by Gene Brewer
“Oh, all right. He’s looking for his daughter.”
“But he doesn’t have a daughter!”
“That’s why he can’t find her!” He went for the door.
“Wait a minute—where are you going?”
“I don’t get paid for overtime.”
I called out: “Anything you can do for Frankie?” But he was already gone.
First thing next morning I called Chakraborty and then went looking for prot. On the way to the lounge I ran into Betty and told her what he had said about Bert. Her response was typical: “Prot is really something, isn’t he? Maybe you should give him an office and bring all the patients in to see him.”
“We’ve already considered that,” I told her resignedly. “But he doesn’t want the job.”
I found him in the lounge surrounded by his usual entourage, including Russell, who was now insisting that the end of the world was imminent. I asked them to let me speak to our alien friend for a moment. There was a lot of grumbling, but they finally backed away.
“Prot, Dr. Chakraborty is ready to take a little blood from you.”
“I shall returrrn,” he promised his followers. “Count Drrracula awaits in the crrrypt.” Without another word he headed for the door. I started to call out, but I realized he knew exactly where he was going. Suddenly I had the uncomfortable sensation of being surrounded. Someone said, “You’re trying to get rid of him, aren’t you?”
“Prot? Of course not.”
“You’re trying to drive him away. Everybody knows that.”
“No—I’m trying to get him to stay! For a while, at least....”
“Only as long as it takes to make Robert better. Then you want him to die.”
“I don’t want anyone to die.”
Russell shouted, “If you do not wake up I will come upon you like a thief, and you will not know the moment of my coming!” While everyone was pondering that pronouncement I made a hasty exit.
Giselle came in late that afternoon to report on prot’s meeting with the anthropologist and the rainforest chemist.
“First,” I said, “any sign of Robert?”
“Haven’t seen him since Labor Day.”
“Okay. Go on.”
“They turned out to be brother and sister. Hadn’t spoken in years. I don’t think they like each other much.”
“What did he tell them?”
“The chemist seemed suspicious of prot’s knowledge and abilities. He demanded to know the names of all the plants that produce natural products that could be used in the fight against AIDS.”
“And?”
“Prot just shook his head and said, ‘Why must you humans label everything a “fight”? The viruses mean you no malice. They’re programmed to survive, like everyone else.’”
“That sounds like him. What happened then?”
“He rephrased the question.”
“And did prot give him the information he wanted?”
“No, but he told him where to look for one.”
“Where?”
“Somewhere in southwestern Brazil. He even described the plant. It’s got big leaves and little yellow flowers. He said the natives call it ’otolo,’ which means ‘bitter.’ The chemist took this all down, but he still seemed skeptical until prot told him there was a substance good for certain kinds of heart arrhythmias in another plant found in the same region of Brazil. The guy knew all about that drug. In fact, he was one of its co-discoverers. He actually kissed prot’s hand. By then his time was up. He took off like a bat.”
“What about the anthropologist?”
“Prot told her there were probably several ‘missing links’ on Earth. She wanted to know where to find them.”
“Don’t they already know that?”
“Nope. They’re not in Africa.”
“Where, then?”
“He suggested she go to Mongolia.”
“Mongolia? How did they get from there to Africa?”
She gave me a look of protlike exasperation. “They didn’t have cars, Dr. B. They probably walked.”
“So I suppose she’s off to Mongolia?”
“She leaves next week.”
“You realize, of course, that it will be a long time before we know whether prot was right about any of these things.”
“No, it won’t. We know now.”
“How do we know that?”
“What does he have to do to prove to you that he knows what he’s talking about? Everything he’s told Dr. Flynn so far was right, wasn’t it?”
“Maybe. But savants like him only know what is already known. He can’t deduce something that nobody knows yet.”
“He’s not a savant. He’s from K-PAX.”
We had been through this before. I thanked her for the report and told her I had another favor to ask of her.
“Whatever you say, Dr. B.”
“We need to find out whether Bert had a daughter some time in the past. There’s no record of it, but maybe it got lost somehow, like Robert’s disappearance in ‘85 went into the books as a suicide.”
“I’ll get right on it. But first you’ll have to give me some information about him.”
I handed her a sheet from my yellow pad with all the pertinent data on it. Leaving a piney ghost behind, she was literally off and running. I only hoped she would be half as successful at this task as she had been in tracking down prot’s true identity five years earlier.
Right after she left, Klaus Villers came in. I thought he wanted to discuss one of his patients, or perhaps offer some pointed suggestions about one of mine, something he truly loves to do. Instead, he spent fifteen minutes stroking his goatee and telling me the story of Robin Hood. He wanted to know what I thought about the moral implications of that myth for present-day society. I told him I thought that people shouldn’t take the law into their own hands, but if they did they should be prepared to pay the consequences. Judging by the inflection of his grunts, I don’t think he liked that answer.
Session Twenty-five
The morning before Rob’s next session I sat in my office thinking about him and Sally. What could possibly have happened to preclude his having an intimate relationship with his wife-to-be, whom he dearly loved? Did the fact that she was carrying someone else’s child have anything to do with it?
Even under the best of circumstances, sex one of the most difficult things human beings have to deal with. Most of us learn about it piecemeal, on school playgrounds, in the streets, from movies or TV. Some get an introductory course from their father or mother, often in the form of a how-to manual obtained from the local library. Many parents are almost as ignorant about the subject as their children.
The best place to learn about sex, just as it is for every other subject, is the schools. But that idea has come under fire in recent years. The net result of this vacuum is, of course, that teenage pregnancy and venereal diseases are rampant in our society. The kids learn plenty about sex, but they learn it from each other.
My own introduction to this mysterious subject was somewhat less than informed. One hot August afternoon my mother went shopping, leaving Karen and me home alone. We were fourteen or fifteen at the time. We turned on the sprinkler and ran through the spray, back and forth until our shorts and T-shirts were sopping wet, and nearly transparent. Then we “accidentally” bumped into each other, one thing led to another, and—well, it’s the old story. Afterward, Karen was sure she was pregnant and I thought I was a rapist. We didn’t touch each other again for two years.
Yet, despite all the taboos and other obstacles, most of us manage, through trial and error at least, to find a satisfactory partner and, eventually, to enjoy a more or less successful sex life. Why not Rob?
Later that morning, Will, now back in school but still coming to MPI in his spare time to speak with Dustin and some of the other patients, stopped by my office to see if I wanted to go somewhere for lunch. Though I rarely do so, he and I went out to a nearby restaura
nt.
Knowing I should eat lightly or fall asleep later on, I decided on a cup of soup and a salad. Will, always a good eater, ordered substantially more.
We chatted for a while. Usually full of restless energy, he seemed withdrawn, nervous. He only picked at his food, claiming he wasn’t as hungry as he thought. I may not be the world’s greatest father, but even I could tell that something was bothering him, and I suspected what it might be: His girlfriend Dawn was pregnant. My own father, who lived through (and never forgot) the Depression, wouldn’t let me leave food on my plate; it’s a habit I’ve never been able to break. I scraped Will’s uneaten portions into my empty salad dish.
But his girlfriend wasn’t pregnant (as far as I knew). It was worse than that. He was having second thoughts about medical school! Not an unfamiliar topic to me, as I had dealt with similar misgivings thirty-five years earlier. And I had known other students who couldn’t take the pressure and finally dropped out. One had committed suicide. A few turned to drugs. This was what was worrying me—Will already had a drug problem.
As I gobbled his lunch, I told him about my own doubts when I was his age, that it was not unusual for a student, or even a doctor, to question his abilities, to feel overwhelmed at times by his awesome responsibility for the lives of his patients. But I also reminded him that it comes with the territory. That he, like all of us, will make mistakes. That no one is perfect and we can only do our best. And in his case, the best was quite good enough. Even prot had said so.
“Prot said that, Pop?”
“He says you’re going to be a fine doctor.”
“Well, if prot thinks so, maybe I can handle it after all.”
Though a bit envious that it had been prot’s remark, and none of my own, that had swayed his thoughts and lifted his spirits, I felt relieved that the problem seemed to have been resolved. Now he was hungry. Since I had eaten all of his food, he ordered something more. To keep him company, I had a rich dessert while we discussed Dustin and some of the other patients. Finally he pushed his plate away and took a sip of coffee.
I asked him whether he was finished. He nodded. Since he hadn’t eaten everything, I scraped the leftovers onto my dessert plate.
It was a wonderful lunch, the kind I never had a chance to have with my own father. But now I had to go back and try to be a good doctor, despite my own chronic misgivings, on a Friday afternoon and a very full stomach.
“Ah, cherries! No being can eat just one!”
“Prot! Where’s Robert?”
Slurp! Munch, munch, munch. “He’s taking the day off.”
“What do you mean, ‘He’s taking the day off?”
“He doesn’t want to talk to you today. Give him the weekend. He’ll come around.” Crunch, crunch. “Cherry?”
“No, thanks. Why would he be more willing to talk on Monday than today?”
“He needs to psych himself up for it.”
“We’re running out of time, prot.”
“Haven’t we been over this before? Trust me, doc. You can’t rush these things. Or would you rather blow your little whistle and put him back the way he was a month ago?”
“It’s that bad?”
“You’re getting into something he’s been trying to run away from for most of his life.”
“What is it? Do you know what happened to him?”
“Nope. He never told me.”
“Then how do you know—”
“I’ve been coming here since 1963, remember?”
“So what do we do now?”
“He’s almost ready to deal with it. Just give him a little more time.”
The only sound on the tape at this point was that of someone’s foot tapping, probably my own. “Prot?”
“What you want, kemo sabe?”
“Do you think he would feel more comfortable talking to you about it first?”
“I don’t know. Want me to ask him?”
“Please do.”
Prot gazed at the ceiling for a long moment. Unforgivably, I yawned. Ignoring this breach of etiquette, he exclaimed, “Well done, dr. b! He does want to tell me first. But he doesn’t want me to tell you. He wants to do it.”
“Will he tell you now?”
Prot threw up his hands in a now-familiar gesture of frustration. “Gene, gene, gene! How many times do I have to say this? He wants to do it on Monday. He’ll tell me that morning and you in the afternoon. I think it’s a pretty good deal, don’t you? My advice is to take it.”
“I’ll take it.”
“Good person.”
I gazed at him through heavy-lidded eyes as he energetically devoured a couple of pounds of cherries. “Well, we’ve got some time left,” I pointed out. “Maybe you would be willing to answer a few questions.”
“Anything. Except how to build better bombs or contaminate another PLANET.”
I didn’t ask him what he figured we’d contaminate it with. Instead, I pulled out my old list of questions, the ones I had brought to the Labor Day picnic but never got a chance to ask him. Of course I had certain ulterior motives for wanting to query him. Maybe he would say something that would give me a better insight into the workings of his (and Robert’s) unpredictable mind. “There are a few things you told me during your visit five years ago that I never followed up on. May I do so now?”
“I don’t think anything could stop you from asking your relentless questions, gino.”
“Thank you. I’ll take that as a compliment. By the way, some of these were sent to me by people who read K-PAX.”
“Hooray for them.”
“Ready?”
“Aim. Fire!”
“No need for sarcasm, prot. First, what does ‘K-PAX’ mean?”
He adopted a stiff, pompous demeanor before proceeding. “‘K’ is the highest class of PLANET, the last step in the evolutionary process, the point of perfect peace and stability. ‘PAX’ means ‘a place of purple plains and mountains.’”
“Because of your red and blue suns.”
He relaxed again. “Bingo!”
“So ‘B-TIK,’ what we call Earth, is the second lowest type?”
“Kee-reck. You don’t want to know about the ‘A’ category.”
“Why not?”
“Those are WORLDS already destroyed by their own inhabitants. Before that they were ‘B’s.”
“I see. And ‘TIK’ means—?”
“Beautiful blue water dotted with white clouds.”
“Ah, I get it.”
“I was beginning to wonder.”
“All right. What about Tersipion?”
“Oh, that’s what they call it. We call it F-SOG.”
“Okay. Tell me about some of the other beings you have come across. Like the giant insects on—ah—F-SOG, for example.”
“Use your imagination, doc. Anything you can think of, and a lot you can’t, exists somewhere. Remember that there are several billion inhabited planets and moons in our GALAXY alone, not to mention a comet or two. Your species can’t seem to imagine anything that doesn’t work pretty much the same as you do. Your ‘experts’ are always saying life is impossible somewhere or other because there isn’t any water or oxygen or whatever. Wake up and smell the hoobah!”
Paxo, I assumed, for coffee. I wished I had some. I thought of a former patient of mine, whom I called “Rip van Winkle.” Rip would fall asleep even during intercourse. “Let’s go on to some more general questions.”
“Uh—Eisenhower?”
“No, not him. You told me once that K-PAXians like to contemplate the possibility of traveling forward in time. Remember?”
“Of course.”
“Does that mean you can already go backward in time?”
“Not in the sense you mean it. Think—if beings could come back here from, say, EARTH year 2050, why haven’t they?”
“Maybe they have.”
“I don’t see any of them around, do you?”
“So traveling backward in time is imp
ossible?”
“Not at all. But maybe your future beings don’t want to come back here. Or,” he added pointedly, “maybe EARTH’s future is limited.”
“What about K-PAX? Is it crawling with beings back from the future?”
“Not as far as I know.”
“Does that mean—”
“Who knows?”
“All right. You once mentioned a ‘spatial fourth dimension.’ Have you ever seen it?”
“Once or twice.”
“So it exists?”
“Evidently. In fact, while I was back on K-PAX, I managed to stumble into it. It was wonderful—I’ve always wanted to do that.” He paused a moment to ponder the experience. “But I fell out again right away. It must have something to do with gravity.”
“Obviously. Okay, let’s come down to Earth for a minute.”
“Nice place to visit, but...”
“Cute. Now—you told me a long time ago that we humans were going ‘hell-bent after solar, wind, geothermal, and tidal energy without any thought whatsoever about the consequences.’ What did you mean by that?”
“Look. What happens when you dam up a river and steal its energy for your own devices? You flood everything in sight and the river becomes a trickle. So what do you think would happen if you had windmills all over your PLANET?”
“I don’t know. What?”
“Use your noggin! For one thing, your climate would be changed to the point where you would think you were on another WORLD. In fact, it’s already happening, haven’t you noticed? The floods, the droughts, the endless strings of tornadoes and hurricanes—you name it.”
“But we don’t have all that many windmills on Earth.”
“Exactly! And what’s going to happen when you have more and more? Not to mention screwing around with your tides and internal temperatures. In the meantime, you insist on burning up the last of your fossil fuels and wreaking havoc as if there were no tomorrow.”
“But prot—everything causes some pollution or effect on the environment. Until we figure out nuclear fusion, what are we going to use to heat our homes? Run our machines?”
“What, indeed?”
“So there’s no way to win?”
“You might try reducing your numbers by five or six billion.”