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by David Gascoyne


  One into the other pass, and crowds with flags

  Rush over them, and clouds like acrobats

  Swing on an invisible trapeze.

  The light like a sharpened pencil

  Writes histories of darkness on the wall,

  While walls fall inwards, septic wounds

  Burst open like sewn mouths, and rain

  Eternally descends through planetary space.

  We ask: Whence comes this light?

  Whence comes the rain, the planetary

  Silences, these aqueous monograms

  Of our unique and isolated selves?

  Only a dusty statue lifts and drops its hand …

  p. 1934

  SPECULATION

  By marking off this footstep from that

  And various other efficiencies of the day

  One can easily dismiss the mind’s insistence

  As to direction, one can protect

  The suspicious eye by diversion from the

  Horizon’s symmetrical doom, its carefully

  Draped clouds, patterned stain, the rain

  Coming in curtains of downward arrows, not

  Yet felt upon the skin.

  Though one must hear

  Distant thunder, when the alert attention

  Is drawn away from its visible manifesto

  That can mean not omen, not cannon.

  Can mean bold perhaps music or heavy

  Traffic of increased commerce or crass

  Stupid bodies’ collapse of those we loathed.

  Shortly the arriving rain will lay a chill

  Finger on the unprepared skin, then up-

  ward focused eye, annoyed at disturbance will

  Appreciate storm’s reality, appreciating

  Folly past not fully, thinking Here’s a

  Splendid show, what grandeur Nature in this mood

  Displays! gazing around in idiot wonder till

  The sudden lightning shatters skulls,

  Melts bones, coagulates all blood.

  p. 1934

  SONNET

  Progressing forward to the backward gates

  With frequent conquests followed by despairs,

  Divided thus and so the Soul repairs

  Not to the tabernacle carved with dates

  And stuffy with death-quiet, where there waits

  Some chance of rediffusion, where a hand

  Rises in blessing over this fast land,

  But to null vacuum, as the wind states.

  Or are there pastures somewhere off the track

  Patterned with light of This and shade of That

  Where pain and pleasure both alike fall flat …

  The pilgrimage is weary and the heart

  Ticks not so fast as at the giddy start.

  Has not the hour arrived for turning back?

  p. 1934

  THEY SPOKE OF A NEW CITY

  And they spoke of a new city, a new order

  And as it were a new race of men who

  Shared all one with another and thought

  The same thoughts, to live there where

  There was a new architecture which meant

  Clean buildings light and ribbed strongly with

  Steel, for theirs was the steel age, the age

  Of machines (day and night throbbing and

  Electricity always burning). One could

  Imagine the muscular bare arms of the men

  Moving like pistons, and the strange lights and

  The streets and the marching, the plain food,

  The stone vistas. One could imagine it all

  Clear as a film when they spoke of

  Revolution and the proletariat and of

  Russia. To them the words of Lenin were

  More beautiful than any poem. And they had

  An incorrigible dialectic to bind together their

  Images of flags and tools and workers’ unions. But

  It seemed that this new city they spoke of

  (Using an image) was to them only a

  Utopia, or an escape for their minds from the

  Dirty fly-blown offices where they worked,

  The grey towns and the hard set faces

  Of their ordinary neighbours, from the hard

  Times and the narrow ways, because it was

  Sordid to them to be working for only

  Wages.

  These young have the power, though, driven

  By desperation and disgust, to carve upon the

  Future that lies like an untouched jewel before them,

  As a triumphant insignia marking the commencement

  Of an epoch, the realisation of their dream.

  p. 1934

  THE ROOTS OF EVIL

  The roots of evil in the depths of silence

  The silently boiling sea dissolves the rocks

  And a depraved star takes root

  On the foreheads of those whose days are numbered

  Out of the black sack leaps the livid crime

  A boneless cudgel with a blinding eye.

  The roots of evil in the swollen landscape

  The bright landscape of fountains and green dresses

  Penetrating the rich sod of fallen fruit

  Where foaming monsters gorge in the succulent mire

  Poison the source of the sources and springs

  The web of sweet waters enclosing its fields.

  Pluck the roots from the flaming carapace

  Pluck the hotel’s roots from the burglar’s alarum

  Pluck the androgynous calumny from the midst of the tuppeny crabs

  And the water will boil in the frozen jungle

  The brainless acolyte will rush into the jungle

  And the herds will come home.

  p. 1934

  GERMINAL

  In a manner of speaking

  I should in that manner indicate

  That which has processed through my skull

  Yesterday entering at the eyes and ears

  Issuing tomorrow from the mouth

  The marvellous is yet unborn

  In the Manor of the Tongue

  Seed fallen until now on stony ground

  Spoken then

  An announcement of future marvels.

  p. 1935

  GNU OPAQUE

  No more resistance

  No letters this morning

  Tomorrow will be a fine day

  Screeds of such blossomings

  Should fill each lenten interval

  Lobster-clawed love should diminish

  On the roads leading to all countries

  Famine veers away

  They said maritime provinces

  N or M

  It isn’t easy to see in this light

  And night writes no replies

  p. 1934

  MARROW

  O talisman and all the rest

  Where is the teeming myriad gone

  I seem to see a mushroom growing upon the globe

  Women are often spectral

  They often walk down the street like banjos

  Their eyes are often no more than mere scraps of paper

  Incandescent mutability

  Decrees that emotion goes early to bed

  Metallic starshine of the mood

  Indicates losing breath

  Losing head and heart

  In the shopwindows of the wind

  Like watercress

  Until I wear the close chaplet

  There will be no more time for tears.

  p. 1935

  BAPTISM

  Have had enough barbarity

  But enough too of illusion

  Dreams of peace

  Walking in the water

  Or upon it

  With wet fingers on the brow

  And sombre eyes turned upwards

  No longer expectant but prepared

  Have had enough of was …

  Statement:

  If you are
with us you are red.

  p. 1935

  FUTURE REFERENCE

  The roof-garden was full of strangled flowers

  Full of stones like feet and feet like fronds

  There was a still pool in the garden’s eye

  But now there is no more time to see

  How in the unanimously carried vote of censure

  There could be even a vestige of saltpetre

  How could there be a voice talking in the annexe

  How could there be a machine to reproduce trees

  And if all these questions remain unanswered

  It is not the fault of the cheese-mites

  Those dainty creatures with fleur-de-lys on their breasts

  No it is not my fault if the ovens get cold

  Nor yours if the blades of the swords get warm

  My little dog has folds of skin round his arse

  That worry him all day long

  My little Jesus my little Jesus what pretty curls you’ve got

  What pretty pansies you wear in your seething hair

  And if the oppressive odour of gelatine gets too much for you

  Under your eyes will appear a whole hornets’ nest

  To tickle your weeping glands.

  But stay but stay you have not yet learnt to fly

  You cannot climb stairs without chains round your knees

  Nor will the sky descend to kiss you

  Till every aquarium under the sun is broken

  And duets are danced no more in the holes in the sand

  For colossal fruits are about to fall from the trees

  And every child in the world will be able to bite their pink flesh

  A colossal thigh covered with veins

  Is the monument to be raised on the seaswept shore

  To all who have lost their lives in pursuit of a dream.

  w.1935, p.1985

  MAN’S LIFE IS THIS MEAT

  (1936)

  THE CHARIOT

  At sound of heaven cracking, stars collide.

  From trembling atmosphere such forms condense

  As earth has never gazed upon before:

  A chariot with horses, wheels immense.

  The hills declare a prodigy, amazed

  They wreathe the charioteer with omens proud.

  He rushes through them utt’ring wildest cries,

  Spurs on the horses, drives into a cloud.

  The sea envisages huge wheels of flame,

  Engulfs the mariner who only craves

  Such vision of a violent sudden death.

  The chariot crashes on between the waves.

  In vain the firmament postpones its doom:

  Its orbs disintegrate with hollow roar,

  The chariot grinds their debris into dust

  And rides into the infinite once more.

  c. 1936

  THE COLD RENUNCIATORY BEAUTY

  The cold renunciatory beauty of those who would die

  to hide their love from scornful fingers of the drab

  is not that which glistens like wing or leaf in eyes

  of erotic statues standing breast to chest

  on high and open mountainside.

  Complex draws tighter like a steel wire mesh

  about the awkward bodies of those born under shame,

  striping the tender flesh with blood like tears

  flowing; their love they dare not name;

  Each is divided by desire and fear.

  The young sons of the hopeless blind shall strike

  matches in the marble corridor and find

  their bodies cool and white as the stone walls,

  and shall embrace, emerging like mingled springs

  on to the height to face the fearless sun.

  c. 1936

  LIGHT OF THE SUN OVER ARCTIC REGIONS

  Light of the sun over arctic regions

  Presides, striking the sides of icebergs

  With slanting oblique rays, setting

  The opaque snow translucently aglow,

  Illumining blocks sedate in indigo depths.

  There the unending fields of frost are blown

  Upon by the harsh desolate blast;

  The sun lacks warmth; alone at last

  With wind from beyond, night from above and below,

  Snow’s light is negative, white equals black.

  On the heart’s bitter winter shines love’s face.

  Breaking, a berg groans response;

  A facet’s radiance, a moment’s melting

  Are answer. Soon gone is the sun.

  The frigid heart feels death’s wind only.

  p. 1934

  MORNING DISSERTATION

  Wakening, peering through eye-windows, uncurious, not amazed,

  Balance the day, know you lie there, think: I’m on earth.

  Remember death walks in the daylight, and life still through filter seeps,

  While you will remain unchanged, perhaps, throughout the day.

  Time like an urgent finger moves across the chart,

  But you are you, Time is not yours alone,

  You are but one dot on the complex diagram.

  Then are you a star, a nucleus, centre of moving points?

  Are you a rock-crumb, broken from cliff, alone?

  Or are you the point of a greater star, moving in unison?

  If you are isolate, only a self, then petrify there where you stand;

  Destinies crumble and bodies run down, the single sconces burn out,

  But you are complete if without you completion is lacking,

  Then you burn with the perfect light and are Time’s bodyman.

  p. 1933

  THE UNATTAINED

  On the evening of a day on the threshold of Summer,

  Before the full blast of vertiginous Summer, I flung

  This foursquare body down upon the crumpled ground,

  Moist with a dew-like sweat; and on all sides heard

  The ceaseless clicking and fret of insect swarms;

  I felt energy drain from these limbs spread cruciform,

  Dribble away like sap from crushed bracken’s veins;

  Felt this my heaviness upon acid-green grass and sand,

  Under the passive sky, becoming magnetic as stone;

  And my lids slid down over eyes fanned by coloured winds.

  And fierce desires swelled up from out my quiet:

  To pierce through this flesh outwards, to embrace

  The eternal blue, against my nostrils to smother

  The fragrant cotton of the clouds; to feel beneath

  Impatient soles of feet the grinding grit

  Of gravel, the sharp sides of stones; and without end

  Against the eyeballs’ skin to press fresh images,

  To lave in the swift stream of forms these avid eyes:

  By passion suspended, hands stretched out, gnawed

  From within, O how and to where could I pass?

  Not within facile grasp swings that unattainable globe:

  Though to catch an echo of the spheres’ music these ears strain

  And nostrils yearn for the rich scent of flame and of blood,

  Hands strive clumsily phantom’s ambiguous flesh to caress,

  In vain the inward divinity batters against the gates,

  Kicking against the pricks until the urgent spirit breaks.

  Hourly the ocean, World’s clock, smashes against the cliffs;

  And savage relentless Time shreds onwards through the skull,

  Whispers: ‘Come home, only Death burns out there’. And I know

  That this is my body, my cell, and I am alone and prone.

  p. 1934

  REINTEGRATION

  After a plenitude of defeat, a load of sorrow.

  Forget your coward victories, your crown of thorns,

  And send the sulky eye-witness away;

  Block out that solitary figure, the proud

  Indomitable one. Hack down the heavy
black

  Statue. And because you can only remember

  The darkest days of defeat, your weariness,

  Because you can see but death’s sinister finger

  Always pointing to the shadowed wall,

  Raise no more gloomy monuments, or build

  A more transparent wall.

  And listen

  To the rich voice like flute-voice breaking

  Suddenly from the white marble larynx;

  Sunlight breaking suddenly upon the naked torso

  Like the rustling down of a flimsy dress.

  Listening, join proud singing with the voice,

  As the sound of an inland sea now freed,

  Smashing its winter cage of ice and rushing

  With liquid arms and hands of foam uplifted

  Across the frozen lands toward the outer seas.

  p. 1934

  NO SOLUTION

  Above and below

  The roll of days spread out like a cloth

  Days engraved on everyone’s forehead

  Yesterday folding Tomorrow opening

  Today like a horse without a rider

  Today a drop of water falling into a lake

  Today a white light above and below

  A fan of days held in a virgin hand

  A burning taper burning paper

  And you can turn back no longer

  No longer stand still

  The words of poems curling among the ashes

  Hieroglyphics of larger despairs than ours.

  c. 1936

  DIRECT RESPONSE

  The four elements are sitting at the table

  There is a shipwreck on the sands

  A warm hand in the mist

  Flowers turn colour in the mist

  Without moving

  Sensitive needle at the extremity of breathing

  What can you etch upon the eyes’ quick web?

  Up to your middle in the dewy grass

  Whose profile can you sketch upon their filmy screen?

  I have long forgotten why I am young

  A bird’s blue shadow trembles on my breasts

  A bird’s song blossoms from the water

  Till my neck bends back in a curve like stone

  And I am neither white nor warm nor cold

  c. 1936

  THE LAST HEAD

  In the warm sand-coloured room at the end of the watery road

 

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