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by David Gascoyne


  And indeed it is as regular as clockwork

  Demonstrating the variability of the weather

  Or denying the existence of manu altogether

  For after all why should love resemble a cushion

  Why should the stumbling-block float up towards the ceiling

  And in our attic it is always said

  That this is a sombre country the wettest place on earth

  And then there is the problem of living to be considered

  With its vast pink parachutes full of underdone mutton

  Its tableaux of the archbishops dressed in their underwear

  Have you ever paused to consider why grass is green

  Yes greener at least it is said than the man in the moon

  Which is why

  The linen of flat countries basks in the tropical sun

  And the light of the stars is attracted by transparent flowers

  And at last is forgotten by both man and beast

  By helmet and capstan and mesmerised nun

  For the bounds of my kingdom are truly unknown

  And its factories work all night long

  Producing the strongest canonical wastepaper-baskets

  And ant-eaters’ skiing-shoes

  Which follow the glistening murders as far as the pond

  And then light a magnificent bonfire of old rusty nails

  And indeed they are paid by the state for their crimes

  There is room for them all in the conjuror’s musical-box

  There is still enough room for even the hardest of faces

  For faces are needed to stick on the emperor’s walls

  To roll down the stairs like a party of seafaring christians

  Whose hearts are on fire in the snow.

  p. 1936

  THE SYMPTOMATIC WORLD

  I

  At the age of nine months I entered the world

  As an automatic apprentice

  My wages were divided

  By the comparison between fire and water

  My muscles were contracted

  By the song and the wedding-ring

  By the man in the front room smoking a cigar

  And my eyes were especially opalescent

  In that I gave them tears to drink each morning

  Tears of warm milk in which flies were seen to float

  Tears of cold amber in which miracles appeared

  So that I seemed to see through them a world of metal

  A world of intrinsic gestures and straight lines

  I might even say a world in which there was no absence

  And no unknown degrees

  In which the pale green torture of the mountains

  Appeared to consist of feathers sprouting from maps

  And where the only women

  Were negresses with breasts like collar-bones

  And heads like violins played on by lightning

  A world at last as empty as my mirror

  Yet full of coach-horses and sails of ships

  And vocal clocks all calling:

  This way home.

  II

  Following an arrow

  To the boundaries of sense-confusion

  Like the crooked flight of a bird

  The glass-lidded coffins are full of light

  They displace the earth like the weight of stones

  Eating and ravaging the earth like moths

  Which follow the arrow

  In a shower of freshly variegated sparkles

  Confusing the issue of the arrow’s flight

  Till its feathers are all worn out

  And the trees are all on fire

  The pillow-case is bursting

  The feathers are blown across the roofs

  The room is falling from the window

  And O where did that woman come from

  Who chases the muleteer across the pampas

  And covers her flaming face with the huge shadows of her hands?

  III

  The pinecone falls from the sailor’s sleeve

  The latchkey turns in the lock

  And the light is broken

  By the angry shadow of the knave of spades

  Kneeling to dig in the sand with his coal-black hands

  His hair is a kite to fly in the dangerous winds

  That come from the central sea

  He is searching for buried anvils

  For the lost lamps of Syracuse

  And behind him stands

  The spectre whose lips are frozen

  Unwinding the threads of her heart

  From their luminous spool

  She is stone and mortar

  And tar and feather

  Her errand is often obscure

  But she comes to sit down in the glow of the rocks

  She comes with a star in her mouth

  And her words

  Are rock-crystal molten by thunder

  Meteors crushed by the birds.

  IV

  Intelligence resides in the sparrow’s beak

  And the seat of the will is the wing of the wasp

  I am here I am there and my mind is in the middle

  I hold in my hands the knob of the door of sleep

  I stand on my feet on the rock of the principle

  And my eyes are on top of my head

  They see all that happens in the sky

  The horse that bears his master in his mouth

  And is ridden by the girl with red plush breasts

  My ears grow out of my feet

  And they hear all the sounds underground

  The ringing of bells in the caves

  And the whisper of wandering roots

  The intellect resides in the mineral’s neck

  And the seat of the soul is the mouth of the stone

  Which is why the earth’s veins are so stopped up with sand

  And the sea is so full of green flame

  For the earth is a kiss on the mouth of the sky

  And the sky is a fan in the hand of the sun

  V

  This is my world this is your realm of clay

  Our dreams have all come true

  The ash of sleep is deeper than dust on the stairs

  Of this mine-shaft brimmed with gold

  The sunken garden of a fugitive

  Cold with black rain that stains the soil like ink

  Enigma like a skull with petrol eyes

  A sprouting head of plumes of silver grass

  That haunts the sanded paths

  The booming caves are full of birds

  With silken wings and beaks of solid stone

  Who pass the time away

  With burning feathers from their tails

  In the flaming waterfall

  This is my world this is your garden gate

  Our vistas stretch a thousand leagues from here

  As far as forests full of moving trees

  As far as fingers holding tigers’ skins

  As far as bushes on the window-sill

  As far as castles with unlicensed towers

  As far as caskets full of human hair

  As far as clouds on fire and dying swans

  On lakes that swallow beds as fast as tigers swallow hands.

  VI

  On the sidewalks of New York

  There are women who pass to and fro with napkins wrapped round their heads

  So that no one can see their eyes

  And machines lean out of the windows to record the number of their footsteps

  A record is made of the sound of falling coins

  That cover the streets with silver and cause fruit to ripen in bowls

  And the lift-boys chant:

  The sea comes once too often up the street

  And the wind goes once too seldom down the sky,

  And their song goes on till morning

  When the inhabitants put logs outside their doors

  For the children to make fires in all the g
utters

  Which awakens the town to the sound of derailed trains

  While baskets of boot-buttons light up the distant hills.

  VII

  Undoubtedly the sun has burnt his hands

  Undoubtedly the corn has grown too high

  And when this is done

  The first-class trains will stop running every afternoon at five o’clock

  And the passengers next morning will alight

  In a ditch of frozen milk

  Their thoughts will return with regret to their twice-locked trunks

  Full of borrowed dresses and discarded wedding-rings

  They will groan with dismay at the thought of the coming day

  Full of empty bags and crumbs of stalest bread

  From house to house the frost will spread its warnings

  And weathercocks fall from the roofs.

  VIII

  The needle glitters inch by inch

  And the sound of its stitches reaches the sea

  Where bombs explode in every other wave

  And the beaches are paler than curd

  I return there every other night

  Wearing the same clothes, breathing the same air

  And the weasels only laugh at me but it is not my fault

  I can hardly help it if the lines of the meridian resemble fish

  That fly away

  To where the heat softens the equator

  With hair growing out of its ears

  And birds’ nests in its hair to keep the rain off

  The rain that whispers in decrepit castles

  Great clots of clay and the effigies falling to dust

  Preserve us from the singing towers

  And the chapter which turns the page of its own accord

  For fear of reading its own history there.

  p. 1936

  THE SUPPOSED BEING

  Supposing the mouth

  The hard lips crowned with bright flowers

  A bursting foam of petals

  And each gold stamen an anxious arrow

  As each firm finger a signal

  Pointing to fire and water’s junction

  Whose furious fumes would stifle the passers-by

  With their startled eyes

  With their nervous hands and faces

  Whose language is black whose language has

  Never been ours.

  Supposing the eyes

  Luscious in lashes and deep stained with sleep

  The eyes in the forehead like pools in the rocks

  And the turbulent sea approaching

  Shivering ravenous venomous scarred

  By the sharp-taloned claws of its waves

  As eyes by their ravaging lids

  As their lids by the richly veined hands

  That are burnt by the light of the sun

  And the stones are on fire

  And the pupils of eyes are glazed by the

  Heat of their flames.

  Supposing the hands

  With their nails and their delicate bones

  Like the frail limbs of birds

  And their tips like the pink tips of buds

  That probe the cold curious air

  And discover the blood neath the skin

  And the surface of stones.

  Supposing the breasts

  Like shells on the oceanless shore

  At the end of the world

  Like furious thrusts of a single knife

  Like bread to be broken by hands

  Supposing the breasts still untouched by desires

  Still unsuckled by thirsts

  And motionless still

  Breasts violently still and enisled in the

  Night and afraid both of love and of death.

  Supposing the sex

  A cruelty and dead in the thighs

  A gaping and blackness – a charred

  Trace of feverish flames

  The sex like an X

  As the sign and the imprint of all that has gone before

  As a torch

  To enlighten the forest of gloom and the

  Mountains of unattained night.

  And supposing the being entire

  The tangible body standing

  The visible limbs existing

  And moving across the daylight

  Or motionless in the darkness

  A stone on the torrent’s bed

  Or a torrent above the stones –

  And at last

  Such a being escapes from the sight of my visible eyes

  From the touch of my tangible hand

  For she only exists

  Where all contradictions exist

  Where darkness is light and the real is unreal and the

  World is a dream in a dream.

  p. 1936

  EAU SIFFLÉE

  La tête d’épines vertes

  Cache de son ombre

  Un sac – de quoi ?

  Pourquoi ? Mais dites :

  Les vieillards tombent de haut en bas

  Comme des clous – mousse – lard

  (Le mur est fendu)

  N’est-ce pas ?

  Nids de pâté

  Dont les oiseaux s’en sont volés

  Se cacher sous les ponts.

  Et tout le temps

  Immobiles et le plancher et le plafond,

  Immobiles et rouges.

  w. 1936

  GOÛT DU JOUR

  Today there is fur on the tongue of the wakening light

  There is dust in the darkening streets

  Whose tongue is brick dissolved in lime

  The sound of sight

  Reduced to ashes by the height of the bloom’s decay

  In the caverns of the smell

  Where moth-balls leap like mole-hills in the pocket of grey fowls

  Thin grey fowls with leather gullets

  And with claws of too much rain

  Too much anthracite in pain

  In the cities of the plain

  Although anthrax is the secret of the way to find your way

  From the paling of the pillars to the breaking of the bars

  Where the breezy bellows stand in bright array

  And the castanets are forming little holes in women’s sleeves

  In order to allow their sound to breathe.

  w. 1936, p. 1996

  CAFARD

  Sickness and charity like death’s heads tied to the mast

  Return to the bottomless sea from whence they came

  Where islands of snow sink like holes into the heart

  And the revenge of death is remembered no more

  By those whom the firmament betrayed

  Life’s nebulous champagne is forgotten before it is drunk

  For each of its bubbles is a brief lapse of its blood

  Of the somnolent clay whose arms embrace the sleeper

  And whose veins are of lead – life’s bouquet

  Has lost all its scent for those who plucked it

  Their senses are tied to the battlecry’s torn floating web

  And the landscape’s oblivious light is

  Where islands of snow sink like holes into the heart.

  w. 1936, p. 1996

  RÉCUPÉRATION

  The gradual emergence of the

  Instincts the hard sharp

  Laughter of the sudden daylight

  And out of the sleepy funnel

  Of the waking mouth

  Breath

  Merges again with the waiting

  Whiteness of what is to be.

  w. 1936, p. 1996

  FOOL’S PARADISE

  The man dressed in armour

  joins his hands and feet

  and his body forms a ring

  which spins round the chain that hangs from the torso of a racehorse

  unseen by the crowd

  who are busily building a tent

  in the glare of a Bengal light

  a tent that will soo
n be a ship

  if it could but float

  though that consideration is of no importance

  what is important is that beans are getting sleepy

  and will soon fall right off the plate

  onto a fork made of soap

  which will then sing the national anthem

  through its nose

  which is always a danger-signal to the ants

  who will immediately cease work

  form fives

  and march through the streets to the house of the mayor of the town

  who will stand on a chair

  to deliver this speech to the world.

  w. 1936, p. 1996

  SYMPTOMATIC WORLD

  The resinous globes of your sweat the moist hair

  Of your savage tongue tying your head

  To the branches that grow from your bed

  Invite me to wrap you in sheets

  Of precaution and cover your feet

  Will beware of the wolves’ padded howl

  The thin ghostly love of the planets the wool

  And the rock of the tetanous scream

  Of the half-melting needles

  Your eyes

  Your eyes like burnt leaves are beginning to fade

  And the last rain will wash them away

  Like the colour of sleet and the odour of putrified hay.

  w. 1936, p. 1996

  ELEGIAC STANZAS IN MEMORY OF ALBAN BERG

  First draft

  I

  When a rich (sick) rose falls in flakes from its thorn-spiked stem

  Its petals stain the dark eroded soil;

  So tears fall heavily to stain the heart’s stone floor

  A grief akin to madness sets its sudden springs

  To leap without a cause from out our sleep

  Our (jarring) nervous dreams

  Until we shake with sorrow that we cannot name.

  The rain with turbid drops adorns the leaves

  Of rose-bushes that grow among the rocks

  And stifle with their scent the chilly air.

  It is the hour when disembodied heads,

  The faces of the lost, glide, pensively

  Across (Along/Among) the misty twilight (shadows) of this distant place, –

  Cimmeria, the refuge of the shades.

  On high

  Striations of white light amaze the sky;

  While round the staring lead-eyed pool below

  A dull wind stirs the agony of reeds

  Concentric ripples strike the water’s rim

  Like echoes of a desperate final cry,

  And (While) arrow-headed birds fly fast away.

  II

  The snake-like roads that writhe across the plains

  The agonized cities and towns

 

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