List of Characters
The Masters
Ariel Masters
Emory Masters
Rainey Masters
Glory Masters
The Connelly’s
Dillon Connelly
Willow Connelly
Eric Connelly
Emory Masters’ Boyfriend
Marcus Thompson
The James’ Brothers
Carson
Levi
(Tic’s biological, and patched brothers)
Special Appearances from the Rage Ryders
Wasp
Sadistic (Tic)
Ashton
Kori
Kids
Devon
Shyann
Marcus’ firehouse co-workers
Chief
Jensen
Sam
Jacob
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Index
Blurb
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Epilogue
About the Author
Where to find Author
Sneak peek
Blurb
Emory
Emory Masters has a life she loves, working with her sisters in their tattoo parlor. Helping people find the thing that will allow them to show their artistic side makes her smile. And then there’s Marcus. A long-standing admiration for one another has turned into something more…maybe love?
Marcus
Marcus Thompson, a local firefighter, has had Emory in his sights for a long time now and when they finally begin dating, he thinks his life is complete. But lately, Emory has been distant and pushing him away. When he follows her one day, he finds out the reason behind her reticence to take their relationship to the next level.
Will Emory’s news bring them closer or tear them apart? And can Ariel and Rainey handle not knowing what’s happening? Or will Emory wipe it all away and give herself a…clean slate.
Prologue
Emory
With heartbreak comes fear…
A few months back…
I’m sitting in my doctor’s office for the second time for a stomach bug that just won’t seem to go away. I’ve had so many vials of blood taken that I’m becoming to feel like a victim of Dracula himself.
“Emory, sorry to keep you waiting for so long, how are you feeling today?”
“Still feeling a bit off, Dr. Stevenson. I have the never-ending stomach bug it seems.”
“I see, can you tell me a bit more about your symptoms?”
“I’ve been running a fever off and on, I am fatigued, and my bones ache down to the marrow.”
“Emory, I’ve run every test I can think of, what worries me is your white blood cell count. I’m worried with what I’m seeing that you may have a form of Leukemia.”
“Wh…what kind of Leukemia?” Being a certified nurse, I know a little about the different types.
“I’m not sure, I can’t even say for certain that this is what you have. I’m just not finding anything else in your lab work that says you have anything different. I want you to schedule an appointment with an oncologist. There’s a doctor that’s two hours away, but he’s the best and I’d feel more comfortable if he was to see you and find out one way or another if my suspicions are true.”
“Shouldn’t we wait until the rest of my bloodwork comes back?”
“I don’t want to wait that long, just in case.”
“Oh, okay…” What else is there to say?
“My nurse is setting you up an appointment as we speak, if you’ll go out into the waiting room and wait on her she’ll have your information on his location and a date and time.”
“Thank you, Dr. Stevenson,” I say as I grab my things and go out into the waiting room to wait for my appointment information.
Leukemia, it’s such a dirty thought that keeps running a continuous loop through my head. This cannot be happening to me.
“Emory Masters,” I hear my name called and get up and make my way up to the counter.
“Yes,” I say as I sit my purse on the counter.
“Hello, dear, we’ve got your appointment scheduled with Dr. Tremaine. It is next month on the twelfth at ten-thirty a.m.”
“Is it okay to wait that long?” I ask her.
“Dr. Tremaine wants all of your labs and copies of the x-rays we did on your chest last month. He wants time to review your charts before you come for you visit. If he feels that you need to be seen sooner, he’ll have his nurse call you and schedule an appointment at that time. Emory, dear,” she says, stopping me when I turn to leave. “At this time, this is Dr. Stevenson being overly cautious, this may turn out to be something completely different. Keep your head up and don’t stop living life, take every moment you have and enjoy it.”
“Thank you,” I say as I turn and walk out the door.
I get home and the first thing I do is fire up my laptop and research every sight I can find on Leukemia.
According to my online research, Leukemia is cancer of the body's blood-forming tissues, including the bone marrow and the lymphatic system. Many types of leukemia exist. Some forms of leukemia are more common in children. Other forms of leukemia occur mostly in adults. Leukemia usually involves the white blood cells. Your white blood cells are potent infection fighters—they normally grow and divide in an orderly way, as your body needs them. But in people with leukemia, the bone marrow produces abnormal white blood cells, which don't function properly. Treatment for leukemia can be complex—depending on the type of leukemia and other factors. But there are strategies and resources that can help to make your treatment successful.
Leukemia symptoms vary, depending on the type of leukemia. Common leukemia signs and symptoms include:
Fever or chills
Persistent fatigue, weakness
Frequent or severe infections
Losing weight without trying
Swollen lymph nodes, enlarged liver or spleen
Easy bleeding or bruising
Recurrent nosebleed
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Tiny red spots in your skin (petechia)
Excessive sweating, especially at night
Bone pain or tenderness
I slam the lid on my laptop down and cry uncontrollably while sitting on my living room couch. I make a decision, I will not tell anyone about this. I refuse to put my family through this. I just can’t do that to them. Then a thought hits me out of the blue…Marcus! I can’t tie him down to me, he’ll want to care for me and stick to me like glue. I’ll be the charity case that he has to stand by and fix. I’m not that woman, I’m strong and can do this…alone.
Fuck you, google! I don’t like your results.
Chapter 1
Marcus
Never give up on the one you love…
It’s been three months since Ariel’s stalker, who also happened to be Dillon’s father, was caught. They had their son, little Devon, who is the center of attention these days when we get together. Em has been acting a bit off lately, she’s trying to push me away. She always has excuses of why we can’t get together and disappeared the other day and didn’t answer my calls or text messages. She has another thing coming if she thinks I’ll just disappear. I will find out what is going on with my woman, and then we’ll fix it, together.
“Marcus, we need to talk,” she says to me and I do not like the tone in her voice. Getting ready for the hammer to drop, I turn and face her as we sit on the couch together. I finally got a hold of her and got her to agree to come over to dinner, but I had to go to her shop before that happened.
“What do we need to talk about, baby, the way you’ve been avoiding me or is it something else?”
“That’s not fair, Marcus, I’ve had a lot going on.”
“Tell me what that would be, Emory,” I say to her, hoping she’ll open up.
“That is not what I want to talk about.”
“Then tell me?”
“This, us, it isn’t working for me anymore.” Well, she’s going to have to do better than that if she wants me to go away.
“And why would that be, Em?” I’m going to make her work for this.
“There isn’t a specific reason,” she says with tears in her eyes. This tells me that she doesn’t want to end us, but something has her running scared.
“You’re going to have to give me one…just one reason, Em.” She looks at me and I can see how upset she’s becoming, but I’m not backing down from this conversation. She needs to own up to her reasons.
“I’m not doing this with you, Marcus, it’s over, move on,” she says attempting to get up and move away from me. I grab her arm and pull her onto the couch next to me. I turn her around and force her to face me. She turns her head and looks down into her lap. I grab her chin and tilt her head up, forcing her to look into my eyes. If she’s going to break my heart, she’s going to do it the right way.
“Look at me, Em. What’s going on with you, baby? I know you love me so there’s something you’re not telling me, isn’t there?”
“Please, Marcus,” she whispers, “don’t force me to do this. I’m not ready,” she whispers out but not low enough that I don’t catch every hiccup between words.
“I’m not letting you walk out that door,” I say pointing to the front door, “until you tell me what your trying to hide from me.”
“I’m not ready,” she says closing her eyes.
“Emory, I love you. Please don’t do this,” I all but beg of her.
“I don’t have a choice, Marcus. Goodbye,” she says. This time I let her leave. I flop back onto the couch and say a silent prayer that I will be able to salvage my relationship with the love of my life. Determination sets in and I decide if she won’t tell me, I’ll force her hand. I pick up the phone and make a phone call, there’s one person I know who can set up an intervention and I firmly believe Em needs one.
“Hello?” Glory answers the phone.
“Glory, we have a problem.” And I tell her about Emory breaking up with me and inform her that I think that something’s wrong and we need to get to the bottom of it. Glory is living with Em since her house caught fire, so she’s the closest to her other than the fact that she’s Emory’s mom.
“Well, guess I’ll do a little snooping on my end, we’ll figure it out, Marcus. I don’t think we need to do an intervention just yet, let’s let her come to her senses all on her own. She loves you, Marcus, I know she does because she’s told me.”
“Okay, Glory, just as long as you know I’m not going to sit back and take this lying down. I will figure out what’s going on with her.”
“I understand and would expect nothing else, young man.” We hang up the phone and I’m more determined than ever to discover her secrets. Because she’s keeping one from me, and I have a feeling it’s a big one.
Emory
I had this big speech planned out on how I was going to break up with Marcus. It didn’t go as I planned, but I still cut him loose. There’s no way I’m going to force him to stay with me. I could possibly die, and he needs to move on and find someone to love, someone healthy and not someone he’ll have to take care of while she lies in a bed and her life dwindles as the days go by. My wish is for him to have the family he’s always wanted. To have someone who is capable and able to give him those children he keeps speaking to me about. I want those kids, but right now my health is in question, and I won’t have a baby to only leave that child at some point in time. I wouldn’t see said child graduate, get married or have children of their own. He deserves that and much more, and I’m not sure I can give that to him, so I do what I always do, and take care of the ones I love. This time by letting go of the one person who means everything to me in my life. I have an appointment in the morning with my oncologist, who’s done his own labs and tests. Tomorrow I get those results. I don’t want to go through it alone, but what choice do I have? I can’t do that to my mother, sisters or even Marcus…they deserve more. I wait until I’m in the house, have told my mother goodnight and am in the shower before I let my breakdown happen.
“God, Marcus, I’m so sorry, I love you so much.” I slide down the shower wall and sit on the bottom of the tub. I cry for what feels like hours, my fingers are pruned, and my eyes are swollen. I get up and get out then make my way to my bed. I barely dry off let alone put on clothes before I pull my sheets back and crawl into my bed. I cry myself to sleep, knowing tomorrow is going to be an emotionally draining day for me.
I wake the next morning, with light shining brightly through my window. Even with the blinds drawn, the Texas sun is glaring and causes me to hold my hand over my eyes. They are sensitive from my bout of crying the night before. I get up and get dressed, no make-up today since I’m sure I’ll be shedding more tears. I throw my hair up in a ponytail and that’s as much effort as I’m willing to put into my dark locks. I look into the mirror and notice my normally bright blue eyes look dull and lifeless. I say a prayer that things won’t be as bad as I suspect and walk out of my room, I grab my keys, wallet and phone and make it out the door without even having to see my mom. I climb in the car and start my two-hour long travel to the doctor’s office. I’m so lost in my thoughts, that I don’t even notice the car trailing behind me.
Marcus
I watch as my woman walks lifeless out to her car and gets in. I don’t know what possessed me to get up at the ass crack of dawn and wait on her down her street. My need to know she was okay was consistently playing in my head. I didn’t get an ounce of sleep last night, I laid in bed and tossed and turned with all different types of scenarios playing in my head. I decide to follow her—the drive is long, and I watch as she wipes tear after tear away from her face using her hand.
“Where are we going, baby?” I ask, knowing I won’t get an answer. My worry for her increases with each turn we take, she’s crying harder now. I can literally see her shoulders shaking up and down, I’m assuming we’re coming closer to our destination. When we turn into a parking lot my heart drops, the building in front of us
says, ‘Texas Oncology Institute’ and all I can think is, “Oh no, not my baby girl, please, not her.” I pull in beside her and she’s so lost in her train of thought that she doesn’t even notice me next to her. I get out of my car and round the rear end and head straight for her door. I open it and she looks up with wide eyes but melts in her seat when she notices it’s me.
“Marcus, what on earth? What are you doing here?” I don’t lie to her, never have and I never will.
“I followed you, I knew something was up with you and whatever it was, I wanted to be here for you.”
“Marcus, you should go home.”
“No, I’m not leaving you. Are you going in that building?” I stupidly ask since there’s nothing else around us.
“Yes.”
“Why?”
“Can we not talk about this right now?” she asks me.
“Fine, but I’m coming in with you, and I’m going in when you speak to the doctor.” I tell her, and I mean it. She will not fight me on this.
“Marcus…” I cut her off.
“We’re not discussing this, it’s happening.”
“I want to do this alone.”
“But you’re not alone, Emory, you never will be,” I tell her helping her from the car. “Let’s do this,” I say holding her hand and following her lead. We go up the elevator and stop on the tenth floor. I stoically follow her into suite number 1010 and sit in a chair while she signs in. I have a feeling this is a day that will be ingrained into my memory for the rest of my life.
“I’m sorry, Emory,” the doctor tells her. “I wish I had better news, but you have a form of leukemia called positive chronic myeloid leukemia.”
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