"what do You mean?"
"What specific or general thing do I have to know that will enable me to locate it?"
She stood up slowly and thoughtfully and went off to take her shower. I knew it was an emotional strain for her. She was trying to wipe every memory of that period out of her mind. And now I was forcing her to remember. They would be tangled memories, filtered through alcohol.
Suddenly she came racing into the lounge.
She wore one of my big blue towels in sarong fashion, and had a white towel wrapped around her head. Her face looked narrow and intent. Her features looked more pointed.
"That last trip," she said. 'I don't know if it will help. We stopped at some sort of a boat yard in Miami. I can't even remember the name. Something about a new generator. He kept complaining about the noise the generator made. They took up the hatches and got down in the bilge and did a lot of measuring.
The man said it would take a long time to get the one Junior Allen wanted. It made him angry. But he ordered it anyway. He left a down payment on it. He ordered some kind of new model that had just been introduced."
She sat beside me and we looked at the Yellow Pages. She ran a slender fingertip down the listings. She stopped. 'That's it. That's the one."
Robinson-Rand, down below Dinner Key, off the Ingraham Highway. Shipyard, storage. No job too large, no job too small, 'Maybe it hasn't come in yet,' she said in a thin little voice. She shivered. 'I'm scared, Trav. I hope it came in and he got it and went away. I hope you never find him."
I had bought Lois a lunch and sent her back to the houseboat. I parked Miss Agnes in Robinson-Rand's sizable lot. Even in the summer doldrums, it was a brisk place. Their storage areas looked full. They had long rows of covered slips, and two big in and out structures for small craft. The shop areas were in big steel buildings. Saws and welding torches and power tools were in operation, even on a Saturday afternoon, but I could guess it was only a skeleton crew working. They had a lot of big cradles and hoists, slips and ways. The office area was built against one end of one of the shop buildings, near a truck dock.
There was one girl working in the office, a plump, impersonal redhead with one eye aimed slightly off center.
"We're not really open,' she said.
"I just wanted to check on a generator that was ordered, find out if it has come in yet."
She sighed as though I had asked her to hike to Duluth. 'Who placed the order?" Sigh.
"A. A. Allen."
She got up and went over to a bank of file cabinets. She began rifling through cards. 'For the Play Pen?" Sigh.
"That's right."
She took the card out and frowned at it. 'Ordered June second. That's a Kohler 6.5A-23.
Goodness, it should be in by now."
"Doesn't it say on the card?"
"No, it doesn't say on the card. Sigh. "All I can tell from the card is that it hasn't been delivered or installed." Sigh.
"Does the card say who handled the order?"
"Of course the card says who handled the order." Sigh. 'Mr. Wicker. He isn't here today."
"Joe Wicker?"
"No. Howard Wicker. But people call him Hack."
"Do you keep a running list of the boats you have in?"
"Of course we keep a running list of the boats we have in." Sigh. 'Down at the dock office."
"Of course you keep a running list of the boats you have in. Down at the dock office.
Thanks a lot."
She looked momentarily disconcerted. 'Excuse me. The air conditioning isn't working right. And the phone keeps ringing. And people keep coming here." Sigh.
"I'm sorry too. Be of good cheer, Red."
She smiled and winked the crooked eye and went back to her gunfire typing.
I phoned the only listing for a Howard Wicker from a chilly saloon. A very small child answered and said, "Hello." No matter what I said, it kept saying hello. I kept asking it to get its daddy and it kept saying hello, and I began to feel like Shelley Berman. Then the child gave a sudden howl of anguish and a woman with a tense exasperated voice came on the line.
Hack was out in the yard. Hold the line.
The child came back on and started giving me the hello again. Tearfully.
"Yes?" Wicker said.
"Sorry to bother you on your day off. I understand you installed a Kohler 6.5A-23 on a forty-foot Stadel custom, and I'd like to know how it worked out."
"What? Oh. I don't know what you mean. It's a good rig. if there's room for it, and you don't hit over a second thousand watt peak demand, it's going to be okay, isn't it?"
"I mean noise and vibration and so on."
"It's quiet enough for that rating. You're asking about a boat called the Play Pen?"
"I think that's the name."
"We got the generator in last Monday or Tuesday, and it hasn't been installed yet.
They've phoned in a few times asking about it.
I expect they'll phone in again this week. Then bring the boat around and we'll put it in. You want to see how the job goes, I could let you know. What have you got now?"
"An old Samson 1OKW diesel. Manual and noisy. And big."
"it would depend on peak load, if you could get along with less."
I told him I would appreciate it if he'd give me a ring when the appointment with the Play Pen was set up. A collect call in Lauderdale. He wrote the number down and said he would.
"It won't be too long, will it?" I asked. "The Play Pen is in the area?"
"Far as I know. He knows it's due about now..
I drove back through late afternoon heat.
The world darkened, turned to a poisonous green, and somebody pulled the chain. Water roared down the chute. Rose-colored lightning webbed down. Water bounced knee high, silver in the green premature dusk, and I found a place to pull off out of the way and let the fools gnash each other's chrome and tin-work, fattening the body shops, busying the adjustors, clogging the circuit court calendars. The sign of the times is the imaginary whiplash injury.
Miss Agnes squatted, docile under the roar of rain, and I tried to pull Junior Allen into focus. Like , the most untidy little hoodlum knocking over a Friendly Bob Adams Loan Office, he was on a short rein. Or reign. In these documented times, where we walk lopsided from the weight of identifications, only the most clever and controlled man can hope to exist long on a hijacked fortune. And Junior Allen was a felon. Maybe he was clever, but certainly not controlled. Returning to Candle Key to rape and corrupt the lonely woman who found him distasteful had been foolish. Bashing Cathy had been idiotic. Showing gems to the little Haitian bitch had been the act of a careless, overconfident man. He was a swaggering sailor with money in his pocket, and if he kept on being careless, neither he nor the money could last very long. Viewed in that light, his luck was impressive. His victims, thus far, had kept their mouths shut. Perhaps his present victim, whoever she might be, might not be so obliging. And I might not have very much time.
A sulphur sun pierced the gloom, and the rain stopped and I drove to the hospital. She could look at me out of both eyes now, and the shape of her mouth looked more familiar.
Chook had brought her a pretty new robe.
With the nurse's permission, she moved from the bed into a wheel chair, and I pushed her to the sun room at the end of the corridor.
"Tomorrow I can go home," she said.
I moved a chair closer to her. Old bruises turn green and yellow. The old swelling kept her brown eyes pinched small. 'Maybe I'm going to catch up with him soon, Cathy."
"What are you going to do?"
"Play it by ear."
"I'd like it fine if you could kill him some way you wouldn't get into trouble about it."
"I didn't know you were so savage about it."
"Savage? I'm not savage about it at all. The way that man does you, he's better dead. I was plain foolish, Trav. Even after everything, I was still hoping. You know? He'd find out it was best he should be back wi
th me. Now Wasn't that dumb? I couldn't even let myself know that was what I was wishing on. Then when he taken me and hammering me there in the dark, nobody to hear, not caring if he killed me dead, that killed it for good. I saw his face once when he'd spun me toward the palm tree lights, and he was smiling."
"Had he come looking for you?"
"He didn't say."
"Do you think he did?"
"I think it was just accident. There aren't so many places with a summer show, and a man roving around could come there and be as surprised as I was to see him. Trav, you be careful getting near him. He's mean as anything you like to find in a swamp."
"I'll be careful."
"I have the feeling he's not long for this world, and I don't want him taking you with him when he goes. I think when they had him locked away for five years, something went wrong with him. Something stopped. Something other people have. And he's sly. He must have tricked my daddy, and my daddy was real sly hisself, they say." She stared thoughtfully at me. 'I- guess you have to be a sly man too. Your face doesn't show much. But go careful with him, like as if he's a snake." I got back to the Busted Flush at six-thirty.
The rain had washed the sunset time to a lambent beauty. A fine east wind had driven the bug life inland. Scores of little groups were cocktailing aboard their craft, lazy-talking, working themselves into Saturday night. Buddy Dow, hired skipper of a big lunker owned by an insurance company in Atlanta, had enlisted two recruits and was despairingly in need of more. He tried to enlist me, and I paused for a moment to say no politely. He had them primed. A plain hello was a comedy line that set them all giggling. What Buddy calls the dog-ratio ran pleasantly low on this group. I had the feeling that if I got too close, greedy secretarial hands would haul me aboard, kicking and screaming. They all work toward a memorable vacation.
I went on along to my broad scow, and for a time it seemed as if she wasn't going to unlock it and let me inside. When she did, she went running to the couch and threw herself face down, rigid.
"What's the matter with you?"
An agony had blanched and dwindled her face. "He's here,' she whispered.
"Junior Allen?"
"He saw me."
She was too upset to be very coherent, but I got it all out of her. She had gone down to the marine supply place to look for some kind of a small present for me. Just to give me a present. And she had wandered out onto the gas dock just beyond the offices and the tall control tower for the marina. And the Play Pen had been there, gassing up. Junior Allen had straightened up, stared at her, grinned at her, and she had fled.
"He didn't follow you?"
"No. I don't think so."
"Was he alone?"
. No."
"Who was with him?"
"I don't know. Young people. Three or four.
I don't know. All I could see was him."
"What time was all this?"
A-about quarter after five, I think."
WILLY LAZEER is an acquaintance. His teeth and his feet hurt. He hates the climate, the Power Squadron, t le government and his wi e.
The vast load of hate has left him numbed rather than bitter. In appearance, it is as though somebody bleached Sinatra, skinned him, and made Willy wear him.
I knew he was off at six, and I knew it took him an hour of beer to insulate him against going home, and I knew where he would be loading up. I sat beside him at the bar. He gave me a mild, dim glance of recognition. His hour was almost up. I prodded his memory.
"Play Pen. Play Pen. Sure, I seen that today..
"Forty-foot Stadel custom, white topsides, gray hull, blue line. Skippered by a rugged brown guy with white curly hair and small blue eyes and a big smile."
"So?"
"I was wondering where he's docked!
"How should I know, McGee? How the hell should I know?"
"But you do remember him?"
"He paid cash."
"Stopped a little after five?"
"So?"
"What kind of people did he have aboard, Willy?"
"Smart-ass kids."
"Tourists, college kids?"
He stared through me for a moment. 'I knew one of them."
"One of the kids?"
"What the hell are we talking about? One of the kids. Yes. You know over the bridge on the right there, past where they're building is a place called Charlie Char-Broil."
"I know the place."
"I seen her there as a waitress. Young kid.
They got their names on little badges. Hers is a funny one. Deeleen. I ain't seen her there a couple months. How come I remember her, she got snotly with me one time, bringing me the wrong order."
It was as far as he could go with it.
I went back to Lois. She had a glass of hour bon that looked like a glass of iced coffee. Her smile was loose and wet and her eyes didn't track. I took it away from her and took her into her stateroom. She made little tired singing sounds and lurched heavily against me. I tipped her onto the bed and took her shoes off. In three minutes she was snoring.
I locked up and went off on a Deeleen hunt.
Charlie Char-Broil smelled of burned grease, and she didn't work there any more.
But a friend named Marianne did, a pretty girl except for a rabbit mouth she couldn't quite manage to close. Nineteen, I guessed. Once she was convinced I wasn't a cop, she joined me in a back booth.
"Dee, she got fired from here when they changed the manager. The way it was, she did anything she damn pleased, you know? The manager we had, he was all the time taking her back in the storeroom, and finely somebody told the company. I told her it was the wrong way to act. She had a couple other jobs and they didn't last and I don't see her much any more. I did see her. But, I don't know, some things can get too rough, you know what I mean? Fun is fun, but it gets too rough. What I found out, on a blind date she got for me, geez, it was a guy like could be my father, you know? And there was a hell of a fight and I found out she took money from him for me to show up. I ask her what she thinks I am anyhow. I think she's going to get in bad trouble, and I don't want to be around, you know."
"Where does she live?"
"Unless she's moved-she moves a lotshe's in the Citrus Inn. It's up like opposite Deerfield Beach, kind of an apartment-hotel kind of thing, sort of old and cruddy. In ZA up there, with a girl named Corry, that's where she was last I knew, getting her unemployment."
That was all the time she could spend with me. She slid out of the booth, patting at the blue and white skirt of her nylon uniform. She seemed to hear the total effect of her own words, and looked a little disconcerted. She was a strong-bodied girl whose rather long neck and small head made her look more delicately constructed than she was. Her fine silky hair was a soft brown with bleached streaks.
"Don't get me wrong about Deeleen,' she said.
"I don't want you should think I'm trine to cut her up. The thing is, she had an unhappy love affair when she was just a kid."
"How old is she now?"
"Oh, she's twenty now." She hesitated. She was obligated to end our little chat with a stylized flourish. The way it's done in serial television. So she wet her little bunny mouth, sleepied her eyes, widened her nostrils, patted her hair, arched her back, stood canted and hip-shot, huskied her voice and said, 'See you aroun', huh?"
"Sure, Marianne. Sure."
Bless them all, the forlorn little rabbits. They are the displaced persons of our emotional culture. They are ravenous for romance, yet settle for what they call making out. Their futile, acne-pitted men drift out of high school into a world so surfeited with unskilled labor there is competition for bag-boy jobs in the supermarkets. They yearn for security, but all they can have is what they make for themselves, chattering little flocks of them in the restaurants and stores, talking of style and adornment, dreaming of the terribly sincere stranger who will come along and lift them out of the gypsy life of the two-bit tip and the unemployment, cut a tall cake with them, swell th
em up with sassy babies, and guide them master-fully into the shoal water of the electrified house where everybody brushes after every meal. But most of the wistful rabbits marry their unskilled men, and keep right on working. And discover the end of the dream. They have been taught that if you are sunny, cheery, sincere, group-adjusted, popular, the world is yours, including barbecue pits, charge plates, diaper service, percale sheets, friends for dinner, washer-dryer combinations, color slides of the kiddies on the home projector, and eternal whimsical romance-with crinkly smiles and Rock Hudson dialogue. So they all come smiling and confident and unskilled into a technician's world, and in a few years they learn that it is all going to be grinding and brutal and hateful and precarious. These are the slums of the heart. Bless the bunnies.
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