The calories and the run had helped clear his head, although he was still at a loss as to what to do next. He had no place to sleep, no plans, no computer, and couldn’t show his driver’s license anywhere – which would be a requirement at any hotel. And the credit cards were obviously unusable. The government had unknown powers of surveillance, and he wasn’t going to put them to the test. He’d overestimated his ability to remain anonymous once already, and he’d learned his lesson; a lesson that had presumably cost Todd his life, Lone Star their livelihood, Avalon his head, and him at least a hundred and fifty grand, his relationship, and potentially his life.
He retrieved his newly acquired cell from the bag, and dialed Stan using the calling card.
“Stan, it’s me. Don’t say anything. Today got much worse since we talked. I got back to the boat, and it had exploded and killed my boat-cleaning guy. It wasn’t an accident. And the place hosting the website burned to the ground this morning; supposedly an electrical fire, but I’ll bet it’s arson. People are dying, Stan.” Steven paused, waited for a response.
“Are you on a secure line? In a safe place?” Stan always approached things methodically.
“On a disposable cell, via a calling card.”
“Hang up and call me from a pay phone.”
“Done.”
He walked over to a public telephone on the far side of the strip mall, called his card’s 800 number, then dialed Stan.
“Stan, I’m on a pay phone.”
“What’s going on? Homeland doesn’t blow up boats and commit murder.” As always, Stan had hit the ground running, already piecing together the incongruities.
“I thought about that. I don’t know what to expect or believe anymore,” Steven said. “But I do know a friend is dead because someone thought he was me.”
“Presumably. We don’t know that for sure. But let’s assume you’re right. What are you thinking?”
“I need somewhere I can be anonymous now that I’m dead,” Steven said. “Someplace low profile to use as a base, where I’m not endangering anyone if I’m found. Any suggestions?”
“I’d offer to have you stay here, but that seems imprudent to say the least. I’ll go rent a room and pay in advance for a week at the Best Western down the street. I’ll leave the key somewhere you can find it. Call me when you get into town.”
Regardless of the apparent danger, Stan sounded like he was game to help, for which Steven was hugely grateful. Steven had hardly doubted it, but it was still good to hear that Stan would go to bat for him. The stakes had gone up considerably since morning, and he hadn’t been completely certain he could count on Stan’s continued good humor.
Steven had another, bigger request, and he needed to make it sooner rather than later.
“Stan, I also need a foreign passport, preferably in a different name.”
The line went quiet; he could almost hear Stan thinking.
“Well,” Stan finally said, “there’s no law against an American citizen having dual citizenship, so no problem there. The issue is one of time, expense, and logistics. Let me nose around and see what’s available. A formal name change could take a while; that might be a problem…and I don’t think you want to wait the eight to twelve weeks a front door program from Dominica or such would take – nor the scrutiny through Interpol. I’ll put out some feelers and have more info tomorrow, although that could be a sticking point. Since 9-11 many doors for second citizenship programs have closed. But not to worry, where there's a will and cash, there's always a way.” He paused. “Anything else?”
“No…but, Stan…thanks for going to the mat for me.”
“Call me when you get here.”
“I don’t have a car,” Steven explained. “It’s in the lot with the boat. I figured it was best to leave it there – another dead-end.”
“Take a cab to the Denny’s off the freeway in San Juan Capistrano, then switch to a different taxi company and catch it at one of the bars a few blocks away in town – then take it to the Sandbar cafe in Carlsbad. It's just at the bottom of the hill from the motel. Are you good on cash?” Stan asked.
“For now. I’ll be there in a few hours.”
Steven hung up. He was lucky to have Stan. As an asset protection attorney, Stan was well versed in second citizenship programs, offshore banking, and a myriad of other specialized topics. There weren’t many people he could ask to procure a new passport or citizenship on a rush basis and expect results. Stan would come through for him, no matter what it took. It might be difficult, or expensive, or both, but he would find a way. That was sort of what he did; made things happen.
He called a cab company, to be told there’d be a car there in fifteen minutes. He was on his way. Strange how he’d gone from inhabiting a comfortable house, owning a boat, a car, possessions of all shapes and sizes, to a man with a duffel bag and a cell phone. He felt uneasy, but unusually free. Maybe the whole ‘passport, credit card and travel bag’ lifestyle had merit. If the world’s most powerful government and parties unknown weren't trying to find and kill him it would almost be an enlightening adventure.
He crossed the street and waited for his cab.
It took the best part of an hour to reach San Juan Capistrano, where he dutifully called another cab company and waited for the taxi’s arrival in front of a biker bar a block from the restaurant. The crowd inside was loud and rowdy, and he could hear a chorus of male shouting and cursing over the din of a jukebox cranking out southern rock tunes. It was amazing to him that in the quintessential epicenter of prosperous suburbia a roadhouse straight out of central casting could flourish. It just showed you that you never knew what you were missing, just moments from where you'd spent much of your life. After ten minutes of watching poorly muffled Harleys pulling into the bar's lot, he saw car headlights approaching from the freeway, and the second cab pulled to the curb. Steven got into the car and gave the address of the cafe in Carlsbad. Tonight really was the driver’s lucky night; it was at least an easy forty-dollar fare.
They drove south in mutual silence. The driver spent most of the drive on his cell phone, speaking in a foreign tongue with someone he alternated being frustrated, angry, and delighted with. Probably a wife or girlfriend, Steven though; being on the night shift had to be pretty lonely and boring. When they reached the cafe, Steven paid the driver in cash. Once on the sidewalk, he dialed Stan’s number.
“Stan. I’m here.”
“The key’s in a red planter a couple of feet away from your room. Number 202. It’s not the Ritz, but it’s large enough so you won’t be noticed if you keep a low profile. I threw a six pack of soda and some granola bars in the room in case you want a snack.”
Steven smiled to himself; Stan loved granola bars, and assumed everyone else did as well. “Thanks again, Stan. I’ll call tomorrow.”
Steven kept alert as he sauntered up to the motel and located the colorful planter and key. He did a quick scan of the doors, and quickly found his room. Once inside, he flopped on the bed and thought for several minutes about the day’s events and the items needing attention tomorrow. His body was still pulsing with nervous energy from his flight from the boat, so he decided to put it to use by compiling a to-do list. He fumbled in the bedside end-table until he found a pen and a few sheets of hotel stationary, which he carried over to the small teak desk. As he sat staring blankly at the sheets of paper, wondering where to even start, the reality of his predicament threatened to overwhelm him with a sense of helpless despair. Yeah, it's a bitch, Steven, but you don't have the luxury of falling apart, do you, so better get busy, his inner voice commanded. It was true. The time for regret or recriminations was past. He'd have to be proactive, and throwing a pity party wasn't on the agenda. His brain focused on the task at hand, and he began making notes.
He needed to get a laptop and a car, convert watches into cash, let Peter know what had happened, get into contact with the Group and give them a heads up, and figure out how to get the site
back up and a server set in place without alerting his adversaries that he was alive. And buy some clothes.
That made for a full agenda.
Steven checked his watch; one in the morning. Too late to call Peter, or do any of the rest of it. Still restless, he counted his cash. Sixty-five hundred dollars. Figure a grand, worst case, for the laptop by the time he was done, and two grand or thereabouts for a beater car. Five hundred for miscellaneous BS. That left him a few grand. Pretty thin.
He needed to sell at least one of the watches in the next few days. The Patek 3970 was probably worth a hundred thousand, which meant he could probably get eighty thousand from a dealer, but that was a hard piece to move quickly. The 3940 was worth half that, and the platinum Rolex would bring twenty on a fire sale. That gave him a lot of firepower in terms of value. He decided to sell the 3940, as that way he could carry maximum cash value on his wrist with the 3970, and have an easy-to-sell piece with the Rolex if he ran into another bind; portability would be critical if he was going to stay mobile.
He didn’t know how long it would take to get the ATM card, but he wanted to have options, and cash bought options. Steven was okay wearing the 3970, as it looked like an ‘old man watch’ according to Jennifer, and didn’t shout big money to the average person. It was just a yellow metal watch on a strap, low profile, discreet. He didn’t need attention at the moment.
Any. At all.
Feeling slightly better about his future, he collapsed onto the mattress and was out cold within three minutes.
Chapter 18
Steven was awakened by the roar of a leaf blower a few yards from his window. Momentarily disoriented, he looked around, trying to get his bearings. Then he remembered. The motel. Todd dead. On the lam.
He lay back. So it wasn’t just a bad dream. That would have been too easy.
He went into the bathroom to rinse himself back to life, then threw on a new shirt and yesterday’s pants. No time for a run today. It was already 8 a.m.. He’d grab breakfast at the restaurant down the hill and take a walk into town. There’d inevitably be an area where cars were parked with For Sale signs on them, and this close to the border he’d likely encounter quite a few inexpensive clunkers; the trick would be to find one that ran well enough so he didn’t wind up broken down on the freeway, chatting with the Highway Patrol – that would be compromising, to say the least.
While unpacking his clothes and putting them into the drawers he found several of his CD-ROMs. A bit of luck – finally. He’d backed up the website on them recently, so it was still uploadable; he’d totally forgotten about stuffing them into the duffel in his rush out the door.
His spirits rose. Not a bad start to the day. He stuck the wad of hundred dollar bills into his front pocket, checking that it didn’t make a noticeable bulge.
Snagging his list from last night, he grabbed his cell phone and room key and headed for the restaurant at the bottom of the hill. He dialed Peter’s number as he made his way down the drive. An unknown voice answered the phone. He hung up, redialed the number. Same voice picked up.
“Hello,” said the voice, older female, probably seventies.
“Hello, I’m trying to reach the Valentine residence.”
“This is it. May I help you?”
“Um, yes, I’m trying to reach Peter. Is he there?” Steven asked. Strange. Maybe a neighbor was watching the house while they were off on an impromptu vacation?
“Who’s calling?”
Now this was a problem. Maybe nothing, but he was getting that feeling in his stomach again.
“Tell him Rich Guy is on the phone.”
“One moment, please.”
Several minutes went by, making him increasingly uneasy. What the hell was going on here?
Then Penny’s voice came on the line. “Oh God, Steven. He’s dead, Steven, Peter’s dead…” Her voice broke in anguish as she spoke the awful words. Her sobs of sorrow twisted Steven’s gut.
“Penny, stop. What happened?” No. This can’t be real. It has to be a nightmare. He bit his tongue, tasted blood with the numbed-out pain. God, it was really happening…
Penny’s voice cut him deep a she sobbed out the anguished account. “He...last night...went out to meet somebody...didn’t say who...I got a call two hours later...a car hit him...hit-and-run...someone saw a dark SUV. Oh God, Steven, he’s dead...”
“I’m so sorry, Penny.” Words were completely inadequate at moments like this. Inside, his devastation swelled, threatening to become an all-encompassing primal scream. Peter dead. Impossible. It wasn’t supposed to be like this.
“I’m so, so sorry. Is there anything I can do?” His words echoed stark and empty in his reeling mind. Is there anything that I, dead-guy-running-from-the-law-and-who-knows-what-else, can do for you, who have just lost your lifelong mate and are no doubt in shock, not to mention also facing an empty future of loneliness? Do the questions get any more insipid?
“No. I know he loved you. He would have done anything for you.” She choked up again.
He closed his eyes. “And I loved him. And you, Penny.” He struggled for more words, but none would come.
“I need to go now, Steven. I’m not doing so great. I’ll call and let you know when the service will be.”
Shit. He had to tell her. He struggled momentarily with alternative explanations, but realized that only the truth would excuse him for missing the funeral – even though the truth would likely burden her more.
He swallowed his grief. “Penny, I know you’ve been through a lot, but you need to listen to me. I can’t come for the service. I’m in trouble with some bad guys who are making my life complicated. It’s not good, and I don’t know when I’ll be able to get out there next.”
“...I don’t understand...trouble? What kind of trouble? Are you all right?”
The worry in her voice increased his remorse.
“Penny, it’s hard to talk about. You’ve known me forever. You have to trust me on this. If anyone asks, you haven’t talked to me. Not for weeks. And if anyone calls you or comes to see you, no matter what they say, you haven’t heard from me. Even if you hear stories about me being dead. I’m not, but you have to play along. I wish I could say more, and I wish I didn’t have to do this now, with Peter...”
“Peter told me you were involved in something that might be dangerous. He seemed agitated the last week. I know he was worried about you, even though he tried to pretend nothing was wrong. Steven, how bad is it?” Even in her grief, Penny wasn’t stupid. You couldn’t be married to Peter forty-plus years and not hear the stories.
“It’s bad. Very bad. Bad enough so I can’t come out to see you. Bad enough so you haven’t heard from me. I’ll call you in the next few days and tell you what I can, once I know more. But you have to do this for me. Promise me. Please?” Steven implored.
“Oh God, Steven. I...all right, if you say so. But be careful. I can’t lose any more men in my life. I know Peter had times when he couldn’t talk about what was going on with his work, so I’m used to that. But I don’t like it.” She paused. “When will you call again?”
“Soon as I can, Penny. I love you.”
“I love you, too. Be careful. I’ll pray for you.”
The woman who answered the call came back on the line. “She’s having a really rough time right now. I’m staying with her for the next day or so. I’m Nora, I live next door. And you are…?
“Steve...Steve Radcliff. One of Peter’s friends from New York. I’m sorry to hear about the accident. He was too young.” Steven disconnected.
He was standing in the middle of the sloping driveway between the motel and the restaurant, staring at his phone like it had bitten him.
A horn honked behind him, making him jump. A pickup truck was trying to exit the motel. Steven stepped to the side and got a glare from a burly guy wearing a confederate cap; no doubt one of his new neighbors.
As he sat at a booth in the almost empty restaurant his mind
raced. Peter had been run down, his life ended in a few seconds as steel intersected with flesh in a no-contest exchange, which meant from a pragmatic standpoint, any help or info from Peter’s sources within the FBI or at the other agencies he’d had clout with were effectively terminated. So now he was left with only his cyber connections and Stan for support and any investigative requirements.
His thoughts were interrupted by the waitress, who not unexpectedly wanted to take his order. He nodded yes to coffee and asked her for a few more moments. After the news about Peter, his appetite had deserted him.
Steven’s mind went back to times during his youth Peter had been there to steer him the right way. He remembered his dad’s death, unexpected and mercifully quick. Peter by the side of the hospital bed with Steven’s mom and Penny, Steven sitting in the corner of the room, not completely comprehending what was happening. The day before, his father had been walking around, laughing, joking with him; then suddenly he’d been through emergency surgery and was a pale shell, the doctor cautioning that he’d lost a lot of blood before they’d gotten the aneurysm, and that his outlook was poor.
Peter had been there the entire time, and had acted as an anchor for the family after his dad succumbed to the trauma.
Peter took him to the first dojo he’d ever seen, encouraging his interest in martial arts and introducing him to his first teacher, Sensei Fujiko-San. It was Peter who provided the impetus to keep working at his skills when his motivation lagged or he became discouraged. Peter always in attendance during competitions or sparring bouts.
All through his developing years, Peter was there. High school graduation. Moving into his first apartment. Advising him to join the Marines, see the world, develop some character. Loaning him money when things got unexpectedly tight.
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