by Chelle Bliss
“Joe.” She moaned as I pushed deeper inside, her back arching off the table. She pulled on the restraints, trying to touch me, but she was trapped.
“Just lie there. I want to remind you who owns your body.”
“You do.” Her reply was swift.
“I do. Look at me, Suzy.” I paused with my dick deep inside of her, swirling my hips to hit the one spot she loved. “Who owns mine?”
“I do,” she said, gasping for air when my hips switched motion. “Oh God.”
“That’s right, sugar. You like that, don’t you, dirty girl?” Resting my hands on her thighs, I spread her wide and gave myself more access…deeper penetration.
She grunted, bearing down on my cock, and gasped, “I do.”
At this rate, I knew I wouldn’t last long. I could count the number of times I’d been inside her the last few months on one hand. It was time to take matters into my own hands and get her off quickly before I let myself come. Leaning over her, I grabbed the small bullet vibrator that I brought from home off the tray.
When I turned it on and placed it against her clit, her entire body jolted. Her legs strained against the restraints and she tried to straighten her legs, but it was no use. I wasn’t letting her out, and I wasn’t about to stop. She didn’t really want me to either.
“Don’t stop!” she moaned, her hands contorting at her sides as her body grew rigid and her pussy clamped down against my cock.
I grunted, unable to form words. I was lost in the pleasure of her beautiful pussy and craving the release I so badly needed. As I thrust deep inside of her, over and over again, her body began to shake and glisten in the light. When she started to suck in air in short, quick intervals, I knew she was about to come. Just as her mouth fell open and she held her breath, I let myself sink into the blissful abyss of ecstasy.
Collapsing on top of her, I had reached…heaven.
Life is Stranger than Fiction
Suzy
After we dressed and talked for a little while, we finally left the room. Before we walked out, I’d had an image of what Hedonism looked like in my head, but it was completely and utterly wrong.
It was nothing like I’d read in my books. There were no dungeons or dark corridors that led to salacious sex rooms. There were private rooms where couples could play. I had just had one of the best orgasms of my life inside one to prove it.
Hedonism was more like a nightclub, with the loud music, women dancing on pedestals in the middle of the room without any clothing, and a bar in the middle of the room. “This is it?” I looked up at him after I took it all in.
“Yeah, babe. Your books are bullshit.”
“But… But…I pictured it differently.” Where were the whips and chains, the St. Andrew’s crosses, and the rest? There had to be more. “I refuse to believe this is it. There’s no way this place is just a nightclub with private rooms for screwing.” My eyes roamed over every inch of the space and honed in on Izzy, sitting at the bar with James. I grabbed Joe’s hand, dragging him with me, and headed straight for her.
“Hey,” Izzy said with the biggest smile when she saw me.
“Listen, this can’t be all there is.” I pushed back the few strands of hair that had settled on my shoulder. “I’ve been listening to you talk about this place for years. I’m a little let down, Izzy.”
“That’s on another level.” She pointed down and smirked. “Jimmy and I rarely come up here. This is for the more vanilla crowd that just likes to watch.”
Peering over my shoulder, I saw James and Joe giving each other that look…like I was asking for trouble. “Watch what?”
“Have you looked around?”
“Well, no.” I rolled my wedding band with my thumb.
“Just look, Suzy.” She pointed toward a dark area in the corner. A crowd had gathered, but I couldn’t see a thing. “May I?” she asked James, and it caught me so off guard that my head snapped in her direction.
“Yes, you may.” James had a different demeanor in this space. He wasn’t the sweet, playful man I had grown to love. There was a presence to him. Something had shifted between them inside this building. Izzy had explained their relationship to me many times. I’d read enough about Dominance and submission, but I could never picture Izzy being able to submit to anyone…even James.
“Come on.” She yanked on my hand and led me toward the group in the corner. She leaned in, speaking quietly in my ear. “Look.”
My eyes followed hers. On the other side of the crowd, there was a couple lying on a bed, surrounded by sheer curtains. But they weren’t having a drink. They were fucking each other’s brains out with everyone watching in fascination. The man had her on all fours and was pounding into her so hard I wondered how she’d be able to walk when it was over. We used to fuck like that, but with kids, it became not as common.
“That’s enough for you,” Izzy said and touched my arm. “Breathe, little Suzy.”
“Shut up, Iz. Give me a minute.” I was transfixed by the rhythm of the music and the movement of their bodies… It was like watching the best porn in the world.
“I never would have taken you for a watcher.” She bumped her hip into mine and chuckled softly.
I batted her away and took a step closer, shutting out the world. I don’t know how long I stood there watching before there was a tap on my shoulder. “Let’s go, sugar. That’s enough for you tonight.”
“But, Joe, do you see this?” I pointed toward the man still pounding into her like a beast. I didn’t know what he was on, but there was no way any human could screw as much for as long as he did without dying.
“I do.” Joe shook his head but smiled. He wasn’t judging me, and I wasn’t embarrassed at my gawking either. “Do you want to see the other floor?”
My head snapped up, forgetting all about the sex scene in front of me. I felt like a kid at Christmas. “Really?”
“Izzy and James got us a visitor’s pass. We’re only able to watch and can’t participate in any way.”
“That’s okay.” I leaped into his arms out of sheer excitement. “This is the best day I’ve had in a long, long time, baby.”
“I knew you were a freak, princess.”
“You did this to me.” I nuzzled my nose against his before peppering his face with kisses.
Izzy and James approached, and my mouth gaped open bigger than it had been before. Izzy had her collar on, which she never took off, but this time, there was a leash attached to it.
“What the what?” I whispered in Joe’s ear.
“Don’t ask. I’m going against everything I believe in to get you to see the club. Don’t remind me of what she looks like.”
“But she has a—”
“I know.” Joe turned with me still clinging to his body. My eyes fell back on the couple on the bed and the beast of a man still thrusting into her with Herculean effort.
“Sorry about this, Joe,” James said, unable to look him in the eye. “There are rules on that floor. Izzy’s my sub and has to either crawl at my side or be leashed.”
Joe’s jaw tightened. “Let’s not talk about it. We’re ready.”
I inched down Joe’s body and turned to face Izzy. She didn’t look like the scary, kick-ass girl I knew. She looked like a woman under the thumb of her Master and completely in love. I kind of envied her. She gave herself to James. I had given myself in a way to Joe, but he didn’t truly own me. Not in the same way James did Izzy.
* * *
I stared up and watched the fan as it rotated, casting shadows against the ceiling. My mind was still filled with the images from the club. It was everything I dreamed and more.
“Did you like tonight?” Joe asked from my side.
I turned and took in the beauty that was my husband. “I did. It was just so…” My voice trailed off because I couldn’t put into words exactly how I felt.
“I know.” He sighed and pulled my body closer. “Do you want to go there again?”
; I bit my lip because the thought of it secretly gave me a thrill. But when I walked out of the doors at Hedonism, I said good-bye and knew I’d never step foot inside there again. “No. It was a fun night, but I don’t think it’s a place I could go again.”
He propped himself up on one arm and stared down at me, his eyebrows drawn downward. “Why? I could tell it turned you on.”
I swallowed down my momentary embarrassment because Joe knew I had a kinky side to me. “It’s just not my scene. I love reading about it, and seeing it once was amazing, but it’s not someplace I want to go on a regular basis. It’s not me, Joe.” My fingers found his face as I traced the line of his jaw. “It’s not us.”
“We can be anything we want. All I want is for you to be happy. I’ll do anything to make that happen.”
I smiled up at him, more in love than I think I ever had been. “I’d rather not go there. I can never be your sub. Although I like you being bossy in the bedroom and when we role-play, I’m not ready to have sex in front of strangers.”
“Thank fuck,” he groaned, smashing his lips into mine. “I don’t want to beat the fuck out of someone for staring at your body. I don’t know how James fucking does it.”
“Different strokes for different folks.” I giggled because I said stroke and instantly forgot my age. “Actually, I don’t want anyone to see your perfect body. I’m not into sharing you, love.”
He hovered above me, staring into my eyes with lust. “Although, I regret not following through on my plan now.”
“Tonight was perfect.” Though his plan—based on the items on the tray—would’ve been amazing, I realized sometimes things were better left imagined than realized.
“Are you sure? I can get James to get us back inside.”
I shook my head and looped my arms around his neck. “All I want is you. Nothing else. Nothing more.”
He smiled down at me with softened eyes. “How did your last appointment go? We haven’t had time to talk about it.”
“Really good. I know I was pissed when you wanted me to go talk with her, but she really helped.”
“I can tell she helped you with everything. It’s just nice to have my sugar back.”
“I was always here. Just a little lost for a while.”
He crawled between my legs, settling his body weight on top of me. “I’ll always be there to rescue you, my love. No matter what happens, I’ll be there to catch you when you fall.”
“I’d never expect anything less.” Wrapping my legs around his waist, I could feel his hardness against my middle. I kissed him, drowning in him for a little while.
Joe had tried to make my fantasies come true tonight. But the thing he hadn’t realized was I already lived them. The day I met him, everything in my life changed. Never did I imagine having a man like him and three beautiful children. Life was perfect. Months ago, I didn’t feel that way.
I’d felt like I was spiraling down a black abyss without an end and unable to have the happiness touch me. After many therapy sessions and lots of love from my husband, I felt like I was finally able to see the little joys in life.
My children were beautiful and healthy, my husband was as devoted and loving as ever, and I couldn’t ask for more.
Full House
Joe
“We’re here!” I yelled when we walked through the front door of my parents’ house on Sunday afternoon. Each hand held a baby carrier with sleeping bundles of joy, while Suzy walked hand in hand with Gigi.
“Gigi!” Lily screeched from the living room and came barreling into the foyer to usher her away.
Sundays had become harder the larger the family grew. Babies weren’t as portable as one would think. So instead of doing it every week, we’d changed to biweekly for the sake of our sanity.
“Let me take Ro,” Suzy said and grabbed her carrier from my hands just as Rose’s eyes opened.
“I’m going to put Lu down in the other room where it’s quiet so she can sleep a little longer.”
I headed to the den, which was now more like a nursery with the influx of babies in the family. If I didn’t know better, I’d think my mom put something in the sauce each week to have us reproducing at breakneck speed.
When I opened the door, James was sitting in the rocking chair, holding Trace—their newest addition—and feeding him a bottle. Izzy found out she was pregnant just after we announced the twins. I don’t know who she pissed off upstairs, but they gave her another boy. James was over the moon about it and Izzy was too, but she craved a girl so badly that I almost felt sorry for her. She deserved a girl—someone to drive her as crazy as she drove us—a cute little spitfire who matched her propensity for getting into trouble and stirring up a shitstorm
“Hey, buddy.” James smiled at me, giving me his familiar chin lift. “Was afraid I wouldn’t see you here today.”
“Why?” Placing Lu near the bed, I sat down and stared at her while I enjoyed the last moments of peace I’d probably have the entire day.
“Just thought you and Suzy would take the weekend to reconnect.”
I couldn’t hold in my laughter. “If we reconnected any more this weekend, my dick would probably snap clear off.”
“That good, huh? You guys going to come back?” He looked hopeful, but the thought of seeing my sister as his submissive again made me want to hurl.
“Suzy said she had a great time but it’s not her scene.”
“I get it. At least you gave it a shot.”
“I’d do anything for that woman.”
“Not to change the subject, but Thomas and I need to leave early today. We have some business to take care of before shit gets out of hand.”
My eyebrows shot up. “What’s up?”
James laid Trace on the bed behind me, asleep and in a milk coma. “He asked me not to say, but I’ll tell you when we know more. Shit isn’t good, but hopefully we’re wrong.”
“Fuck,” I groaned and rubbed the back of my neck. “I thought things had been too damn quiet.”
“Don’t tell Suzy. They’ll all start talking and ask too many questions. It’s best to wait until they’re apart.”
“Gotcha.” Suddenly the smell of meatballs and sauce didn’t have my stomach churning out of hunger, but out of angst over what Thomas had to discuss.
I checked on Lu one last time before we closed the door behind us and headed into the living room. “Where are the ladies?” James asked as he took a seat on the couch next to Thomas.
“Kitchen.” Thomas pointed over his shoulder. “Did you tell him?” he whispered.
“Tell him what?” Izzy asked, walking back into the room so quietly that neither of them heard her.
“Nothing. Man shit, babe.” James tried to cover his tracks. “Some things are best as a surprise.”
Izzy wrapped her arms around his neck, standing with her chest to his back as she leaned over the couch. “Some of us don’t like surprises, Jimmy.” Her hands groped his chest through his shirt. “Especially me.”
James looked to me for the rescue, but I sat down across from him and kept my mouth shut. There was no way in hell I was getting involved and becoming the subject of Izzy’s questioning.
Thomas peered over his shoulder at Iz. “I need their help with something. Nothing major, sis. Just need a little muscle.”
“Uh-huh.” Izzy eyed him cautiously but let the subject drop. “Dinner will be ready in five.”
All the guys in the room stared at the television and waited for her to get out of earshot.
“You dumbass. You almost blew it.” Thomas elbowed James in the ribs.
James scrubbed his hand across his face. “Fuck, I didn’t hear her come up behind me.”
“No more talking about it. Just come when we call.” Thomas’s eyes scanned the room as he waited for silent acknowledgment of his statement from each of us. “I’ll give Morgan a heads-up since he couldn’t make it tonight.”
“How’s Morgan anyway?” I asked because I ha
dn’t seen him in weeks.
“Good, just busy with Race and the new business. Their weekends are sucked up with the track and getting everything working like a well-oiled machine.”
“Good for them,” Anthony finally joined the conversation after putting his phone down. “Max is going to have my balls when we meet for leaving her at night with the kids.”
“Want me to talk to her? You know she has a thing for me.” Mike laughed and flexed his muscles, kissing each bicep.
“Dinner!” Mia yelled from the kitchen and saved Mike from getting a punch in the face from Anthony.
“Lucky son of a bitch,” Anthony grumbled when he walked past Mike and headed toward the dining room.
Just as I was about to follow, I heard Lu start to wail from the den. Turning on my heels, I went to grab her before taking my seat.
“Hey, princess,” I said when I reached down into the carrier and scooped her into my arms. “Couldn’t wait ten more minutes for Daddy to have dinner?” She cooed and lifted her leg, her hands finding her feet and playing with her toes.
Suzy walked in, carrying a sleeping Ro in her arms. “We can swap them out. Let me just put her down and I’ll grab Lu from you.”
“Babe, I got her. You just relax at dinner and eat. I’ll hold her in my lap.”
Suzy gave me a lazy smile after she set the baby in the carrier. “Have I told you lately how much I love you?”
“Every day.” Moving to her side, I grabbed her hand and gave it a little squeeze before leading us into the dining room.
“Sal, we’re going to need a bigger house.” Mom gave Pop the eyes, which usually earned her anything she wanted, but typically, her requests were small.
“Someday, Mar. If these kids keep having babies like they’re trying to repopulate the world, we’ll have no choice but to get a bigger place.” Pop laughed before he scooped the biggest heap of pasta onto his plate.