He wondered what the problem was with Matt. Or with the family. That was what he’d said. That meant Kate — or more likely one of the girls, Amy and Josie. Matt was forever worrying about them, fretting over how they were doing at school, and what sort of friends they were making. Last time, it had been some concern about the youngest, Josie, just because she had an imaginary friend and talked to herself a bit. Then, Matt had convinced himself she was in the early stages of schizophrenia, the illness her grandmother had suffered from for so long. But that seemed to have passed over now, so it must be something else.
Well, he would find out sooner or later.
A beep announced another text coming in.
‘Oh, for God’s sake — ’
Cooper breathed deeply, surprised by his sudden burst of irritation. His anger had no apparent target. It was just a text message. But the sound of the beep had been enough to cause a momentary surge of temper, a flush that passed rapidly across his temples. He took a few more breaths to calm himself, and checked his phone.
It was Liz again. That would be the fifth or sixth text from her today. Some people had nothing better to do with their thumbs.
The previous text had said: CU 2nite? xox
Liz had gone on to Twitter, too. Cooper suspected she was getting a bit obsessed with it. Sometimes, when he was with her in the pub, she would tweet on her mobile phone. Just to let her friends know that she was…well, with him.
The new text said: so? 2 busy?: o
Cooper thought that when they invented the English language, they should have included punctuation marks to indicate irony and sarcasm, instead bothering with stuff like semi colons, which no one ever used. Subtleties of tone were completely lost in a text message. It was so hard to tell what mood someone was in when their voice was inaudible.
Recently, Liz had been complaining that he was always too busy with work. She was a civilian Scenes of Crime officer, recently transferred to B Division in Buxton, which meant they didn’t see each other in working hours any more. They’d been going out together for months now, and were pretty much considered a serious item. Marriage hadn’t been mentioned out in the open. Not yet, anyway. But she’d met his family, and he’d been for dinner with her parents in Bakewell. It felt like there was an irresistible impetus to their relationship, which could only end in one way.
The trouble was, when they did get engaged, he was pretty sure Liz would announce it first on Twitter.
Well, at least Liz didn’t blog, so far as he knew. Blogging was a minefield for a serving police officer. All over the country, bosses were getting paranoid after the chilling honesty and politically incorrect opinions of bloggers like Inspector Gadget and Night Jack. Attempts to preserve anonymity had been rejected by the High Court. A blog could get you into real trouble.
Cooper gave in to the psychological pressure and put down his phone to open a tin of Whiskas. Everyone had their own idea of priorities.
When Hope was satisfied, he poured himself a beer from the fridge and went back to his phone. He really didn’t feel like going out tonight. In fact, he felt so unwell that he might be coming down with summer flu or something. Swine flu, even. You never knew.
Sorry, wiped out. Tomorrow, ok? xxx
He knew it wouldn’t suit. He waited a while, sipping his beer and stroking the cat. But there was no reply, and finally he nodded off in front of the TV. He woke three hours later, realizing it was nearly bedtime.
‘This is no good, Hope.’
He lay awake that night, expecting flashbacks. He didn’t usually have trouble sleeping, the way he knew some of his colleagues did. It was those who lived alone that seemed to be unable to switch off from the job. A house full of kids didn’t give you any option, he supposed. A family around provided all the support and distraction you could need. Far better than a reliance on alcohol, or worse.
But that wasn’t his problem. It never had been before, except on rare occasions. So why was he lying here afraid to fall asleep, nervous of the dreams that might come in the darkness?
He had an appointment for a meeting with Superintendent Branagh in the morning. Now was not the time to suffer anxiety attacks.
Diane Fry knew she was only imagining the sirens. They were nothing more than a noise inside her head, an echo of the monotonous internal shriek that had been going on for days.
Mostly, during the daytime, she hardly noticed it. As long as she kept busy, and there were people around her, provided there were other sounds, the background din of normality…well, then she was fine. Absolutely fine. It was in the quiet moments that she heard it. Distant at first, like the high-pitched hum of an electric motor.
But gradually, it would grow nearer, forcing its way to the front of her mind, until the scream was loud enough to shatter her thoughts into fragments, like a glass splintered by a singer’s high note. Then her head would throb with the noise, until her brain banged against the inside of her skull and the pain was intolerable. Once her concentration was destroyed, she could think of nothing but the shriek, feel only its pounding. It took over her whole body. It had her at its mercy.
The nights were the worst, of course. Always the worst. Any bad thing that ever happened in her life — well, it was always a lot worse in the dark, in the cold hours before dawn, when the world seemed to recede into the darkness and leave her totally alone. Then she had to listen to the radio, turn on the TV for the Jeremy Kyle Show, anything…anything to avoid the silence. She had to drive that noise back into the distance.
Fry turned over, pumped her pillow. Well, she supposed the sirens could be real. Edendale wasn’t exactly crime free. More likely, though, it was some idiot who’d wrapped his car round a tree on the bend at the top of Castleton Road.
And then there were the voices. Voices that were coming gradually nearer. Right now, they were almost inaudible in the distance, like someone talking on the other side of a hill. She knew those voices would grow closer when she arrived in Birmingham. Then they would be too close. So close that they’d be right inside her head.
Immediately, she felt the sweat break out on her forehead. She cursed silently, knowing what was about to come.
Now that she was alone, the darkness would begin to close in around her, moving suddenly on her from every side, dropping like a heavy blanket, pressing against her body and smothering her with its warm, sticky embrace. Its weight would drive the breath from her lungs and pinion her limbs, draining the strength from her muscles.
Her eyes stretched wide, and her ears strained for noises as she felt her heart stumble and flutter, gripped with the old, familiar fear.
Around her, the night murmured with unseen things, hundreds of shiftings and stirrings that seemed to edge continually nearer, inch by inch, clear but unidentifiable. Next, her skin began to crawl with imagined sensations.
She had always known the old memories were still powerful and raw, ready to rise up and grab at her hands and face from the darkness, throwing her thoughts into turmoil and her body into immobility. Desperately, she would try to count the number of dark forms that loomed around her, mere smudges of silhouettes that crept ever nearer, reaching out to nuzzle her neck with their teeth and squeeze the air from her throat. Two, three…she was never sure how many.
And then she seemed to hear a voice in the darkness. A familiar voice, coarse and slurring in a Birmingham accent. ‘It’s a copper,’ it said. Taunting laughter moving in the shadows. The same menace all around, whichever way she turned. ‘A copper. She’s a copper.’
5
Tuesday
In the CID room at Edendale next morning, the rest of the team were already hard at work over their reports when Cooper arrived. DC Luke Irvine and DC Becky Hurst were at the desks closest to his, and they nodded to him when he came in, their eyes full of questions.
Irvine and Hurst were the newest members of E Division CID, and they made Cooper feel like a veteran now that he was in his thirties. After a few years as beat and re
sponse officers, they’d been rushed into CID. That was an indication of the shortage of experienced staff. An entire new generation was coming into the police service, all Thatcher’s children, born between 1979 and 1991. They had quite a different attitude to the older officers like Gavin Murfin.
They were eager to impress, too — anxious to get every last detail right in their reports and case files before their supervisor saw them. He had to give credit to Diane Fry for that. She had the new DCs with their noses to the grindstone. No one wanted to get on the wrong side of her.
Cooper supposed he might have been like Luke Irvine once, when he first got a chance to take off the uniform and work as a detective. Young and eager. How times had changed.
‘DC Cooper. I hear it was rather a disturbing incident yesterday. Are you all right?’
The sudden stir in the room was accounted for by the arrival of their DI, Paul Hitchens, and Superintendent Branagh. Cooper found Branagh looming over his desk dressed in a black suit and white blouse, like a funeral director. Her shoulders were broad enough to carry a coffin on her own, too.
Cooper stood up. ‘Yes, ma’am, thank you.’
‘Your line manager should make sure you defuse. I know you weren’t on duty, but even so. Then off to HR Service Centre — Care First, or a trained colleague supporter for a de-brief.’
‘No, really. Thank you, ma’am, but I’m fine.’
‘Well, everyone needs counselling services now and then. Perhaps a little leave? No? All right. Well done, anyway. Don’t forget — see me in my office at nine.’
When Branagh had left, DI Hitchens put his hand on Cooper’s shoulder.
‘You do have to be aware of the fallout, Ben.’
‘I’m sorry?’
‘The psychological fallout.’
‘Oh, I see.’
‘So don’t bottle it up. There are systems in place. Critical incident support. DS Fry should take care of it.’
Cooper nodded, accepting the good intentions, but hoping that no one would mention it again. Diane Fry had other things on her mind anyway.
‘They say it’s like falling off a horse,’ said Murfin a few minutes later.
‘What is?’
‘Trauma. Getting over a traumatic incident. The thing to do is go back and put yourself in the same circumstances again. It’s like when you fall off a horse — you have to get straight back on. Otherwise, you just get more afraid of doing it. It kind of builds up in your mind, the idea that you’ll fall off every time. If you leave it long enough, it turns into a proper phobia, like.’
Cooper felt a surge of irrational anger, as if Murfin’s comment was the final straw.
‘Gavin, you’re not a psychiatrist. You don’t know what the Hell you’re talking about.’
Murfin looked surprised at his irritability. But then he seemed to accept it, and looked thoughtful.
‘Well, it couldn’t be exactly the same circumstances,’ he said. ‘Not in this case, I grant you that. But the principle is the same. Trust me.’
‘Thanks a lot, Gavin.’
‘No matter what anyone said to him, now was not the time to be showing any signs of weakness. It certainly wasn’t the time to be taking leave from work, or asking for counselling. This was his one opportunity to prove himself — and if he didn’t come up to scratch, he wasn’t likely to get another chance. His failure would be marked down in his personal assessment, and reflect on him for ever.
So he had to suck it up. He mustn’t let anyone see that he was affected in any way. Act normal. Be strong. That was the only way.
But Cooper had to admit to himself that he didn’t feel entirely up to scratch. There was a slight tremor in his hands that hadn’t been there before. When someone dropped a stapler in the office that morning, he jumped as if he’d been shot. That wasn’t like him at all.
Fry had only come into the office to clear her desk. She watched Cooper get up and leave the CID room as nine o’clock came round. He was off for his appointment with Branagh.
‘Gavin,’ she said, ‘did Ben meet the family of that girl who drowned? Has he mentioned it to you?’
‘Well, he hasn’t, as it happens,’ said Murfin. ‘He hasn’t talked about it much. But, yes — I hear he went to the hospital in Derby. Even drove the family home afterwards.’
Fry sighed. ‘He’s getting personally involved.’
‘I couldn’t say.’
‘Very loyal, Gavin.’
She dumped some files in her ‘out’ tray. They weren’t all dealt with, but someone would pick them up when she’d gone.
‘This family. I suppose they’re another lost cause of his.’
‘No. A nice, respectable middle-class family, from what I hear. You should try reading the bulletins.’
Fry scowled. ‘How can you tell when a family is nice and respectable?’
‘When the kids are well behaved. Respectful. I like that.’
‘Oh?’
Murfin seemed to sense the way she was looking at him.
‘What?’
‘Oh, nothing.’
‘Anyway — compared to my lot, some middle-class kids are a marvel. I wish somebody would write a parenting manual telling us how to turn out teenagers like that.’
Fry looked up as Cooper came back from the Super’s office.
‘Acting DS?’ she said.
‘Yes.’
‘Well, I suppose…’ said Fry, struggling to find the right words to camouflage her doubts. She wasn’t sure what she supposed. And she wasn’t sure whether she cared, really.
‘I’ve got the experience, Diane,’ he said, defensively.
‘Gavin has more than you.’
Fry knew it was a ridiculous thing to say, even before the sentence had left her mouth. The prospect of Gavin Murfin as Acting Detective Sergeant was so bizarre that it made the choice of Ben Cooper seem all the more preferable, even to her.
‘Well, look after the kids, won’t you?’ she said.
‘Of course.’
And she supposed he would. In fact, Cooper would probably ruin them for anything worthwhile in the course of a week. He’d pollute their minds by encouraging them to empathize, improvise, trust their instincts. Some nonsense like that. She’d have her work cut out to undo the damage when she came back from Birmingham. It might take her years to get them back in shape.
Fry sighed. Oh, well. God had sent Ben Cooper to her as a challenge, there was no doubt about that.
‘I need to hand over this case to you. The drugs enquiry on the Devonshire Estate.’
‘To me?’
‘Yes, to you. Acting DS Cooper.’
‘Right. That would be Michael Lowndes?’
‘He’s our initial suspect. But we believe he’s low level. We haven’t pulled him in because we want to identify the main players. We had an abortive surveillance operation yesterday. You heard about that?’
‘Yes, Diane.’
‘Our information was that he was due to meet up with his bosses yesterday to make one of his regular payments. But we slipped up, and lost him on the estate. He could have had somebody waiting to pick him up, we don’t know. You’ll need to see if you can get another shot at it. Okay?’
‘Fine, I’ll give it a go.’
Fry handed him the file reluctantly. She felt as if she was handing her purse to a mugger, and advising him how to spend the money.
‘Diane, is it true you’re going — ’
‘To Birmingham, yes.’
‘I hope it goes well.’
‘Thanks. Whatever that means.’
‘Yeah.’
Fry turned away. The trouble was, no matter how clumsily he did it, Ben Cooper was always sincere.
Before she left the office, Fry relented and went over to give him some advice. Tips on how best to handle the team while she was away. Cooper nodded politely, even made a few notes. As if he actually thought she knew what she was doing.
‘And don’t worry about the thing yesterday,�
� she said. ‘I know what you’re like, Ben. But it was an accident, pure and simple. Not your responsibility. Don’t get involved. Turn in your statement, and forget about it.’
‘Right, Diane,’ he said. ‘Understood. Have a good trip.’
When Fry had picked up her things and left, Cooper called Murfin over. He was munching on a chocolate bar — what he called his second breakfast.
‘Yes, new boss. What can I do for you? Pick up Michael Lowndes and give him the old rubber hose treatment, or what?’
‘No, Gavin. I want you to get PNC print-outs for all the registered sex offenders in the Ashbourne area.’
Murfin stopped chewing. ‘Are you looking for someone in particular?’
‘Yes,’ said Cooper. ‘And I’ll recognize him when I see him.’
To reach the A515 from Edendale, Cooper had a circuitous drive across Tideswell, Miller’s Dale and Blackwell. One of the pleasantest drives in the Peak District, but he barely noticed it. The A515 was the road south, down out of the White Peak to Ashbourne.
Three-quarters of an hour later, Cooper was sitting down on a rather chintzy sofa in the Nields’ lounge, facing a fireplace with a polished oak surround containing a living-flame gas fire — one of those things that were supposed to provide the impression of an open fire, but without any of the mess. Photographs of the family stood on a display mantel. At one end of the room, double doors stood open into a dining room with another bay window overlooking the rear garden. And, in the distance, he had another view of Thorpe Cloud.
‘Have you lived here long, Mr Nield?’ he asked.
‘About two years.’
‘But you’re local, aren’t you?’
‘Oh, yes. We lived in Wetton before we came here.’
Cooper nodded. Wetton was a small village about ten miles northwest of Ashbourne, close to Dovedale itself.
‘And you’re a supermarket manager, is that right?’
‘Yes, I manage an independent here in Ashbourne, called Lodge’s. Do you know it?’
‘I’ve heard of it, I think,’ said Cooper.
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