“Jack!” Darlene is screaming. And she always does, doesn’t she? She’s always screaming at me because I’m always doing something stupid. I can’t blame her. She loves me. I get it. I wouldn’t want her jumping out of a broken window to the hard concrete below, especially if she had a history of doing dumb things like I do. I also try not to think about Billy being dropped off the top of the building in Washington D.C. to feed the cannibal prawns. Try not to think about the splat his body made when he hit the alleyway or the sound of those cannibal bastards cheering.
“What the fuck — ” Norm says.
But he’s cut off for a third time, but probably not really. I’m sure up there he got to finish his sentence. I just can’t hear him over the wind whistling into my ears or Darlene’s shrill shriek and Herb’s grunt of confusion or the mental punch of Abby’s sass saying, Jack, you dumbass.
I fall for what feels like an eternity and my knees and ribs ache with phantom pain that lasts even longer than that.
Then I hit the concrete. Except, I don’t. I hit the bodies below me. They make a noise that sounds exactly how I’d imagine stomping a jelly filled doughnut would sound. A kind of hearty squirt. Seeing how these are bodies we’re talking about and not freshly-baked pastries, there’s also a crack from the force of my weight pummeling their ribcages or skulls or something like that, I don’t know.
It doesn’t hurt at all. None of us.
“Idiot!” Norm shouts down at me. “Wait, no — ”
I look up to see another body falling from the window. My hands shoot out reflexively. It’s Darlene. She lands on top of me and we wind up laying in each other’s arms on the tarmac. She smells like sweat, but she’s beautiful, even with her blonde hair covering my face.
“You d — ” I start to say.
“I’m not letting you go without me,” she says, and she springs up, using my chest and groin as a stepping stone.
I can only shake my head as she runs past me, her pistol in hand.
I look up to Norm and Abby and Herb. Norm shrugs at me then waves me forward. “We’ll find a way. Go, Jack! Go!”
I do.
34
Problem is, this isn’t a movie. Did I think I was going to be able to jump from a window, get screamed at by my family, have Darlene body slam me like a pro wrestler and not get noticed?
Yeah, things don’t happen like that in this apocalypse, as much as I want them to.
I see the gun leave the fat guy’s face only because the sun glints off the chrome and it finds Darlene. My chest tightens. Legs pick up speed. She’s got a pretty good distance ahead of me. The fat guy is on his knees, directly in Klein’s line of site and Father Michael is in a headlock.
“Stop right there!” Klein shouts at her. He won’t shoot. He doesn’t have it in him, at least I don’t think he does.
I keep running, and when I see the look in Klein’s eyes — this rabid look, almost the same one I saw on the starved dog while we were driving through the city — I stop.
Darlene does, too.
“Klein!” I shout. “You don’t have to do this.”
“Leave me alone, Jack. Turn around and let this happen,” he says. “Take your girl with you.”
Father Michael has his teeth gritted. Sweat pours from his brow and tears from his eyes. Klein moves the gun from me and now sticks it on Father Michael’s temple. The priest squeals as soon as the metal touches him.
Slowly, I walk forward until I’m about five feet from Darlene, my gun raised. We are in a standoff. I don’t know how this is going to play out.
“You stop it, Jack! I mean it!” Klein says. One eye darts to Darlene. “Call her off!”
“This doesn’t have to be like this,” I say. “Just drop Mike and we can talk this out.”
“Drop him, asshole!” Darlene barks through gritted teeth.
“You don’t understand!” he seethes.
He’s right, I don’t, and as soon as Father Michael is out of harm’s way, I’m putting a bullet in Klein’s face.
“Help me understand. Help me,” I say, just trying to buy us some time.
Klein looks off in the distance behind me where the rest of the group is running. I hear their footfalls, but I don’t dare turn around.
“The bastard’s crazy,” the fat man says on his knees. He looks very disheveled. “He gon’ take one my planes. Don’t let ‘im!”
I ignore this man.
“There’s only so many spots left. They won’t take everyone. They only take the ones who can contribute…” Klein says. He’s talking to himself more than he’s talking to me, as if he’s trying to work out some mathematical problem.
“It’s all right,” I say. “It is. We can survive together. We can be a family.”
“The odds,” Klein says, “of survival are next to nothing. We don’t possess the correct — ”
“What are the odds the dead rise up and walk the earth?” I ask.
“You don’t understand,” Klein says.
“Fuck this,” Darlene says, and the words No! are right on my lips. She shoots once and misses because Klein has let go of Father Michael, and he’s fast, so fast. Something changes on his face, something that makes me freeze. His craziness turns to desperation. I see his finger twitch in slow motion.
“No!” I shout, but my shout is cut off by a gunshot. A cloud of red mist explodes from Father Michael’s face as he lurches forward. A hole appears in his forehead from seemingly nowhere. He’s dead before he hits the ground.
The fat man screams. Darlene drops her gun, trying to catch Father Michael.
I go to shoot, but I’m not quick enough.
Klein growls and grabs Darlene by her head. The fire blazes inside of me. Just a second sooner and my bullet would’ve eviscerated Klein’s face. Now I can’t do anything. He has Darlene in that same headlock, his still-smoking gun pressed to her head.
He has my fiancé.
I’m not breathing. My heart’s not beating, blood not pumping.
Oh God why? What did I do to deserve this oh God why?
Klein doesn’t linger and what I hate most is the smirk on his mouth. The bastard is actually smiling. Father Michael lay in front of them, bleeding.
I have my sights on him. My hand shakes. I don’t trust my aim. If I’m a hair’s width off, I could kill the love of my life.
It’s not worth the risk.
Slowly, the two of them back up, Darlene saving Klein’s life. For now.
They disappear into the shadows of the closest hangar.
35
By the time Norm, Abby, and Herb reach me. Darlene and Klein are gone. They’ve taken this crying man’s plane, this man on his knees in a pool of Father Michael’s blood.
I am helpless. I can do nothing but watch their plane take off into the blue sky. I’ve never felt so…hopeless.
As they flew off, I swear I could see Darlene’s face in the window. I swear.
“That bastard!” Norm yells. He’s fuming, his chest rising and falling.
“Oh God,” Abby says, turning away from Father Michael’s body. She grabs Herb and leads him off. But Herb already saw and he’s crying. The sound seems so far away.
I’m kind of just standing here, in shock.
Jack.
Jack.
“JACK!” Norm screams. He’s now in front of me.
“We have to get them.” I say. “We have to get Darlene back.”
Norm gives me a look like it’s too late, but I won’t accept that. I’m not going to give up. I’m not.
There is a long span of time that passes that I don’t remember. I’m numb. I’m pacing. I’m frantic. I’m screaming. I’m crying. I’m covering up Father Michael’s bloody corpse. I’m on the ground.
God, help me. God, help Darlene. God, help us all.
36
“Jacky, is Darlene gonna be all right?” Herb asks. His face is an ashy color.
I don’t answer at first. He pokes me. The sky is very br
ight. My head throbs. I don’t think I’ve left the general vicinity of where Darlene was taken hostage in hours. Or it could be minutes since they flew away. I don’t know.
Then I answer because I have to snap out of it. I have to be strong. I can’t lay down and let Klein win. “She’ll be fine, Herb,” I say. “We’ll get her back.”
“Doc won’t hurt her. He’s a nice man. He’s jus keepin her safe,” Herb says.
I try my best to smile, knowing this is not the truth, knowing damn well Darlene could already be dead.
Then Herb points at my arm which is bleeding. He says, “I have Band-Aids.” His big hands dig into his pockets. “They’re real pretty. Have flowers on ‘em. Darlene gave ‘em to me — oh, man, where are they?” He pulls his pockets inside out. The only things that fall from them are a couple of shiny pennies and lint. He looks very disappointed, which for some reason makes me even sadder. His innocence is what does it. How can you be innocent in a world where you have to kill to survive? In a world where the saviors — the smart, upstanding men and women of this world — end up being the abominations we’re taught to fear? Or in a world where a holy man lays dead at our feet? Where a man’s true love is taken from him? You can’t. Yet, somehow Herb is. I envy him for that.
“You all right?” Norm asks the fat man sitting near Father Michael’s corpse.
“Yes, yes, I’m all right,” the fat man says. “I’m George. Father Michael w-was my friend.”
“We know,” Norm answers.
Then something changes on George’s face. He goes from scared and sad to blood-red furious. “That son of a bitch,” he says. “That son of a bitch killed my damn near only friend and he took my goddam plane.”
“I’m sorry,” I hear myself say. I really am, too. I’m sorry for it all. For everything.
“Tracker!” George says. We all look at him like he’s crazy, sitting there in Father Michael’s blood, teary eyed and sweaty. “Tracker on my plane. I can get him. I can get that rotten son of a bitch.”
I gasp. “You mean it? Trackers?”
George nods.
I look to Norm to see what his expression is. Usually Norm can tell the crazies and he knows all that technobabble about planes and stuff, being in the military and all. But he’s giving me no sign that this man is spouting nonsense. I feel my chest, very hesitantly, fill up with hope.
“Trackers,” George says again. He gets up, blood dripping off of him and heads to the other shuttered hangar.
I find myself following. Again, trying not to get my hopes up. As I’m walking I hear Abby scream and instantly I know what that scream is about.
Zombies.
Always.
I snap my head in that direction, seeing Norm get in his battle stance, and Abby race across the tarmac to drag Herb away, crying.
I see the first signs of the horde spilling out from around the corner. Mangled limbs. Bloody. Tattered clothes. And those eyes. Always those yellow eyes.
Hell has vomited up on earth and we are drowning in its puke.
37
No, we can’t fight this horde. The odds are not in our favor.
Norm aims at the lead zombies about fifty paces away.
“Don’t waste your ammo,” I say. We aren’t going to be able to circle back to the car where the rest of our weapons and ammunition is. What we have on us — which is not much — is all we have. The thought alone is a punch to the gut.
Norm understands and lowers his pistol, shaking his head. Tough luck. Real tough luck.
“The hangar,” I say. We need to move and we need to move fast.
Abby and Herb reach us, breathing hard and fast. She has a look on her face that says, Please don’t tell me we have to keep running. But we do.
“C’mon, Herb,” I say. He stands looking at the coming wave of dead with wide eyes, shaking. “We are going to be okay. We just have to move.”
As hard as it is right now, I can’t think of Darlene. I have to get to the plane and get everyone to safety.
The sounds of the zombies fill the air. Seem to drown my voice out.
We turn and start moving. The hangar is a ways down from the hangar Klein escaped from. I scan the surrounding area quickly and don’t see any zombies. But who knows what’ll be inside of the place. I really doubt all that will be in there is a plane. Call me a pessimist. I’ve just seen too much shit in this world to think otherwise.
We move across the runway. My legs are burning and my arms are even worse. Dimly, I’m aware that I’m in the lead. The sun beats down on us overhead. Summer is close, but the zombies are closer and that’s all that matters.
Norm slingshots ahead of me, his pistol gleaming in his hand. He moves very gracefully, checks the narrow alleyways between buildings with a once over and then grabs the hangar’s sliding door. He heaves it open. Inside is a plane that gleams about as bright as Norm’s gun in the sunlight. It’s not very big, but it’s bigger than the one Klein took off in.
He motions us inside of it. At first glance, this aircraft doesn’t look like it’s going to be able to fly very far at all, let alone carry all of us. I mean, Herb alone accounts for probably seventy-five percent of the plane’s weight capacity. I move forward anyway.
George climbs into the front seat and starts hitting switches. The engines kick on with a revving type of whine. Propellers blow papers all over the inside of the hangar. Norm crawls in next and reaches out to grab me. I take his hand.
Then Norm disappears into the small fuselage for a moment and comes back as Herb and Abby are climbing up the three steps. He looks beyond me while George is screaming over the roar of the engines for us to hurry our asses up. Norm’s tan face drains of all color and I don’t need to turn around to know what the cause is. Because I can hear them. I can actually hear them over the propellers and whirring machinery.
I do look over my shoulder just for the hell of it. I quickly wish I hadn’t because what I see nails me to the ground. My bones feel like they have simultaneously turned to steel and jelly. This is not the horde from the road — well, it is, but it’s more than that. It’s as if that horde teamed up with three more hordes. It’s as if D.C. has followed me to the smallish town of Butain. They are so many, they move like one collective mass, all rotten and gummy and petrified. Their yellow eyes glow brighter than the sun and they search us out. Fresh meat.
It’s only as Norm grabs me harshly by the collar that I move from the doorway.
I slam the door shut.
The dead are moving faster than they should. They must be pushing each other forward. Some kind of zombie support system, something like that. I hear a beeping coming from the cockpit. The door is open and George’s hands move with lightning speed, going from button to switch to button.
Then the plane lurches forward and the sounds of the engines seem to go quieter. The sun comes in through windows. We are now out from the shade of the hangar.
“Hold on to your dicks!” George shouts over the intercom. “It’s going to be a bumpy ride.”
My heart is beating hard. I look out one of the twelve or so passenger windows and see that the runway is littered with zombies. Seriously, you can barely see the concrete, and the bits of tarmac that you can see are stained with blood and ooze and guts — dripping from the shambling corpses. Seeing this is really a punch to the groin, I’ll tell you. What is even worse, what is a full-fledged dick punch, is seeing the crowd piling over Father Michael’s body some distance away. Seeing the zombies swarm and fight over bits of his flesh and guts. Seeing him disappear.
I look away. I have to.
Then I’m almost thrown to the floor as the plane lurches to the right. I feel a spike of fear. We aren’t supposed to turn right. The runway runs a long way to the left. Surely, we’ll need to pick up speed before we can get airborne.
I use the wall to climb my way up to the cockpit. George sits in a chair. Norm hovers over him, pointing to screens and gadgets.
“What are you doing
?” I shout.
“Ain’t gonna make it,” George says.
“Well, that’s reassuring,” Abby says. She’s since come up from the fuselage. I glance over my shoulder and see Herb sitting with his head in his hands.
“Not what I meant, little lady. You wanna ride through that,” George says, cocking a thumb to the left at the swarming mass of zombies, “you be my guest, then.” He pulls his Stetson hat down over his ears and tips it back so it’s level with his hairline.
Abby doesn’t answer.
“Now, go sit down. Buckle up tight. I think this is gonna be a bumpy one,” George says.
Norm sits down in the passenger seat, starts buckling himself up. He doesn’t look too concerned. I guess that’s comforting, but me — well, I’m about as calm as a fish out of water on a scorching hot day.
George turns around as he realizes we haven’t gone back to our seats. He must see my face and I must look really bad because he says, “Ooh, boy, where’s that calm demeanor at?”
It’s like he’s turned into a different person once behind the controls of a plane.
“I left all of it out there,” I say, trying not to think of Darlene or Father Michael.
“Well, I’d say go back out there and get it,” George says, “but, you know…”
I look out the window. I tell myself I shouldn’t. It’s like a person who’s afraid of heights telling themselves not to look down when they’re on the top floor of a skyscraper. But like that person, I look anyway. They just keep coming from the road which is about a quarter mile away from the runway. Take them one versus one and they’re nothing, unless they catch you by surprise; take them like this, and it’s a disaster.
“Go buckle up!” George says. He flips something above his head and the engines whine again. “No need to worry, honest. This here’s a Pilatus-PC-12. It can turn on a dime and’ll practically take off like a rocket, let me tell you.”
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