talk. Right now.”
She glimpsed at the time—5 a.m. Placing her laptop on the bed, Quinn stumbled toward the door, opening it a crack to block the hallway light from blinding her.
“Can’t it wait?” she asked, her voice scratchy from lack of sleep.
“No.” A lit cigarette dangled from Lily’s lips, the smoke curling upward. Bruised shadows beneath her eyes made her look like she’d spent the night in a boxing ring. “You’re lucky I didn’t wake you earlier. But after yesterday’s drama, I assumed you needed sleep.”
“I wasn’t sleeping. What’s so urgent?”
Lily thrust the bedroom door open, pushing Quinn out of the way. “The wedding’s off.”
When Quinn could string together coherent words, they came out pinched and on the verge of hysteria. “Off? Why?”
“Ella thinks the snow and all the problems getting here are a sign from a greater power that she shouldn’t marry Kai. I should have known she’d pull this kinda crap. Can you believe this?”
“No.” An iced over snowball of realization hit her hard, and she slid down the doorjamb to the floor.
“I’m too old for this crap.” Lily inhaled deeply, removed the cigarette from her lips, and clamped it between her fingers. She closed her hands around Quinn’s biceps and hauled her up from the floor, her steely eyes glinted dangerously. “I already have one deranged woman on my hands, and I don’t need another.”
Panic bubbled in Quinn’s throat, but she swallowed it down, not allowing it to take control. Lily eased her grip, and between half-laughing and sobbing, Quinn managed to pull in enough air to speak. “W-what about the guests, the food?” Her voice rose several octaves. “The other suppliers are going to lose a fortune.”
“Stop it.” Lily snapped, her smoker’s rasp rustier than ever. “Everyone’s getting paid. No one’s lost anything. As for the guests, Ella already told most of them before I had a chance to. Thank God it was only fifty people. Can you imagine if it’d been a thousand? We got off easy if you ask me.”
“Easy?” Quinn dragged her hands through her knotted hair. “You might be used to having your time wasted by a spoiled brat with no respect for anyone or anything. I’m not. Everyone might get paid, but what about the exposure and future business this wedding would’ve brought? I’ve been counting on it.”
“Get over yourself.” Lily’s face twisted. “While you were moping about your lost love, I sent out a press release that explains everything. When you’re ready to pull on your big girl panties and act professionally, go check your email.”
Lily walked out in a curl of smoke, leavin
g Quinn feeling she was the spoiled brat. She scurried to the bed and checked the emails, searching for Lily’s press release.
For immediate release:
Global movie star Ella Harper would like to put rest to the rumors that she and Kai Parks are to marry on Christmas Eve. While a wedding was due to take place at Oak Castle, County Donegal, Ella and Kai have parted ways. Although they are no longer in a relationship, they remain close friends and ask you to respect their privacy during this difficult time. Ella would like to thank Quinn Marshall from Making Memories and Ronan Donovan from Donovan Events for all of their efforts in planning what would surely have been a fairytale day.
Had Lily been in the room, Quinn would’ve kissed her feet. Her business was safe, and since she’d mentioned the castle, Brendan wouldn’t have to worry either. A vortex of relief and regret spiraled inside of her. If she’d waited twenty-four hours before telling the truth, then Ronan would still be here celebrating with her. But that wouldn’t take away his involvement with Brady. Nothing would.
After dressing, Quinn packed up her belongings and fired off emails canceling all suppliers. The roads were still too icy to drive, so she planned to stay at the castle and work until noon. Perhaps when she got back to her flat, she’d unpack her boxes and attempt to make her apartment some sort of home.
On her way to find Brendan and say goodbye, she saw several people she didn’t know scurrying around the foyer.
Brendan hurried toward her with rosy excitement glowing on his face.
“What’s going on?” she asked.
“The media want to see where the wedding was going to take place. The phone’s been blowing up. Lily says I should allow one paparazzo in, and she’ll take care of selling the photo rights worldwide. Oh and, by the way, there’s still going to be a wedding tomorrow.”
“Did Ella change her mind?” Hope swirled within Quinn, but she willed herself not to get flustered. “I swear I don’t think I have the stamina to deal with a high-profile wedding again. We’ll have to pull the press release, but I’m sure Lily is on that. I’ll call Lorcan. Tell him to bring the food, and I—”
“Slow down, woman, will you?”
Confused, she shook her head. “I can’t slow down. The guests. I have to make sure the rest of the rooms are ready, and you need to make sure the staff we’d hired can come in, and—”
“Quinn, sweetheart.” He dug his hands into his pockets, a sheepish expression on his face. “I’m getting married.”
“You?”
“Aye.” He grinned. “Lily and me.”
Quinn dropped down onto one of the gilded gold chairs hired for the reception. “B-but you don’t have a wedding license, guests, or clothes.”
“Sure, don’t we have Ireland’s best wedding planner here? We have every faith that you’ll do a grand job. As for the license, we’re going to have a proper ceremony in the spring. If you like, consider this a ceremony of intent.”
“I… wow… great… I… wow.”
Brendan sat beside her. “Lily and me, well, we’re both closer to sixty than we are fifty. We’re on our own, and we’ve both been through the mill, but this is our chance for a new beginning. I didn’t think it was possible to fall in love with someone I’d just met.”
Quinn’s heart reached out for Ronan. “Me either.” She wanted him by her side, to tell him she was sorry, to tell him she wanted to work things out. To hear his side of the story. But even after all that, she didn’t know if she’d forgive him for Brady.
She wasn’t aware of the tears streaming down her cheeks until Brendan offered her a crumpled tissue.
“Don’t cry, pet.” He gave her shoulder a quick, awkward pat. “I’ll never understand women and their tears over weddings.”
She sniffed, gulped, and dabbed her face. “I’m ecstatic for you. Truly. But what about this place? Lily doesn’t seem like the kind of woman who’d give up her career and move into a drafty castle in the Donegal Highlands.”
“She is, and she did.” He puffed out with pride, and Quinn half expected him to beat his chest.
“No way.”
“She’s giving her resignation today, and once that’s accepted, she’s sending an email to her clients. Sometimes you have to follow your heart.”
“When did you propose?”
“This morning.”
“She didn’t say anything when I saw her.”
“Would you have listened?”
“Probably not.” Quinn took a deep breath. If she couldn’t make herself happy, she’d do all she could to make sure Brendan and Lily were. “Well, what are you waiting for, Mr. Moran? We have a wedding to plan.”
“One more thing; Lily and I were wondering if you’d like to run your business from here. It makes sense. We could fix one of the cottages up. You could move in. It’d be great to have an in-house wedding planner. You don’t have to move in if you don’t want, but I know you don’t live in the best area. What do you think?”
She lifted her head and stared at him as if he’d told her she’d won the lottery. Living and working at the castle would mean she could stop worrying about someone battering down her door in the middle of the night. She could rebuild her business and her reputation, and pay off her debts. “Really? You’d do that for me?”
Brendan wrapped his arm around her shoulder and pulled her into a hug. “If it wasn’t for you, I’d never have found the woman I’m going to spend the rest of my life with. It’s the least I, we, can do. So what do you say?”
“Yes. Of course. Thank you.”
Everything would be okay. Everything would be okay.
The rest of the day passed in a whirlwind of plans, paparazzi, and phone calls. Lorcan, who’d read the press release, was thrilled his food wouldn’t go to waste. The editor of Celtic Bride magazine got wind of the story and asked to interview Lily. They would spin it so it sounded as if Ella had given up her dream day for her beloved friend, and thanks to Lily’s connections, an up and coming Irish designer had altered a couture creation especially for her. The dress was exquisite—a red velvet sweetheart bodice, with a raw silk cream skirt embellished with handmade fabric roses. Lily’s raven hair and alabaster skin would make her look like a fairytale queen, and after the wedding, she would be the queen of her own castle.
Everyone would live happily ever after… except Quinn.
By 7 p.m., the castle looked as if it belonged in a Disney movie. Pine trees and fake snow transformed the grand hall into a winter wonderland, and round tables draped in ice blue surrounded a cherry wood dance floor.
Quinn was busy smoothing the wrinkles from a tablecloth when Lily skipped in like Dorothy on her way down the yellow brick road with Max, her very own Toto, tucked under her arm.
Not wanting to dampen Lily’s enthusiasm, Quinn hid her mouth with the back of her hand and yawned.
“Feel like a glass of bubbly?” Lily asked.
“If I even have a sip of alcohol I’ll fall asleep right now standing up. I still have too much to do.”
“Who’d have thought I’d marry less than a week after I met my husband-to-be?” Lily squealed and leaped around like a teenager at her first concert.
“No one. You don’t strike me as the impulsive type.”
“I’m not. I’m a thinker, a planner, but my Spidey sense says he’s the one. Plus, it doesn’t hurt he has a stocked wine cellar more than a mile long.”
“Wow, that long?” Quinn laughed.
“It stretches beyond the walls. Some kind of hiding place for the lords and ladies back in the day.”
Quinn looked at Lily, truly looked at her. Happiness radiated from her face. She even had a hint of color in her usually pasty cheeks. Love, she guessed, had a way of doing that. She sighed and hoped she’d get through tomorrow without making a fool of herself by crying the entire day. Weddings always made her emotional, but tomorrow would be worse because of what
she almost had with Ronan.
Lily placed her hands on Quinn’s shoulders. “Can I ask you a favor?”
Quinn blinked and focused her gaze. “Sure.”
“I need a maid of honor and someone to walk me down the aisle. Want the job?”
“But I don’t have a dress.”
“Don’t worry about that. I already got one for you. And you’ll die when you see the shoes.”
The tears Quinn had been holding back flowed freely, blurring the room. “I’d be honored.”
“Stop the waterworks. I’m not going to cry the night before my wedding.” She grabbed Quinn’s hand. “Come on. Let’s find my fiancé, open a bottle of champagne, and then party like rock stars, or as the Irish say, have a Hooley. We can practice our drinking skills for tomorrow. It’s not called a rehearsal for nothing. You can sleep when you’re dead. Am I right?”
Lily was right. Everyone had busted their butts to get the castle ready. Why shouldn’t they enjoy a night of some dancing, drinking, and singing? She followed Lily to the foyer.
Bushmills and Guinness flowed from a makeshift bar, and a folk band played traditional music. Quinn’s gaze searched through the crowd of contractors, caterers, and wait staff, hoping Ronan would be there. He wasn’t. She took an offered glass of champagne, sat on a stool, and got ready to have fun, because when the night was over, she didn’t want to remember Ronan Donovan’s name.
Chapter Ten
Ronan’s family gathered around the kitchen table. His two sisters, Ashlen and Cassidy, along with Cassidy’s three kids and husband, descended on the house in a rush of noise and diaper bags. Tara, the youngest Donovan, wasn’t interested in spending the evening with her family and had left earlier to meet her friends at the pub. And Rian, his younger brother, was at a tattoo convention in London.
Laughter filled the Donovan house, as it always did when everyone got together. But, somehow, Ronan didn’t feel like laughing. He didn’t feel like much of anything.