Dark Angel; The Chosen; Soulmate

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by L. J. Smith


  The power of illusion, he thought. Maya could appear as anyone and anything she wanted. She had talents that usually only belonged to werewolves and shapeshifters. And of course she was a witch.

  She really has extraordinary spirit, Maya went on. But she’s all right—you didn’t exchange as much blood as you’d planned. The pencil, you see.

  People were gathering behind Thierry, murmuring anxiously. They were about to interfere and ask him to please let go of the girl he was strangling.

  He ignored them.

  Listen to me, he told Maya, staring into her mocking golden eyes. Listen, because I’m never going to say this again. If you touch Hannah again—ever—in any life—I will kill you.

  “I’ll kill you,” he whispered out loud, to emphasize it. “Believe me, Maya, I’ll do it.”

  Then he let her go. He had to get to Hannah. Even a small exchange of blood with a vampire could be dangerous, and Maya’s blood was the most potent on earth. Worse, he’d already taken some of Hannah’s blood last night. She could be critically weak now… or starting to change.

  He wouldn’t think about that.

  You won’t, you know. Maya’s telepathic voice followed him as he made for the door. You won’t kill me. Not Thierry the compassionate, Thierry the good vampire, Thierry the saint of Circle Daybreak. You’re not capable of it. You can’t kill.

  Thierry stopped on the threshold and turned around. He stared directly into Maya’s eyes.

  “Try me.”

  Then he was outside, moving quickly through the night. Even so, Maya got the last word.

  And, of course, there’s your promise….

  CHAPTER 11

  Hannah stirred.

  She vaguely felt that something was wrong, something needed doing. Then she remembered. The car! She had to stay awake, had to keep the car on the road….

  Her eyes flew open.

  She was already off the road. The Ford had gone roving over the open prairie, where there was almost nothing to hit except sagebrush and tumbleweeds. It had ended up with its front bumper against a prickly pear, bending the cactus at an impossible angle.

  The night was very quiet. She looked around and found that she could see the light of Chess’s house, behind her and to the left.

  The engine was off. Hannah turned the key in the ignition, but only got a grinding sound.

  Now what? Should I get out and walk?

  She tried to concentrate on her body, to figure out how she felt. She ought to feel terrible—after all, she’d lost blood and swallowed who knew what kind of poison from Thierry’s veins.

  But instead she only felt strangely dizzy, slightly dreamy.

  I can walk. I’m fine.

  Holding on to her length of dowel, she got out of the car and started toward the light. She could hardly feel the rough ground and the bluestem grass under her feet.

  She had gone about a hundred yards toward the light when she heard a wolf howl.

  It was such a distinctive sound—and so incongruous. Hannah stopped in her tracks. For a wild moment she wondered if coyotes howled.

  But that was ridiculous. It was a wolf, just like the wolves that had attacked her at Paul’s. And she didn’t have anything made of silver.

  Just keep walking, she thought. She didn’t need the cool wind voice to tell her that.

  Even in her light-headed state, she was frightened. She’d seen the savagery of teeth and claws close up. And the part of her that was Hana of the Three Rivers had a gut-deep fear of wild animals that the civilized Hannah Snow could never begin to approach.

  She gripped her stick in a clammy palm and kept walking grimly.

  The howl sounded again, so close that Hannah jumped inside her skin. Her eyes darted, trying to pick objects out in the darkness. She felt as if she could see better than usual at night—could the vampire blood have done that? But even with her new vision, she couldn’t spot anything moving. The world around her was deserted and eerily quiet.

  And the stars were very far away. They blazed in the sky with a cold blue light as if to show how distant they were from human affairs.

  I could die here and they’d go right on shining, Hannah thought. She felt very small and very unimportant—and very alone.

  And then she heard a breath drawn behind her.

  Funny. The wolf howls had been so loud, and this was so soft… and yet it was much more terrifying. It was close—intimate. A personal sound that told her she definitely wasn’t alone.

  Hannah whirled with her stick held ready. Her skin was crawling and she could feel a wash of acid from her stomach, but she meant to fight for her life. She was at one with the cool wind voice; her heart was dark and cold and steely.

  A tall figure was standing there. Starlight reflected off pale blond hair.

  Thierry.

  Hannah leveled her stick.

  “What’s the matter? Come back for more?” she said, and she was pleased to find her voice steady. Husky, but steady. She waved her stick at him to show what kind of “more” she meant.

  “Are you all right?” Thierry said.

  He looked—different from the last time she’d seen him. His expression was different. His dark eyes seemed pensive again, the sort of expression a star might have if it cared about anything that was going on underneath it. Infinitely remote, but infinitely sad, too.

  “Why should you care?” A wave of dizziness went through her. She fought it off—and saw that he was stepping toward her, hand reaching out. She whipped the stick up to the exact level of his hand, an inch from his palm. She was impressed with herself for how fast she did it. Her body was moving the way it had with the werewolves, instinctively and smoothly.

  I suppose I had a life as a warrior, she mused. I think that’s where the cool wind voice comes from, just the way the crystal voice comes from Hana of the Three Rivers.

  “I do care,” Thierry said. His voice said he didn’t expect her to believe it.

  Hannah laughed. The combination of her dizziness and her body instinct was having an odd effect. She felt brashly, stupidly overconfident. Maybe this is what drunk feels like, she thought, her mind wandering again.

  “Hannah—”

  Hannah made the stick whistle in the air, stopping him from coming any closer to her. “Are you crazy?” she said. There were tears in her eyes. “Do you think that you can just attack me and then come back and say ‘I’m sorry’ and it’s all going to be okay? Well, it isn’t. If there was ever anything between us, it’s all over now. There is no second chance.”

  She could see his face tense. A muscle twitched in his tight jaw. But the strangest thing was that she could have sworn he had tears in his eyes, too.

  It infuriated her. How dare he pretend to be hurt by her, after what he’d done?

  “I hate you.” She spat the words with a force that startled even her. “I don’t need you. I don’t want you. And I’m telling you for the third time, keep the hell away from me.”

  He had opened his mouth as if he were about to say something, but when she got to ‘I don’t need you,’ he suddenly shut it. When she finished, he looked away, across the shortgrass prairie.

  “And maybe that’s best,” he said almost inaudibly.

  “For you to keep away?”

  “For you to hate me.” He looked at her again. Hannah had never seen eyes like that before. They were impossibly distant and shattered and still… like the peace after a war that killed everyone.

  “Hannah, I came to tell you that I am going away,” he went on. His voice was like his eyes, bloodless and quenched. “I’m going home. I won’t bother you again. And you’re right; you don’t need me. You can live a long and happy life without me.”

  If he expected her to be impressed, she wasn’t. She wouldn’t believe words from him anymore.

  “There’s just one thing.” He hesitated. “Before I go, would you let me look at you? At your neck. I want to make sure that”—another fleeting hesitation—“that I d
idn’t hurt you when I attacked you.”

  Hannah laughed again, a short, sharp bark of a laugh. “How stupid do you think I am? I mean, really.” She laughed again and heard an edge of hysteria in it. “If you want to do something for me, you can turn around and go. Go away forever.”

  “I will.” There was so much strain on his face. “I promise. I’m just worried about you getting indoors before you faint.”

  “I can take care of myself. I don’t need any help from you.” Hannah was feeling dizzier by the minute, but she tried not to let it show. “If you would just leave, I’ll be fine.”

  In fact, she knew she wasn’t going to be fine. The gray spots were swarming in front of her eyes again. She was going to pass out soon.

  Then I’d better start for Chess’s, she thought. It was insanity to turn her back on him, but it was worse insanity to stand here until she collapsed at his feet.

  “I’m leaving now,” she said, trying to sound clear and precise and unlike someone who was about to fall over unconscious. “And I don’t want you to follow me.”

  She turned and started walking.

  I will not faint, I will not faint, she told herself grimly. She swung her stick and tried to take deep breaths of the cool night air. But tufts of grass seemed to be trying to trip her up with every step and the entire landscape seemed to rock every time she looked up.

  I… will… not… faint. She knew her life depended on it. The ground seemed rubbery now, as if her feet were sinking into it and then rebounding. And where was the light that marked Chess’s house? It had somehow gotten over to the right of her. She corrected her course and stumbled on.

  I will not faint….

  And then her legs simply melted. She didn’t have legs. The rest of her fell slowly toward the ground. Hannah managed to break her fall with her arms. Then everything was still and dark.

  She didn’t go out completely. She was floating in darkness, feeling woozy even though she was lying down, when she sensed someone beside her.

  No, she thought. Get the stick. He’ll bite you; he’ll kill you.

  But she couldn’t move. Her hand wouldn’t obey her.

  She felt a gentle hand brush her hair off her face.

  No…

  Then a touch on her neck. But it was only gentle fingers, running lightly over the skin where she’d been bitten tonight. They felt like a doctor’s fingers, exploring to diagnose. She heard a sigh that sounded like relief, and then the fingers trailed away.

  “You’ll be all right.” Thierry’s voice came to her softly. She realized he didn’t think she could hear him. He thought she was unconscious. “‘As long as you stay away from vampires for the next week.”

  Was that a threat? Hannah didn’t understand. She braced herself for the piercing pain of teeth.

  Then she felt him touch her again, just his fingertips brushing her face. The touch was so immeasurably gentle. So tender.

  No, Hannah thought. She wanted to move, to kick him away. But she couldn’t.

  And those delicate fingers were moving on, tracing her features one by one. With the lightest of touches that sent helpless chills through her.

  I hate you, Hannah thought.

  The touch followed the curve of her eyebrow, trailed down her cheek to her birthmark. Hannah shivered inwardly. It sketched the line of her jaw, then moved to her lips.

  The skin was so sensitive here. Thierry’s fingers traced the outline of her lips, the join between upper and lower. The chills became a fluttering inside Hannah. Her heart swelled with love and longing.

  I won’t feel this way. I hate you….

  But a voice was whispering in her mind, a voice she hadn’t heard in what seemed like a long time. A crystal voice, soft but ringing.

  Feel him. Does this feel like that other one? Sense him. Does he smell the same, sound the same…?

  Hannah didn’t know what to make of the words and didn’t want to. She just wanted Thierry to stop.

  The fingers brushed over her eyelashes, thumb stroking over the fragile skin of her eyelids as if to keep them shut. Then she felt him bend closer.

  No, no, no….

  Warm lips touched her forehead. Again, just the barest touch. Then they were gone.

  “Goodbye, Hannah,” Thierry whispered.

  Hannah felt herself lifted. She was being carried in strong gentle arms, moving swiftly and smoothly.

  It was harder for her to stay conscious than it had been before. She had a strange feeling of tranquillity, of security. But she fought to open her eyes just a crack.

  She wanted to see his hands. She didn’t think there had been enough time for the pencil wound to heal completely.

  If the pencil wound was there.

  But her eyes wouldn’t open—not until she felt herself being lowered and placed on solid ground. Then she managed to lift heavy eyelids and dart a glance at his hands.

  There were no marks.

  The knowledge burned through her—but she didn’t have any strength left. She felt her eyes lapsing shut again. Dimly, very far away, she could hear the faint echo of a doorbell.

  Then a soft voice in her head. You don’t have to be afraid anymore. I’m going away—and so is she.

  Don’t go. Wait. I have to talk to you. I have to ask you…

  But she could feel cold air all around her and she knew he was gone.

  A moment later she heard the door open, and the sound of Chess’s mother gasping. She was on the Clovises’ doorstep. People were shaking her, talking to her.

  Hannah wasn’t interested in any of it. She let the darkness take her.

  It was when she let go completely that she began to dream. She was Hana of the Three Rivers and she was seeing the end of her own life.

  She saw the bruised and bloody figure of Thierry rising up to kill his torturers. She felt it as her turn came. She looked up and saw his savage face, saw the animal light in his eyes. She felt her life flow away.

  Then she saw the end of the story. The glimpse of the corridor through time, the recognition of her soulmate. The forgiveness and the promise.

  And then just shadows. But Hannah slept peacefully in the shadows until morning, unafraid.

  The first thing Hannah saw when she woke up was a pair of glowing green cat-eyes looking down at her.

  “How do you feel?” Chess asked.

  She was lying in Chess’s bed. Sunlight was streaming in the window.

  “I… can’t tell yet,” Hannah said. Disjointed images were floating in her head, not quite forming a whole picture.

  “We found you last night,” Chess said. “You ran your dad’s car off the road, but you managed to make it here before you collapsed.”

  “Oh… yeah. I remember.” She did remember; the pieces of the puzzle suddenly clicked together. Maya. Thierry. The attack. The car. Thierry again. And finally her dream. Her own voice saying, “I forgive you.”

  And now he was gone. He’d gone home, wherever home was.

  She had never felt so confused.

  “Hannah, what happened? Are you sick? We didn’t know whether to take you to a hospital last night or what. But you didn’t have a fever and you seemed to be breathing fine—so my mom said you could just sleep a while.”

  “I’m not sick.” This was the time to tell Chess everything. After all, that was the reason she’d been running to Chess in the first place last night.

  But now… now in the bright morning light, she didn’t want to tell Chess. It wasn’t just that it might put Chess in danger, either from Thierry or the Night World in general. It was that Hannah didn’t need to talk about it; she could cope on her own. It wasn’t Chess’s problem.

  And I don’t even know the truth yet, Hannah thought. But that is going to change.

  “Hannah, are you even listening to me?”

  “Yeah. I’m sorry. And I’m okay; I felt kind of dizzy last night, but now I’m better. Can I use your phone?”

  “Can you what?”

  �
�I have to call Paul—you know, the psychologist. I need to see him, fast.”

  She jumped up, steadied herself against a brief wave of giddiness, and walked past Chess, who was watching her in bewilderment.

  “No,” Paul said. “No, it’s absolutely out of the question.” He waved his hands, then patted his pockets nervously, coming up empty.

  “Paul, please. I have to do this. And if you won’t help me, I’ll try it on my own. I think self-hypnosis should work. I’ve been doing a pretty good job of dreaming the past lately, anyway.”

  “It’s… too… dangerous.” Paul said each word separately, then sank into his chair, hands at his temples. “Don’t you remember what happened the last time?”

  Hannah felt sorry for him. But she said ruthlessly, “If I do it on my own, it may be even more dangerous. Right? At least if you hypnotize me you can be there to wake me up. You can throw a glass of water in my face again.”

  He looked up sharply. “Oh, yeah? And what if it doesn’t work this time?”

  Hannah dropped her eyes. Then she raised them and looked at Paul directly. “I don’t know,” she admitted quietly. “But I’ve still got to try. I have to know the truth. If I don’t, I really think I may go insane.” She didn’t say it melodramatically. It was a simple statement of fact.

  Paul groaned. Then he grabbed a pen and started chewing on it, glancing around the room. “What is it that you would want to know? Just presuming that I agreed to help you.” His voice sounded squashed.

  Hannah felt a surge of relief. “I want to know about this woman who keeps warning me,” she said. “Her name is Maya. And I want to know how I die in my other lives.”

  “Oh, terrific. That sounds like fun.”

  “I have to do it.” She took a deep breath. She wouldn’t let herself look away from him, even though she could feel the warmth as her eyes filled. “Look, I know you don’t understand. And I can’t explain to you how important it is to me. But it is… important.”

 

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