by Неизвестный
Incredible.
It had to be cycling air through—that was the only sensible answer. The aliens surely couldn't have known what sort of atmosphere humans required.
Heather sagged back as much as the cramped quarters would allow. It was indeed the only sensible answer—but it was also the most depressing one. She laughed at herself. She had indeed thought that maybe, just maybe, the aliens had told her how to build a starship—a starship that would whisk her away from Earth, away from all her troubles, and take her to Alpha Centauri.
But if all it was doing was pumping air in from outside, it wouldn't make much of a spaceship. She contorted herself inside the hollow cube so that she could get her nose up against the green substrate wall. She could feel the gentle breeze, but the air had no odor at all.
But if not a spaceship, then what? And why the structural-integrity field?
She knew what she had to do. She had to reattach the removed cube while still remaining inside the central hollow. But surely she should tell someone first. Even with her “I'm inside the third cube” note, it could be hours, or days, before someone entered her office. What if she got trapped inside?
She thought about phoning Kyle. But that wouldn't do.
She didn't have any grad students of her own during the summer, but there always were a few milling about. She could grab one of them—although then she might have to share some credit with the student when she published her results.
And then, of course, there was the most logical name—the one she knew she'd been deliberately suppressing.
Paul.
She could call him up. He'd doubtless get credit anyway; after all, he'd manufactured the components from which the construct was made, and had helped her assemble them.
Maybe, in its own crazy way, this was a perfectly reasonable excuse to call him.
Not that last night had been a date or anything, not that any further contact was required.
She got out of the cubic hollow and crossed over to her desk, stretching as she did so, trying to get a crick out of her neck.
She picked up her handset. “Internal directory: Komensky, Paul.”
There were a few electronic bleeps, then Paul's voice mail came on. “Hello, this is Professor Paul Komensky, Mechanical Engineering. I can't come to the phone right now. My office hours for student appointments are—”
Heather replaced the handset. Her heart was fluttering a bit—she'd wanted to connect with him, yet felt a tinge of relief that she hadn't.
She felt warm, perhaps even warmer than the bright lights should have made her feel. She looked back at the construct and then over at her computer monitor. The Alien Signal Center Web page hadn't changed. There must be thousands of researchers working on the problem of what the alien messages had meant now that they were apparently over. She felt sure she had a good jump on everyone else—the lucky coincidence of Kyle having that Dali painting on his wall had let her leap ahead. But how long would it be before someone else built a similar construct?
She hesitated for another full minute, warring with herself.
And then—
And then she walked across the room, hefted the cube she'd removed earlier and brought it closer to the construct. She then got one of the suction-cup handles Paul had given her and placed it over the center of one face of the cube—the face that consisted of two substrate panels sandwiched together. There was a little pump on top of the black plastic handle; she pulled it up and the unit clamped onto the cube. She then tried lifting the cube by the handle. She feared it would fall apart, but the whole thing held together nicely.
After one more moment of hesitation, she tucked herself back into the hollow and then, pulling on the suction-cup handle, she lifted the cube back up into place. It clicked easily into position, locking on.
Heather felt a wave of panic wash over her as she was plunged into darkness.
But it wasn't total darkness. The piezoelectric paint shone slightly with that same greenish tinge that glow-in-the-dark children's toys gave off.
She took a deep breath. There was plenty of air, although the close confines did make it seem stuffy. Still, even though she clearly wasn't going to suffocate in here, she wanted to be sure she could leave the construct whenever she wished. She splayed her hands and used them to try to push out the same cube she'd detached earlier.
Another wave of panic washed over her—the cube didn't want to give. The structural-integrity field might be sealing her in.
She balled her hands into fists and pounded on the cube again—
—and it popped free, tumbling to the carpeted floor, the face with the suction-cup handle ending up on top.
Heather felt herself grinning sheepishly at her own panic. It probably was a good thing that the construct wasn't a spaceship—she'd have ended up making first contact with soiled panties.
She got out, stretched again, and let herself calm down a bit. And then she tried once more, climbing back into the construct and using the glass handle to close what she was already thinking of as “the cubic door.”
This time she just sat, letting her eyes adjust to the semidarkness and breathing the warm air.
Heather looked at the phosphorescent pattern on the panel in front of her, trying to make out any meaning in the design. Of course she'd had no way of knowing whether she'd oriented the construct the right way. She might have it on its side, or—
Or backward. That is, she could be sitting in it backward. The confines were too tight for her to turn around with the door closed. She removed the cubic door, swung her legs outside, swiveling on her butt. Once she was in place, facing the short end of the shaft instead of the long one, she pulled on the suction-cup handle to bring the cubic door—which was now on her right—into position.
She'd wrecked her night vision by opening the door again, so she sat waiting for her eyes to readjust.
And, slowly, they did.
In front of her were two circles. One was continuous, the other was broken into eight short arcs.
It came to her in a flash. The closed circle was “On,” quite literally a completed circuit. And the broken circle was “Off.”
She took a deep breath, then started to move her left hand forward.
“Alpha Centauri, here I come,” she said softly, and pressed her palm against the closed circle.
18
At first, nothing seemed to happen. But then Heather felt a sinking sensation in her stomach, as though she were in an elevator that was dropping rapidly down its shaft.
A moment later her ears popped.
She smashed her fist against the stop button—
—and everything returned to normal.
Heather waited for her breathing to calm down. She tried the door, disengaging it slightly.
Okay: she could halt the process at any time, and she could get out at any time.
And so she resolved to try again. She closed her eyes, summoning inner strength, then pulled on the handle to reseal the door, and with an extended index finger, touched the center of the area on the panel in front of her circumscribed by the solid circle.
Heather's stomach dropped away from her again, and her ears, not yet recovered enough from the last time to pop, ached a bit.
And in front of her, the constellations of phosphorescent squares started shifting, moving, rearranging, as—
As the unfolded hypercube she'd built began to close in on itself, moving ana or kata, collapsing into a tesseract, with Heather at its very heart.
She felt herself twisting, and although the landscape around her was all just apparently random patterns of piezoelectric paint, it seemed that the design visible in her left peripheral vision was the same one she could detect in her right. The straight edges of the square panels were bowing in and out, now convex, now concave. Heather looked down in the dim light at her body and saw it stretched and flattened, as if someone had painted an image of her on paper, then pasted that paper to the inside of a bowl.
And yet, except for the undeniable feeling of rapid motion in her stomach and the pressure shifts in her ears, and now and again stars before her eyes—also, she knew, a phenomenon associated with pressure shifts—there was no real discomfort. She could see her surroundings folding over and bending, and she could see herself doing the same things, but her bones were twisting without breaking.
The folding continued. The whole process took no more than a few seconds—judging by the runaway metronome of her heart pounding in her ears—but as it was happening, it seemed as though time were attenuated.
And then suddenly everything stopped moving. The transformation was complete: she was imprisoned in a tesseract.
No.
She fought for calmness. No, she wasn't imprisoned. At every step, she'd been able to stop the process, to escape. The aliens, whoever they were, wouldn't have gone to all this effort just to hurt her. She was still in control, she reminded herself. A willing visitor, not a prisoner.
But she felt there must be more to this than just the sensation of folding space over on itself. Surely the Centaurs hadn't spent ten years telling humanity how to make a fancy amusement-park ride. There had to be more—
And there was.
Suddenly, the tesseract exploded open, the panels breaking apart at their edges. It happened like sped-up film of a flower blooming with grace and absolute quiet.
The panels seemed to recede into infinity, each one racing away in a different direction. Heather found herself floating freely.
But not in space.
At least, not in open space.
Heather stretched out, extending her limbs. There was air to breathe and multicolored light to see by.
She looked down at her body—
—and could not see it.
She could feel it—her proprioception was operating just fine. But she'd lost material form.
Which made her think that the whole thing was a hallucination.
The air seemed no thicker than regular air, and yet she found she could swim in it, paddling with cupped hands or kicking with her feet.
It hit her: If the panels had receded, so had the stop button. Adrenaline coursed through her. Dammit, how could she have been so stupid?
No. No. There's no such thing as an out-of-body experience. It had to be a hallucination of some sort—meaning that she was still in the unfolded construct, still hunched over in that confined space.
And the stop button had to still be in front of her—a short distance ahead, to the right of center.
She reached an arm forward.
Nothing.
Another wave of panic washed over her. It had to be there.
She closed her eyes.
And a half-second after she did so, a mental image of the interior of the construct formed around her, looking, in her mind's eye, just as it had at the beginning.
She opened her eyes, and the construct disappeared; closed her eyes, and it reappeared. There was a slight delay—more than enough for persistence of vision to decay—before each switch-over occurred.
So it was an illusion. She closed her eyes, let the construct reappear in her mind, reached forward, pressed the stop button, opened her eyes, saw the panels come rushing back in, then felt the hypercube unfolding around her—bowing and bending, a reversing of the previous dance.
After a minute, the view with eyes open and closed was identical: the construct had reintegrated. She was back in her office, back at the university—she knew it in her bones. Still, to prove it absolutely, she operated the cubic door—she was getting adept at disengaging it—and stepped outside. Light from the stage lamps stung her eyes.
All right: She could return home whenever she wanted. Now it was time to explore.
She got back in, pulled the door into place, took a deep breath, and pressed the start button.
And the hypercube folded up around her once more.
19
Kyle entered his lab the next morning and took Cheetah out of Suspend mode.
“Morning, Dr. Graves.”
“Morning, Cheetah.” Kyle brought up his e-mail on another console.
Cheetah waited, perhaps anticipating a further comment from Kyle on his informal greeting. But then after a moment, he said, “I've been wondering, Dr. Graves. If you succeed in creating a quantum computer, how will that affect me?”
Kyle looked over at the mechanical eyes. “How do you mean?”
“Are you going to abandon the APE project?”
“I'm not going to have you dismantled, if that's what you mean.”
“But I will no longer be a priority, will I?”
Kyle considered how to respond. Finally, with a little shrug, he said, “No.”
“That is a mistake,” said Cheetah, his tone even.
Kyle let his gaze wander over the angled console. For a second, he expected to hear the sound of the door bolt locking shut. “Oh?” he said.
“You are missing the logical next step in quantum computing, which would be to press on into creating synthetic quantum consciousness.”
“Ah,” said Kyle. “The coveted SQC.” But then a memory came to him, and he lifted his eyebrows. “Oh—you mean Penrose and all that shit, right?”
“It is not shit, Dr. Graves. I know it has been two decades since Roger Penrose's ideas in this area have had much currency, but I have reviewed them and they make sense to me.”
In 1989, Penrose, a math prof at Oxford, published a book called The Emperor's New Mind. In it, he proposed that human consciousness was quantum mechanical in nature. At that time, though, he couldn't point to any part of the brain that might operate by quantum-mechanical principles. Kyle had started his studies at U of T just after that book came out; a lot of people were talking about it then, but Penrose's stance had seemed to Kyle just a wild assertion.
Then a few years later, an M.D. named Stuart Hameroff tracked Penrose down.
He'd identified precisely what Penrose needed: a portion of the brain's anatomy that seemed to operate quantum mechanically. Penrose elaborated on this in his 1994 book Shadows of the Mind.
“But Penrose was nuts,” said Kyle. “He and that other guy were proposing—what was it now?—some part of the cytoskeleton of cells as the actual site of consciousness.”
Cheetah lit his LEDs in a nod. “Microtubules, to be precise,” he said. “Each protein molecule in a microtubule has a slot in it, and a single free electron can slide to and fro in that slot.”
“Yeah, yeah, yeah,” said Kyle dismissively. “And an electron that can be in multiple positions is the classic quantum-mechanical example; it's possibly here, or possibly there, or possibly somewhere in between, and until you measure it, the wave front never collapses. But Cheetah, it's a big leap from finding some indeterminate electrons to explaining consciousness.”
“You're forgetting the full impact of Dr. Hameroff's contribution. He was an anesthesiologist, and he'd discovered that the action of gaseous anesthetics, such as halothane or ether, was to freeze the electrons in microtubules. With the electrons frozen in place, consciousness ceases; when the electrons are again free to be quantally indeterminate, consciousness resumes.”
Kyle raised his eyebrows. “Really?”
“Yes. The neural nets in the brain—the interconnections between neurons—are intact throughout, of course, but consciousness seems independent of them. In creating me, you accurately emulated the neural nets of a human brain, and yet I still don't pass the Turing test.” The same Alan Turning that Josh Huneker had idolized had proposed the definitive test for whether a computer was exhibiting true artificial intelligence: if, by examining its responses to whatever questions you cared to ask it, you couldn't tell that it wasn't really human, then it was indeed true AI; Cheetah's jokes, his solutions to moral quandaries, and more, constantly revealed his synthetic nature. “Ergo,” continued the voice from the speaker grille, “there is something else to being human besides neural nets.”
“But
, come on,” said Kyle. “Microtubules can't have anything to do with consciousness. I mean, they're hardly unique to the human brain. You find them in all kinds of cells, not just nerve tissue. And they're found in all kinds of life forms that have nothing like consciousness—worms, insects, bacteria.”
“Yes,” said Cheetah. “Many people dismissed Penrose's idea precisely because of that. But I think they were wrong to do so. Consciousness is clearly a very complex process—and complex processes don't evolve as a unit. Take feathers for flight as an example: They didn't spring full-blown from naked skin. Rather, they evolved from scales that had gradually become frayed to trap air for insulation. Consciousness would have to be similar; before it first emerged, there would already have to be in place ninety—plus percent of whatever was required for it to exist—meaning that its infrastructure would have to be both ubiquitous and useful for something else. In the case of micro—tubules, they serve important functions in giving cells shape and in pulling chromosome pairs apart during cell division.”
Kyle made an impressed face. “Interesting take. So what are you proposing? That my quantum computer is essentially an artificial equivalent of a microtubule?”
“Exactly. And by porting an APE such as myself to a general-purpose quantum computer, you'd be able to create something that really does have consciousness. You'd make the artificial-intelligence breakthrough you've been longing for.”
“Fascinating,” said Kyle.
“Indeed. So you see, you can't give up on me. Once you get your quantum computer working, it won't be long before you will have it in your power to grant me consciousness, enabling me to become human. . . or, perhaps, even more than human.”
Cheetah's lenses whirred, as if going out of focus while he contemplated the future.
20
Pressure shifts; stars before her eyes.
Then the walls of the construct receded again into nothingness, and Heather felt once more as though she were floating, her body invisible.
Below her, the strange ground curved away as if she were viewing an unknown part of Earth from a great height.